Two small without dismantling

Pat's perspective

Since I went to discuss with the owner of SR Company with the materials a few days ago, all the work problems have become clearer and clearer.In this independent office, if someone hadn't sent a document to be signed during the period, the roof would probably have been toppled by the violent voices of my dad and me.

In fact, I should have thought of it a long time ago... I shouldn't have any expectations of him.

My dad was furious in that independent office, and I was sitting on the flat black leather sofa, looking at the document that had been thrown in front of me. my finger.

"What the hell are you up to? Pat you bastard!"

"I didn't do any tricks anymore." I shrugged my shoulders, answered calmly, then bent down to pick up the things that fell on the floor and put them back on the table, and then said, "This is obviously a win-win situation. "

"How would they laugh at us? Hehe, do you have such a good thing as a brain? If you don't have such a brain, how will you inherit your family's company?"

"His company has also had a little problem with its capital operation recently. Besides, what era is it now, Dad, you don't have to be really life-and-death to do business."

"you do not know any think."

"I really don't know about the past, and I don't think I need to know, but now I'm thinking about the future of the company, Dad, please calm down. Please try to think about it, we are angry about the past, and What’s the benefit of hating SR as a company? Please look at the current market environment, you can see that other companies are growing because they know how to assess the situation and help each other to achieve a win-win situation.”

"Don't take your new era as a story and tell it everywhere. Do you really want that company's bastard son to be your wife?"

"Dad, do you know? At first I was really scared of negotiating with Uncle Pakorn, because I was afraid of being beaten out. But now I understand, who is the one who doesn't want to listen to anything and is stubborn People who can't do it."

"Pat you bastard!"

"My mother once told me that my father loves the company very much. The problem, Dad, you know exactly what the company's problems are. The economic situation is not so good recently, and I do this to make it easier for the company to survive. "

"Then you are too easy to talk about."

"Father, how long are you going to suffer like this? Do you want to watch the family business slowly close before your eyes?" I directly spoke to my dad without hesitation, and saw his angry eyes wide open. Looking at me with both eyes, I couldn't help but continued, "If this is not the case, Dad, please try to talk about your solution. Otherwise, let me take full charge of this project, after all, only in this way can you see Come out whether I can do it or not."

"You kid is completely soft-hearted. Think about it carefully, if you deal with it like this, our company will definitely suffer losses. And dealing with that old poisonous snake, how could you possibly take advantage of it?! "

"No one is a poisonous snake. Everyone loves their company. It is Dad, you have been messing around and passing the responsibility to others." I raised my hand and rubbed my sore temple.I feel like I'm definitely getting that stubbornness from my dad.I have tried many methods, using my hot face to stick other people's cold buttocks, and making the greatest concessions to the conditions proposed by the other party.But the most difficult thing is not how to conquer SR company, but how to convince an owner who keeps saying that he loves his company.

I didn't continue to speak, but just left the document that my father had to sign in the office. "I'll come and pick it up before work tomorrow morning."

"Pat you bastard, I haven't finished my sentence! I won't sign it."

"If Dad gives me a chance to make a decision, then my decision is like this. If you think your decision is really a good thing for the company, Dad will handle it personally. I hope you are not I am entangled in my cowardice in the past. If you decide, then I will not intervene, and let everything slowly collapse in front of your eyes, I think this is also very good."

I sat in the swivel chair and looked out the window, and after a long, depressing time, I found myself getting depressed because my father had mentioned that man, and I was once again out of control.Let me do anything, but not mention Pran.

I sighed deeply while thinking, and walked down from the second floor.Then I heard heavy footsteps behind me, and the next second my shoulder was turned around by the hand of the person who was following me.

This is really the way I am familiar with....I know that when my dad speaks, we will definitely have to fight, and the best way to avoid quarrels is to keep silent.Almost every time I use this method to solve the problem, but this time it really doesn't work.

"You can't just leave like this. What did you say to that guy?"

"I negotiate in the way businessmen speak."

"Are you saying I'm timid?"

"If a person makes a mistake and doesn't admit his mistake, then he will not make progress. If you are not afraid to admit that you made a mistake, then why should you panic?" The breathing of both sides became more rapid, We also started arguing loudly.

"Dad, why do you say that I don't love my company? Don't you think about reforming or making it stronger?"

"Growth?! Do you think you have made the company bigger by doing this? I think you want to use this as an excuse to go find that gay again! Why are you still as self-willed as a child?"

"Careful?! Who is being willful! All right, I am willful." After I glanced at my dad, I vigorously shook off the hands that were pressing on my shoulders, and we have been confronting each other.I try my best to do one thing, but in the end, do I still have to give up all my efforts? "We all know that the factory has no way to supply and deliver goods in time, so the price will definitely increase when bidding. Dad, do you want to pay liquidated damages? I think you know very well that those people will sit on the ground If the price starts, then no one will be able to sell to us. Are you going to destroy this company because of your stubbornness? Do you really want you to continue to be stubborn and bring the whole company down together? Uncle Pakorn It has been agreed. So Dad, what do you want, or do you want to continue to be so stubborn?"

"Don't speak so nicely."

"Dad, do you know that I am different from you anywhere? I have never begged anyone lowly, or blamed others for my mistakes! Is it true that you are the only one in the world who is right? It's all wrong, but in total disregard of what everyone knows?"

The middle-aged man stared at me fiercely, he was already gnashing his teeth in anger, but my heart was calm without any disturbance.

"What is it that makes you yell like this?" A middle-aged woman came over, looked at my father and me with a livid face and said, "Is there anything that you father and son can't talk about?"

"Look at your own son, how did you teach him? Why are you so disobedient?"

"If it was before, I would not deny that I was wrong, but it is absolutely impossible for me to do what I am talking about now."

"Really? So what are you doing now? Don't you want to exchange your own company for that family's bastard son?"

"Everything I do is for the company."

"You can really make excuses for yourself."

"Okay, husband, don't say that again." Before we started to quarrel again, my mother hurriedly stopped her. She gave me a slightly trembling look, and then took my father's arm on the second floor. building. "I think husband, you'd better calm down first."

"How am I supposed to calm down? You know what the fuck Pat did."

The tall man swayed a little. He turned around and faced me, but the matter in front of him was really difficult to solve. After all, my heart seemed to be thrown on the ground and crushed with my feet repeatedly.

I tried my best....

But in the end, all my hard work will be in vain...

"Who is the selfish one?"

A hollow but extremely calm voice came out of my throat, I looked at the couple with pain on my face, I felt like I was committing suicide by cutting my wrists again and again, and also like the efforts I made during this period, like General hallucinations.

"What I have done all this time has never made my father think that I am sacrificing something? Even if my parents have never seen me, I still live like a living person... Even if I am not ready for such a thing , I gave up everything I had and went home to help...Even if I don't like Panch at all, I am willing to follow the arrangement at home to get married...Father, do you think that a man who likes men can marry a woman Is getting married a very easy thing?"

"Don't say this here. The reason why I forced you is for your own good, but you betrayed everyone. You are simply a white-eyed wolf."

"Don't keep saying that it's for my own good, everyone of you is blaming me, scolding me, and then turning around to sympathize with me, saying that I am so pitiful, but I have been bearing everything alone, Do you really know what my inner feelings are? I ruined my heart and buried it underground, let myself die in those hurtful words, and faced everything with my only remaining love and kindness."

Tears fell from the corners of my eyes, and the office was instantly quiet.My mother shook her head at me, but all my patience had run out, and now I had to say everything.

"Look at me now, is this what you want, father? Is there any difference between me and a dog who hides in the corner and licks his wounds when he is injured, and then comes back to continue to look after the nursing home? Is it because of you? Is it the person who gave birth to me and raised me?”

As soon as I finished speaking, I lowered my head and another tear fell.

"I came home and did everything you asked me to do, father. I tried to understand what happened to you, father, but I still have to be called a white-eyed wolf by you now, just because I don't want to be what you want my father to be." That's the kind of person I've become, right?"

"Brother Pat!"

Before I could finish my sentence, another voice interrupted me loudly, making everyone in the room quiet.The next second, a hand reached out and grabbed my arm tightly, and the red and swollen eyes and the tearful owner looked at me.

I don't know when Panch came in and how much she heard.

"When did you come?"

Those big deer-like eyes have lost their former radiance, and tears kept falling down, but at this moment, no one can speak out to defend themselves, I looked at the girl who was about to laugh, this It was the most painful smile I've seen on her face since we met.

"Didn't hear much." We looked at each other, she pressed her lips together, and it took her a while to speak again. "Brother, is what you said just now true?"

"I..." All the words seemed to be stuck in my throat, and I couldn't say a single word at all.She stared at me, and that look told me that even if I deny it now, she already knows it's a lie.

Everyone knows everything that happened in the past few months.

"I used to doubt it....but I also thought Pat you need time to get used to it, but I understand now, I'm sorry for forcibly intervening in Pat's life. And making everything messed up. "The pair of white hands gently wiped away the tears from the corners of the eyes, and then covered their mouths to try to silence their crying. Looking at her like this, I stood there stiffly, not knowing what to say.

"I thought it was going to be a happy marriage. I was embarrassed to tell my mum myself, I just now know the truth of the matter."

"Panch...."

"Don't come to me again in the future, and don't come to our house again." The girl said very firmly.I saw the unbelievable gentleness and firmness in her eyes, but I was so cowardly that I couldn't even say sorry.

At this moment, the world of a cute girl is collapsing.

She took off the engagement ring and slipped it into my hand, then turned and left.The office that was so noisy just now has become silent.I moved my feet, but when I turned around, I found that my father raised his hand towards me, and my mother was stopping him.

"You really are enough."

Mother's voice trembled slightly, but it still made father's eyes widen.It seems that my father, like me, did not expect my mother to stop him so angrily.

"Do you remember that we discussed our son's future? We want our son to get married and have a stable job because we want her to live happily in this world."

The middle-aged man pursed his lips tightly, looked away from me, and then looked at my mother, "No matter how hard you try or force him to do some things, you may not be able to continue as you wish."

"Everything I do is for him."

"Show me what our child has become now?" The mother's eyes and nose turned red because she was holding back tears, but she still didn't let the tears fall, "Our Pat is so painful that even happiness I don’t even know him anymore, he’s been like this for a long time, do you think that’s enough?”

After speaking, my mother turned around and gave me a hug, which made me feel like my whole heart came alive again.At least the powerful beating of this heart seems to remind me that even though I try to become stronger, in fact, I am still a very fragile person.

"We have tried our best, and Pat has also worked hard. Now we need to back down and find a balance. I really don't want to lose my child." My mother protected me, her tone was gentle and firm.

"Pat can be anything, love whoever he wants. For better or for worse, he is a human being and our son."

My father's original fierce eyes also gradually softened, and his slightly confused eyes kept going back and forth between my mother and me, then turned around and helped the stairs to the second floor.He neither said anything nor responded to his mother's words.

I still stood there motionless, and my mother stroked my back slowly with her gentle hands, as if comforting me silently.

"It's okay Pat."

"mom!"

"I'll talk to Dad again." I folded my hands and fell to my knees, saluting my mother to express my gratitude.

"I'm sorry, Mom."

"It's okay, the child is not your fault, I know it." The mother's gentle palm stroked my head, just like when I was a child, "I understand, in fact, the happiness of being a mother is to see that your child can be happy."

I hugged my mother tightly and couldn't help crying loudly.

With my mother's understanding...

This is enough....

After going to work the next day, I found that there was an extra folder on the desk about the cooperation between P&P and SR company, which contained the details of the contract I had prepared before, but the most important thing was that the owner of the company had signed it signature and private seal.Instantly relieved, I immediately called Manpha and asked him to come to my office.

"Hello, Mr. Pat."

"Please prepare a detailed list of purchases for SR Company immediately."

"My God! Have you been approved by the director?"

"Yes, I have already obtained permission." I handed the folder in my hand to the company's sales team leader and continued, "I brought the file to Mr. Pakorn two days ago, so this process can be ignored. It seems that we are not sincere. I want you to help me complete this project for a while. Then you sort out the list of investment companies that we have ignored before. If we can reach a cooperation with SR, then I also I want to try to see if I can cooperate with other companies.”

"Mr. Pat should discuss it with Mr. Hnui first."

"You also know that if we meet the requirements of venture capital companies, then we don't have to run those small projects anymore, so it will be easier to complete a project in a quarter."

The veteran of the company seemed to be in a bit of trouble. With a smile on my face, I stretched out my fingers and tapped on the table, "Don't be like this, the raw materials can already be purchased from SR company, but my dad's side is still there. Continue to persuade, don't you want to get more bonuses?"

"Mr. Hnui won't drive me away."

I laughed out loud, and the lack of self-confidence in me slowly disappeared.My working model is completely different from the previous generation. Besides, now I have more decision-making power, and my father is willing to let go and slowly hand over the project to me.

"There shouldn't be any problem, I'll take care of it," I said firmly, and he began to discuss with me how to proceed with the work.

In fact, my relationship with the company owner has always been that of subordinates living under the same roof.

After the wedding that was supposed to take place a few months later was called off, my father never spoke to me again, and the home was very quiet, just like when I lost Pran.

Prejudice still occupies a high ground called tolerance. In the end, we only said a few words at work. Fortunately, my father will not close himself because of hatred like before, and we will no longer be like before. mutually exclusive.

"Is he ready to let go?"

My mother came to chat with me this afternoon. I was sitting in the office reading some materials. She put the tray on the glass table and made a crisp sound.The aroma of the fruit tea hits the nose, and the orange plate is packed with some delicious fruit.

"I've already talked to your father. Maybe we were too worried about you, but in the end, you are already an adult, and you haven't lived the life you want to live."

"Isn't my tail being cut off?"

"How can you think like this? Your dad will be hurt when he hears it. He arranged everything for you with his own hands, but the result didn't make everyone unhappy."

"But it's a matter of my own love, mother."

My mother nodded and came over, gently stroked my head with her hand, and said, "Your father wants you to be what he thinks. In fact, father really loves you very much, but his love is a bit irritating. asphyxia."

"Mom, I'm not saying that my dad doesn't love me. Actually, I understand. As I grow older, I also understand more and more that many things will not be as I imagined, but liking men will not Let me be flawed."

"It's true to say that, but your father and I were born in a different age than you. You have to give him some time to accept these things. It took me a long time to accept that my son is not like me. I like girls as much as I imagined."

"That's just one of those things," I said, taking a sip from my teacup before putting it back down. "Another thing is, even if I don't like Pran, I won't accept girls. My dad hates that family so much that our company's business can't continue."

"Haven't you heard what I said before?"

"This is always just our own one-sided understanding. We have never questioned what he said...I want to know what the real reason is?"

Mother sighed, dragged a chair and sat across the table.

"Forget it, it's very difficult for your dad to control his emotions and meet with that family. They have had conflicts for a long time. Although time can allow us to accept that you get along with the son of that family, but to accept that you love each other, I guess it will be difficult. Difficult."

I nodded to express my understanding and said, "But SR company itself has a more advanced concept than ours, and it is also a strong competitor. Mom, it's just that the times have changed. If my dad really loves the company, then he should Understand that we have to go to SR company to cooperate."

"That's why your dad chose to let go and hand over the decision-making power to you. It is probably very unrealistic for him to force himself to deal with that family with such an attitude, but now he is no longer opposed to cooperating with SR Company."

"I'm not going to screw this up, I'm not going to let my dad down on me about this." I made a very serious promise to my mother, even though I've always bowed to my father , but I have full confidence that our company can continue to develop. "So did my dad say what to do? Put me in Friday's meeting?"

"He agrees that you go to join that family to jointly participate in the bidding for the NARAI building."

"Okay, I also wanted to mention this matter to you just now, but I was afraid of being rejected. After all, our strength is still not enough. But if we can join forces with SR Company, then this bidding may be worth a try. But it’s a nationwide bid, I think you, Mom, know about this project.”

"No matter what..." Mom said softly, and put her hand on top of my head, as if she was touching a child.She then said, "The company will be handed over to you, because you are the one who can keep the company going."

"Mom, are you still mad at me?"

"What else can I do?" Mom sighed, and the hand that was stroking the top of my head just now had slipped to my shoulder. "It can't be changed now, can it?"

"I am really sorry."

"Since you can't change back, I can only try to accept it. As long as you can change back to what you were before and be a happy child, do you still need to drink before going to bed now? I haven't seen a beer bottle recently. "

"I just drink less, but I miss Pran all the time."

The small office was very quiet, and my mother sighed before asking what to do in the future, "If we don't object to this matter, what do you want to do?"

"If Pran doesn't want to be with me anymore, then I should continue to be a single dog. I don't want to make him sad anymore. He is really a very, very good person."

"Let me ask a few more questions. If you have never dated Gu, have you thought about getting married?"

Once again, only the breathing of the two of us was left in the office. I quietly watched the perpetual motion machine swinging back and forth on the table, and said after a long time, "I don't know either."

"Okay, okay, I'll let you make your own decisions about your future, even if you don't like it, I hope you can realize your wish."

We all know what true love is. I smiled at her. I know that my mother hopes that I can be happy, with a happy smile on my face, and live innocently and romantically in this cruel world.

I rested my head on her soft palm, cowardice, fear and loneliness still existed in my heart, but warmth began to spread from my limbs. In these days without Pran, there are still people who can give me encouragement.

Later on Monday, I knew that Uncle Pakorn was going to meet him when he had a little free time, and this was the second time I met the person in charge of SR Corporation this month.I went to his company with Mr. Manpha and met in a small conference room with the documents and laptops we had prepared.While waiting for my uncle to come over, a beautiful female staff set up the projector for us.When the door opened again, I stood up and saluted, and Pran's father walked over alone in a black suit.

"Hello!"

Uncle Pakorn reached out to accept my greeting, and took a bottle of ice water from the secretary, and then sat quietly on the chair in front of the table without speaking.

"I tried to go back and search for the project materials that we didn't win the bid. We didn't participate in the bidding because of the bidder's conditions. I think these materials are very helpful to P&P and SR companies, so I would like to submit Tell me about these projects."

"You don't need an introduction," he said, watching my expression through his glasses, and then said, "Let your salesman do the talking."

"No, this matter is very important. I want to talk to you personally."

"Didn't your father know about this time?"

"Well, I know this time. I don't mean to offend you, but my father also wants me to have close contact with competitors so that I can learn more." I said it very sincerely, because I know Hiding it doesn't do anything.I then said, "We all know that the current business circle has entered a new era. We must join forces to usher in new opportunities for our respective companies. Uncle, your company has the most professional architectural design team, and our company has rich construction experience. This time, if the two of us can bid jointly, it will be a win-win situation for us.”

The other party nodded in agreement.I opened the document in my notebook and said, "This table summarizes the projects that P&P cannot bid, and the left side is the projects that SR cannot bid, and also need structural engineers, and P&P has exactly that. people."

I scrolled the mouse over the nearly one-year bidding loss situation and put it in front of the opponent's eyes at a glance.

"The information in the PPT is well collected, where do these data come from?"

"Actually, I started to think about this issue when I first started working, but I have never had the opportunity to invite your company to make a joint bid."

When the mouse turned to the last new project, I turned and looked at the other party, "This is a project that we can still participate in bidding at present."

"If we work overtime tomorrow, I think we can prepare the bidding documents for the NARAI building. If we can win the bid, the strengths of both companies can be improved. But if we don't win the bid, at least the next time we jointly bid It can be regarded as having experience. Uncle, what do you think of this matter?"

His eyes were unusually calm, as if he was thinking about what I just said.Manpha and I waited quietly for his decision until he turned his head and looked me in the eye.

"Send this file to my mailbox."

"I sent you an email last night, and one of them is this document. Your secretary should have received it."

"I don't have time to check the mailbox yet, but I will take a serious look at it later. Can I catch up with the time to prepare the bid?"

"I figured it would be better to try than to do nothing."

He nodded, still looked at me quietly, and continued after a while. "It seems that you have matured a lot, so your father trusts you. But you put all your energy on work, won't your fiancée be sad?"

I sorted out my emotions before deciding to tell my uncle the truth, "The wedding has been cancelled."

The person in charge of SR company didn't speak, just quietly waiting for my explanation.

"My fiancée found out about my feelings for Pran a few weeks ago, so the wedding has been called off. I don't want to have the opportunity to end everything and have people who don't love each other live together. I think the couple Personal married life is fatal."

"Even if you know you can't be with Pran anymore, aren't you still together?"

I smiled wryly, feeling as if my chest was being pressed down by a heavy rock, and that feeling couldn't be described in words. "If you have to be hurt in love, then hurting me alone is enough."

Hearing what I said, my uncle nodded, and then turned to face the floor-to-ceiling windows, where you can have a panoramic view of the city. No one knows what uncle is thinking. Although we are in the same office, we can only hear each other It took a long time before the voice of a middle-aged man with a cold but cautious voice came to mind in the office.

"I will ask my secretary to reply to you as soon as possible about work matters."

"I'm very happy, at least we still have hope of winning the bid. As for Pran, I can't promise him for the time being, but I firmly believe that the relationship between us has not changed. I really want to fly to find him."

I mustered up the courage to look at the person with his back to me after he finished speaking, and found that he didn't refute me, but I felt as if I had a key to unravel this mess, and there would be a miracle happened?But whenever I think of Pran's indifference at that time, it's like being poured down by a basin of ice water.

"I don't know if he will see me."

"Didn't you say Pran felt the same way about you?"

I frowned and didn't speak, and then I heard my uncle say, "I sent him away to protect him. There is his cousin over there. I just heard that the kid secretly called you. Fortunately, you No, but I'm very unsure if I want to continue to control his life."

"Called me?"

I suddenly remembered that there seemed to be a very strange number calling me a few days ago, but I was worrying about the company's business at that time, so I didn't answer the long number.

"I didn't know that was his phone number either."

"He must be very lonely over there, tell him if you get a chance, his dad misses him."

"what?"

"I agree with your dating. I hope he won't be angry with his father again. After all, he is the only son in our family."

I stood there stunned, and I couldn't hold back the smile on the corner of my mouth. When I heard Uncle Pakorn say that my sweetheart called me, I heard my heart beating wildly. Obviously he didn't abide by it either. His father's order, I was all excited because of his behavior.

Uncle let go of his tightly clenched fist and turned to look at me.I know this is a very difficult decision, just such a small gesture from the person I love makes him so anxious.

"If this can make him happy, go to him. You two became what you are now because of me. I don't want this to become a regret in my life."

After the uncle finished speaking, he sat down and leaned his head on the back of the chair, as if these few short words had exhausted all his strength.

"I will finish my work as soon as possible, then go to Pran, and then I will tell you about him, Uncle."

Pran is waiting for me, I must find my lover back, I want to go back to the days when I was still alive in the world, I want to find that beating... heart.