Delay first love

[Yesterday’s update has been modified, those who haven’t seen it can take a look]

In the middle of the night, Zhong Ye quietly got out of bed, followed the smell of pheromones, and walked in the direction of Lu Jincheng.

They chatted for a long time, then Lu Jincheng's voice became smaller and smaller, Zhong Ye also remained silent, and soon the room fell into complete silence, Zhong Ye didn't fall asleep, he was afraid that Lu Jincheng would catch cold sitting on the sofa with his clothes together, so Stayed until midnight, got up and put on a coat for Lu Jincheng.

He stretched out his hands and groped forward, the few steps were very long, until his leg touched Lu Jincheng's knee, the sudden obstacle made him gasp in fright, and when he was about to put his coat on Lu Jincheng, Lu Jincheng Waking up suddenly, he put his arms around Zhong Ye's waist.

Zhong Ye staggered and fell into Lu Jincheng's arms. He supported the back of the sofa with both hands stiffly, feeling Lu Jincheng's face rubbing against his shoulders all the way to his chest.

An all-too-familiar action.

Zhong Ye originally wanted to hug Lu Jincheng, but then he felt that it was too close, which didn't match the current relationship between the two of them.

In fact, what he wants is not an apology or a correction from Lu Jincheng, and he doesn't know what he needs. He just feels that there is still a faint obstacle between him and Lu Jincheng. It may be Lu Yue, it may be Yao Yan, or It might be them, Zhong Ye didn't bother to think about it, now his mind is full of his eyesight recovery problem, and the delayed update of comics.

Lu Jincheng is seeking to get back together.

Zhong Ye understood what he meant.

He always pretended to be strong in front of Song Ranqiu and Yao Yan, as if he was not afraid of anything, but as soon as Lu Jincheng came, he became weak, and even had to spread his anger on Lu Jincheng to relieve his mental pressure during this period.

This reminded him of a saying that humans are social animals, and only by trying to make themselves group together can they not be isolated. This is a self-protection mechanism learned by human beings in the process of growing up. The performance of grouping is restraint, but facing the closest When there is a person, the subconscious mind will release a signal of safety.

Ever since Lu Jincheng confessed that he has nothing to do with Zhu Siyu, Zhong Ye has gradually returned to the status of a breeder. His cub belongs only to him, and he is only gentle and obedient in front of him.

Zhong Ye's subconscious told him: The little lion will love you forever.

His neckline was slightly open, and Lu Jincheng buried his face in it without permission, sucking the skin of his shoulder and neck, making the sound of his breathing become numb in the middle of the night, Zhong Ye felt the anxiety of Lu Jincheng's movements, and his heart gradually lost control, Lu Jincheng untied the bell The two buttons of Ye's pajamas, the lips shifted to the bottom of Zhong Ye's collarbone.

The pheromone fit played a role again, and Zhong Ye felt indescribably comfortable.

Lu Jincheng's hand poked in from the hem of his clothes, and rubbed along Zhong Ye's waist all the way up.

Zhong Ye struggled slightly in the confinement of Lu Jincheng's arms, until Lu Jincheng let go of the red spot, and suddenly said: "Lin Zhiyi has a two-year-old child, very cute and well-behaved, the first time I saw him, I thought of him. about you."

Zhong Ye was stunned.

"We can—"

"No," Zhong Ye said, "I just want to wait for my eyes to recover, and I won't think about other things for now."

Lu Jincheng's body froze, Zhong Ye took the opportunity to escape from his arms, threw the coat on Lu Jincheng's lap, then ran back to the bed in a messy pace, covered the quilt, and strangled the rising beauty in the cradle .

Lu Jincheng didn't speak any more, Zhong Ye heaved a sigh of relief.

Lu Jincheng didn't know whether it was because he was too tired or because he was comforted by Zhong Ye's pheromones. He slept until nine o'clock in the morning, and Zhong Ye woke up early. After a while, he was really bored, so he got out of bed alone and asked the nurse to order two breakfasts, "Yes Soy milk? One with sugar and one without.”

"Ok!"

Lu Jincheng likes sweet food, especially sweet soy milk.

It is best to use the very light-tasting non-dregs soy milk on the street, which is so light that there is no soy flavor, one piece and five cups, but Lu Jincheng liked it very much the first time he drank it, even though Zhong Ye reminded him many times, that kind of soy milk is nothing Nutritious, but Lu Jincheng still fell in love with him. The diet sent to the high-end ward in the hospital was naturally particular, and there would be no soy milk for one yuan and five yuan. Zhong Ye smiled in his heart.

He suddenly began to miss the past, he remembered that when he first went to Changming Apartment to take care of Lu Jincheng, he bought all kinds of street food for Lu Jincheng every day, Lu Jincheng was also dumbfounded, he would eat whatever Zhong Ye gave him, it was very easy to feed.

Later, Lu Yue implicitly reminded Zhong Ye, and Zhong Ye started to cook honestly.

In the past five years, he has eaten a lot of delicious food and been to many high-end restaurants, but he still thinks that the [-] yuan deluxe multigrain pancake he bought for Lu Jincheng at that time is the best.

There was movement on the sofa, and Lu Jincheng probably woke up.

Zhong Ye sat by the bed and asked, "Stay here for breakfast, I've already ordered it."

Lu Jincheng was a little dazed just after waking up, "Okay."

He took a set of disposable toiletries and went into the bathroom. After coming out, he sat by the bed and finished breakfast face to face with Zhong Ye. Neither of them mentioned the unfinished conversation last night.

Zhong Ye thought about it, cute and well-behaved baby?

Actually...he wasn't unwilling, he fantasized about the scene of Lu Jincheng taking care of the child, and couldn't help laughing out loud.

After Lu Jincheng went to work, two children came to Zhong Ye's ward. They carefully explained to the nurse: "We like Teacher Zhong very much! We don't want to disturb him. It doesn't matter if he doesn't want to see us. We just want to convey Find out what we think."

The nurse wouldn't let them in.

"We don't take pictures. Believe it or not, the two of us didn't bring our phones."

"No."

Zhong Ye put on his coat, trimmed his hair, then walked out of the bedroom, leaning on the wall of the small living room to the door, he held the handle and opened the door, then smiled at the nurse: "It's okay, let them in."

The nurse nodded in embarrassment, and she whispered in Zhong Ye's ear, "Both are patients in the hematology department. One is 15 years old and the other is 16 years old. Both are beta."

"Okay, I know."

The two children excitedly followed Zhong Ye into the small living room. The boy contemplated for a long time, and then summoned up the courage to say, "Mr. Zhong, I really like you very much. I have read all three of your works many times. One season is over, Mr. Zhong, I am not here to disturb you, I just want to come here to wish you a speedy recovery."

Zhong Ye smiled, found a seat and sat down, "Thank you."

The girl also said: "I was amwayed by him, and now I am also your loyal fan! I like your "Cute Pet Restaurant" the most, and I want to have a Didi cat in my dream!"

Zhong Ye smiled slightly, "Why are you hospitalized?"

The girl hesitated for a moment, and then said: "It's nothing, I'm just sick, Teacher Zhong, don't be afraid, the doctors here are very good, you will definitely recover soon."

Seeing that the girl had reservations, Zhong Ye didn't ask any further questions, but just said, "You guys will too."

The two children chattered about Zhong Ye's works and their favorite characters. Zhong Ye's ward hadn't been this lively for a long time, and he didn't interrupt, just listening quietly. The girl took the initiative to say: "Mr. Zhong, I I like drawing very much, and I want to be a cartoonist like you in the future."

Zhong Ye smiled and said, "Okay."

The boy said quietly: "You can draw better than the kindergarten children."

The girl was so angry that she punched the boy, Zhong Ye raised his hand to stop him: "Don't make trouble, don't make trouble, it's great to have hobbies and ideals, and the skills can be improved slowly, there is plenty of time."

"Hmph, do you hear that?" the girl said.

After the two children left, the nurse came in to check Zhong Ye's gauze, and Zhong Ye asked, "Are those two children seriously ill just now?"

"leukemia."

Zhong Ye was stunned, and asked incredulously, "Leukemia?"

"Yeah, it's a pity that I'm only in my teens, but now the cure rate of leukemia is very high."

Despite this, Zhong Ye was still in a low mood, so he took the initiative to call Lu Jincheng, "Are you busy? Can I trouble you to buy two of my comics for me?"

"doing what?"

"Give it away, you may have to go to the bookstore. Ordinary bookstores may not have it yet. I remember that there is a comics specialty store in Boya Mall. There may be some there. If it doesn't work, buy it online—"

Before Zhong Ye finished speaking, Lu Jincheng said, "Okay, I got it."

Zhong Ye doubts whether Lu Jincheng can buy his comics. Although Lu Jincheng has been paying attention to his career, after all, Lu Jincheng has no interest in comics and shopping. He never thought that when Lu Jincheng came over at night, he really Brought it to Zhong Ye.

Zhong Ye was worried, and showed it to the nurse: "Is this "Cute Pet Restaurant"?"

When the nurse said yes, Zhong Ye breathed a sigh of relief.

Lu Jincheng was very dissatisfied, and his tone was indifferent: "Do you think I can't read?"

Zhong Ye smiled sheepishly, and reluctantly explained: "Boss Lu has a lot to do every day, I'm afraid that such flamboyant and unnutritious things won't catch your eyes."

Lu Jincheng ignored him.

Zhong Ye asked Lu Jincheng to point out the blank space on the title page of the manga. He took a deep breath, then used his muscle memory to sign, and he showed it to Lu Jincheng: "Is it crooked? Can you recognize it?"

"Yes." Lu Jincheng said concisely, obviously still angry.

Zhong Ye said with a straight face, "Accompany me to the ninth floor, okay?"

Lu Jincheng didn't ask why, and took the initiative to stretch out his hand in front of Zhong Ye. Zhong Ye originally held Lu Jincheng's hand subconsciously, but after he realized it, he changed to his forearm. He clasped Lu Jincheng's sleeve with both hands, and was wearing a down jacket , went to the ninth floor, "9036, are you there yet?"

"Ah."

Zhong Ye reached out to knock on the door, and it was the boy's mother who opened it. She didn't know Zhong Ye, so she asked suspiciously, "What's the matter?"

"I'll give Yuanyuan and Mingxuan a gift."

When the girl heard Zhong Ye's voice, she immediately got out of bed and ran over, and said pleasantly, "Mr. Zhong!"

The boy also ran over quickly.

"Here you are." Zhong Ye handed out the manga in his arms, and the two children took it flattered, opened the title page and found Zhong Ye's signature, almost screamed, Zhong Ye quickly stopped him, tilted his head, and kissed Said: "Your blessings are the best gift I have ever received, and this will be my return gift."

The girl sobbed and said, "Mr. Zhong, after I recover from my illness, I will definitely become a cartoonist. I also want to raise a cat named Didi."

"Okay, I hope you will come to see me with your comics and Didi."

Lu Jincheng was listening to this conversation, and his heart was extremely moved. Zhong Ye's gentleness is full of strength at this moment. If Zhong Ye five years ago was only enough to warm Lu Jincheng alone, then Zhong Ye now can not only resist the fear of blindness alone, Being able to warm everyone around him, Zhong Ye has really changed a lot.

For Lu Jincheng, it was a meaningless separation for five years, but for Zhong Ye, it was a growth visible to the naked eye. Lu Jincheng began to reflect on whether he had to grow up to be worthy of Zhong Ye?

Back in the elevator, Zhong Ye hadn't traveled this far for a long time, his legs were sore, he couldn't stand still, and he was ashamed to let Lu Jincheng hug him, so he leaned softly by Lu Jincheng's side.

Lu Jincheng helped him back to the room, and Zhong Ye lay back on the bed exhausted. His down jacket was long, and the zipper got stuck half way. Lu Jincheng came over to help Zhong Ye deal with it. His warm breath hit Zhong Ye. In his chest, Zhong Ye felt his heart beating faster.

After hearing that the two children had leukemia, Zhong Ye's mood was not very high. At this moment, he really wanted to talk and wanted Lu Jincheng to accompany him.

Lu Jincheng unzipped the zipper, put his arms around Zhong Ye's waist and hugged him, Zhong Ye paused, decided to give up the deliberate alienation, and got into the embrace of the little lion, his forehead rubbed against Lu Jincheng's cheek, and his hands were ready to hook Lu Jincheng grabbed Lu Jincheng's neck, but before he could move, Lu Jincheng pulled off the down jacket under Zhong Ye, and then put Zhong Ye back on the bed.

...It turned out that it was just to help him take off his coat.

Zhong Ye bit his lip and tried to find a topic: "Lu Jincheng, are you busy with work today?"

"It's okay." Lu Jincheng helped Zhong Ye straighten the quilt and pour water, "Is there anything else I can do?"

"No, are you going home?"

Lu Jincheng thought it was an order to chase away guests. He felt that after Zhong Ye came back from the ninth floor, he became unhappy again. Maybe staying with him was really boring. Lu Jincheng withdrew his hand, "Then I'll go back."

Zhong Ye clenched his fists helplessly, he wanted to keep him but he had no excuses, he only blamed him for throwing a tantrum at Lu Jincheng, and he didn't leave any room for him, and now he couldn't get off the stage even more.

"Oh, be careful on the road," he whispered.

The author has something to say:

I suddenly felt that it would be fun for Lu Jincheng to take care of the cubs (crazy and raising babies, as long as they live)