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I don't know if it was because the glands were broken open for the second time to collect cells, but Shen Hewei's recovery was obviously slower than last time, much slower.

On the third day of hospitalization, he was still prone to drowsiness most of the time. Sometimes, the notebook for processing work was still resting on his lap, and he had fallen asleep sitting up.

Doctors, however, are relatively unconcerned about this.

He told Lu Wanxing and Shen Wenhua that this is a human's self-healing function, and it is much better to be able to sleep than not to be able to sleep.

One afternoon, Shen Hewei took a long nap, and when he woke up, he saw Lu Wanxing sitting beside his bed.

His eyes drooped slightly, his sight was not focused, and he was in a daze.

The weather outside today is very hot, the sun is strong, and there is no wind. His face is a little red, which should be from the sun.

Lu Wanxing has been very busy recently, with manuscripts to catch up, and two signing parties in other places, but he has to go to some activities in Haicheng.

After leaving the hospital at noon yesterday, he didn't have time to come back until this afternoon.

Shen Hewei never expressed any displeasure, and told him to go if he had a job.

In fact, Shen Hewei was not unhappy either.

He is trying to adapt himself to the fact that Lu Wanxing's life no longer revolves around him. With a new center of gravity, Lu Wanxing is much more energetic than before.

It seems that he no longer regards the separation and reunion with Shen Hewei as so important.

Regarding this point, Shen and Wei are still not quite sure whether it is better for Lu Wanxing to see something important or not.

Earlier, Lu Wanxing had stopped talking to him, and they had no way of communicating.

Now, Lu Wanxing looked calmer again, but Shen and Wei still felt tricky.

If Lu Wanxing really calmed down, then there would be nothing wrong with him.

Before, Lu Wanxing said that he hated Shen and Wei for a few days.

Lu Wanxing used "a few days".

Shen and Wei broke up as soon as they said they would break up, which led to his dropping out of school and being poor for more than two years. As a result, he only hated Shen Hewei for "a few days".

Shen Hewei didn't want to think about it. In fact, he would rather be hated by Lu Wanxing all the time, and it would feel better for a few days.

Lu Wanxing looked away too quickly, and let go too quickly. When he reacted and wanted to make up, Lu Wanxing had already found a reason for him.

"Like you, it's not like you like it."

Lu Wanxing once said such a sentence.

He denied Shen Hewei's feelings, and refused to admit Shen Hewei's poor performance as liking.

According to him, Shen Hewei was not in love with him.

Shen Hewei's thousands of words of defense were on his lips, but facing Lu Wanxing, they couldn't say anything.

They once had a child for a short time, and put themselves in their shoes, if his child met a lover like him, Shen and Wei couldn't guarantee what they would do.

However, Lu Wanxing didn't have anything to rely on, and all the harm Shen and Wei did to him fell on him.

Now, how can they say that Shen Hewei has always loved him.

When Lu Wanxing came back to his senses, Shen Hewei didn't know how long he had been staring at him.

"you're awake."

"When did you come?" Shen Hewei's voice was hoarse after lying down and sleeping for too long.

Lu Wanxing sat up straighter, moved his shoulders, and relaxed his body that was stiff in the midst of distraction.

He glanced at his watch and said, "It's three o'clock...it's already four o'clock."

"The doctor said you went to bed at 11:30 and slept for four hours. Can you still sleep at night?"

Shen Hewei stopped talking again and looked at Lu Wanxing fixedly.

Lu Wanxing touched his face subconsciously, lowered his eyes again, and said, "I'll leave when Dad comes over in a while."

Shen Hewei said "um", and Lu Wanxing inexplicably heard a hint of obedience, and felt that "obedient" was not a word that could be used to describe Shen Hewei.

Looking up, Shen He blinked slightly, and then said, "Then come tomorrow?"

Lu Wanxing: "..."

Shen Hewei is really pretending to be good.

Lu Wanxing's eyes turned left and right, and he habitually pressed the back of his hand to his face, and said, "Come here, the doctor told me to prepare for the hospital tomorrow."

The schedule was tight, and on the day Shen Hewei recovered, Lu Wanxing could have the surgery.

Shen Hewei took a few more glances at his red face before saying, "There is water in the refrigerator, use that to apply it. It's such a hot day, why are you still doing activities outside?"

Lu Wanxing went to get water as he said, and put it on his face. It really felt a lot more comfortable.

"It's okay, it hasn't been in the sun for long."

It's his own problem. He is not resistant to sunlight or freezing, and his face turns red easily.

At first, Lu Wanxing still felt a little embarrassed, especially when he realized that Shen Hewei had obviously lowered his attitude towards him, and he couldn't give any response.

Fortunately, after saying a few words, Shen Wenhua came not long after.

Behind him was the driver and Shen Hedong, each carrying two large thermos buckets, which contained dinner for Shen Hewei and Lu Wanxing.

Lu Wanxing originally didn't plan to stay for dinner, but Shen Wenhua brought them all, so he had no reason to refuse.

There were four people in the ward, two of them ate, and the other two sat and stood quietly for a few minutes.

Shen Hedong put his hands in his pockets, stood at the window, looked out, and said, "The environment is pretty good."

Shen Wenhua said: "I also think that it's not bad to live here if you don't live in a nursing home when you get old."

Shen Hedong said: "There is still a difference. Compared with other hospitals, this environment is not bad, but compared with some nursing homes, it is not so good."

In the territory of their cooperation with Lu Zerong, there are some projects provided by the government, including nursing homes.

Shen Wenhua remembered, and asked a few questions, Shen Hedong didn't elaborate, only said that it went well.

After dinner, Lu Wanxing was leaving, and Shen Wenhua had to stay for a while, so that Shen Hedong could drop him off.

Shen Hedong originally wanted to ask Shen Hewei for something, but after thinking about it, he agreed and said he would come back another day.

Lu Wanxing's house was found by the editor of the publishing house. It is a small second floor, rented in the middle of the city center and the suburbs. The transportation is very convenient and quiet. A large room in Xiangyang was not used as a bedroom, but turned into a studio.

Shen Hedong saw him off first, walked for a while, and chatted: "Your sister-in-law received the album, and Lulu likes it very much, holding it back and forth to read."

Lu Wanxing said, "As long as you like it."

He bought a lot of picture albums for Lulu one after another, because Zhong Yuxin said before that Lulu also had the idea of ​​learning to paint, and he bought more after that.

The child's interests come and go quickly, and after learning piano hip-hop and the like, she can't bear the hardship very quickly, and Shen Hedong and Zhong Yuxin don't force her to continue learning.

But Huahua Lulu persevered, saying that she wanted to be like her brother and draw stories that many people could see.

When school starts this fall, she will be at the age of kindergarten, and her expressions are already very fluent. She often sends Lu Wanxing her homework in the interest class, followed by a series of more than 50 seconds of speech.

Lu Wanxing opened each item and listened patiently, and also answered her childish questions.

Shen Hedong said: "Lulu likes you the most, and asks me all day, why can't I have dinner with my brother?"

Ever since Shen and Wei came back from a business trip in the first month, the two families hadn't really gotten together again.

Lu Wanxing heard the temptation in Shen Hedong's words, but didn't understand why for a while.

If you want to talk about the matter between him and Shen Hewei, even if you don't ask, except for the details of the child that even Shen Wenhua doesn't know, Shen Hedong can probably guess pretty well.

Lu Wanxing said directly, "What's wrong?"

When encountering a red light, Shen Hedong stopped steadily, turned his head and smiled at Lu Wanxing, with a gentle and helpless expression.

"You also know that we have a great cooperation with the Lu family."

"I know."

"But recently, many projects have been unable to go on... It's not true that they can't go on. He's grinding out details on small issues..."

Lu Wanxing said, "Him?"

Shen Hedong said: "Hewei."

Seeing that Lu Wanxing was silent, Shen Hedong smiled again to ease the atmosphere, and said, "Forget it, it has nothing to do with you, I'll talk to him."

On the day of Lu Wanxing's operation, the two doctors, Shen Wenhua and Shen Hewei were very serious, and the nurses who came in and out of the ward talked less than usual.

Shen Hewei stood by the window with the consent form for the operation in his hand, without signing it for a long time.

In fact, he had already obtained the consent form last night.

But when he picked up the pen and was about to sign, he realized that the meaning of collecting glandular cells was different from that of him. On the premise that they had separated, Lu Wanxing completed the operation and removed the marks, which meant that he had a real relationship with him. It doesn't matter anymore.

It took Shen Hewei more than two years to understand that his love for Lu Wanxing was one person's love for another person, but he didn't know what Lu Wanxing was for him.

I used to love, but now I don't want to love, and it has always been a simple pheromone attraction.

The torment caused by this pain is even worse than the numbness of the glands, being stirred in the flesh and blood by cold instruments.

The uncertainty of the person who cares about him, the other person has complete freedom from now on. Shen Hewei is sure that he lost the freedom after falling in love with Lu Wanxing, and Lu Wanxing will finally have it.

If Lu Wanxing intends to enjoy this freedom and find a new Alpha who hasn't hurt him... Shen Hewei doesn't want to think about it anymore, but thinks about it over and over again like masochistic.

The doctor knocked on the door and came to urge him personally: "Consent letter."

Shen Hewei subconsciously turned to look at Lu Wanxing, and Lu Wanxing also looked at him, his eyes as calm as usual.

Shen Hewei exhaled slowly and signed his name.

The operation took a long time. The doctor said it was about two hours, but it actually took less than four hours.

When Shen Wenhua said that he was dizzy, Shen Hewei realized that he had walked back and forth at the door of the operating room countless times.

"Sit for a while." Shen Wenhua said, "You won't be needed until he comes out. Keep your spirits up."

"Is the pheromone not enough?"

"No one came out, which means it went well."

"I think……"

Shen Wenhua said: "Don't think about anything, just sit here."

The movement of Shen Hewei sitting down was a bit incoherent, Shen Wenhua sighed: "Why bother?"

Shen Hewei's face darkened, and he didn't speak for a while.

Lu Wanxing finally came out, but he received an anesthetic in the middle, and he still hasn't woken up.

The doctor told Shen Hewei: "I can't see any problems for the time being, so I can only observe more, except for temporarily not being exposed to the chaotic environment of pheromones - he can't be exposed, and it will take at least half a month to be discharged from the hospital."

"In terms of diet, there are no taboos, and you can eat whatever is nutritious. Finally, there must be emotional problems caused by pheromone imbalance and hormone imbalance recently. Family members should pay more attention."

There was only one person left in Lu Wanxing's ward. Shen Wenhua put on the pheromone isolation sticker and went in to watch him for a few minutes before being urged home by Shen Hewei.

He kept watch until night before Lu Wanxing woke up. He seemed to be in severe pain and lay motionless.

Shen and Wei had experienced the same feeling. At this time, their hearts seemed to be gripped by a strong hand. They didn't know if it was sore or painful, but they just wanted to bear it instead of Lu Wanxing.

He also thought about the 24 injections that Lu Wanxing had given, and he felt a constant sense of frustration. He thought, it would be fine if he went with him to get the last injection.

But he didn't.

Lu Wanxing's operation was twice as complicated. Compared with Shen Hewei's collection of cells, another piece was cut off.

In the first few days, except for going to the toilet, he lay on the ground, didn't move as much as he could, and didn't have the energy to talk, and kept opening his mouth when he was eating.

After the wound healed slowly, and the body gradually got used to the loss of part of the marking block contaminated with Alpha pheromone, Shen and Wei began to experience the emotional problems that the doctor said.

The meal was delivered half an hour ago, but Lu Wanxing was asleep, so Shen Hewei didn't call him.

Finally, when he moved under the covers and seemed to be awake even when he heard his breathing, Shen Hewei opened the thermos and called Lu Wanxing: "It's time to eat. Today we have stewed fish, which you like."

Lu Wanxing turned over, Shen Hewei said it several times, went around to the other side of the hospital bed, bent down and called him: "Eat, do you hear me?"

Lu Wanxing closed his eyes and said, "I don't want to eat."

Shen Hewei held his wrist, trying to pull him up, and continued to persuade him: "What if you don't eat? You are an adult, not a child, and you have to eat according to the order, not whether you have an appetite. Besides, you always don't eat. What if you are hungry?" manage?"

Lu Wanxing felt irritated for a while, and wanted to take his hand away from Shen Hewei's.

Shen Hewei was afraid of hurting him, so he didn't use much strength, but Lu Wanxing hit the bowl that Shen Hewei was holding in the other hand, and when the bowl fell, it hit the dinner plate on the bedside table.

The sound of pinging, bang, bang and bang rang for a while.

Lu Wanxing sat up on the bed, thinking of the movement of Shen Hewei walking around just now, and seeing the mess on the ground, he couldn't help being irritable anymore, and shouted at him with reddish eyes: "Didn't you say you don't want to eat? Do not you upset!"

Shen Hewei was only stunned for a moment, and quickly stroked Lu Wanxing's shoulder: "Okay, okay, don't eat now, I'll clean up, and you continue to sleep."

"How do I sleep?"

Lu Wanxing's emotions have completely collapsed, and he feels that there is no one in the world who is more broken than him. Tears are falling down, and there is a strong crying sound in his voice.

"Make so many noises, now the room smells like rice, how do you let me sleep, did you do it on purpose! Shen Hewei, you did it on purpose!"

"It was my mistake, okay? I'll clean it up right away and make sure there's no smell," Shen Hewei leaned down, his tone patient all the time, holding half of Lu Wanxing's face with his hand, and repeatedly wiped his tears with his thumb, "I I know I was wrong, baby, don't be angry."

"Who told you to call me baby?!"

"Okay, I won't bark, I won't bark." Shen Hewei said, "Drink water? Pour you a glass of water."

Seeing his skillful movements, Lu Wanxing was annoyed that he was dangling in front of his eyes 24 hours a day, not going to work, and remembered that he took Shen Hedong's car back a few days ago, and said that the cooperation with the Lu family was not going well.

It was obviously Shen Hewei who wanted to make trouble with Lu Zerong, but hearing what Shen Hedong said, he thought it was Lu Wanxing's fault.

When did Lu Wanxing say, let him kill eight hundred enemies and hurt one thousand to trip Lu Zerong?

The old and new grudges came together, Lu Wanxing almost hated Shen and Wei to death.

The water glass was handed to him, without even thinking about it, he pushed it again, and more than half of the glass of warm water spilled on Shen Hewei's wrist.

"I don't want to see you!" Lu Wanxing said, "Go!"

"Okay, okay, I'll leave in a while." Shen Hewei said with a good temper, "I'll leave when you stop crying, okay?"

"No! I want you to go now!"

He was afraid that Lu Wanxing's movement would hurt his wound, so he subconsciously hugged Lu Wanxing, and was slapped by Lu Wanxing.

Shen Hewei seemed to feel nothing, coaxing:

"Then you don't cry anymore. The doctor said not to get too excited, do you remember?"

Lu Wanxing was hugged by him, and when Shen Hewei really didn't want him to move around, he couldn't even move his fingers, and was so angry that he burst into tears again.

Shen Hewei coaxed in a hurry, during which time Lu Wanxing was hit so many times.

When Lu Wanxing finally calmed down, Shen Hewei began to sweep and mop the floor, and then went out to borrow deodorant from the cleaner, and cleaned up for half an hour.

After cleaning, finally pushed open the window away from the hospital bed, turned around to confirm with Lu Wanxing: "Is there no smell?"

Lu Wanxing hugged the quilt, and after she stopped crying, she just sat there blankly.

When he didn't speak, Shen Hewei came over, squatted beside the bed, held his hand, and asked softly, "Are you still sleepy?"

Just now was probably the time that Lu Wanxing cried the most since they met. Right now, his eyes are still red, and the tip of his nose is also red, and he twitches from time to time.

Lu Wanxing ignored him and lay down with his back to him. Shen Hewei also got up and helped him cover the quilt.

Not long after, Lu Wanxing heard the sound of water in the bathroom.

His clothes were also stained just now, but he didn't care.

Shen Hewei is actually quite obsessed with cleanliness. Today, I don't know why, he didn't have any fuss, and he didn't ask anyone to clean it up, so he did it by himself.

Lu Wanxing fell asleep again in a daze amidst the sound of water, and when she woke up, she was looking into Shen Hewei's eyes for an unknown amount of time.

The first sentence is still: "Did you eat?"