Your heart's desire

In the empty academy, two people hugged each other and cried, their voices echoed in the corridor, it sounded very sad.

Lin Ying never thought that he would meet Chi Pin here, and Chi Pin never thought that Lin Ying would be here too.

All of a sudden, all of this seemed to return to the situation many years ago, when he and Chi Pin were still in high school. At that time, they were only full of enthusiasm, and they had never experienced so much unspeakable suffering.

At that time, sir, he was still alive, and Lin Ying's father was still alive, and everything was much more perfect than it is now.But later, how come the more you want to get it, the more you lose?

All this is ridiculous to say, going around in circles, and now it is back to the original point.

It makes people have the illusion that these years are just a big dream. When I wake up from the dream, even the people around me have aged a lot.

After crying, the rest of the day will continue. It is better to be with two people than to be melancholy and depressed alone.

They planned to use the jewels brought back by Lin Ying to continue to open the academy. They gambled on books and poured tea every day, had a good time, and tried their best to pretend that those sad things had never happened.

But the more you want to forget, the more you remember clearly.

One day, Chipin got very drunk, felt depressed, pretended to be crazy while drunk, and couldn't help but tell Lin Ying what happened to him afterwards.

"Weizhi, have you ever seen a battlefield where blood flows like a river?"

At that time, Lin Ying was flipping through a book with his hands raised, sitting on the armchair in the hall.A lamp was lit on the desk case, the light was very weak, Lin Ying's figure stretched away and was reflected on Chi Pin.He just shook his head when he heard the words, as if he didn't understand the meaning.

Chi Pin was sitting on the floor with a jug in hand, leaning against the red lacquered pillar at the door.Hearing that there was no response from him, I could only continue to say: "I have seen, I have seen thousands of people, lying in a pool of blood, with corpses piled up like a mountain. I killed those people!"

Lin Ying paused, as if suddenly hit by these words, he raised his eyes and finally took a look at Chi Pin.

But seeing that he raised his arm and poured the wine jar with his head upside down, already looking half drunk, he thought he was talking nonsense.

"Wei Zhi, you said that if you owe something in this world, will you eventually have to pay it back?"

The night is bright and the wind is light, the bright moon is in the sky, Chi Pin looked up at the bright moon, and suddenly remembered He Jian asked him: "If one day, I want you to give up everything and follow me, will you go?"

At that time, he just took Lin Ying's jealousy and asked a sour question.But later, later he really left with him.

"I used to be in the prison of Shuntian Mansion. When I saw that he wanted me to go with him, I was desperate. But he lost his life because of me. Later, I was captured by King Fan, but there was another person who described this scene. Here we go again. However, he is in a high position and has clever means, so he begged King Fan to marry me."

At this point, Lin Ying finally put down the book in his hand, and began to believe that what he said was true.

"And then?" he asked.

"Later? Later I told him that it was impossible for me to be with him, because the person who killed my parents back then was a member of his clan. He gave me a sword, and the blade was on his chest superior……"

Speaking of this, his voice couldn't help choking, and the moonlight in the sky was divided into countless thin lines between his eyes.

"The clothes were punctured, and the blade of the sword slowly penetrated into the flesh, and the hand holding the sword was already bleeding. I hurriedly grabbed the hilt and pulled it back hard, made a roundabout, and inserted it into me. own chest."

He sniffed, paused, raised his sleeves to wipe away his tears, and continued after a long time.

"Wei Zhi, you don't know, he is full of the shadow of He Jian, the shadow of my father all over his body. He buried He Jian with his own hands, and it was his people who killed my whole family. That feeling is so terrible .”

"I begged him to let me go. He was scared. When he woke up early the next morning, I was sent to the border of the Central Plains."

He spoke intermittently, and although Lin Ying heard it in the rain, he understood that the delay in hiring these two people was in his heart.

He moved his mind to the person who saved him, but felt that he owed him too much.That's why he is in such pain.

After finishing talking and drinking the wine, Chi Pin shook the wine jar in his hand and found it was empty, and threw it viciously towards the courtyard, making a sharp and crisp sound.

There was a black cat lying cross-legged on the courtyard wall. Hearing the movement, he leaned back and climbed awkwardly over the top of the wall. He darted into the night and couldn't see it.

Lin Ying walked to Chi Pin's side, and Chi Pin leaned back with his eyes closed, his eyes filled with tears.He bent down and raised his sleeves to help him wipe, and gently stroked his frowning brows with his hands.

"Everything is in the past. In the days to come, if you walk slowly, there will always be a day you forget."

When he said this, his heart trembled slightly. When the two of them left Jiangnan, they were also at the gate of this academy. He said to Chi Pin: "You and I will show great ambitions. What an honor it will be to return home in fine clothes. !"

Chi Pin was drunk, and his consciousness gradually became blurred. Lin applied all his strength to drag him back to the room.

His body is weak, and he will be raised for some time, but his body is still full of soreness.The two generals moved a little closer to the bed, and Chi Pin made a sudden effort to press him sideways under him.

"Tonight, you accompany me!"

Lin Ying flinched suddenly, startled by his words.Chi Pin's head was just stuck on his left shoulder, and the voice in his throat was weak, but he could hear him saying: "Why see, why do you have such a name, when can we meet again?" ?”

He slowly stroked Chi Pin's hair, filled with admiration and emotion, and he also spoke to him: "Forget it, it won't be sad if you forget it."

It's just a late hire, and it's hard to forget.

Afterwards, not long after the peaceful days passed, those scourges that were inadvertently buried in the past, after all, grew with the wind, and began to show their clues.

One night, there were lightning and thunder, and heavy rain.

Lin Yingli stood under the eaves of the attic and looked out the door, waiting to go out early in the morning, but he hadn't returned yet at this time.

In the midst of the shaking, there was the faint sound of someone panting. Lin Ying lowered his head and watched carefully. With the light of a certain lightning, he saw that Chi Pin was holding someone's hand and both of them were rushing into the door.

Waiting for someone to come in from the wooden steps and take a closer look, Lin Ying was so frightened that he took several steps back.

He had felt that feeling many times until now, but this time it was different.

The face in front of him was obviously the person Chi Pin had said was dead, but when he suddenly appeared, it was only a shock, not a surprise.

His body was stiff, seeing Chipin happily wiping off the rainwater from his forehead with a handkerchief, and then with a face full of hope, he turned around and asked himself: "Weizhi, look who this is ?”

Lin Ying's lips parted slightly, and he looked at Chi Pin suspiciously: "Didn't you say..."

"He Jian, don't you know He Jian?"

Chi Pin ignored his questioning, and cut him off with a quick speech, as if he didn't want to hear any suspicious words from him at all.

The person he was thinking about was right in front of him, standing in front of him without a doubt, if he said anything else, it would only make him understand that he was jealous.

Even so, he shut his mouth in a sensible manner, and only fixed his eyes on the face that was exactly the same as He Jian.

The face was smiling at him, nodding at him.But something is always wrong.Lin Ying thought about it, and finally he could come up with some answers. He was no longer the childish ghost who saw himself and Chi Pin together, and then exploded, wishing to tear himself to pieces.

"Are you safe?"

He smiled, pulling He Jian's braids and chatting with him as in the past, but there was a hint of anger in the eyes of the man, and suddenly he turned his head and stared at him.

After a while, I suddenly realized that something was wrong, and smiled awkwardly: "I'm fine, I fell from the cliff that day, and was rescued by the herbal collectors at the bottom of the cliff. It's just... some things, I don't remember clearly."

Lin Ying grinned slightly, and then nodded.If this is the case, things can make sense.But for some reason, he had less than half confidence in these words in his heart.

The atmosphere here was really weird, the three of them looked at each other, feeling a little uncomfortable, Chi Pin hurriedly interrupted the communication between the two of them, and dragged the man into the house.

"Your clothes are wet, I'll take you in and change into a dry one, how about we catch up later?"

After finishing speaking, Lin Ying rushed back and forth, and Lin Ying suddenly turned his head, but saw that face was smiling sideways at him, and the moment he turned his head, he turned his head back quickly.

He shook his head, thinking that he was a little dazzled, but when he looked up again, the curtain had already been drawn down.He could only sigh helplessly.

Judging from the situation just now, Chi Pin may have known that the person he came to was not He Jian, but he believed in his heart that He Jian was still alive, and he would rather keep a stranger by his side.

Lin Ying originally cared about it, but the days passed a few days later, although the man treated him indifferently, he was extraordinarily caring about the delayed employment, and he didn't need to be as bad as he used to be.

He began to wonder if it was really his unfounded worries, and he was too defensive.

What else can he have in mind for the current him and Chipin?After thinking about it, everything is just the soft gold and silver in this house.

But if he really likes these things, then he can just take it, and it is worth the money if he can exchange for a delayed employment for a few days.

It's just that what he never expected was that after half a month, Chi Pin had a big fight with himself because of his affairs, and after the two of them slammed the door and left, she realized that things were getting more and more out of hand.

The idea of ​​that man who didn't look like anything turned out to be Luo Yan.