why continue

But Chu Xuan is not a person who can be easily persuaded to change his decision. He did not immediately respond to Mo Gan's fidgeting, but first walked to the small front in front of the sofa to put down the lunch box in his hand, and politely asked Mo Gan The hospital bed took two steps closer, "The nurse said you didn't eat much for dinner, I asked the housekeeper to make some soup at home."

"...don't be so troublesome." The hospital is far away from the house where I live, and the troublesome thing of delivering soup is too troublesome. "The food in the hospital is very good, you don't need to be so troublesome..." Received such attention once, even though he knew it was just Mr. Chu's politeness and thoughtful upbringing, he was still very flattered.

"Do you feel better today? I left early in the morning and didn't say hello to you." The outdoor temperature in autumn nights was already a little low, and the suit prepared for him by the housekeeper was thicker than in summer, and it was just right outdoors. It is relatively inappropriate to enter a room with a constant temperature. After arriving at the hospital, he first went to see the doctor to understand the situation, and now he does not need to go out. While talking to Mo Zhen, he unbuttoned his suit jacket and put the jacket Take it off.

"It's okay," Mo Zhen pursed the corners of his lips, and his mind automatically recalled the deliberately quiet noise and footsteps in the morning, and the familiar slight rubbing sound sounded in his ears again, and he picked up the topic he had just deviated from. "I'm fine, Mr. Chu, go home and rest. There are nurses in the hospital, so you won't be able to rest well in the hospital."

He knows better than anyone else the job of escorting the hospital. Even if the environment here is not simple, it is certain that the daily life is inconvenient and the rest is not good. Come to escort, this is really unreasonable.

"Aren't you afraid of me now?" Chu Xuan unbuttoned the cuffs that had been stuck to her all day, rolled up the sleeves, and raised her eyebrows jokingly.

He was stunned for a while when he was asked the wrong answer, "..." Mr. Chu has always been restrained and steady, with a gentle and polite attitude, and he seldom used such a joking tone, so he didn't know how to answer it for a while.

Seeing the child sitting blankly on the hospital bed speechless for a while, Chu Ting laughed, "Am I serious?"

The child nodded blankly, then shook his head eagerly after nodding, "...No, no, you..."

Chu Xuan raised his eyebrows noncommittally, walked back to the small table, opened the food box and began to share the meals. His dinner was used in the company, and the takeaway meals were a bit greasy. He didn't use much, and the butler delivered the meals At the time, I specifically informed that this is for two people.

He didn't hear Chu Ting speak again, so he felt uneasy. Hearing the slight sound from the sofa area, he tugged at the corner of the quilt, and softly said, "...you are not, you are not serious."

"Yeah." Chu Ting replied and didn't continue.

Hearing this response, I don't think my scalp is a little numb. What does this mean?Could it be... Angry?Shouldn't it?

After sharing the meal, Chu Xuan looked up at the restless Mozhi on the hospital bed, and decided not to tease him anymore. He walked to the bedside with the soup bowl he had divided, moved the dining table on the hospital bed to a better position, and put the spoon on his bed. In his right hand, he held the bowl with his left hand, "The temperature is just right, here, this is a soup spoon."

Holding the soup bowl and spoon in both hands, he couldn't hide the astonishment on his face, "Mr. Chu, this is not appropriate..." Asking Mr. Chu to do this for him, he felt that it was not just his own scalp, he felt that his The tips of my hair are trembling.

"Eat it quickly, it won't taste good after a while." Chu Xuan's tone was gentle, no longer the joke just now.

There was the sound of footsteps, and the people around him returned to the sofa, and then there was the slight sound of tableware colliding. You must be a little surprised, Mr. Chu hasn't had dinner yet?The nurse had already prepared a uniform dinner for him in the hospital. He didn't know how long the exact time had passed, but it should have been a while. It was probably a bit late by then. No accident, Mr. Chu came directly from his work place. It's so late and I haven't had dinner yet, so Mr. Chu should be very busy at work this day...

Don't think he sighed lightly, and didn't continue to talk to disturb Chu Ting's meal. He bent down a little, and drank the soup in the bowl with the dining spoon. This chef was the one who was invited to York City before. They transferred to Europe Later, he also followed. The chef is from Cantonese, and he is good at Cantonese cuisine. The soup is even better, with a light taste, suitable for people who take care of their bodies... His previous "confinement meal" has always been such a standard , After the confinement period, although the food is still light, it is still not the same as the "confinement meal". Now I am hospitalized, and the soup has returned to the previous dishes.

Mr. Chu is a very good person, polite, meticulous, thoughtful and educated. He doesn't know why he is worried about entrusting his child to him to raise?Perhaps more selfish psychology is at work.

"Mr. Chu, I want to discuss something with you." After dinner, Mo Guan opened his mouth immediately.

Chu Xuan nodded, "Say it."

"About the child's upbringing," he started but didn't finish in one go. He paused, not sure if he was thinking of words or trying to build up courage.

On the contrary, Chu Ting was slightly surprised when he heard his words. He thought that he would not mention the child until his eyes fully recovered. After all, he had been avoiding this matter before. .

Seeing him pause, Chu Xuan went to sit beside his hospital bed, and said softly, "Well, tell me."

He paused for a moment before speaking again, but he was no longer nervous and uneasy when he talked about the child before, "If you want, I want to give the child to you to raise."

The unexpected result made Chu Ting unable to hide the surprise on his face. He frowned. He thought that when they formally faced this issue, they would have to face many differences and disputes.His choice to keep this child under such a difficult situation is enough to show that he cares about this child. Since he cared so much before the child was born, it will only be worse now, but now it is the first time for the young man to face up to the issue of custody Did you just give up?

"Why?" Chu Xuan was puzzled.

He thought that what he said just now was a little rash, and he forgot to ask Mr. Chu's opinion first. Perhaps Mr. Chu's attitude earlier made him acquiesce in his heart that Mr. Chu wanted to raise the child, so he never thought that if Mr. Chu is unwilling to raise the child——

Thinking of this, the calmness just now disappeared, and the tension and uneasiness in the face of Chu Xuan suddenly surged up again, and he asked softly, "You said last time that you are willing to admit him, then you...will you Are you unwilling to raise him?" He asked very cautiously.

Seeing the young man who carefully took a step back into his shell, Chu Xuan nodded and said, "I am willing to admit him, and I am willing to raise him." Seeing the young man who was relieved by his answer, Chu Xuan continued "But why are you willing to give the child to me to raise?" You didn't even discuss it with him, so you gave up on your own initiative.

Don't feel a little shy, "...the child follows me, and may not get good care."

Chu Xuan directly pointed out, "This is not a reason." He dared to keep the child in such a difficult situation, "not getting good care" is not a reason for him to give up the custody of the child.

"It's true," Mo Zhen said in a soft voice, "If you don't get good care, the material problem may not be considered a big problem, but it's more of a spiritual problem... something I didn't get, naturally It cannot be given to him."

He imagined raising a child too simply, and he thought he could afford to raise a new life. It wasn't until this nightmare during the day that he uncovered the past accumulated in his heart that he faced up to his shallow and short-sighted understanding of this matter. .

There were too many gaps and gaps in his growth, an unhealthy family, and an incomplete childhood, which led to his poverty and lack of spiritual world, timidity and low self-esteem in his heart. How could such a person become a qualified father?How can such a self take on the most important life framework construction of a child?

His mother's plan back then was a failure for him. He had already let this child be born according to his own life experience, and he could no longer let this child grow up according to his own growth. Tragedy and failure cannot be reproduced again.

His mother may have chosen to give birth to him back then, but it was really helpless to raise him. Since he was a child, what he heard the most was his mother’s apology. and Dianpeizhong.

Now, he chooses to give birth to a child, but to raise him, he is not faced with nowhere to go and no answer to choose. Since there is another option to avoid repeating the results of the year, why should he choose to hold on to it? Woolen cloth?

Chu Ting was silent for a moment, "Have you thought about it clearly?" He thought that what he was worried about was that his own material conditions would not allow him to raise his children well, but the young man obviously had a longer-term consideration.

Don't think he opened his mouth and didn't answer immediately. Did he think clearly?

...He didn't know if he had really thought it through, if he had really decided to give up the custody of the child. He knew that he had a child in such a sudden situation, and he always thought about this when he was struggling in despair The little guy survived. If it wasn't for this fulcrum, he might have given up. He would have given up on this world that kept him from being treated kindly for a day. Now, is he going to give up on him?

Seeing his blank and uncertain eyes, Chu Ting knew that he hadn't fully considered it, "Don't worry about this for now, you should think about it carefully. Although I hope to raise the child, I still hope you can think it over carefully. You are the father of the child, and the decision on this matter is in your hands, and I respect your decision."

He couldn't be more surprised by Chu Ting's attitude, he stammered, "...you mean, if I want a child...would you agree?"