lonely patient

I am not dead.

Humans are really strong creatures, they won't die from such pain...

The rain washed away the mud and stones that fell on me. I seemed to be injured, and the air was filled with a thick and intractable smell of blood.Wen Luming hugged me tightly, and put his palm on the back of my head, but he still couldn't stop the gurgling blood.Rain mixed with blood flowed down his arms, staining his clothes a faint red.I heard him call my name over and over again, as if afraid of me leaving.

It hurts...so painful that I can't make a sound.

I opened my mouth to let him stop calling me, I want to rest, he made me unable to sleep.

It was still raining, Wen Luming hugged me and hid in a small corner surrounded by guardrails and cars. Outside was the raging rainstorm and the hillside that could collapse at any time.He kept kissing my forehead and told me to hold on and not sleep.In a trance, I seem to be back together again. Every time I wake up from a nightmare, he will hold me in his arms and comfort me gently and patiently.

I was able to open my eyes gradually, and saw Wen Luming's face with a little light.

He looks so sad.

"Teacher Wen..." I spoke softly, making a sound that I couldn't even hear clearly.

Wen Luming heard it, he lowered his head, the dim light in his eyes came back on, and then he hugged me even tighter, "Why did you do this, why are you so stupid..."

"Because..." I smiled lightly, "I still love you."

No matter how many times I say give up, no matter how many times I say I don't care, no matter where I hide, disease or death, I can't lie to myself, I don't like to hear the truth.

"I'm sorry...it may be too late." I raised my hand, touched the corners of his eyes carefully, and then touched his lips, "I love you. I will tell you earlier next time."

Wen Luming held my hand and put it on his lips, and kissed my palm hard, "Don't apologize, Yan Qiao, I don't want your apology..."

In the dark, I saw his red eyes, is he crying...Will Wen Luming cry too?

I shook my head and said with the last of my strength: "This time, can you forgive me...even if you lied to me."

I did not wait for his answer.

As if falling into endless darkness, the last memory is his eyes full of grief. He said something, but I didn't hear it.

It's okay if you didn't hear it.I'm afraid that in the end, he still only has sympathy and pity for me, and maybe now he has more guilt and regret.

I close my eyes, and all kinds of revolving lanterns in the past passed before my eyes. Those who came into my life and disappeared, some brought me happiness, some made me sad, some left a brilliant stroke in a hurry, some And I entangled endlessly.

I have loved and been loved, and I have no regrets in this life.

If there is any wish, I hope that the person I love will never forget me.By /public/public/number/wind/blowing/skin/skin/cool/share/share