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After the third patient with pheromone disorder symptoms appeared in Jiangcheng, Shen Fang began to understand that Angfeng Pharmaceutical was no longer as simple as a product problem.

The last time Shen Fang injected the inhibitor produced by Angfeng was in early January, and it has been nearly 11 months so far, but even so, he was arranged to be observed in the ward.

Duan Jia's Omega Physiology Department was too busy.As soon as the news opened, it was full of news about Angfeng Pharmaceutical. The latest and hottest one was: "Angfeng Pharmaceutical committed the crime of producing and selling fake and inferior products, and was sentenced to a fine of 9293 million and a compensation of 14.2 billion."

14.2 billion, Shen Fang looked at the number on the phone, and felt that the Internet and reality were so separated for the first time.

Xie Jinghan will still send him a message every day, most of the time is late at night, the content is ordinary, just ordinary good morning and evening; he is very busy, Shen Fang can feel it, but even so, Xie Jinghan's mood is still stable , full of comfort, even because Shen Fang had been injected with inhibitors in early January, he would ask Shen Fang about his physical condition every day.

Shen Fang and his chat kept silent about Ang Feng. He and Xie Jinghan were in the same world, but they were in different realities. Shen Fang couldn't give any help.

In mid-December, students with no abnormal health returned to school to resume classes; the Capital People's Court sentenced in the first instance that Xie Kaishan, the former chairman of Angfeng Pharmaceutical, was sentenced to life imprisonment, and four senior managers, including Xie Kaijun, were sentenced to 15 years in prison.

Mr. Xie still failed to save his precious son in the end.

On Christmas Eve, Xie Jinghan returned to Jiangcheng.

There was a heavy snowfall on Christmas Eve, and it fell intermittently from the afternoon to the evening. When Shen was placed downstairs in Xie Jinghan’s rented house, the snow was still falling quietly, not too big, and it dissipated quickly when it fell on the cheeks. Ice cold.

Xie Jinghan was wearing a short black down jacket, and waited for him under the streetlight with his hands in his pockets.

Hearing Shen Fang's footsteps, he turned around, wearing the scarf Shen Fang gave him around his neck, smiled gently when he saw Shen Fang, took off the scarf around his neck and put it on Shen Fang.He touched Shen Fang's cold fingers, held Shen Fang's hand, and put it in his pocket.

Shen Fang looked at him under the street lamp. Xie Jinghan's weight hadn't increased since his mother's death. Xie Jinghan's eyebrows were already deep, but his sharp appearance became more obvious after he lost weight. There was some green stubble on his chin. The faint youthful childishness has all dissipated. Compared with Shen Fang, he is already a mature man.

The two held hands and went upstairs, neither of them spoke. Xie Jinghan was exhausted with naked eyes, but he seemed to hide that exhaustion when facing Shen Fang. He seemed to be used to taking care of Shen Fang, and opened the door to find shoes for Shen Fang. , The first thing Shen Fang asked was what he wanted to eat.

Shen Fang shook his head and hugged Xie Jinghan's waist.

Xie Jinghan paused, and he froze in place.

Shen put it in his arms and said, "It's very tiring, isn't it?"

Xie Jinghan didn't answer, Shen Fang said again: "If you are very tired, don't talk."

Xie Jinghan slowly put his head on his neck, with dependence and nostalgia, he let go of most of his strength, half of his weight was on Shen Fang's body, the two hugged each other for warmth, neither of them moved.

After a while, Xie Jinghan turned on the air conditioner, and the two of them took off their coats. He went to the bathroom to wash off the fatigue on his face, shaved his beard, and changed into clean clothes in the closet.

Outside the living room, Shen Fang was wearing a blue sweater, sitting on the sofa with a bear in his hand and waiting for him. Xie Jinghan sat over, hugged Shen Fang on his lap, wrapped his hands around the other's waist, and buried his head in Shen Fang's mouth. In the nest of his neck, he closed his eyes wearily and tiredly.

Shen Fang was held by him honestly, stretched out his hand to fiddle with Xie Jinghan's hair, and kneaded the other's ear. After playing enough, he put his arms around Alpha's neck, put his chin on Xie Jinghan's shoulder, and whispered: "My dad told me that Ang Feng's headquarters is in Country F."

Xie Jinghan silently opened his eyes.

"My dad said that Ang Feng is not limited to the line of inhibitors. Although this blow is big, it is only limited to the country." Shen Fang said: "Xie Jinghan, are you going back to Country F?"

he knows.Xie Jinghan thought, Shen Xin has always been delicate and sensitive, he knows what today's meeting means.

Shen Fang raised his head and looked at him, holding Xie Jinghan's face in both hands, his voice was very soft, pleading: "Tell me if it's good, any thoughts you have, good or bad, can you tell me?"

Xie Jinghan held Shen Fang's wrist, he didn't speak, but just rubbed Shen Fang's hair, as if comforting a small animal, he said softly: "Little boy, I'm sorry."

Shen Fang shook his head, looked away from Xie Jinghan's gaze, and buried it in Xie Jinghan's neck again.

Xie Jinghan hugged his waist with one hand, put the other on Shen Fang's head, and said, "I have been suppressing my feelings for you until I return to the capital during the Chinese New Year this year. I gave up my inheritance rights and mistakenly I thought I was free." Xie Jinghan said, "I thought I was qualified to talk about the future with you."

Shen Fang buried his face in his arms, didn't speak, and couldn't see the expression clearly.

"Little boy, I've been regretting it all the time, especially these past few months." Xie Jinghan's voice was low and hoarse, Shen Fang seemed to realize what he was going to say, and looked up at him.

Xie Jinghan could no longer say the rest of the words, Shen Fang's eyes were red.

"Why do you." Shen Fang's first sentence was almost out of shape, his voice was filled with suppressed tears: "Why do you regret it, I don't regret it at all."

"Why do you unilaterally think that not confessing is good for me." Shen Fang grabbed Xie Jinghan's collar, staring at him with red eyes, "Are you a lover? You like me unilaterally, The earth treats me well, as if I am a vacuum, my brain is a muscle, can I only accept happiness?!"

Shen Fang uttered the last sentence in a hoarse voice, and in the next second, cold water drops fell on the back of Xie Jinghan's hand.

Xie Jinghan's heart seemed to tremble when tears fell.

He stretched out his hand, gently wiped the tears on Shen Fang's cheeks with his fingertips, and said softly, "I'm sorry, darling, don't cry."

"Can you stop being sorry all the time." Shen Fang seemed to have calmed down after the yelling just now, "When you confessed, I voluntarily put my hand up, you didn't force me, I was happy. "

Shen Fang approached him, their foreheads touched, their breath blended, Shen Fang said: "I like you, and you like me too. You are not a saint, you have nothing wrong with you."

The tip of Shen Fang's nose lightly rubbed against the bridge of his nose, and whispered, "I'm not that fragile, and I can bear the sadness and pain of parting." He paused, and said, "Because you gave it to me."

The tip of Xie Jinghan's nose was sour, and his eye sockets suddenly became hot. He closed his eyes and suppressed the astringency that rushed up. The two hugged tightly, and the pheromones released from each other were lingering.The heartbeat gradually unified the beat.

Shen Fang was buried in Xie Jinghan's arms, smelling the faint smell of alcohol on his neck with nostalgia, and said: "...Can you still go to the medical university?"

Xie Jinghan took out a tissue, lowered his head and wiped away tears for Shen Fang in his arms, and tried to keep his voice calm and steady: "After I finish the college entrance examination, I will go back to Country F to apply for a university."

Shen Fang said "Oh", but he stopped talking. No one knows Xie Jinghan's attachment to the University of Medicine better than him. He knows how sad it is for Xie Jinghan to give up this goal, but it is useless to be sad. What is it? Can't change it either.

Shen Fang actually smiled and said, "Then you can stay for half a year."

Xie Jinghan also smiled, lowered his head, and kissed his eyes.

The snow outside the window was falling quietly, and the two just hugged. After a while, Shen Fang rubbed Xie Jinghan's face and said, "Play the piano for me."

The piano placed in the study room has not been played for half a year. Xie Jinghan tried it, and the sound was still accurate. He glanced at Shen Fang who was sitting on the sofa with his legs crossed. out.

Shen rested his chin on his knees and asked what song it was.

"Merry+Christmas+Mr. Lawrence." Xie Jinghan's voice was very gentle, as if he was afraid of scaring Shen Fang, he said, "Merry Christmas, little boy."

At ten o'clock in the evening, regardless of Shen Fang's objection, Xie Jinghan sent Shen Fang home as usual. At the gate of the familiar neighborhood, Xie Jinghan lowered his head slightly and asked Shen Fang to wrap the scarf around him; Shen Fang said with a smile: " Can we meet tomorrow?"

Xie Jinghan said yes.

Shen Fang put the scarf into Xie Jinghan's down jacket, and said, "Then let's talk about blessings tomorrow."

It's a pity that the phrase "Happy Birthday" still couldn't be said in person.

On Christmas Day, December 25th, Xie Kaishan committed suicide and left a will. Xie Jinghan is the sole heir.

What is left for Xie Jinghan is nearly 9000 million in fines and 14.2 billion in compensation.

Shen Fang's happy birthday can only be sent through the Internet in the end.

Xie Jinghan didn't reply.

In Angfeng's latest press conference, Xie Jinghan was pushed in front of the public. He was dressed in a black suit, and faced all the journalists' long guns and short guns and harsh questions, his voice was calm and his face was calm.Shen Fang watched him outside the TV, his phone kept ringing, people he knew and didn't know were asking him about Xie Jinghan, Shen Fang muted his phone, he just felt that Xie Jinghan's expression on TV was very strange.

Duan Jia knocked on Shen Fang's door before going to bed.

He put a cup of hot milk on Shen Fang's bedside table, sat beside Shen Fang's bed, and said, "Want to chat?"

Shen Fang sat cross-legged on the bed, lowered his head and said nothing.

Duan Jia patted his head and said, "Little boy, are you happy during this time with Xie Jinghan?"

Shen Fang clasped his fingers and looked at Duan Jia with red eyes.

Duan Jia sighed, he walked into Shen Fang, and hugged him tightly in his arms.

All the grievances of Shen Fang at that moment poured out. He hugged Duan Jia's shoulders, and big and big tears fell silently. Duan Jia gently comforted him and made him cry to his heart's content.

Shen Fang cried until he couldn't breathe, his sobs were indistinct, he sobbed and said, "I thought, I thought it would be half a year." Shen Fang's face was cold, and he said, "I thought we could still be together College entrance examination, I'm clearly ready to separate." Shen Fang cried like a child, he hid in Duan Jia's arms, and repeated again: "I'm clearly ready to separate."

Duan Jia patted him on the back lightly, tolerating all of Shen Fang's crying, and he kissed Shen Fang's hair, and said, "Little boy, happiness is more pure and precious because of pain."

On New Year's Day in early January, the last semester of senior high school was about to end, Xie Jinghan took a leave of absence from school; Angfeng Pharmaceutical's domestic subsidiary declared bankruptcy.

On New Year's Day, when Duan Jia and Chen Yan had a holiday, they invited Xue Ce and Cen Xinran to dinner. Everything seemed to be the same as before: the sound of mahjong in the living room, the soup simmering in the kitchen, the background sound of the TV, and the three of them playing games. laughing and scolding.

These things became Shen Fang's disguise, and he protected Shen Fang in the shell, allowing him to escape until Xie Jinghan called.

This is the first communication between them since Christmas.

Shen Fang hurriedly ran all the way back to the room, he closed the door, his heart beat so fast that he felt a little dizzy, Shen Fang squatted on the carpet, and heard Xie Jinghan's voice.

Just like in his memory, the voice quality was colder and colder: "...Shen Fang, I'm going back to country F."

Shen Fang buried his head in his knees, and after a while, he hummed in a hoarse voice.

Light and shadow passed through the clean windows and shifted with time; the room was silent, the mobile phone hanging down on the ground, and a tear fell on the floor.

The sound of tears dripping was so clear, Shen Fang stood up suddenly, his hair was dizzy because of too much haste, Shen Fang staggered and supported the door, he picked up the phone with shaking hands, the time was 17:08.

There is still time.Shen Fang wiped away his tears with his sleeve. He sent a message to Xie Jinghan and opened the door to go out. The sound of hurried footsteps caught Duan Jia's attention. Duan Jia turned his head. Shen Fang's eyes were red, and he said pleadingly: "Dad, take me to the airport."

Xie Jinghan went back to Jiangcheng to apply for his student status and deal with the house; the closest flight from Jiangcheng to Hong Kong and Taiwan was at 1:[-] in the evening.Duan Jia drove the car at the lowest speed all the way to the airport, Shen got off in the underground parking lot, and hurriedly ran to the T[-] terminal.

The time is 18:05, and there are still 10 minutes before the check-in time. Shen Fang wanders in the lobby blankly. All the counters and flight information are meaningless symbols to him. Shen Fang has lost the ability to recognize. Thank you for being shocked.

Shen Fang took out his mobile phone and prepared to make a call. He asked Xie Jinghan to wait for him, and Xie Jinghan would wait.Shen Fang's hand shook so badly that he couldn't unlock it after sliding it twice. Just when he was about to be crushed by the powerlessness and panic, his name sounded behind him.

Shen Fang turned his head, and Xie Jinghan, who was wearing a black coat, was standing in the distance.

Shen Fang ran to him, and the two hugged each other. Shen Fang's hands were still trembling uncontrollably, causing his whole body to tremble. He buried his head in Xie Jinghan's arms, and the familiar smell carried The air-conditioning surrounded him, and Shen Fang's tears welled up in his eyes, soaking Xie Jinghan's coat.

Xie Jinghan's hand gently patted his back, comforting but also cruel.

The airport announcement was already urging check-in, Shen Fang grabbed the hem of Xie Jinghan's clothes and said, "Don't say sorry."

He raised his head, and looked at Xie Jinghan with red eyes: "I want to see you off, but I don't want to hear you say sorry."

Shen Fang had never seen Xie Jinghan's expression at this moment. Alpha gently wiped away his tears with his fingertips, and he said, "Little boy, the best thing about my coming to Jiangcheng is meeting you."

He hugged Shen Fang's waist, his movements were so gentle, as if he was afraid of hurting Shen Fang, he raised his hand, covered Shen Fang's white and cold back of the neck, and said, "This is the happiest moment in my life." A dream."

Xie Jinghan lowered his head, and through the back of his hand, kissed the back of Shen Fang's neck, his voice almost choked up: "Forget about me, Shen Fang."

Cold drops of water slid over Shen Fang's neck and soaked into his warm scarf.

[The author has something to say: All the content about Ang Feng is made up by me, just watch it for fun.

As I write this, it is already the last Chapter 2 of the first volume.

Their teenage romance is over.

In fact, I personally don’t think it’s abusive. It’s completely forced by the situation that they have come to this day. The relationship between Shen Fang and Xie Jinghan is only with each other from the beginning to the end. It is pure and passionate, there is no misunderstanding and no third party.

They had bid farewell respectably enough to give each other a happy ending to their brief summer romance as best they could.

As for those unwillingness and regret, the depression that is hard to dissipate in the heart, leave it to them when they are adults. 】