evening star evening star

When summer comes again, another three months have passed.

The sun is too hot and the cicadas are too noisy.

Previously, Lu Wanxing spent that period of time in depression and silence, without the energy to think about gland surgery.

After moving away, it is equivalent to being in a space without its own Alpha pheromone at all. Logically speaking, it is impossible.

The two times Shen and Wei went to him, they sent pheromones.

In the first month, Shen Hewei successfully cultured the glandular cells collected in the hospital, and obtained a sufficient amount of pheromone as he wished.

Lu Wanxing did not undergo surgery, the hospital sealed it in a container similar to a diffuser, and one tube can be used for more than a month.

Shen He sent off twice, and met Lu Wanxing on both sides.

Shen Wenhua probably knew about their separation, but probably didn't know the reason.

He called Lu Wanxing and asked Lu Wanxing to go shopping, but in the end it was really just shopping, and there was no need to ask Lu Wanxing any questions.

Lu Wanxing could tell that Shen Wenhua was very sad, and he didn't contact Shen Wenhua any more simply because he had conflicts with Shen Hewei.

Once again, he felt that Shen Wenhua was really cute, kind of cute without being silly, simple and casual.

Lu Wanxing is willing to admit that he envies Shen Wenhua's character, which is the calmness that can only be developed without being forced to bow his head for a day.

During the ten years he knew Ding Fanhui, maybe Ding Fanhui never lived a day in such a state.

From that time on, he resumed contact with Shen Wenhua.

Just like before when he and Shen Hewei lived under the same roof and maintained their marriage relationship.

They often send messages to each other, talking about everything from cold jokes to current affairs news, and when they discover new dessert shops, they will immediately meet to taste them together.

Not long before meeting Shen Hewei for the second time, Shen Wenhua asked Lu Wanxing to visit the art exhibition, a well-known oil painter in recent years, the art exhibition was very successful, from people from all walks of life to the authoritative paper media reports, all cooperated well Seamless.

Lu Wanxing was also shocked when he went to see it.

He realized that his admiration and love for paintings, no one knows when it started, was no longer all about the guilt towards Ding Fanhui when he was an art student in his second year of high school.

He is used to pinning his emotions in his paintings, and the colors and lines of others have begun to arouse his empathy more than words or sounds.

Huahua gradually became personal to him and became a part of Lu Wanxing, not just to "continue" Ding Fanhui's life.

Lu Wanxing and Shen Wenhua stayed in that art exhibition for a long time. Before leaving, Shen Wenhua still felt Lu Wanxing's reluctance. He encouraged and comforted him: "You are still young, and you still have days to struggle."

Lu Wanxing nodded and smiled at Shen Wenhua.

Shen Wenhua didn't hesitate for too long, and asked Lu Wanxing in a natural tone: "Did you and He Wei quarrel?"

Lu Wanxing thought for a while and said, "It's not considered a quarrel."

It had been decided that no matter what, the marriage that would last decently had only existed for less than two years, and it was originally a commercial marriage. Lu Wanxing was indeed a little embarrassed when facing Shen Wenhua.

"Although I don't know why, it must be that he is not good."

Shen Wenhua took Lu Wanxing's arm, and after leaving the painting exhibition, the two of them did not rush back and walked along the river together: "In the end, you are still young, and he has that kind of personality..., bumping into each other, yes inevitable."

"Let me tell you from the bottom of my heart, I still find it strange that you haven't had any conflicts for so long. When two people are together, how can there be no conflicts?"

"There is no chance for conflicts with strangers who are out of reach."

Shen Wenhua was right.

When Lu Wanxing and Shen Hewei first got married, to each other, the state was really similar to that of strangers.

As the scarred past was gradually revealed, it seemed that something had been realized, and the two had to distance themselves.

At least, Lu Wanxing can no longer pretend that nothing happened and bombard Shen Hewei's WeChat.

Sometimes he felt that this was a good thing for him and Shen Hewei, but sometimes, Lu Wanxing would think, what's wrong with living like when he was just married?

Lu Wanxing had no intention of going over old accounts, and it saved both of them the pain of depression.

It may be because he thought of Ding Fanhui that day, and when he thought of Ding Fanhui, for the first time, he didn't only feel guilty, puzzled and escaped.

He felt the empathy, the empathy caused by the painting.

When the painting became a private part of Lu Wanxing, it was as if he had his own life.

He is not just Ding Fanhui's burden, but also the person Lu Xi hates and wants to get close to, and the person Shen Hewei falls in love with and wants to push away.

He is Lu Wanxing, and what he paints with his brush is himself.

So for the first time, he had the feeling that he was not shrouded in clouds.

After the doctor in the small hospital told him that the embryo was "gone", it was the first time that he got out of the rain cloud that followed closely and was exposed to the sun once.

The second meeting with Shen Hewei was a few days after the art exhibition, in the evening of one day.

Although the heat is still there, the air is dry, and the evening breeze brings a slight coolness, which is the most comfortable time of the day.

It was neither early nor late, Shen He asked slightly, and Lu Wanxing hadn't eaten yet, so he tentatively asked him out, but Lu Wanxing did not refuse.

I went to sit down at a nearby tea restaurant, and the waiting time for the meal was not too long. Apart from passing tissues and knives and forks occasionally, the two of them had little communication.

After eating, Lu Wanxing went to the bathroom, came back and sat down, and said to Shen Hewei: "I think my body is almost recovered. When do you have time, can you go for surgery?"

The pheromone from last time has been used up during the period when Lu Wanxing lived alone. The surgery means that Shen and Wei still need to collect glandular cells again.

But he didn't say anything about adjusting the working hours, only said: "Understood, I will arrange it."

He has lost weight recently, Lu Wanxing can tell, the contours of his brows and eyes are deeper, with a gloomy tiredness, when he looks at Lu Wanxing, his eyes are very focused.

The conversation should come to an end here, just as Lu Wanxing was about to signal the waiter to pay the bill, Shen Hewei called his name: "Lu Wanxing."

"Ok?"

"After the operation, what are your plans?" Shen Hewei leaned his upper body forward slightly, facing Lu Wanxing, and asked after consideration, "This time is suitable for returning to school, what do you think?"

Lu Wanxing did have this plan. Shen Hewei looked at his expression and said, "If you plan to go back to school, I will start preparations and move the office to Linshi."

Lu Wanxing said, "What are you going to do?"

Shen Hewei looked at him straight, and Lu Wanxing felt his strength for a long time.

But when he said it, his tone was quite gentle: "What do you say I'm going to do? Do you expect me to say that there is something that I must deal with in Linshi?"

"Of course it's because you're going, so I'll go with you."

Lu Wanxing said, "But I don't want you to follow."

"You can't have the final say on everything." Shen Hewei seemed to be reasonable, "I did a lot of things wrong, and I didn't justify myself, but we are married after all, since you didn't mention it, then you You should also know that I will not agree to a divorce. My Omega usually lives in Lin City, why shouldn't I go there?"

Lu Wanxing stared at him with round eyes.

However, Shen Hewei is well versed in the way of negotiation, and knows how to assess the situation best. It took only a minute for him to talk smartly, and then he immediately changed his attitude: "Of course, I won't bother you often. It would be nice to meet once in a while, depending on your mood." ,Okay?"

Lu Wanxing didn't say yes or no, it was simply because Shen and Wei had already made a decision, and it wasn't Lu Wanxing's control.

Besides, Shen Hewei said "I won't bother you often", Lu Wanxing believed this sentence.

Because in the past six months, neither Shen nor Wei forced him to do anything.

Before moving out, he didn't want to talk to Shen Hewei, and Shen Hewei just paid attention to his daily life silently.

Recalling the reversal of the state of the two people, it happened overnight.

On the day Shen Hewei collected glandular cells, Lu Wanxing went to the hospital.

Shen Wenhua was also there, but he didn't know that it was the second time for Shen and Wei.

Shen Hewei walked into the preparation room wearing a suit, and was pushed out wearing a surgical gown.

Because he didn't take anesthesia, he was awake, and when he passed by Lu Wanxing, he kept looking at Lu Wanxing.

But after only watching for half a minute, he was pushed into the observation room.

Lu Wanxing was sitting on a chair outside the observation room, next to Shen Wenhua, and the two of them subconsciously clenched their hands tightly.

After a while, Shen Wenhua wiped Lu Wanxing's face with his other hand, and his voice was choked up: "The doctor said he's fine, don't cry."

Lu Wanxing lowered her head unexpectedly, tears dripping down the back of her hand again.

When Shen Hewei was just pushed out, his eyes were tightly closed, as if enduring great pain.

His forehead was covered with a layer of soybean-sized beads of sweat, and his temples were drenched with sweat. His entire face was tilted towards a disastrous defeat, and his eyelids trembled slightly. It was an uncontrollable trembling under the severe pain.

Lu Wanxing remembered that within a few hours after the last collection, he went home and said to Lu Wanxing, "I need to reconsider."