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If that person leaves without any warning, I think I will be depressed for a long time.My mother called several times to urge me to go back.I said that I still have some things to deal with here, and I will return as soon as I finish my work.My mother finally asked me carefully, are you getting married this year.I said it's over, I won't come out when it's over, and I will watch you and my father live a good and down-to-earth life.I obviously felt that my mother breathed a sigh of relief, and told me to come back soon, and I will buy you new cotton, new buckwheat husks, make pillows with tiger heads and fish tails, and make new quilts for you to use when you get married.I hummed.Having made an agreement with my mother, it was as if I no longer belonged to myself in an instant, and my eyes were full of the desolation left after the lingering warmth of love.In fact, I was still thinking about the trip that I had agreed with Cong Er, and I was afraid that it would be postponed.

I interviewed a few times, but they were still so-so. In some places, I was asked to go to work the next day.Cong'er has already found an inconspicuous job near where I live.Since Shun'er came home, he often called me to chat with him, and I felt that a new round of life had begun.It's just that this winter, I don't know if it has passed or it will be very long.Shun'er's legs have almost recovered temporarily, but she can't walk on the ground and is still sitting in a wheelchair.Da Huang and the others bought a wheelchair from outside on the day they picked him up and left the hospital.He said he was going to see the mosquitoes.The first time I went to a cemetery with so many people.The name of the mosquito was engraved on the cold tombstone, as if he had nothing to do with Shun'er, he stared at her photo for a while, then wiped the dust off it with his hands.By the way, you idiot, what are you in a hurry for?I thought he was about to cry, so he turned around and said something.I whispered to Shiyang, is this love over?Who and whose, he asked.I was speechless, he was obviously not answering, but asked me to answer.He asked me, are you still warm in these clothes?I said it was fine.I just wondered how the weather was so good that day. It was exactly the same as when the mosquitoes were there a few days ago, we could see them at any time, and it was exactly the same when we talked and ate together.The outside world is still bustling, and the important people around us are missing in our lives. For the huge world and the countless sentient beings, it seems that it is irrelevant. They live their lives as usual. I feel something is missing.Our sorrows and joys also slowly slip away by themselves, forgetting our own attributes.Perhaps life and life itself do not have any attributes, but we are unilaterally attached to our own little joys and sorrows, unable to extricate ourselves.

Cong'er said that the continuation of life is always at the cost of a single person's departure to support us to live until tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow, we feel that we are full of vicissitudes, have seen countless people, are strong enough, peaceful and ordinary, and extremely gorgeous , and left on a certain day indifferently.I said I'm going to see Shun Er, are you going?He said that I want to go to Shiyang for a drink.I said then you go.Let's go our separate ways, see you later.It was night when he said this, and he had just come in.I said that I might not come here, and stay with Shun Er for a night, and you hold the key.He took it and asked me if you left anything behind, I'm going to lock the door.I said how it feels like your home.He said that I have never been so clear with you.We took the bus together at Nanluoguxiang and I got off first, and he continued to go to Dengshikou.I called Shun Er and asked him what he wanted to eat. I will go find him today.He said, then you can buy me some peanuts and iced tea.I asked him if you had eaten, and he said no.I asked if I could eat fried rice noodles together when I bought them.He said yes, then hurry up.After buying everything, I went to their house, and he was watching Chibi Maruko there.I said I didn't see that you were still a child at heart.He said that mosquitoes like to watch this the most.I said that I liked watching Doraemon when I was young.He called his dad, and his dad came to see me, smiled and asked me when I came, and I said I just arrived.Shun'er said, tell your mother not to cook for us, and Lian Chen bought food from outside.His father agreed to go.I cleared the food for him, and he said that I would come by myself, and I am not in my seventies, so I don't need you to serve me.I said you just don't know what to do, I kindly untie it for you and you don't appreciate it.He said how much salt was put in the fried rice noodles.I said I don't know, and I didn't make it, or you can eat me.He said that both of them are fried in one pot, and they should be salty. You see, I still have the foresight to ask you to buy drinks.I asked him how you remembered to drink this in the cold.He said he suddenly remembered.I don't know when my legs will be able to walk and jump, so I just hop around and buy whatever I want.I said if you want to eat, just tell me and I will run errands for you.He said forget about you soon, you are going to go home soon.

After finishing the rice noodles, we ate peanuts next to each other. I bought fried five-spice peanuts, and he said that I wanted to eat the kind of peanuts without shells.I said I was wondering if this would save trouble, it can be eaten directly, and the shell also accounts for the weight.He said that you are just calculating blindly, peeling peanuts to eat them is delicious.I said I'll buy it for you right away, so you don't have to say I'm stingy.He's right, next time.He asked me what my plans were, and I said I had no plans, let's go back and get married.He said you don't resist anymore?What did I say to resist? At first I was preparing to resist. At that time, I thought my younger brother could get married. Now that he is in love with Shiyang, I can't resist my parents with my younger brother. My parents want my grandson to think about it. His hair is all white.I got married and let my younger brother live the love he once had.He said that life is like this, and it will never be perfect. Since you have made up your mind, you should live a good life with women.He asked me if I had seen it, and I said no.He said that it is good for your younger brother to have an older brother like you.I said that it’s not bad that you have hair. Although something happened now, it’s still your brother. You forgot that he came to give you a card that day. He could have given it to the mosquito directly. Maybe he wants to see you.And he could have gone away, but he came back.He said no more, and went to see him when I got better.I asked him what about your sister-in-law and your nephew.He said that outside, he is really orphaned and widowed now, but luckily he still has some money.He talked and I felt very depressed.I said I'll fetch water for you.He said I wanted to pee.I asked him if he was outside or inside.He said outside.I nodded.Open the door, a strong wind blows in.I carried him to the public toilet in the alley outside. I wanted to help him, but he said it was fine.I just laughed and said it's okay, I'm in a wheelchair another day and you help me, I'm sorry.He said that he was holding the armrest with both hands, and said that you can untie the belt for me first, and I will untie the belt for him.Then he supported him.He said you can't urinate in me.I said hurry up, the weather is very cold, okay?Then he brewed for a long time, and finally solved it.After washing the feet, he said I will do it by myself, and I said why do you do it by yourself? Do it by yourself, it takes so much trouble to bend over, I still don’t want these two legs.When I washed his feet, he asked me if you have taken a fancy to me.I said you go to hell, I won't fall in love with you even if I marry a woman, if I fall in love with you, Shiyang and Mosquito will have nothing to do.He just laughed.I said you are stronger than I imagined, you are a man, I just want you to smile happily and talk quietly for a while.Slowly get better and live a new life.He said he would.I said the song you sang that day, teach me later.He said it was a song I gave to mosquitoes, and he didn't teach it.I said, wouldn't it be better for us to sing to her together.He said what's the matter with you singing to her.She has gone, and you still robbed me.I just laughed, and I think the mosquitoes heard that laughter, in the heavenly kingdom full of light and warmth.

...an infatuated boy waiting for you to wake up sooner or later...

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