Your heart's desire

Such thoughts became more and more intense day by day, and after a while, Luo Yan's body began to become weaker and weaker.

The root of the disease left by kneeling at the mouth of Changle that day, is now like Lin Ying, suffering from an unbearable pain when the temperature changes suddenly.

All the scabs formed on the wound had fallen off, but a faint gray mark could be seen left on the knee.But the pain has gone beyond the flesh, like thousands of steel needles stabbing fiercely from the joints.

Once this disease flares up, the pain makes people fall to the ground and roll around, with big beads of sweat dripping down from their head, and they can only soak their body in a messy pot of medicine soup like Lin Ying did in the past. It was barely able to alleviate the pain.

It's just that, the shadow of Lin Ying beside him became heavier, and whenever there was pain in his legs, his mind was filled with images from the time when he was in the Lin Mansion, which made Luo Yan almost crazy.

Finally, one day, he couldn't bear it anymore, changed into his normal clothes and quietly left the palace, threw himself into the city and went straight to the west of the city.

Since Luo Yan sat on the throne, this house in the west of the city has been unoccupied.In the past, Lin Ying was a third-rank official, and the flowers and plants around here were tended by others, so no matter what season he came here, he would always have a fresh and clean feeling.

But from the day it was locked, that is, from the day Lin Ying came to his house, no one cared about it anymore.

The two large gilt characters "Lin Fu" on the door couplets have not been replaced, the cobwebs are all over the place, and a thin layer of dust has fallen on it, the handwriting can no longer be seen clearly from a distance.

The weather is already in autumn, and the leaves of the weeping willows on both sides of the road have fallen all over the ground. When the wind blows, they hang and hang in the air, but they can only accumulate more and more.

The temple next to it is still full of incense, and the sound of the bell ringing can still be heard at the door. It is the only thing that has not changed, as if reminding Luo Yan that things are people and things are not things.

He ordered the accompanying guards to stay outside the mansion, stand under the eaves of the door, looked up, thinking about how he was when he first came that day, while putting his hand on the door knocker and pushing back vigorously.

At that time, the incomparably lively Lin Mansion was a life he had never had in the past many years, and it made him feel for the first time that he was also a person of flesh and blood.

But maybe it's because he came here with an impure purpose at the beginning. Perhaps the things he wanted in the past were destined to have such a situation now, but it all came too fast, which made him feel really sad. Some were caught off guard.

The door creaked, and a lot of dust fell on the top of the door, causing him to cough twice violently.But unexpectedly, when it calmed down, it suddenly heard the sound of tables and chairs moving in the room.

"Wei Zhi?"

Luo Yan stared blankly, muttering to himself, his eyeballs suddenly shone brightly.Thinking about it, could it be that Lin Ying didn't go back to Jiangnan, but lived secretly in this capital alone?

He walked briskly towards the entrance of the side hall near the gate, and took a closer look, the door was half-closed, the carved pattern on the door leaf was spotless, and he could breathe out a strong smell from the past. aroma.

Luo Yan was overjoyed, as if what he had been looking forward to for countless days and nights would finally become a reality.

A heart in his chest was beating violently, and he couldn't help but take a deep breath to calm his emotions.

He was extremely looking forward to seeing the face that he thought about day and night behind this door.

But for some reason, he slowly raised his hands, and when he was about to push the door, he hesitated again.

The movement stopped in mid-air, I only felt that my breathing was incomparably chaotic, and my heart throbbed faintly.

He knew him, and he was a little scared.

He never thought about what it would be like when he and Lin Ying met again, or rather.

If there is not only Lin Ying alone behind this door, but him, Chi Pin and He Meimei, then what should he do? It is already a big joke that he stands here now.

His thoughts were still in a daze, without thinking clearly, his hands had already started to slide down slowly, but the people inside seemed to hear the movement outside, and pulled the door open from the inside.

"Who?"

Luo Yan lowered his head to think, and saw that the door was pulled open, and there was a person standing inside, he hurriedly raised his head, but was stunned on the spot, his whole body trembling faintly.

The sun hits along the roof of the side hall opposite, through the open door through his shoulder, and falls on the face of a man with the appearance of a scholar.

Although it looked a bit more vicissitudes than before, it was indeed a late hire.

"Late……"

He was stuck in the throat, and this scene seemed to confirm his guess.Chi Pin inside smiled, looking quite happy, and called him: "Your Majesty!"

At that moment, he suddenly felt that these two words were so harsh, as if telling him, what can you do if you become the emperor, what you want is still in my hands after all.

He grinned at the corner of his mouth and turned sideways in silence to prepare to leave.Although he knew that Lin Ying had only one person in his mind, Chihire, from the beginning to the end.

But when he was alone, he always wondered if there was such a possibility, but he was thinking too much.

Today, Lin Ying lives alone, and he is like himself every day, lovesickness becomes sick, and there is no cure for medicine or stone.

But at the beginning when I pushed the boat along the way and gave him what he wanted, he accepted it so easily, now that he saw it with his own eyes, he couldn't allow himself to have any sophistry.

He was about to leave with strides, but following Chi Pin calling himself the emperor, there was a sound of hurried steps inside, and out of the corner of his eye, he could see a figure squeezed over from behind Chi Pin.

"The emperor is here?"

When I listened carefully, the voice was not the one that echoed in my head every day.Luo Yan couldn't help turning his head, wanting to find out, but this glance surprised him even more than before.

"Why see..."

He opened his pupils vigorously to express his astonishment.The news he got from Fanzi was clearly that he had already lost his life, and his body was buried on the boundary of Fanbang, how could he appear in front of him so vividly.

He Jian smiled, bowed his head and said: "The troubled emperor remembers to be an official, oh no, it's a grassroots!"

Luo Yan suddenly felt a mess in his head.It seems that many cognitions for a long time will be overthrown because of He Jianwei. After careful calculation of all kinds of things between him and Lin Ying, he suddenly feels that he has done a lot of things wrong.

"What exactly is going on?"

Seeing Luo Yan turned his gaze to his side, Chi Pin was full of surprise, and knew that he already knew the news of He Jian's death.

But he still had a lot to say, it was really inconvenient to talk at the door, so he hurriedly stepped aside and gestured for him to enter the room: "It's windy at the door, the emperor should sit inside, drink a cup of tea and listen to me slowly. "

Things turned around, and the development became more and more dramatic, just like the twists and turns in a play in a teahouse, making people unpredictable.

However, after this trip, this unexpected discovery made Luo Yan relax a lot, as if suddenly the things he was worried about were no longer worth worrying about...

He saw Chipin's expression was so strange, he didn't know if Lin Ying was in the house, and he didn't know what his plan was.

But with such a turning point in this matter, he understood a lot, since He Jian is not dead, then Lin Ying should be his own, and it will be a matter of time before he has to face him.

He didn't think much about it, he swung his skirt, stepped into the threshold, and sat casually in the hall.

Swinging his head back and forth, he looked carefully at everything in the room.Although the two people in front of him are already old acquaintances, but now they have different identities, so it is necessary to guard against others.

After watching it, there was still a pang of regret, because there was no other figure besides the three of them.

Chi Pin is still the sharp-mouthed landlord. As soon as he closed the door, he turned around and pleaded guilty to Luo Yan: "The grassroots are guilty of entering the government's house privately. It's just that when they entered Beijing, they had already spent all their money and had nowhere to go. Only then did they think of the past. This family, I don't want to meet the emperor, I hope the emperor will forgive me!"

Of course, these words were just polite words, he knew that Luo Yan would not mind anything, but now that the monarch and his subjects are different, it is better to be extremely careful when speaking.

Luo Yan didn't even bother to listen to his useless words, so he quickly raised his hand to signal him to stop.

He Jian thought that he was angry, leaned closer to him, picked up the teapot and poured him a cup of tea, then retreated respectfully.

Luo Yan glanced at him suspiciously, felt that something was weird, but couldn't tell for a while, so he picked up the teacup and asked what he wanted to know: "What's going on with all this, please explain it in detail." Come!"

Chi Pin raised his eyes and explained to him unhurriedly: "As the emperor saw, why did he not die? That day, the two Caomin fell off the cliff together, and the Caomin was rescued by Fanzi. He was rescued by a family. It was just a blow to the head, and the past events can only be remembered briefly."

"That day..."

"Perhaps what Zhai Fengyao, the foreign general buried, was just a coincidental corpse."

Before Luo Yan finished speaking, Chipin already knew what he was going to ask, and answered sentence by sentence.

When Luo Yan heard the words, he turned his head and took a look. Even Chipin was different from what he used to be, but he hadn't changed at all, and he was so real that people doubted it.

While thinking about it, he raised his arm and brought the tea cup in his hand to his mouth to take a sip, but his tongue was stung by the strong smell of grass, and he frowned fiercely.

"There is such a low-quality tea in the Lin Mansion. If Wei Zhi tastes it, I'm afraid he will throw the cup and lose his temper!"

Without thinking about the casual sentence, he spit out the mouthful of tea, and after putting down the cup, Luo Yan finally realized that something was wrong.