Two small without dismantling

Pran Perspective

I haven't called Pat since that night, because after that conversation with my father, I suddenly couldn't answer myself, what kind of identity should I use to contact the other party, what should I say What, how to greet, now that everything is a foregone conclusion, Pat is now going to marry the woman who is 100% suitable for him, with a matching personality, a good appearance, and a matching status, it can be said that he is a good match, A married couple is made in nature, so I am the one who should disappear at this moment.

"Did you go out today, Pran."

When I just got out of the shower and was about to get dressed, Brother Pong suddenly asked, and I had no choice but to answer Pong’s question in the living room while I was getting dressed, “I didn’t go anywhere, brother, how about you?”

"I have an appointment with a friend today, but I just called to say that we will meet later, would you like to come with me?"

I poked my head out of the bedroom to look, only to find that Brother Pong was wearing clothes that he was going out to have fun with.I took out the milk and poured it into the cup, prepared the food to eat later, and said slowly, "It's better not to, I'd better watch a movie at home and sleep."

"Really? Then I'll come too, just to pass the time."

After speaking, the other party walked into my room and sat by my bed, picked up the pillow and put it on my lap, I got up and left to look for the movie I wanted to watch in the DVD box.

"Brother Pong, what movie do you want to watch?"

"Just choose what you want to see."

"I have time to watch it all day long, and then I can watch it by myself. Would you like to come over and choose the one you want to watch?"

"I'm not familiar with movies, you just pick one."

I nodded with a smile and picked a movie I thought he might like.

Ding Dong!

We were watching a movie when the doorbell rang and we both turned to look at the door.

"You sit down, I'll just open the door." Brother Pong got up and opened the door of my bedroom after speaking first, and walked towards the door, but the door was not closed tightly.

"Brother Pong! If it's Lita who comes to return the plate, just ask her to put it in the room." I said loudly, but my eyes were still on the screen.

"Ah...... I think I'd better go out first, I won't come back to sleep tonight."

The person who just left my room hurriedly said a long series of words, and then I turned my attention away from the screen and turned to look at the door.

"Brother Pong!" The person I turned my head to see was not my roommate, but the person I hadn't seen in the past few months, and I froze on the spot for an instant.

"It seems that you are doing well."

"Why are you here?" I frowned and stood up immediately, my whole heart was beating crazily, I was afraid that my heart would pop out of my chest, I clenched my fists tightly, feeling my palms not stopping sweating outside.

"My wife hasn't been seen for months, so I came to him."

"Pat..."

"What are you in a daze for, don't you miss me?"

"I....."

"I think you're dying, Pran~"

I choked up instantly, feeling my eye sockets were hot, and I didn't want to bear it any longer.I want to cry like a child, and the best way to do it right now is to not let the other person see my face.

I ran into the man's arms and buried my face in his shoulders.

Pat hugged me, we hugged each other tightly, there was no gap between our bodies, we crazily conveyed our missing to each other, tears flowed down uncontrollably.

I miss his warm arms....

miss the smell of him....

Miss that look in his eyes that would upset me...

Miss the good times we spent together....

I miss everything about him....

"Pran..."

"Huh?" A low voice came from my throat, and I still closed my eyes tightly. At this moment, we still hug each other tightly without a gap.

"Who is Lita?"

"Ah!" I opened my eyes immediately after hearing this question, before I could change my mood.

"I ask you who Lita is?"

"Pat!" I said, startled, as his hands slid into my shirt and started stroking my back, "Don't do that."

"If I ask you, just answer me."

"Calm down first, and take out your hands first." I left his warm embrace, and his hand naturally slipped out from behind me, but his other hand still held my arm tightly, and we looked at each other. It's just that I watched him silently and didn't speak.

"Come here first, do you already have someone else?" I could hear the seriousness in his voice, and there was no sign of joking in his eyes.

"Besides you, who else can I be with?" I pursed my lips and said, I lowered my eyes and said shyly, "I only think of you in my heart."

I heard a chuckle and was about to scold him, but before I could hear him speak.

"Have you seen your mouth soften in months?"

"Stop talking nonsense there."

"Come and let me see if it's really softened."

"What are you doing? Don't you want to say something? How did you get here?"

"Can't you let me finish kissing you before talking about these things?"

"No," I replied softly.In fact, when I just met him, the moment I met his eyes, my whole heart melted. When he hugged me in his arms, the warm breath made my cheeks feel hot, and I I pursed my lips and tried hard to hide the emotions that were about to explode in the next second, but my disappointing tears were telling how depressed I was in my heart.

"do not Cry!"

"No crying."

"If you cry, I want to cry too."

"..."

"Pran...." He was calling my name softly, and I couldn't help but close my eyes.Since I came here, during those countless sleepless nights, I always thought of his calling, but every time I woke up in the morning, I realized that everything before was just my hallucination.

I just want to make sure that everything that is happening right now is real and not just my imagination.

"Pran..."

When he called my name softly again, I opened my eyes, and before the tears fell, I saw Pat's face clearly in front of my eyes, and he is now beside me, holding my hand Hugged me and called my name.

"Woooooo~"

"Hey!"

"Woooooo~"

"Pran, stop crying."

Those warm hands helped me wipe away my tears, and it turned out that all this was true.

The wish really came true.

"Pran..."

He shouted my name loudly, and when I was crying in his arms desperately, I hugged his head tightly with open arms, buried him in his shoulders, and let the tears wet his clothes.It didn't occur to me that I would be able to hug him like this again, and it didn't even occur to me that we would be able to meet again.

"Pran..."

"sorry...."

"..."

“我...呜呜呜呜呜呜呜....对不起，我什么都没有办法为你做，我实在是太软弱了，让你一个人承受所有的痛苦....我真的觉得I am so sorry."

Then there was a hearty and relieved laugh in my ear, he put his left arm around me, and stretched out his other hand to rub my hair, and said, "Why do you have to apologize?"

I shook my head, trying to hold back my tears.

"You did nothing wrong."

He whispered in my ear, then stopped talking and just stretched out his hand and pulled me tightly into his arms.We hugged each other like this, and let the time pass quietly.After hugging for a long time, I gradually stopped crying, but I still didn't lift my head from his shoulders, not because I missed his smell too much to let myself go, but my consciousness finally returned to my Brain, I am so shy now that I want to find a crack to get in.

Yaoshou....

It was really embarrassing just now, I actually hugged him and cried like that child, it was really embarrassing, what am I doing!Heaven and earth!

"Pran..." Pat called out my name loudly, kissed my temple again, his lips moved slowly to my chin, and said softly, "Let me see your face."

I ignored him, just stayed quietly, do I want him to see my red and swollen eyes from crying?

"Pran..."

"..."

"Are you asleep?"

Sleep on your ass! "I'm not asleep."

"Then let me go, don't you want to keep hiding from me like this, so I won't let me see your face?" He said, seeing that I didn't answer, he went on to say, "I think you are almost thinking about it." died."

It took a while before I was willing to let go of my arms, but my eyes were still downcast, unwilling to look up at him.I startled when Pat's hand stroked under my eyes.

"It's all swollen."

"..."

I pursed my lips and raised my head slowly. What came into my sight was that the eyes of the person beside me were already red. Although there were no tears on his face, the wetness of his eyelashes was the best evidence that he had cried.

We looked at each other, no longer being stubborn, we conveyed our feelings to each other unabashedly, slowly leaned our faces towards each other, our lips touched slowly, it was that kind of slow and light touch , not the kind of French kiss or hurriedly sticking out the tongue to chase each other's tongue, but lightly touching and kissing each other, kissing once, leaving and kissing again, just kissing each other like this.

Finally, the person in front of me couldn't hold back anymore, he pried my lips open with his tongue, as if he was praying for something.I opened my lips to accept his wet tongue.Gradually, his tongue began to wander wantonly in my mouth, as if he wanted to swallow me whole.

No matter when, I have no way to refuse him like this.

"Tell me how you got here."

"Take the plane."

"Pat! It's this time, you're still messing around with me, aren't you?"

When I called that person's name very seriously, he immediately leaned over, softened his posture and said, "I'm not joking with you anymore, don't be angry."

"..."

"what's wrong?"

"I thought you didn't answer my calls because you didn't want to talk to me anymore."

"How is that possible?! I just didn't expect you to make that call."

"Then aren't you mad at me?"

"Of course I'm angry!"

When I heard his answer, I subconsciously bit my lips.Yeah, how could you not be angry?Anyone would be angry.

"But I love you more."

When I heard his answer without stopping for a second, and when this guy said this, he still looked at me with that kind of firm eyes, my face burned instantly, and I felt that my heart was full. The swelling is about to explode, and my heart hasn't been beating like this for a long time.

"sorry!"

"I can understand," he said with a smile, reaching out to touch my cheek, "I'm also sorry, I'm too naive, I've been doing things that embarrass you."

"No," I whispered, and I reached out to grab the hand that was caressing my face, "So are you all right here? What about you and Panch?"

"I've already divorced."

"Why?" I was shocked when I heard him say that, "Then you escaped from marriage and came here? Pat?" Some bad thoughts suddenly appeared in my mind. When I was in a daze, The words of the man next to me brought my thoughts back.

"No, it just happened that Panch found out that I was gay."

I widened my eyes and said, "What should I do?"

"Just call off the engagement. What else is there to think about? Who would marry a man whose mind is full of another man?"

"Then your parents didn't make trouble?"

"My dad was very angry at first, but then my mum took my side and helped me."

"..."

"You don't want to be like this. It's okay, it's okay, my parents didn't say anything later, and your father has acquiesced in the matter between the two of us. He knows that I flew here to find you, and everything is going to you." Good direction."

"how about you?"

"what?"

"Are you OK?"

"In the beginning, I was actually very bad, but I'm fine now." He said with a smile, and I found that he still had the familiar smile on his face.

"You're joking again."

"I'm not kidding," he answered me immediately, his voice more serious than ever, and he went on, "You don't know how much I suffer when you're not around, even though you and I do what our parents say , even if we are willing to sacrifice our feelings, we still will not feel happy, and everything is not going in the right direction."

I bit my lips, and this time I didn't refute what the other person said, because everything he said was true, and I couldn't refute it at all. I couldn't deceive myself and say that the things I experienced in the past didn't affect me at all. Especially when I look at him like this, there is absolutely no way for me to lie.

"Pat~"

"Ok?"

"I love you."

I saw the person next to me froze in place after hearing this sentence. After a while, he turned around and looked at me, and asked with an unbelievable expression, "What did you say?"

"What are you talking about? Pran."

"nothing...."

"It's nothing, I heard clearly just now, every word you said."

"Then why are you asking me?"

"I still want to listen to it again, can you say it again?" The damn guy started acting coquettishly at me again, grabbing my arm and shaking it coquettishly, "How about it? Pran~"

"I've already said it, forget it if you didn't hear it." I frowned as I spoke, this sudden coquettishness made me die of embarrassment.

"I tried so hard not to ruin the engagement before, and even flew all the way to find you. Don't you feel sorry for me?"

"......"

"Look, I even cut your hair specially for you, have you seen it?"

"......"

"I work very hard and do a lot of things. I will tell you slowly."

When I heard the person next to me start talking about myself, I tried hard to control the corners of my mouth that couldn't help but rise up. When he started talking, it would be endless.Having said that, the last time I saw his long hair was on the computer, I put my fingers into his black hair and stroked it gently, leaning towards him slowly until I could feel his breathing .

"Love~" I whispered, I looked him in the eyes and said "I love you."

"......"

"I only love you... um~"

Before I could finish, the man sealed mine with his lips.He closed his eyes and frowned, and made an unknown sound in his throat. He reached out and clasped my back and arms tightly, with such strength that I was a little out of breath, and my heart beat faster and faster. .

"Uh...Pat."

"I want you!" He moved his face back a little bit, took a breath and pressed his lips to mine again, and said in a hoarse voice.

"Fuck me, wait a minute, aren't you going to tell me what's going on in detail? I want to know what my dad told you?"

"I'll tell you slowly later, I just want to hug you now!" He said coquettishly to me again, rubbing his nose against my face while talking, "I think you're going to die , Pran~”

"but....."

"I can't take it anymore~"

"Pat..."

"I wipe..."

I was startled, because the person next to me suddenly reached out and grabbed my buttocks, and kneaded them so hard that I thought that place must have turned red.

"Wait a while~"

"Pran...."

"Go and lock the door first!"

He raised his head from my neck, the joy in his eyes couldn't be hidden, and the smile on his face was particularly bright.I don't need to say anything more, the man stood up and walked out of the bedroom. I heard the sound of locking the door, and he came back after a while. This guy also locked the bedroom door with his hands.Before he came back, I was lying in bed ready for him to come to me.

I looked at him and sighed, the character of this damn guy really hasn't changed at all...

The heat accumulated in the body has been released, but our breathing has not returned to the normal state, and the chest is still violently heaving up and down. The two naked bodies are hugging each other tightly. Willing to be apart, both of us are like a patient who has no drugs and just received treatment, like a fish that has just been released into the sea and has been out of water for a long time.

His broad palm kept stroking my face, and finally his fingers stopped on my lips, a little itchy.We looked at each other and smiled, and the man leaned towards me, and our foreheads touched each other.

"Pran~"

"Ok?"

"You don't leave me again."

"......"

"Don't disappear from my side again."

"Pat!"

"You promised me!"

"...I promise you!" I said softly. At this moment, my heart was extremely firm. I reached out to touch his face and said to him, "I'm not going anywhere."

We hugged each other in bed that night and spent the night telling each other everything that had happened in the months we weren't around each other.I couldn't help laughing when I heard him complain that Pong and I lived together, he was still as jealous as before.Many times when I looked at Pat, he looked at me, with love in his eyes.However, whenever we looked at each other, I was still a little bit at a loss.We just held hands, leaned on the same pillow, covered the same quilt, hugged each other and fell asleep.

For the next three days, we stuck together all the time, but no matter how sweet it was, the time finally came to the day when Pat returned to Thailand.I went to the airport to send him back, and Brother Pong also came with him. In fact, I really felt that it was too much trouble for Brother, because during the time Pat was here, Brother Pong would spend the night at a friend’s house. He wanted me to Spending this wonderful and rare time with Pat, even though I told him that there is no need to do this, he still insisted that he would not come back to sleep.

"Then I'll wait for you at the exit, Pran." Brother Pong said just as Pat finished check-in and was about to go in, "Best trip, Pat!"

"Okay." Pat replied obediently, his reaction made me wonder if this guy is still suspicious of me and Brother Pong in his heart, and then I heard him say, "Please take care of Pran for me, brother."

Brother Pong smiled and nodded in agreement.Before Pat left, he reached out and patted my shoulder and said.

"Hurry up and graduate, and then come back to me."

I put my eyes on Pat again, and when I heard him say this, I couldn't help asking, "How fast?"

"I don't care, you have to concentrate on your studies and finish your studies quickly." I smiled helplessly and nodded in agreement with this vexatious person, "Got it."

"I'm waiting for you in Thailand."

"Okay, be good to me."

"You too, don't allow others to tease you."

"understood."

"Not even Brother Pong."

"You have to thank me big brother, okay! You see, I'm going to live at a friend's house because of you."

"It's two different things."

"Okay, okay, go in quickly, it's about time."

"Pran, you have to take good care of yourself."

"You too." I smiled and patted his face lightly and said, even now I still feel a little sad about being separated, but compared with what happened before, it's not worth mentioning.

"Call me when you arrive."

"Because from now on we can always contact each other when we miss each other, right?"

Pat smiled and agreed to me, and then seized the last moment before going in and kissed me on the face. This action shocked me directly, and I subconsciously looked to the left and right.

"Pat, what are you doing?" I said fiercely to him, and then I reached out and slapped his arm, "This is outside!"

The guy said with a cheeky smile, "I love you~Pran!"

"I got it, I got it," I said in a low voice, "I am the same...you should go now."

After I finished speaking, I spoke super loudly, trying to hide my shyness with a super loud voice, and I pushed his back to make him go away quickly.He smiled helplessly at me, turned around and walked up the elevator and waved at me. I stood still and looked at him until his figure disappeared from my sight.

Even this time we said goodbye again, but this time, my heart is not as painful as before.