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"What? Do you think I poked your sore spot?" The man laughed, his eyes full of malice, "Isn't what I'm telling the truth? Do you know how many people want to climb into Chu Xuan's bed? But that superior Mr. Chu doesn't even want to give alms. How powerful you are, you can let him cover for you when you enter his room for the first time. If you don't sleep, you will cover for you and me. What is this? He has a crush on you? Or does he have more thoughts about you? Compassion and pity?" At the end, he gritted his teeth, and his face became more mocking, "Compared to you, mom, you are much better. Sleeping so hard, the first time you saw him, he took pity on you so much, how capable!" The man's words got worse as he spoke, he clasped the hand on his chin hard, but couldn't break free, he Tears fell in clusters, but he was too stubborn to cry out.

"Why are you crying? I won't feel bad if you cry in front of me. If you want to cry, cry in front of Chu Xuan!" A string of tears fell on his hands, and the man threw him away with a shake of his hands. The fist pressed tightly against his lower back, "Save your tears to coax Chu Ting, it will make him happy, and the cooperation between our two families will be smoother, so your tears won't be in vain."

He was thrown and fell to the ground. The force of the fall was a little heavy, and it took him a while to move on the marble floor, "I'm not going..."

"Not going?" The man looked at him condescendingly, "Are you sure?"

He looked up at the man, his eyes were full of determination, "I won't go."

The man squatted down, approached his eyes, and said word by word, "Are you afraid that you want to end the career of your "little uncle"?"

He looked at him, the determination in his eyes turned to despair.

When the strange and familiar room card was handed to him, no amount of despair could stop the panic and collapse, "I can't accompany him!" He kept begging, and the silent tears finally turned into wails. I hope this person can show mercy and let him go, "I can't accompany him! I really can't accompany him, why do you have to force me to—"

The condescending man just looked at him, watched him cry in disintegration, begged for the ground with his head on the ground, watched him despair until his heart was ashamed, then squatted down, slowly took out a box from his pocket and put it in his chest. Putting it into his hands, he grinned, but the smile did not fall into his eyes, "You, like me, have no right to choose."

Everything is in the hands of others, there is no power to choose, forced to accept, forced to bear, forced to go nowhere, so even if you know that there is a dead end ahead, you have to force yourself to go, because there is no way to retreat behind...

He looked at him through his tearful eyes, and saw a look similar to "sadness" appearing on that face that had always been malicious.

……"sad"?What is he sad about?He clearly knew what he wanted, but he forced him like this, trampled him like this...

Since he was so decisive, why did he show such an expression?

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Half awake and half asleep, he always felt that he was struggling on the edge of a nightmare, and he only needed to use a little more strength to break free, but the swamp-like nightmare was clung to him, and the past he didn't want to recall, The past that was firmly pressed in the bottom of his heart, like the water of the ground veins that were nailed through, spewed out, whether he wanted it or not, it drowned him completely...

"... Mr. Mo? Mr. Mo?"

The housekeeper called twice, but the right person in his sleep did not wake up. He curled up sideways on the hospital bed. He didn't know what he dreamed of. Tears kept falling, and he couldn't wake up. The situation before he was sent to the hospital yesterday It was still vivid in his memory, but the housekeeper was not at ease, so he asked the nurse who followed into the ward to inform the doctor to come over to see the situation immediately.

The noise of footsteps in his ears was accompanied by intermittent voices, inaudible and indistinguishable, he was trying to break free from the chaotic consciousness, but the nightmare that wrapped him around him still refused to let go, and he fell back to the haunted place while struggling. A suffocating false dream...

He didn't know how he got out of that house, and he didn't know how he got to the hotel, until he saw Mr. Chu again in that familiar boss, he knew that everything was settled, he should go The way he wants to die, his damned heart, and the thoughts he should never say, he was too naive when he was a child, he took everything for granted, but that was when he was a child, and the word "taken for granted" never appeared in his life when he grew up.

Mr. Chu was not very surprised by his appearance, he asked him to sit down on the sofa, gave him a glass of warm water, and then went to work on his own.

after that?It seemed that Mr. Chu came over after finishing his work and asked him whether he planned to leave at night or wait until tomorrow morning like the previous time.His silence and response did not offend Mr. Chu. Mr. Chu's attitude was polite and alienated. He told him that there was another bedroom in the suite. If he was inconvenient to leave immediately, he could go to that room to rest.

It wasn't until Mr. Chu saw the crumpled box that Mr. Huo handed him that he was clutching tightly in his bleeding hands that his tone finally changed. Mr. Chu asked him if he prepared the things himself. He opened his mouth, but he couldn't Can't make a sound, can he tell Mr. Chu that Mr. Huo entrusted him with it, and he must complete what he told him?

He guessed that Mr. Chu should have known his identity at that time, and also knew what kind of existence he was to Mr. Huo. Mr. Huo sent his own people to him and told him that he must climb into his bed. What is this?

Anyone who encounters such a situation will not have a good attitude, right?Mr. Chu didn't ask Mr. Huo to come and take the man away immediately, it was enough face for Mr. Huo and the Huo family.

Before that, he had stopped his tears. He thought, since he came to complete what Mr. Huo told him, what is it for him to cry in front of Mr. Chu?Looks like he was forced to come here?Or do you seem aggrieved?

Now that he has chosen, he has to accept the result for the choice. There is nothing wrong with that, even if he is forced to choose this choice.

He felt very sad, but he didn't feel very wronged, but Mr. Chu's emotional question filled him with grievance, and tears began to fall uncontrollably.

Seeing him cry, Mr. Chu politely handed him a tissue and asked him, since he was so wronged, why did he make things difficult for himself?

He looked blankly at the tears falling on the back of his hand, why should he embarrass himself?Is he really embarrassing himself in such a desperate situation?But he only has one relative, A Zheng, can he watch Mr. Huo ruin A Zheng?They owe so much to Ah Zheng, if Ah Zheng can't get out of this life, can't they even keep this last sustenance?

He didn't want to embarrass himself so much, he wanted to ask, but who should he ask?Begging Mr. Huo to let him go?Begging Mr. Chu to let him go?But he begged, Mr. Huo refused to let him go, but Mr. Chu did let him go, but what happened?Isn't it still the case?That being the case, what should he ask for?Begging without being wronged, begging without embarrassment, but he hasn't been able to get it in half his life, so where should he go to ask now?

Mr. Chu said that everyone has the right to give up or keep something. If you choose to embarrass yourself, don’t cry. , it doesn't matter whether the result is right or wrong, just accept what is. Sadness is nothing more than unwillingness to do things that people don't want.

That was the first time he heard the answer to "sadness". No one had told him that before that. The sadness that backfired was nothing more than his unwillingness to change the result. Now that he has chosen the answer, no matter what the result is, accept it. good.

Later, after knowing the existence of the child in his stomach, he chose to keep him. Even though he had countless worries and worries, even though he was in a precarious foreign country, he still resolutely chose to keep him. In the past few months, he has experienced too many variables and accidents, and he has never regretted it, nor has he been "sad".

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Fortunately, he didn't have a fever again, and he didn't reappear the stress symptoms before. After the doctor confirmed that there was nothing wrong with his condition, he explained the specific situation to the department he was going to transfer to, and transferred him to the psychology department smoothly. When he woke up, he was already in the psychology ward.

The housekeeper explained the situation to him. He will take care of him with the nurses in the hospital during the day, and the nurses will take care of him alone at night. The doctor's opinion is that it is not convenient for him to go home for treatment for the time being, so he needs to stay in the hospital for a while .

Don't think he declined the housekeeper's personal care. He thinks his condition is not too bad. Except that his eyes are not convenient in an unfamiliar environment, he can take care of himself. There are still a lot of things at home that need to be taken care of by the housekeeper. Hospitalized under care.

The housekeeper didn't argue with him about this decision, but after consulting his boss, he respected Mo Zhen's opinion, but at night, after a busy day at work, Chu Xuan reappeared in the hospital and told him, He was still with him at night.

"Mr. Chu, you go home, I'm fine, you don't need to stay with me in the hospital anymore, and you can't rest well here," Mo Zhen said such a long word to Chu Ting for the first time, although his The attitude is almost begging.

For ordinary people, the facilities of this hospital are already very high-end, but for Mr. Chu, this is really not an ideal place to rest.Mr. Chu has been working all day, he needs a comfortable environment to rest, but a place like a hospital is too noisy.

Letting him stay here in person yesterday already made him feel very sorry. He has no problems now, so why bother him to accompany him personally?

Author's gossip: What do you always feel like?You know almost what?