I was targeted by the flirtatious little wolf dog [E-sports]

After running away that night, Bai Yueming and I haven't been in touch for a long time.

That distracted kiss was like a nightmare. After waking up, no one deliberately recalled it, and gradually everyone forgot it.

I was still training at the base as if nothing had happened, quarreling with my teammates and broadcasting live broadcasts from time to time.

On Christmas Eve, there was an entertainment competition.

I accidentally ran into Bai Yueming in the backstage corridor of the waiting room. We met on a narrow road, and embarrassment prevailed.

As we were approaching and we were about to meet each other, for some reason, I suddenly stepped forward and grabbed the sleeves of his team uniform...

The wide sleeves were pulled down and deformed by me, almost slipped, Bai Yueming stopped in his tracks, no matter what his clothes were, he just looked down at me, with a lazy smile on his mouth inexplicably, as if my initiative was complete. It was his premeditated plan for a long time.

This recognition made me feel ashamed and hot in an instant. I grabbed his sleeve and choked out a sentence for a long time:

"Won't you give me an apple on Christmas Eve?"

"..."

This lame strike-up is too suffocating.

After I finished talking, I was busy making up: "What I'm talking about is, if our GOD is going to win...you will lose me an apple..."

After I finished speaking, I looked up at him with a guilty conscience, trying to cover up the strange atmosphere with the tense atmosphere of confronting deadly enemies in the past.

Unexpectedly, Bai Yueming first raised his eyebrows slightly, lowered his head and looked at me carefully, then glanced leisurely at my hand that was still holding his sleeve, and smiled lowly.

I was startled, this smile, I can even taste a doting feeling from it.

Then I heard Bai Yueming's voice.

"Why didn't you win me?" When he said this, there was a smile in the black eyes that looked at me that seemed to see through everything.

I dared not look at him with a guilty conscience, turned my head away, and said to him from left and right: "God won, isn't it because I won!"

Bai Yueming raised the corners of his eyes lightly, and lazily replied: "Okay."

He reached out and hugged the coat that I had torn off, continued to hang it loosely on his shoulders, and walked forward without looking back.

The strange tactile fabric at my fingertips was taken away, and the unique smell on his body drifted past the tip of my nose and gradually faded away.

I think I must be crazy, why can't I just think about these things.

That night, God favored GOD very much, and even the water friend match was able to draw the former GOD captain Glod, and we won without any surprise.

I originally wanted to try my best in the Solo competition, even if I didn't win the first place, but

No matter what you have to look at, the ranking is not so embarrassing.

In that round, I played very seriously, carrying the gun alone, advancing round after round, fighting.Every time there is danger and is about to be eliminated, I think of Bai Yueming, don't want to be looked down upon by him, grit my teeth and persist, dodge the hail of bullets, and survive again by luck.

Just when I thought I might be able to beat Bai Yueming, I was instantly sniped and killed by the person in the circle with a single shot.

The system announcement shows:

[FRE-Snake used 98K to kill GOD-Kopi. 】

The game character I wanted to take another step forward was just knocked down, and the body rolled down to the side of the urn, and the screen instantly turned gray and white, announcing the end of the game.

At that moment, I felt more uncomfortable than ever being killed by Bai Yueming.

It's like a ridiculous self-esteem being ridiculed and crushed.

Today's game where I was so desperate was like a joke.

Bai Yueming, that bastard!

This bastard! ! !

Why am I so bad, why can I never beat him? !

I buried my head down on the keyboard, clenched my fists tightly, bit my lips and held back tears of unwillingness and shame, to prevent my teammates from discovering my abnormality.

When I looked up, my eyes widened, and I was ashamed as usual because of my teammates' teasing, which made everyone laugh.

Yeah, I was killed by Snake again.I will always be his defeated opponent, and I will always be a little mouse who cannot escape his sniper range.

I'm just a worthless little mouse.

At the end of the game, Glod publicly announced that he made his first appearance in the media after retiring. The captain probably meant that he was going back to GOD.

I am very happy for Chu Xiaoyuan, the old captain. He has been away for more than a year, and his life is indeed extremely boring.

At the party in the evening, we went to have a barbecue, and Glod bought us a book for each of us as a holiday gift.This is his old tradition before, and everyone disliked it, but they were actually very moved.

Although I don't like reading books, touching the cover of a paper book always makes me feel calmer for some reason.

What was the name of the book he gave me, I can't remember now.

That night, I also took advantage of the pleasure to drink a few cups, half drunk and half awake, and was helped to walk away.I feel uncomfortable, but I can't speak.They got into the car together in twos and threes.

One person supported a drunk man, and the scene was chaotic for a while. I took a step slowly and got an order.Presumably they probably thought I got in the car, maybe they didn't even remember that there was someone behind.

The bustle is over, and I am bluffing all day when I am leaving

The teammate next to him calmed down for a rare moment, and stubbornly and boredly walked along the grid on the floor tiles on the road, keeping his head down and insisting not to step on the line.

Have a great time.

It was just a little inadvertent, blocked by the oncoming passers-by, had to back down, and stepped back on the line.I frowned uncomfortably, and the grievances that had been accumulated all night rushed to my heart.

I squatted down dejectedly, curled up into a ball weakly, hugging my knees...

Tears fell uncontrollably down the eyelids.

"Big brother, what are you crying for?" A childish voice of a little boy rang in my ears. I felt even more ashamed when I heard that, and replied in a muffled voice with my head buried in my neck, "Don't worry about it..." I wanted to He walked away viciously at the kid who watched the excitement, but when he opened his mouth and softened his heart, his voice was... aggrieved.

I was more ashamed and annoyed by my own voice, and I buried my head deeper, hoping that the child would go away quickly.

"Big Brother, I'll give you this apple~ don't cry, okay?" The little boy handed the apple to my buried head with some difficulty, and the cold apple hit the top of my head.To be honest, I was too embarrassed to cry again at this time, so I calmed down in embarrassment, reached out to pick it up slowly, and raised my head: "Thank you, little brother..."

Seeing Bai Yueming squatting in front of me and holding a big red apple in his hand, smiling at me like a child, I was stunned.

He shook the apple in his hand, raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Big brother, don't you want apples anymore?" The first three words were still the immature boy's voice just now, and the second half of the sentence was replaced by Bai Yueming's smirk. Beat the sound.

I immediately understood that he was pretending to be that child just now, and after being tricked, I thought that he had seen all the embarrassing things I did just now!My face was burning with embarrassment, and I suddenly wanted to stand up and back up, but I didn't know that my feet were numb and dizzy after squatting for too long, and I almost fell back.

A big hand quickly stepped forward and grabbed me.

In a blink of an eye, my waist has been embraced by his strong hands.

I looked up in a daze, only to feel the heat on my waist, and my face became redder with dryness.

Bai Yueming clearly saw my every move, but still smiled as if teasing me, and handed me the glowing red apple: "Here, I'll give you an apple."

"Don't cry, baby, I was wrong."

Just three words: "I was wrong", all my grievances and unhappiness that night melted instantly.

I really want to ask him where he went wrong.I won today

I was wrong, or I was wrong when I was drunk and kissed me inexplicably.

Or it was wrong to lie to me by pretending to be a girl... It was still wrong to make me fall in love with you.

I also want to ask him why he gave me an apple even though I lost today.

I was stunned for a moment and thought about many conversations between him and me, but the reality is.

After he handed me the apple, I stood there blankly holding the apple and watched his handsome back disappear into the street.

I didn't have time to ask anything, and once again I lost the courage and opportunity to talk to him.

After I brought that apple back to the dormitory, I put it on the table for a long time.Looking at it every day, thinking about Bai Yueming's ambiguous words that night, every time I can't figure it out, I feel very distressed, like a cat is scratching my heart.

When I wanted to forget about Bai Yueming and my inexplicable feelings for him, the cat would scratch it unreasonably.

Later, Glod really returned to GOD. For the next overseas competition, I began to prepare hard, and the apple was on my desk for almost ten days.

This night, GOD suddenly had a power outage. In the next day's training match, I never expected to go to FRE's base.No matter how unwilling I am, I have already arrived at FRE and it is impossible to turn around and go back.

Bai Yueming led the team to meet us at the gate of the FRE base.

As the captain of FRE, he obviously greets our captain normally, but I can always feel that his eyes should be looking at me.Like a timid and furious little mouse, I wanted to see him and hid in the back of the team, using exaggerated body language and expressions to show my dislike for him.

Dodging every moment he might look at me.

At the same time, I look forward to seeing him a few more times in the gaps between the crowd.

I must be crazy to be so shameless as a voyeur.

In the training match that day, I worked harder, hoping to impress the opponent.But later on, I even felt fearful and repelled when I met Bai Yueming on the field.

I was too afraid to run into him, no matter how hard I struggled, I would be killed by him.

It's humiliating and humiliating.Especially being sniped by him.

However, even when I got home, I still met Bai Yueming in the round, and was eliminated by him in the round.

After being tortured and killed by him to the end, I even felt a clear sense of relief. Anyway, I have to die anyway, it is better to die by his hands.It also appears that we are destined to be the same.

Hey, die, die, die without regret.

I admit that my level is not as good as his

, if he deliberately let me on the field one day, that would be an insult and disrespect to me.

The game is over, before the two teams have dinner.

I accidentally saw Bai Yueming and Zhang Yangyu Ship, who was hired by FRE from our team, were chatting with Glod and they suddenly left the table together.

For some reason, I just wanted to follow along.

I stood at the door of the computer room in the training room, watching Zhang Yangyu sitting, Bai Yueming stood behind him and leaned over, holding Zhang Yangyu's right hand holding the mouse with one hand.

With a serious and gentle expression on the side face, he said something to him.

I clearly know that the two are teammates now, and it's normal to discuss and communicate with each other, but... I just feel very uncomfortable.

I was the playboy who was repeatedly told by him "not suitable for e-sports", and Zhang Yangyu was a talented player who was recruited by several clubs in Europe and America.

After I went back, I weirdly checked Bai Yueming's recent game records, all of them were in double row with Zhang Yangyu until late at night.

"Snow used to accompany me in double row until late at night..." I muttered in a daze.

At that time, she would laugh at me lazily and guide me patiently.

But now, she's gone.He was gone too.

Bai Yueming has never been gentle with me, he always suppressed me over and over again, didn't give me any pride, told me that I am not suitable for playing e-sports, and never kept me after I accepted GOD's invitation in a fit of anger.

Bai Yueming, maybe he just treats me like a child to play with.

That night, I had a nightmare.

In the dream, Bai Yueming and Zhang Yangyu were together.They walked up to me hand in hand, Bai Yueming pointed at me and said to Zhang Yangyu: "He, I used to tease him."

They walked shoulder to shoulder and hand in hand, walking on the track over and over again, and were blessed by everyone.

And I'm just a clown.

I woke up from the dream in the middle of the night uncomfortably. The scenes in the dream were as clear as I witnessed with my own eyes. Multi-day apples.

Taking it over, he bit it down angrily and sadly, biting it, and swallowed the cold apple flesh into his stomach.There was a slight pain in the neck.

The next morning, because the apples had been stored for more than ten days this winter in the middle of the night, I caught a bad cold and my throat was completely hoarse.

In today's training match, my condition was too bad, so Luoluo took the place for me, while I stayed in the room and drank a cup of 999 to catch a cold.

But in his heart he always thought of Bai Yueming awkwardly.

what if he knew i was sick

Sample?

If he is by my side, will he feel sorry for me...

Maybe people who are sick are prone to hypocrisy, so I took a photo of myself pitifully holding a cup of medicine and posted it on Moments and Weibo.

"I ate poisonous apples... my throat is poisonous and hoarse." The picture shows me holding a whole cup of medicine, and the medicine box of Ganmaoling is in the corner.

Send it out for 1 minute and remain unmoved.

After posting it for 2 minutes, all kinds of ghosts and ghosts gave me likes and jokes, making me sick like a feast.

I can't help but touch my forehead... Careless in making friends!

Tossing and turning, I lay wrapped in a quilt, my mind was full of mess.

The phone vibrated several times, and I fumbled it out several times in a hurry, but put it aside in disappointment.

Later, the entire FRE and even Zhang Yangyu left me a message "drink more boiled water".Still don't see any response from anyone.

I lay dumbfounded, thinking: Forget it.Sick and dead...

At this time, there was a sudden knock on the door, and I was shocked. I immediately wanted to sit up, but unfortunately I didn't sit up. I replied in a hoarse voice: "The door is not locked..."

Someone walked in, and I thought it might be Luoluo, this child came in several times this morning worried.

I lay down lazily, opened my eyes and wanted to ask Luoluo to pour me some hot water...

Open your eyes, big eyes to small eyes: "...you—"

Bai Yueming! ! !

I was so shocked that I immediately wanted Carp to sit up straight!What kind of death perspective was that just now!

I quickly turned around wrapped in the quilt, sat upright, and asked hoarsely, "You, what are you doing here..."

This broken voice... I shut up quickly after I finished speaking.

Bai Yueming raised his eyebrows, reached out and put the porridge and soup thermos cup on the table:

"Look at the young master who was dumbed down by the poisonous apple."

Pooh!It's your old poisonous snake!

The author has something to say: it’s a blast QAQ

Kneeling and apologizing, I really can't get away from relatives recently...