that bastard i love

On the way back, I was stopped by the traffic police on the viaduct for inspection.

When the traffic policeman asked Zhang Min for his ID card and driver's license, he was confused.

He had been driving for so many years, and it was the first time he was checked, and he didn't usually have the habit of bringing his ID, so he could only park the car next to the gas station and wait for the traffic police to confirm his identity before going home.

Zhang Min was shivering in the car.

It wasn't that cold when he went out, but when it got dark, the air became icy cold.

"Uh... why don't you go to the gas station to buy a cup of coffee to warm it up first, we'll confirm that it will take a while." The little traffic policeman leaned out of the car window and said a little embarrassedly.

No one would have thought that at this juncture, there would be problems with the scanner.

Zhang Min nodded helplessly, got out of the car, and walked to the store in the gas station.

Entering the store, there are already several car owners sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, eating instant noodles, drinking coffee, and so on.

"Please help me get a cup of Mocha coffee." Zhang Min took off his coat, found a random seat and sat down.

"If you love someone, say it now, in this busy moment, before it becomes a regret."

The small TV above the head is playing a certain emotional program.

Zhang Min looked at it for a while and then lowered his head.

His own feelings are in a mess now, what right does he have to manage other people's feelings?

During the three years with Wen Gulin, he wantonly enjoyed the warmth Wen Gulin brought him, and enjoyed Wen Gulin's love for him.

But he ignored Wen Gulin's feelings.

A person's life is to make mistakes constantly, and then make up for it, but in the end it is nothing.

He is not afraid of making mistakes, what he is afraid of is that he cannot make up for those mistakes, and finally he will remember those regrets when he is old and his hair is gray.

Many people say that when a person breaks up with you, no matter how entangled and struggled, at least at the moment he makes a decision, he feels that he will live better without you.

Is it really?

Would Wen Gulin's life be better without Zhang Min?

It seems... and it is true.

Now, he is not even sure whether Wen Gulin will go home with him.

But the only thing he can be sure of is that if they are separated like this, it will be full of regrets when they think about it many years later.

He wanted to find Wen Gulin, not that Wen Gulin had to go home with him.

He just wanted to apologize for all his actions of ignoring Wen Gulin in the past three years.

He always thought that he stood in front of Wen Gulin, shielding him from the wind, frost, rain and snow, but he never looked back. The thing he wanted to protect had already quietly passed away.

If you love someone, say it now, in this busy moment, before it becomes a regret...

Listening to this passage played on TV, Zhang Min made up his mind, put down the coffee in his hand, and walked out of the store with his mobile phone.

It was completely dark, and only street lamps illuminated the road ahead in the dark night, guiding people on their way home.

Looking at the dim light, Zhang Min's vision was blurred, and he kept looking over. In countless dreams, he saw that person standing in front of him, smiling happily at him, but when he walked in, he could only hug him. Full of air.

"Wen Gulin, I love you." Zhang Min lowered his head and whispered into the phone, his voice hoarse.

And the other party didn't respond.

Only then did Zhang Min realize that he thought he had lost Wen Gulin, but the reality was that Wen Gulin had already given up on him.

It turned out that Gu Lin was walking in front, but he turned his head frequently.

But this time, the person he loved didn't look back.

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Qin Ji hung up the phone and looked at the contacts displayed on the phone with a dazed expression.

He doesn't seem to have this contact...

It took him a while to realize that it wasn't his phone...it seemed to be Wen Gulin's.

Forget it, he still doesn't talk to Wen Gulin, otherwise he will answer the phone blindly and Wen Gulin will definitely kill him when he finds out...