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Ji Lejin's physical condition is not very good, it may be the sequelae of the effect of the medicine, or it may be the result of too much tossing last night.

He used to have a cold and fever every season, but Qin Suiming has been watching him add clothes for the past six months.Qin Suiming knew that he was weak, and also knew that he was picky, so the cooking aunt he invited was very good at making medicinal meals.

Under these various cares, he has not been sick recently.

When Ji Lejin was feeling stuffy and dizzy, Qin Suiming hugged him and took a bath, but his body didn't feel sticky, but the clothes on his body were a bit weird.

It wasn't his, it was Qin Suiming's shirt, which still smelled of men's perfume that had almost faded away.

The residual feeling in his body made it hard for him to ignore, and Ji Lejin couldn't forget what happened yesterday at all.When he collapsed and was helpless, he liked to cry under the quilt. He had this habit since he was a child, and it hasn't changed at all since he grew up.

I cried loudly when I asked for candy, but when I was really uncomfortable, I didn’t want others to find out, so I cried very softly, muffled all the sounds in the quilt.

The sound of the door opening and the sound of footsteps were also very clear in his rumbling tinnitus. Ji Lejin usually has little strength, but today he held on to the corner of the quilt stubbornly.

But it was still useless, he was hugged, and Qin Suiming said sorry over and over again in his ear.

Ji Lejin refused to hug him, her hands were hanging by her side, she wept more and more pitifully, and scolded while suffering: "Qin Suiming, you are really a bastard, why didn't you send me to the hospital? You can obviously send me to the hospital! "

His tears were boiling hot, Ji Lejin hadn't cried so hard for a long time, Qin Suiming's heart would break when he cried, and he couldn't even hold him down when he was struggling.

"Snapped--"

Ji Lejin's slap was really hard, his heart ached from crying, and his palms ached from this.

While crying, he continued to curse: "Can you get out, you are the best at deceiving me with sweet words, you can't make up a reason to deceive me now? For example, this medicine is useless in the hospital..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Qin Suiming apologized over and over again. He didn't know what to do. He could indeed make up reasons, but Qin Suiming didn't want to.

If someone slapped him, Qin Suiming might try to beat him to death, but that person was Ji Lejin.Qin Suiming couldn't feel any humiliation, his Adam's apple rolled down, his cheeks were still flushed, but he grabbed his palm and kissed him: "I'm sorry, does it hurt?"

"You pervert!" Ji Lejin wanted to pull out his hand, tears blinded his eyes, he shouted incomprehensibly, "Why are you still kissing me at this time, don't kiss me anymore!"

"No."

Qin Suiming put down his hand again, and then continued to hug him without speaking, just hugging.

It is powerless to say anything now, because it is his own choice.Not only that, he also embarrassed Ji Lejin.

He clearly knew what he was doing, Qin Suiming was forcing Ji Lejin to break through the last line of defense, to face and face it squarely.

Not being able to love always makes people stubborn, so many methods, so many means, Qin Suiming used the most extreme one.But if he did it all over again, Qin Suiming would still not change his mind.

Ji Lejin felt that she was quite worthless, and Qin Suiming was the chief culprit who caused him to become like this, but he still wanted to hold him and cry.

At the beginning, I resisted a few times, but in the end I couldn't help it, so I buried myself in his arms and cried hard.

He was uncomfortable not only because of the collapse of his trust in Qin Suiming, but also because of his vacillation.Ji Lejin was angry, very angry, and the most angry thing he could do was to slap him.

Ji Lejin felt that she should be tougher and more aggressive, and said to Qin Suiming, "Get out of my world", but the words turned into sobs.

Really too familiar, really too intimate.Ji Lejin has no conscience, but Qin Suiming has been by his side all year round. If he has no conscience, then Qin Suiming is also very important in his heart.

He is not an independent person.In this foreign country, he collapsed even more, and he could only rely on Qin Suiming for his collapse.

That kind of helpless swaying makes people despair.

"I'm sorry." Qin Suiming half knelt down and wiped his tears for him, "You can continue to scold me, or you can continue to beat me, baby don't cry, okay?"

Ji Lejin wiped away tears casually with the back of his hand, his voice was very nasal: "I want to break up...I want to break up."

"..."

"No."

After a long time, Qin Suiming also said: "We can't break up."

Qin Suiming grabbed Ji Lejin's hand, making a gesture to continue hitting him in the face: "Hit me, will you hit me? Isn't it enough to vent your anger once? Do you want to hit me a few more times..."

"Get lost..." Ji Lejin said fiercely, "Who wants to beat you!"

His tears finally stopped, crying until a snot bubble popped out at the end.It was too far to get a tissue, so Qin Suiming wiped it off with his sleeve: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry baby, it's all my fault. Do you have a cold or dizziness? I'll ask my assistant to buy medicine for you."

Just as Qin Suiming took out his phone, Ji Lejin slapped it off unreasonably.The phone was knocked on the ground without a blanket, and the screen was directly cracked.

He glared at people with red eyes, talking nonsense, he had no idea what he was talking about, he only knew how to vent his anger: "I don't want your assistant to go, I want you to buy it for me yourself, go yourself! I want you Let's go!"

It was an unreasonable request, but Qin Suiming touched his head without hesitation, and he turned and left: "Okay, I'll buy it for you."

After Qin Suiming left, the room became empty.Ji Lejin rolled up the quilt again and lay back. He had exercised too much, and it hurt when he moved.

He pulled the covers up over his chin and nose.After doing this, Ji Lejin's tears gathered in his eyes again.

But Ji Lejin held back this time, he couldn't help crying, and felt that he was much stronger.

Ji Lejin was in a daze, then remembered Lou Ye again.Lou Ye also confessed his love to him, but Qin Suiming dealt with it neatly.

Obviously they all like him, but their expressions and degrees of attachment are completely different.After Lou Ye was completely rejected by him, he took the initiative to retreat to the safe range of his friends and did not make any more entanglements.

Qin Suiming's attitude is very firm, even if he wants to be with Ji Lejin, he needs to confess his love gently, and he will use any means.

Ji Lejin turned over, with unknown emotions accumulating and surging in his heart.In fact, he never asked how long Qin Suiming had liked him.

How long is it, how long is it?

Moreover, Qin Suiming and Lou Ye have a little different feeling towards him, maybe the relationship between them is too special, they are not real relatives but they are very familiar with each other.

When Qin Suiming confessed to him, apart from being shocked, his sense of resistance was not as strong as when Lou Ye confessed to him, and it was more of a sense of violating morality.

Ji Lejin tossed and turned on the bed for three to ten minutes, but he didn't fall asleep, but Qin Suiming hadn't come back yet.

He closed his eyes and whispered to himself, "I won't worry about him."

After lying down for another 10 minutes, Ji Lejin struggled to get up, stepped on his slippers and went to the window to have a look, only to be stunned when he saw the scene outside.

Ji Lejin is from the south, he has never been to the north in winter.The biggest snow he had ever seen was the goose feather snow in [-], but it was still not as good as the one that was falling outside now.

There is already a thick layer of snow on the ground. Although there are special sanitation workers to shovel the snow, the snow is really too big. After it is shoveled off, it will soon cover the ground with a thin layer.

There were not many people on the road, and Ji Lejin stood on the window sill for 5 minutes, only seeing one person passing by.

In this horrible weather, where can Qin Suiming go to buy medicine?

Ji Lejin suddenly felt a little regretful, he couldn't help turning around, wanting to go out to find someone, the door of the room opened at this moment.

The moment Qin Suiming walked in, the air in the room was half cold.There were still unmelted snowflakes on his shoulders and body, and his shoes looked soaked.

He hooked the medicine bag with his frozen red fingers, and walked forward, without mentioning how bad the environment outside was.

Qin Suiming asked: "Looking outside, are you waiting for me?"

"No!" Ji Lejin immediately turned his head to deny it, and said in a muffled voice, "Just to see if my medicine has arrived, I'm dizzy."

It may be because he took too much medicine when he was a child, Ji Lejin has always hated the smell of medicine, unless he had to take medicine, he would take it slowly.

Especially that kind of granule that was so bitter that he would drink it in three or four sips while pinching his nose.Today was different, Ji Lejin was holding a paper cup, which contained the medicine Qin Suiming had just given him.

He was very quiet when he drank the medicine this time, but he frowned when he was so bitter, and then continued to swallow.

After drinking, Ji Lejin put the cup away, but Qin Suiming came over suddenly, and he stuffed a piece of candy into Ji Lejin's mouth.

Ji Lejin bit it subconsciously, and the bitter taste in her mouth was quickly replaced by the taste of sugar.

Sweet, strawberry flavored.

Ji Lejin knew that there was something wrong with the water he drank, but he didn't know how Qin Suiming dealt with this matter. All he knew was that Qin Suiming's cooperation had gone bad.

When he hid in the suite room, he watched the man he met last time being pressed by his dad to apologize.His nose was bruised and his face was swollen, but Qin Suiming's tone still did not loosen.

The matter has been resolved, but Qin Suiming still didn't take him back to the country.He took Ji Lejin to live in the small villa that had been cleaned up. There was no one else but the two of them. Even the meals were cooked by Qin Suiming.

The relationship between them was very stiff, Ji Lejin was unwilling to talk to him, and the daily exchange did not exceed ten sentences.Ji Lejin looked calm on the surface, but was very disturbed in her heart.

He was very worried that Qin Suiming was completely perverted, and he wanted to really lock him up like in novels and TV, but Qin Suiming didn't do anything, not even kiss.

Qin Suiming seemed to just want to spend a few days quietly with Ji Lejin.

It was not until a week that Qin Suiming entered Ji Lejin's room for the first time.Under his vigilant gaze, Qin Suiming touched the ground with one knee, and then pinched his calf.

Qin Suiming pulled him over and asked Ji Lejin to step on his knee.He opened the box in his hand, took out an anklet from it, and put it on for him.

The anklet is very thin, adorned with a few diamonds, hanging on Ji Lejin's ankle, it seems to give the illusion of a crisp sound when stepping on it.

"I lost the bracelet, can I give you an anklet?"

"More expensive than that bracelet."

Ji Lejin stared down at the anklet on his ankle, and he finally asked the question that had troubled him for several days: "Qin Suiming..." He paused, and changed his words: "Brother, brother."

He asked without beginning and end: "Is it the price for your kindness to me?"

"No." Qin Suiming denied, "I'm greedy."

He was willing to treat Ji Lejin well, and there was nothing to ask for in return.It's because he is too greedy, and he has single-handedly contributed to the current situation.Ji Lejin was not wrong, it was all his fault.

Qin Suiming thought.

Be nicer to Ji Lejin, love him a little more, if the sacrifices can offset these consequences, if Ji Lejin can be as carefree as before.

Everyone has obsessions and desires, and Qin Suiming is willing to give.