Breaking the bend to induce deep routines

So, does he like Gu Yan?

Lu Lu didn't dare to think deeply, his first reaction was to escape, and he didn't dare to face it.

Homosexuality is not a big deal, but it is far away from me. In the past 25 years of cognition, it seems that I have never thought that I would have anything to do with it.

Now that he has such terrible thoughts about Gu Yan, Lu Lu feels a little ashamed.

From now on, let's just be ordinary friends and gradually alienate them. Going forward, Lu Lu is afraid that what awaits him is an abyss.

Homosexuality may not be terrible, but if homosexuality stubbornly likes someone who doesn't like itself, it will be a disaster.

And he doesn't want to become such a person, wouldn't it be good to live this life easily?Why bother to find happiness for yourself?And, he believed, he would soon put such thoughts behind him.

It must be because Gu Yan has always been so kind to him that he became dependent.And he usually has few friends, so he had the idea that he wanted to monopolize Gu Yan.

The phone in his pocket kept vibrating over and over again, Lu Lu pressed it again and again, the phone continued to ring relentlessly, for a moment, Lu Lu wanted to turn off the phone directly, but felt that such an approach was too petty.

Looking at the screen, it was Gu Yan calling again.

Look at this person, he is obviously just a friend, but he insists on caring to this extent.

If he keeps not answering, Lu Lu suspects that the other party may even rush to his house.

"En." Lu Lu responded, indicating that he was answering.

"Did something happen?" Gu Yan asked cautiously.

"It's okay." Lu Lu replied.

"Are you home?" the other party asked again.

"It's here." In order not to worry Gu Yan, Lu Lu naturally said that he had already arrived home, and he was not angry with Gu Yan, he was just angry with himself, what he hated was himself who had these thoughts.

However, it seemed to be specifically against him. A tricycle with its own horn passed by Lu Lu, and the horn cyclically played: recycling of second-hand home appliances, exchange of scissors, and kitchen knives.

How come there are still such tricycles in the bustling metropolis, Lu Lu thought.

However, the next second, he was embarrassed.The horn was so loud that it must have reached the phone.

His 40-story bird's nest will never make such noise.

Sure enough, Gu Yan immediately asked: "Where are you now?"

"I don't know, I can go anywhere. Don't worry, I'll take a Didi taxi right away." Lu Lu said hastily.

"Send me the location." Gu Yan said without doubt.

"I promise to take a taxi home right away."

"Didn't you say that you are in a hurry, and you have something important to do at home?" The other party's tone was calm, and there was nothing wrong with it.

"En." Lu Lu had no choice but to respond.Anyway, there is no way to explain his abnormal behavior.

"Send the location, wait for me where I am."

"Hmm." Lu Lu felt like a primary school student who had done something wrong and was waiting for criticism, but the attitude of the parents was strange, not angry at all, but made him terrified.

He even hoped that Gu Yan would be angry and ask him why he lied to him, which would also give him a reason to complain about Gu Yan's bad temper and find an excuse to hate him.

But this person is like this, no matter when, he is so kind to people.

Obviously, he is an adult now, so it won't do anything if he doesn't care about it.

How can he resist the tenderness and care given by Gu Yan?

Although it is said that a person can be very good, it does not mean that after enjoying the care and care given by others, he can still deal with it calmly after losing it.

Gu Yan is not afraid, will his other half be jealous in the future?

Lu Lu stood where he was, feeling a little depressed. The weather at the end of October was a bit chilly, and a thin coat was no longer enough to resist the night wind.Looking around, I realized that I had come to a small road adjacent to the middle of the two residential areas.

There are not many cars coming and going, but there are quite a few bicycles and battery cars. The street lights stretch the figure of Lu Lu very long.

For a moment, Lu Lu was confused, not knowing what he was doing.

Sometimes, no matter how anxious you are, you shouldn't just walk around like this and ask others to worry for you. However, after all, you are an ordinary person, and you will always be impulsive. It is really difficult to think twice before acting.

At this moment, when his reason returned, he felt that what he did today was really inappropriate, at least he had to cover it up perfectly in front of Gu Yan.

Gu Yan's car arrived soon, before Lu Lu hesitated whether to go forward, he saw Gu Yan opened the car door and walked towards him against the light.

Two intertwined figures instantly appeared on the ground, and the other one gradually elongated until it surpassed his own.

"You're here." Lu Lu said a little helplessly.

"Well, what's the matter, let's talk about it when we go back." Gu Yan nodded.

The two walked into the car one after the other, like a farce, without a vigorous process, it just ended so smoothly.

"Aren't you angry?" Sitting in the car, Lu Lu asked a little nervously.

"Angry? What did you do to hurt me?"

"That's not it."

"If that's the case, why should I be angry?" Gu Yan paused for a moment, and then said: "Lu Lu, I'm just worried about you. If there's anything else, I might as well go home and think about it. When you're in a bad mood, your brain and reaction will be slow. , if you encounter danger, you will be in trouble. Look at the current society, under the cloak of calm, news such as indiscriminate hurting people is not uncommon."

Lu retorted weakly: "I'm a big man, so I'm not afraid."

"Well, I know. But any accident that might happen, I want to avoid."

Lu Lu was silent for a while, and then said, "Why don't you ask me?"

"Everyone will have times when they suddenly feel down, and such childish behavior will also happen to everyone. Lu Lu, if you want to tell me, you will naturally say it. If you don't want to, then I will naturally not ask too much .”

"You are too considerate." Lu Lu said helplessly.

"Why. Being too empathetic makes you feel hypocritical?"

"No, it's good. Really." Lu Lu turned his head to look out of the car window and stopped talking.

He will not misinterpret Gu Yan's good intentions. In his opinion, if mature and prudent dealing with people can be interpreted as hypocrisy, then he really doesn't know what kind of three views this society should flaunt.

Gu Yan is very good, really good.

So even as a friend, he can't monopolize him.

"Gu Yan, I might be busy next time, and I don't think I have much time to spend a whole day leisurely like this." When he was about to get home, Lu Lu said the excuse he had thought up along the way.

"Okay, are you going to devote yourself to the new novel?" Gu Yan asked.

"Yes, I plan to update a little more every day. After all, I'm a full-time writer now. I also want to thank you for speaking. Recently, the comments and readings have increased a lot." Lu Lu expressed his gratitude again.

"You're welcome, we'll meet again when you're free." Gu Yan expressed his understanding.

"Well, goodbye, by the way, you confess your love and come on." Lu Lu waved goodbye. #####//////////////////////////////////// This week seems to have been extraordinarily long to say.