Breaking the bend to induce deep routines

This afternoon, both Lu Lu and Gu Yan stayed in this small gym, and they mostly just sat, rested, chatted, and the actual exercise time would not exceed 2 hours in total.

Lu Lu tried almost every piece of fitness equipment in it, thinking that if he went to the gym in the future, he would not be too ignorant, at least he would know how to use it.

Lu Lu left in a hurry after having dinner at Gu Yan's house, which was cooked by Gu Yan.

Lu Lu originally planned to participate in it like noon, but was refused by Gu Yan outside the kitchen door: "You can go shopping, you can go to the study to read a book."

"Aren't there any secrets in the family of an investment director?" Lu Lu pretended to be malicious.

"Secret? The biggest secret is in the office on the second floor, but it is no longer a secret. You are welcome to visit." Gu Yan explained quite seriously.

Of course, Lu Lu didn't really want to find out the secrets, and he didn't work in finance, so even if Gu Yan's secrets were priceless, it had nothing to do with him.

But when he reached the second floor, the footsteps that he intended to go to the study suddenly stopped, and Lu Lu turned around in a strange way, and walked to the door of the study.

"Take a look, just take a look. I promise it's not stealing secrets, just curious." Lu Lu muttered to himself and performed self-hypnosis.

Pushing away the dim office in his memory, however, to Lu Lu's surprise, the heavy curtains were half closed on both sides. It was just at sunset in the evening, and the setting sun that dyed half the sky red came in, making it open and bright.

Outside the west window is the landmark building of S City - the Oriental Pearl Tower.

Unobstructed at a glance.

Exactly the same angle as the previous photo.

Is this Gu Yan's biggest secret?

Now it is indeed no longer a secret, Lu Lu thought with a smile.

Gu Yan was cooking very fast, Lu Lu was holding a novel, and after reading a few pages, he heard Gu Yan's voice from downstairs.Lu Lu casually fumbled in his pocket, and happened to take out a small receipt given by the store to buy seasonings in the morning.

Lu Lu quickly clipped the receipt to this page, exposing a small corner on one side, thinking it would be convenient for him to read next time.

But next time, when is the next time, when Gu Yan succeeds in confessing his love, it may not be convenient for him to come here often.

After all, it is normal for single friends to interact with each other. After having a partner, it is also normal to go out to eat and drink together. If you come to the other party's house, it is not appropriate.

Maybe, there will be no chance to come again in the future.

Let this small ticket be a souvenir, Lu Lu thought.

In response, he hurriedly put the book back to its original place, and ran downstairs in three steps at a time.

Dinner is a simple three dishes and one soup, but it makes Lulu feel like home.

If Gu Yan was a woman, Lu Lu really wanted to marry him back home, as expected, he could go up to the hall and go down to the kitchen.

Good temper, good appearance, can do housework, and can make money.I'm afraid it is not easy to find a woman who is as perfect as Gu Yan.

The person Gu Yan likes is really lucky.If the partner also happens to be gay, all the better.

Too bad I'm not gay.

As soon as this thought flashed through his mind, Lu Lu almost spit out the soup in his mouth.

Coughing sharply, the other party handed over a tissue in a timely manner, and asked thoughtfully and courteously, "What's wrong."

Lu Lu hurriedly shook his head, quickly took the tissue, but didn't dare to look into Gu Yan's eyes.

Knowing that the other party's gaze was tightly locked on his face, Lu Lu didn't dare to show the slightest bit.

Afterwards, the two became silent. Lu Lu kept his head down and ate in a muffled voice. Seeing that Lu Lu was silent, Gu Yan didn't know what to say for a moment. What's more, this time, Lu Lu's silence came without warning. Like Gu Yan, he also has some doubts about the other party's thoughts.

After the meal, Lu Lu took the initiative to enter the kitchen and contracted the work of cleaning up after the meal. Gu Yan originally proposed that the two of them take a walk after the meal, but Lu Lu refused. When Gu Yan offered to send him home, Lu Lu made even more clumsy excuses. Said that something suddenly occurred to me, and it would be faster to take the subway home.

Today is not a working day. Although the subway is fast, it will take time to walk to the subway station and wait for the train. Gu Yan will send him back directly. Theoretically, the time should be about the same.

Lu Lu said goodbye, and left Gu Yan's house quickly, almost as if fleeing.

Ever since that terrible thought just came out, Lu Lu couldn't calm down, let alone chat with Gu Yan calmly.

He desperately wanted to find a quiet place and think carefully.

He didn't go to the subway station, but just randomly found a direction and kept walking without any purpose.

People come and go, passing by, no one will notice the strangeness of others, even if someone notices, no one will come forward to ask.

Everyone living in this city is burdened with something more or less, and repressed emotions will always explode, without exception.

Lu Lu had seen a woman crying in a dark corner, as if she had been greatly wronged.

He had no grievances and no painful things, but he was a little distressed because he couldn't figure it out.

He was looking for an answer, he wanted to know, why?

But apart from going to the dark world like this, he still couldn't find the answer.

He's not gay, why would he feel sorry?

Because Gu Yan is gay, does he also want to be gay?

Why does he want to be gay?Is he envious?I envy the person Gu Yan likes, maybe the other person is gay, so I can accept Gu Yan naturally.

And he is not by land.

So, can he draw a conclusion: he wants to be liked by Gu Yan.

Hasn't he always repelled being liked by gays?Even the resignation was related to the director who was messing with him. How could it be that he envied the person Gu Yan liked by now.

When he thought that he would not be able to maintain the current relationship with Gu Yan in the future, he was actually very disappointed.

He didn't want to lose Gu Yan.

Even though they are still friends, it's different. He wants to monopolize the other party's good, but he doesn't want to be responsible.He doesn't want to fall in love, so that he can also be labeled as gay.

He wanted Gu Yan to like him, but he didn't want to like Gu Yan.

Yes, Lu Lu came to this conclusion.

It's hopelessly selfish.

Such an unequal relationship is unfair to Gu Yan, not to mention that Gu Yan now has someone he likes.

It doesn't matter whether you draw a clear line or get along with ordinary friends, anyway, there will be no worse situation than the present.

Selfish cowards are not qualified to enjoy the good things that others give.

As Lu Lu walked, he thought about all kinds of things that had happened during this period of time, and recalled every detail related to Gu Yan like a horse on a horse.

The time is not long, Lu Lu can't remember the exact day, it seems that it happened in July, and it has only been more than 7 months now, only a hundred days, why did he have such a weird idea. #####////////////////////////////////////////////// /Finally the turning point has begun~ Emotions are of course slow.Straight men may break their bends, but in the first place, they took their time.Hmm~o(*￣▽￣*)o