Your heart's desire

Since that man came, Chipin went out early and returned late with him every day, never had a single meal in this academy.But that day was uncharacteristically, the two of them hugged each other and slept until the sun was high in the early morning.

It is rare for three people to sit at the same table.Lin Ying was quite uncomfortable, and he just buried his head in eating, but the two people across from him twisted their eyebrows back and forth, and Chi Pin finally opened his mouth after a long while.

"Weizhi..."

He first tentatively called Lin Ying's name.

Lin Ying raised his head and saw two people staring at him straightly.The body shrank back involuntarily, slowly took out the chopsticks in his mouth, and asked in a daze, "Huh? What's the matter?"

He Jian laughed along with him, but Chi Pin looked embarrassed. He was silent for a while, then suddenly put down his chopsticks and said straight up: "Now that Luo Yan is the emperor, he knows that we didn't kill people back then. So... We are going back to the capital and begging him to help us restore our official posts."

He spoke every word quite clearly, but every word was uttered like a sharp knife piercing Lin Ying's chest.

"Don't go..." Lin Yingmi gave Chi Pin a sideways look, and continued to fiddle with the rice in the bowl, speaking very lightly.

"Why?" Chi Pin asked.

"You can't do anything to help him seize the throne. How can you be so sure that he will allow you to be an official of the third rank in the court? It's a dream."

Lin Ying's tone was cold, and when he mentioned Luo Yan, he didn't want to say a word.He just wanted to live his life well, as if he had never been to Beijing or met Luo Yan.

"So I'm here to discuss with you, can you..."

When he came here, he suddenly stopped talking, and Lin Ying also roughly guessed what he wanted to do.

So far, the rice grains in the bowl have been eaten clean, and without looking up at Chi Pin, he patted the chopsticks on the porcelain bowl, and lowered his head to ask him, "Can I give you a token so that he can save me?"

After finishing speaking, he raised his eyes again, leaned his arms on the table to support his head, and smiled slightly, very stiff.

When Chipin saw his appearance, he knew that he would not agree.Sure enough, after the expression on this face was settled, he opened his mouth and said: "Sell my face, what does the current emperor have to do with me, will sell my face, and give away two official positions as third-rank officials in the court? You two You really think highly of me, if I have such a big face, why should I stay in this small place now."

Chipin already felt that this matter was inappropriate, but there was really no way out.He moved his throat a few times, swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva, and then suddenly got up and took out the fishing line he had prepared in the morning from his arms, tied Lin Ying's hands, and wrapped it around his body again and again, He was completely restrained to the back chair.

"Delayed employment, what are you going to do?"

Surprised by such a move, Lin Ying didn't want the person who used to take care of him like an elder brother to suddenly become so odious.Feeling flustered, he shouted at the top of his voice.

Chi Pin held his chin with both hands, and he slowed down the struggle.When the four eyes met, he saw that Chi Pin's brows and eyes were wet, but he was trying to be indifferent as much as possible.

"Weizhi, I've never been as courageous as you, who can afford to let go. Even if it's someone you miss, you can just let it go.

But I am different.I used to think that the one person who would make me do anything without risking my life would be you.

But later I discovered that, in fact, my heart was already full of what I saw.I didn't hold him tight enough to let him slip away, and now I can do it again, no matter what, even if it doesn't happen, I have to do it, you understand?

You can scold me, you don't need to understand me, I have done too many unbelievable things for him, and I am already close to this one. "

He said such a long paragraph, and waited for the end of the sound, He Jian, who had fled into Lin Ying's room, lifted the curtain and came out.

There was a square pot about one inch wrapped in cloth in his hand, Lin Ying could tell at a glance that it was the autumn hair from the snow-capped mountain that Luo Yan specially rushed back from the snow-capped mountain on the day he married into the Taifu's residence.

Now in this world, if there is anything that can have the slightest connection with Luo Yan, there is only such a pot of tea. He once said that he would let it go completely, and he never took away everything in the house, but he is obsessed with tea. , after all, still reluctant to abandon that treasure.

"You're crazy, late hire, do you know what you're doing?"

Lin Ying already knew that Chi Pin clearly knew that that person was not from He Jian, but he was still willing to do this because he appreciated the support of his long-standing obsession with He Jian.If the debt is not repaid, he will have a hard time for the rest of his life.

Thinking of this, Luo Yan finally ran into his head disobediently.He used to be unwilling to ask himself to help him at all, maybe it was because when the time came, he would not feel any guilt in his heart, so that he could let go and let it go freely?

Then what is the half a year's situation and the daily jokes and jokes?

"Delayed employment, Luo Yan is a heartless person. He can even give up his life for the throne. You can't exchange anything with me. And now that King Fan is very coercive in the court, if I see you again, how can I let you go?" Well, don't be stupid."

Chipin just smiled: "Wei Zhi, I understand his thoughts about you best. He will never let you down. Everything he did must have his own reasons. It's not that I'm stupid, it's you." You are more stupid than me, to actually leave him like this."

Lin Ying didn't expect him to say such a thing, and the look in his eyes didn't look like nonsense, but rather certainty, which made him a little skeptical.

At that time, he saw Luo Yan shed a tear with his own eyes.It's just that he himself was frightened, and he didn't dare to have more extravagant demands.

Even if he still has such a bit of reluctance for himself, it is enough for this reluctance to exchange for his life and one tear.

But he never thought about it, if Luo Yan had a difficult reason, then the decision he made and the words he said that day were not poking his own weakness with a knife.

"For the rest of my life, I live in anxiety and steal my life. One more day is just a bit more pain. Why don't I do what I want to do, even if I die tomorrow, I will never die again." No hesitation."

Chi Pin held He Jian's hand, with a look of responsibility and calmness in his eyes that he had never had before.He led He Jian back and took two steps, then suddenly stopped and spoke in a low voice.

"When you think it over, come to the capital to find us."

Luo Yan drove Lin Ying out that day, and then complied with King Fan's words, and held the Queen's canonization ceremony together on the day of the enthronement ceremony.

This was a helpless thing, but after spreading the word, a strange thing happened in this city.

Luo Yan once brought Lin Ying back to Taifu's mansion with great fanfare. From then on, in the eyes of the people in the city, if he dared to make this short-sleeved friendship public, Luo Yan must have put Lin Ying on top of his heart. pointed.

Later, Luo Yan raised his troops to besiege the city, and the emperor hanged himself in the palace.This issue was brought up again.

Seeing that the throne is already in hand, but the common people are more interested in talking about the first male queen who will be born during the change of dynasties in the past thousand years.

What's more, they said that the world was fought by Luo Yan for Lin Ying, and perhaps from then on, it would be the two who ascended to high positions and held the power of the country.

But just when everyone was thinking about it inconceivably, Luo Yan denied all these rumors with a piece of imperial list.

The name of the country was changed to Xuanping, Taifu Luo was made the Supreme Emperor, General Jingwu was made the first-class general to protect the country, and Princess Fanbangpuyuan was made the queen of the dynasty, in charge of Fengyin.

And this miracle is here.

According to the common sense, no matter who does such things as abandoning their wives and children, they will be cast aside after all. Even if that person is the current emperor, he may just be able to forcibly seal the mouths of many people. , will not be excused by half of the people.

But this time.The people in the city didn't know where they heard it.It is said that Luo Yan followed Fanbang's army to take over the world, so he was threatened by Fanwang, so he had no choice but to come to the situation where the two do not meet each other.

They seem to believe in Luo Yan even more than before, believing that he is willing to do anything for his people, even giving his life and his lover.

So because of this, on the day Lin Ying was sent back to the south of the Yangtze River, the people spontaneously crowded at the gate of the capital to see him off.It's just that Lin Ying was stimulated and became dazed, unable to recover all day long, so he never remembered.

Later, when Luo Yan ascended the throne, Fanzi began to enter the city in large numbers, but the city was empty, not even a tavern where they could drink tea.

Not only that, but gradually, no one cares about the business of Fanbang, and no one in Beijing accepts the things of Fanbang.Even the new arrivals from the Zuichun Tower were kicked out by the mother.

When Luo Yan was a minister in the past, the people had great dissent against the royal family, but they had no choice but to be suppressed by force and dare not speak out. He knew at that time that water can carry a boat and it can also overturn it. The man with the spear must gather up those wounded lying on the ground first.

Now the effect is so deep that it has reached an immeasurable level, even he himself was shocked.

It's just that whether this matter is still under his control, or whether this matter was deliberately planned by someone, is really hard to predict.

He has been busy for a long time and can live in peace and ease, but when he stopped and remembered that this matter was related to Lin Ying, he suddenly felt that Lin Ying was still by his side.

He has not been able to sleep peacefully these days, and as soon as he closes his eyes, he thinks of all the vows he made, Lin Ying's calm face that day, and his rebuttal from beginning to end.

He used to think that he could survive no matter what, but now he suddenly realized that he thought himself too strong.

He suddenly wanted to see Lin Ying again, at least once.

Volume [-] Family