Your heart's desire

It's just that Luo Yan no longer dares to be as wishful thinking and passionate as before.

For a moment, he suddenly thought of the self he used to be, the self who had never been close to others, who would not be threatened by anything, who did things cleanly, and never dragged his feet.

But in just one year, even thinking about it, he felt extremely surprised. He was able to make such a big change for Lin Ying, and he even became another person he didn't know at all.

Right now he is sitting on the dragon chair in the meeting hall, the palace is resplendent and emerald, jewels inlaid with emerald, which makes him quite moved.

In the past, he could only stand at the bottom and look up, and he had to be extremely cautious in his words and deeds, for fear that if he said something wrong, the person above him could easily kill himself with a single word.

Now it's him standing in this position, looking down on the world, arrogant to the officials, everything he wanted before has already been taken into his hands, but God's will tricks people, now that he got it, he already doesn't want it anymore .

In the past few days, he has thought a lot, thinking about the first meeting between him and Lin Ying, thinking about everything after that, thinking about how he fell step by step, and how he ended up in the situation where he is alone now.

He had made a plan to lead the armies of all the kings to die together with the fans who had entered the pass, and he would reap the benefits of the fisherman alone.

But things were far from what he had imagined. For Lin Ying's safety, he made preparations early in the morning to accept Fanzi's request.

It's just that he once thought that what they wanted was a seat in the court, but he never thought that it was such an unexpected marriage.

Now that his big plan has been accomplished, there is no room for maneuver, and Lin Ying has become his biggest weakness.

If you keep him by your side and let everyone in the world see this clearly, then there will only be more troubles in the future, and more people will intend to harm Lin Ying.

After thinking about it in every possible way, it would be better to follow the king's wishes and facilitate Lin Ying and Chipin, so that he can live peacefully and happily for the rest of his life. Standing on the throne himself, he has completed this task. A long-cherished wish, good or bad, is what he once wanted.

King Fan was standing under His Highness, and he was still humble.He didn't know that at that second, he would turn his face and deny anyone, just like he forced the emperor into a corner, and used those methods on himself one by one.

Thinking about it this way, I feel that the thoughts I have been thinking for so many years are really too naive.

There is never an easy thing in this world, and every position has its sorrows.

All people are selfish, and because of this selfishness, people do many wrong things to protect themselves.

The hall was silent for a long time, as if everyone was holding their breath and waiting for Luo Yan's answer.

But he suddenly smiled, didn't look at Lin Ying, only faced the king, stood up and walked slowly towards the bottom, saying: "Your Majesty is really doing a useless effort. This dragon and phoenix and Ming are originally The auspiciousness of the country. Your Majesty helped me accomplish my great cause. I can't repay you. It is rumored that the princess of Fan Kingdom looks like a fairy, so why is it so difficult for Princess Xu to be a descendant? I really can't ask for it, it's my luck!"

There was actually a lot of surprise in the Wang Fan's eyes, and I don't know if he had other thoughts, but now hearing what Luo Yan said, he couldn't open his mouth.

Luo Yan once married Lin Ying into his family in such a grand manner in the capital. It has been spread throughout the country, and there have been two good officials from Longyang. What happened in the middle, and it has a lot to do with Luo Yan, how could he not investigate his affairs clearly.He only doubted and asked again: "The one before the emperor..."

He called Luo Yan the emperor with a wink, but he didn't finish speaking, and halfway through, he suddenly turned his head to the other side and looked at Lin Ying.

Luo Yan immediately understood what he meant, moved his body sideways, lowered his eyes for a moment, and finally raised his gaze to meet Lin Ying's eyes.

"Qingshan..."

Lin Ying looked anxious, as if he was about to lose something, his pupils flickered, his appearance was quite pitiful, and he called his name in a trembling voice.

These days, Luo Yan has repeatedly practiced how to face Lin Ying calmly and calmly.

Now that he is really standing opposite to him, although the burst of sadness welling up in his chest can bear it without revealing it, it is difficult for him to be stimulated a little bit more, the tears in his eyes are already ready to burst up.

"Weizhi, what you and I have done to cover up people's eyes and ears is over. From now on, I don't need you anymore. Tell me about you, it's quite inexplicable that you escaped, how could I be that kind of excuse?" Kill the master of the donkey."

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand and patted Lin Ying's cheek lightly. He thought, that might be the last time he touched Lin Ying's face.

Lin Ying's tears fell drop by drop, although he didn't understand what was going on, but no matter what the reason was, Luo Yan was able to say such words to himself with a calm face, It really made him unable to accept anything.

"Are you blaming me, blaming me..."

He wanted to ask him if it was his fault for leaving him behind in spite of everything, so now he thought of such a play to play with himself.

But the words were ordinary, but Luo Yan couldn't take it anymore, he hurriedly turned his back to him, walked up the steps, and interrupted him: "Okay, don't need to say more. We are already There is no love, even if you have, it is only your own birth, and has nothing to do with me. You go to collect the reward, and I will prepare a horse to send you back to the countryside. "

He paused, gritted his teeth and continued, "I will be separated from the two from now on, and I will never have anything to do with it."

After all, he couldn't help but shed a tear, and hurriedly pretended to raise his pen to write, and took the opportunity to erase it.

I thought to myself, let's do it like this, let's treat it as his fault for Lin Ying.Then he thought, if Lin Ying really had him in his heart, how sad it would be to hear this.

It's just not anymore, his feelings for him should just be reluctance, just like a house will have feelings after living in it for a long time, his feelings for himself are nothing more than that.

Seeing such a situation, the king really didn't quite understand it, but since he had already agreed to the marriage, he really had nothing to say, so he quickly winked and asked his subordinates to take Lin Ying down. Putting his hands on his chest, he bowed and made a big salute, and when he got up, he said: "Then the little king will bring the princess into the palace tomorrow, and the emperor's ascension to the throne will be done together with the queen's canonization ceremony."

He didn't know what Luo Yan was thinking about, so he didn't dare to attack Lin Ying easily.

After bending down, he followed his will and gave Lin Ying a reward, took off his crown, and sent someone to send him back to the academy in the south of the Yangtze River.

Besides, it is already several months later.

The midsummer passed, and the golden autumn came, and the south of the Yangtze River was covered with golden yellow. It was already the season when the autumn wind swept away the fallen leaves, but Lin Ying never thought that he would encounter late employment again in his life.

Although he was too anxious about the delay in hiring back then, he knew in his heart that it was just an obsession in his heart.

No matter how important the positions of Luo Yan and Chi Pin are, Chi Pin is more like a brother, while Luo Yan is a wife, completely different.

Part of the reason why he was able to go so resolutely was because he was afraid that Luo Yan's thoughts on him were so serious that he would secretly hurt Chipin out of jealousy.

Partly because of the letter.He believes that no matter what he does, Luo Yan will be his most solid backing.

Unexpectedly, at the end, this most solid backing collapsed, and even caught him off guard, causing him to suffer unspeakably.

When he returned to the countryside, he didn't say a word, and ordered the academy to be cleaned, and then he slept soundly for three full days with the quilt covering his head.

On the fourth day, a voice called him: "Weizhi..."

He didn't know if he was so hungry that he was already a little dizzy, so that he had hallucinations.

The name Weizhi, in this world, probably only two people can call him.One is Luo Yan, and the other is late employment.

The neck was a little stiff, and the body was limp and unable to move.He looked back with great difficulty, only to feel that he had exhausted all his strength and bet on this last sliver of hope.

When he could see the door, he really saw the man who looked like a scholar.

"Delayed hire!"

However, in just a few months, it seemed that he had gone through several lifetimes of reincarnation, he couldn't say anything, just called his name, and he had completely collapsed.

Chi Pin's eyes were full of pearls, he was stunned in place, the burden in his hand fell to the ground with a muffled sound, seeing that his body was leaning and was about to fall to the ground, he hurriedly stepped forward to support him.

Lin Ying fell into Chi Pin's arms, with a smile that was not a smile, and it seemed to be crying: "You are not dead, it's great, it's great!"

Chi Pin looked at him so closely, but only then did he notice carefully that there were a lot of gray hairs in his hair, his face was haggard, his speech was weak, but he looked quite old in a blink of an eye.

He asked Lin Ying: "What's the matter, what happened, you were the Minister of Dali Temple, how did you become so embarrassed?"

Lin Ying wanted to cry, but his eyes were wrinkled, and he felt very dry. He didn't shed a single teardrop for a long time, and could only whimper softly.

"The dynasty has changed, the dynasty has changed, everything has changed!"

He suddenly remembered the scene of Luo Yan standing in the palace that day.In the great hall that he had been thinking about, seeing him finally get everything he wanted, he was once sincerely happy for him.

On that day, he said many things and explained many principles.He didn't know whether it was true or not, he listened blankly, but he couldn't speak a word, only his head was blank.

He said, one is different from the other, and everyone is happy.

It's just that Lin Ying has already forgotten how to live without Luo Yan.He had already forgotten what he wanted in the first place.