I was targeted by the flirtatious little wolf dog [E-sports]

After Bai Yueming put down his things, his eyes stopped on me, and he looked at me carefully.

Noticing his gaze, I avoided his gaze uncomfortably, and couldn't help but speak hard: "Have you seen enough?"

Bai Yueming laughed lowly when he heard the words, and asked me slowly and meaningfully: "Isn't it enough to see?"

"Look..."

"Are you ready to be my lover?"

The words I wanted to say came to an abrupt end in my throat, and I stared blankly at the lazy smile on the corner of his mouth, feeling the humiliation of being teased hit my heart.

"You——" I opened my eyes and woke up in a trance on the pillow, only to realize that it was just a dream.

Bai Yueming didn't come to see me, how could he stop training and race to come to GOD to see me because I had a cold.

It really was a dream.

The disease came and went quickly.

There were more than a dozen lines of people greeting under that circle of friends, but they still didn't see any response from Bai Yueming.

I was aggrieved and wanted to delete it, and my fingers hesitated on the phone, changing it to be visible within three days.

Just three days.

The hypocritical message on Weibo has received over a thousand comments from fans.

Still no sign of Bai Yueming.

I opened the trumpet and went to his Weibo, except for the official team promotion, there is no personal information.Maybe it's because I'm not his Weibo friend.

Thinking of this, I quit in frustration.

We have known each other for so long, but we are not even as good as strangers.

After that, life is nothing but training.Before the start of the competition, GOD went to South Korea for half a month in isolation, and then formally participated in the PGI.S Global Invitational Tournament.

Unfortunately, GOD and FRE were arranged in the same hotel.

Fortunately, they are not on the same floor, which saves the embarrassment of meeting each other.

But even if they are not on the same floor, I still can’t help but hold the plate and pretend to chat and laugh with my teammates unintentionally every time I go to the lobby restaurant on the first floor, and then wait for the opportunity to look around and look for his back.

Sometimes, whenever I want to see him appear, Bai Yueming will really appear.

This kind of fate-like tacit understanding made me secretly throb in the bottom of my heart.

It's just that I forgot, I looked forward to it again and again, maybe ten times it happened to hit this one.

When I went downstairs with my teammates, I occasionally glanced at Bai Yueming in the FRE crowd.

When walking on the field and passing him by, he deliberately chatted and laughed with Lao Lin, not even daring to look at him from the corner of his eye, for fear that he would discover his hidden thoughts.

In the tense arena, every time he encounters a difficult opponent, he is ready to fight, thinking of him as Bai Yueming.

Holding the mouse with sweaty hands, staring at the game characters on the screen, dodging, blocking, opening the mirror, aiming——

"Bang! Bang! Bang!!!" The sound of the gun was accompanied by the sound of the heartbeat.

The system kill announcement comes out:

[GOD-Kopi used AMK to kill BGH...]

not him.

"Bang! Bang! Bang!!!"

【GOD-Kopi used Scar-L to kill YEII...】

……not him.

【GOD——Kopi used Mini14 to kill BGH...】

Still not him.

I moved forward with my teammates, fighting all the way, rushing for thousands of miles, and entered the circle.

When the battle is fierce, if you are red-eyed, you will charge forward without thinking about your own safety.

"Bang—" the sound of sniping was silenced.

The game character I controlled was shot in the head suddenly while running, stopped running, splattered green blood from his body, fell down and rolled, and lay next to the urn.

[FRE-Snake killed you with a Kar98k. 】

At this moment, I had mixed feelings, although I was unwilling, but more relaxed.

If I die at the hands of Bai Yueming, I will die without regret.

The two-month competition schedule is tight, dense and fleeting, just like the past few years.But it's a little different.

After two months of fierce fighting, I stood on the podium of the World Champions Cup with my GOD teammates and comrades-in-arms. I am really proud of everyone who has contributed to this.

Including Glod who suffered from a hand injury, including Lao Lin who was stubbornly fighting against the corner, including the team leader Fox who continued to improve bravely during the game and gradually rivaled Glod, including Luo Luo who was ordered to stand in danger, and accompanied us from beginning to end through difficult years one after another Old Qiao and Brother Jiacheng.

Although I am not strong enough, but because of you, I am very proud and proud to be a member of GOD.

It's just that I stood on the podium of the champion and glanced back at the runner-up position.

The man Bai Yueming stood on the grand podium with a smile on his face, but there was a sense of loneliness in the vicissitudes of life in his eyes.

At that moment, I couldn't help feeling sorry for him.

I think of the moment of the final of the last game, when Bai Yueming, as the last player of FRE, stood alone on the field, standing shoulder to shoulder with the two peaks known as gods in professional e-sports, PCL sniper god Glod and Nordic sniper god Death.

It was also at that moment that Fox Gu Tingliao successfully killed the sniper God Death with his own strength.

God knows how shocking this moment is.

While I was in ecstasy, I looked at the only three players left in the arena, and even felt deep envy for Fox in my heart.

I envy his talent for matching his ambition.

I envy him that he can grow up so quickly and be strong enough to walk side by side with the people he admires.

At that time, I stared

Bai Yueming was the only one left on the field.

Looking at Glod, who was injured and bravely moving forward through the fog, and seeing them fighting bravely for a goal of winning the championship.

My eye sockets couldn't help turning red.

At this moment, I seem to understand the love and persistence of their older generation of e-sports veterans.

I also suddenly understood why Bai Yueming had warned me again and again that I was not suitable for playing e-sports.

It's not because I'm not talented enough, but because I don't have enough love to keep me on the court until the last minute.

I am both guilty and moved.

On the other hand, Bai Yueming, even though he missed the world champion again, he fought to the end and was able to take Glod away and die with him.

That roar shook my heart.

After returning to China, I realized later that when I was eating, I lowered my head to pick up chopsticks in a vulgar way. I accidentally found the hands of Gu Tingliao and Chu Xiaoyuan intertwined under the table. I reacted for a second and blurted out in shock: "you--"

Chu Xiaoyuan was thick-skinned, and the panic flashed across his face. Just as he was about to speak, Gu Tingliao was one step faster than him, and raised Chu Xiaoyuan's hand, interlocking his fingers in front of everyone.

Gu Tingliao's tone was calm: "Get to know me, GOD's second head, my partner."

Everyone was shocked for a second, holding their breath in unison——

Brother Jiacheng reacted quickly enough, immediately smiled and applauded to smooth things over: "Yo! This couple finally got married! Congratulations!!!"

The first team and the second team of GOD, together with the young trainees who were sitting nearby and eating, followed up and applauded belatedly. Pull them all out.

And I'm sitting frozen in the deeply homophobic persona I've made for myself, watching in disbelief how the big guy reacts to the two men together.

It turns out...it's no different from falling in love with boys and girls.The same gossip booing curiosity.

Everyone's ability to accept is much stronger than I imagined.

I can't help but imagine what would happen if everyone knew that Bai Yueming and I were together.If the two can't have a child, if my dad doesn't like it, I will adopt one, and if the conditions are good, I will adopt both.One has my surname Zhou, and the other has Bai Yueming's surname Bai...

What if Bai Yueming is happy?What if his family disagrees with him being with me?

Stealing my dad's bank account and throwing money at him?No, take my own signing fee and put it in front of my uncles and aunts, asking them to consider me? ...

My mind wandered too far, and the more I thought about it, the more outrageous it became.

Obviously we are together

It's impossible.

He is so popular, and there is no shortage of beautiful young men around him, how could he... like me.

Maybe the so-called "lover" proposal was just to scare off the kid like me back then.

However, I want to be brave once and bravely again.

This time, confess to him who is a man.

After thinking about it, I chose a very old-fashioned way, and personally went to the chocolate workshop to make a piece of white cat-shaped chocolate.Although I am dexterous in playing games, it is my first time to cook food.

Stupid.

It took a whole week for this kitty's white chocolate to look less ugly.I happily packed it carefully.

Anxiously sent him a WeChat message: "Are you there? Meet me?"

Bai Yueming never replied.I had to hold my phone anxiously and wait.

"Snake is going to retire!" The people from the second team in the lobby shouted melons, and when someone saw me, they immediately rushed to me to claim credit and announced again: "Cat shit! Your arch-rival Snake is going to retire! How are you? Are you happy?"

I stood there stiffly, stunned for a few seconds, and asked again unacceptably: "...what are you?"

"Snake is going to retire! FRE's official announcement is out, the league is certified! Don't believe me, look!"

During the transfer period, there was another big earthquake in the circle. This happens every year. Someone will always leave. It is normal for the house to collapse.

It's just that I didn't expect that my house would collapse this time - Bai Yueming really announced his retirement.

After serving for eight years, he led FRE to leave the field sadly but proudly with the World Champions Cup.

He will retire? !I can not believe it!How could he retreat!

I immediately grabbed the team's car keys and rushed to FRE with the white cat chocolate in my arms.

Unexpectedly, the place belonging to Snake in the FRE base has long been empty.

He applied for retirement after returning from the invitational tournament, but it was only announced today.

The bastard!Why leave without saying a word!

Snow was like that three years ago, and it's like that now!

In the early spring of Shanghai, there was a drizzle of drizzle, and I squatted at the gate of the FRE base, at a loss.

Unspeakably wronged, I angrily dialed Bai Yueming's phone, rang for a long time, and was connected.

"Hey, are you looking for me?" Alienated and indifferent tone.

I was stunned, and the words I wanted to ask out on impulse were stuck in my throat powerlessly.

We are just unfamiliar opponents on the field, what position should I ask him?Ask him why he wants to retire?

Bai Yueming paused for a while, and said, "What's the matter?"

A little impatient, and the boarding reminder sound from the airport lobby, I immediately felt a little flustered.

He is leaving!

I hurriedly said, "Bai Yueming! Where are you going?! Do you really want to retire?!"

Bai Yueming paused: "...What do you think?"

I stood up anxiously, ran to the car, and asked, "Where are you?! I'll look for you!"

I got in the car, started the car immediately, and drove to the largest international airport in Shanghai.

Bai Yueming sneered from the phone: "Child, do you think I'll go back when you come? Who are you to me?"

I hold the steering wheel.The fingertips paused, then twisted and continued to drive forward: "I, I can do it! Didn't you say to be yours before..."

"Lover?" Bai Yueming easily said the two words that I was ashamed to say, and laughed softly, "Child, I'm kidding you, do you really take it seriously? It's just a big adventure."

At that moment, I held the steering wheel for a moment, braked sharply on the side of the road, and asked in a trembling voice, "...what did you say?"

"Big adventure, just like you often love to play, trick a little boy to come to see me voluntarily. I didn't expect you to come." His frivolous voice hit my heart hard.

"But I don't understand. Since you like women, how do you know that I'm a man... are you really bent?" He brutally revealed the truth, "Child, do you really like me? You Do you know the real me? Or is it your fantasy big sister who stays with you late at night?"

I was left speechless by his question, and subconsciously wanted to refute: "I..."

"Stop looking for me."

Hearing this sentence, I panicked: he is leaving!He really wants to leave!This time it's real!

"But I like you! Bai Yueming! I like you!" Afraid that he would hang up the phone, I roared, with a thick nasal cavity: "I don't know what's wrong with me, but I like you! I like you so much that I'm scared, scared Am I abnormal... But I can't help it... Even if it's a big adventure, I'll admit it! Bai Yueming, can you like me too?..." At the end of my speech, my voice trembled, and I couldn't hold the phone because of nervousness.

There was a long silence on the phone.

"Next life."

In a daze, I let go of my phone and dropped it on the ground.

pat.

Big tears fell from the eyes and hit the steering wheel.

Shame and pain hit my heart, I buried my fist in the driver's seat and slammed the horn key again and again, the harsh sound made me cry

Covered up the sobbing.

Maybe it was too much movement, I felt something in my arms.

Click, like the sound of breaking.

Sensing the sound, I fumbled the piece of chocolate out of my body.

Open the package and inside lies an ugly white cat chocolate.

torn apart.

Uglier.

Tears pattered into its chapped crevices, and I tore apart one piece, crying and stuffed it into my mouth and chewed.

So bitter, so unpalatable.

I obviously don't have tooth decay, why is it painful to eat while eating.

Bai Yueming really left.

I also suddenly discovered overnight that my inexplicable liking for him evaporated and disappeared in an instant.

I probably... don't like him at all.

Faintly, when I think about it, I feel that I may have lost my mind when I fell in love with such a scumbag.

Life is still moving forward, and no one is always nostalgic for the past.

GOD's daily life is still training and playing games day after day.

After the invitational tournament, Chu Xiaoyuan went abroad to treat his hand injury. After winning the autumn competition, Lao Lin retired with honor and was rehired as the coach of the second team.Weeds from the second team was promoted to the first team, and changed jobs to play the reserve position to replace Lao Lin, while Luoluo continued to replace the assaulter.

GOD has recruited a lot of young trainees this year, and Lao Lin said that there are many good seedlings, and they are gearing up to select apprentices.

As for me, as a GOD veteran, I can always save some face in front of the youth trainees.Occasionally passing by the first floor, I can still hear a few youth trainees say:

"The cat god is so awesome! He is simply my idol!"

Listening to me in the corner, my footsteps stopped, my eyebrows raised, and my heart was full of joy.The recruits this year are very discerning.

Except for the preparation for the game, overcoming difficulties, staying up late and training hard, other times are also considered pleasant.

This year's Chinese New Year, I don't need to go abroad to play games. I have been urged by my family to go home for the Chinese New Year.

As soon as the holidays came, I rushed home with my luggage and New Year's goods.

In the circle, people call me "cat poop", and when I go back to my home city, the second-generation friends who have played with me all love to flatter me with "Young Master Zhou".

To be honest, this title is quite rustic, and I can barely accept it.

In the evening, the friends of the fox and the dog played another round to clean up the dust for me.

I promised to change my clothes at night and went.

Over the past few years, due to the prohibition of drinking during competitions, my drinking capacity has gradually decreased, and I was a little dizzy after a few drinks.

In the booth, the people sitting next to them are Fa Xiao. They have not experienced the various rules of the league. They have played happily in the past few years and have become more and more colorful.each side with looks or

Pretty or innocent girls sit and play together.

I don't care.

Seeing me alone, one of them teased me: "What's wrong with Young Master Zhou, how grown-up are you, aren't you still a virgin?"

The others laughed.

I was calm, raised the glass in front of me and took a sip, and in order to save face, I started to run the train.

"My lord, you were still tender when I was in Foronenight."

Some people didn't believe it: "Then these years, why haven't you brought your partner out to meet my brother?"

I gave a low snort, shaking the red wine in my hand, and lazily leaned back on the sofa, "It's so troublesome to talk about relationships, it's unnecessary."

"Respect freedom."

My friends were bluffed by my Bking, and followed me to toast to the DJ in Secondary School.The loud music in the bar exploded in my ears.

I was having fun, got up and swayed happily on the dance floor with the surging crowd.

Not paying attention, I stepped back, bumped into someone, and happened to step on that person's foot, I frowned and turned around and said subconsciously:

"Sorry……"

It was dim and confused, and the flickering blue light hit the handsome face of the man in black in front of him.

"It's okay." He seemed to be stunned for a moment, and suddenly he seemed to recognize me, and was about to speak.I hurriedly turned around, rushed into the dancing crowd, put my hand on the shoulder of a tall man, and swayed gently in front of him with the rhythm of the music.

The music on the dance floor just slowed down.

The man in front of me seems to be used to this, and he put his arm around my waist without hesitation. I smiled slightly, stretched out my hand to gently put his hand on him in response, and danced lightly. When I turned around, I looked through the crowd and saw Bai Yueming in front of me. Standing there and looking straight at me.

Lost and stiff.

I felt inexplicably happy, and leaned closer to the head of the man in front of me by the dim light, with ambiguous movements, the man was happy to see what happened, and leaned closer to me.

When I was about to get close, I stopped and pretended to be lingering with him.

I pursed my lips proudly, through the gap between the man's shoulder and my arms around him, I can still see Bai Yueming's ridiculous appearance.

Bai Yueming, who has always played with other people's feelings in applause, has never shown such a embarrassed expression.

really interesting.

I smiled and watched Bai Yueming walking towards me.

作者有话要说：搓手手。火葬场虽迟必到。感谢在2021-02-1621:17:47~2021-02-1722:59:29期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottles of the girl who succeeds in everything;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!