818 The goddess who threw me N times

The second aunt who married far away rarely came back, and the house was very lively.Relatives from all walks of life rushed over to chat with each other affectionately, laughing when they were happy, and sipping tears when they were sad.I also lamented that this younger generation has grown up like a stick, and the old brothers and sisters are all old.Grandma patted the table and protested: "I'm such a bad old lady, I haven't said I'm old yet, what are you youngsters in a hurry, the good days are still long~~" Everyone rushed forward to apologize. "Mom, your old man is so young. Look at this skin, it is as tender as water. If you go out and say that you are forty, no one will doubt it!" Oh, auntie, you are so full of hype, I didn't remember If you are wrong, you are also forty this year!

"Yes, yes, grandma is strong. Last night, I went to the supermarket to buy rice and couldn't carry it. Grandma helped me carry it upstairs!" Hong Xiaodou couldn't help interjecting, and the unlucky child was immediately punished by a room crusade against people.

"This child is too ignorant, how can I let grandma mention rice!"

"Grandma's legs and feet are not flexible, you have to take care of her more!"

The old uncle even roared like a lion: "Hong Xiaodou! You have always been lazy when you are asked to work. Look back and see how I will deal with you!" Hong Xiaodou lowered his head disheveledly, with a bulging face and two shining eyes , I am afraid that the golden beans will fall at any time.

Grandma smiled and said: "What's the matter, you just praised me for being young, and you are all nervous about carrying a bag of rice! Xiaodou is my most precious granddaughter, come here and sit next to grandma. This child has been well-behaved and sensible since she was a child." , with another pair of cleverness, it's really painful!"

"Grandma, what do you mean we won't be loved anymore?" My cousins ​​and I quickly protested!

"It hurts, it hurts, the palms and backs of the hands are full of flesh, the same sweetheart!" Grandma came up to embrace the younger generation, a wrinkled flower bloomed on her face.

Looking at the harmonious and joyful warmth of the crowd, I couldn't feel happy at all, it was like installing a big rock, which was heavy and blocked.It was like a piece had been gouged out, empty and painful.It's only been a few days since I moved back, and every day I feel lost, like years.Back home, facing a group of elders, forced a smile, absent-minded.Lying alone on the small bed, I took out my phone and entered the number I was so familiar with, and then deleted it word by word.Re-enter, then delete.Facing the dial key, he hesitated to press it.What should I say?Qiu Shui, I miss you so much, do you miss me?What will she do, whether she thinks about it or not, it makes me sad.

Xiaodou plays hide-and-seek with ten-year-old Maimai.Adzuki bean hides, wheat looks for.Mai Mai kept yelling, "Is it hidden, sister Xiaodou?"

"It's hidden!" Xiaodou replied loudly.

Mai Mai followed the voice and continued to call, "Are you ready?"

"All right!"

……

Inexplicably, I am very relieved. Although it can be regarded as a melon on the vine, it is also silly and sweet.

"Mai Mai, do you want to eat ice cream?" This cousin is round, white and tender like a small steamed bun, which is really cute.

"Yes! Sister Xiaomi is the best!" She immediately smiled sweetly, and came to my side, really cute.Immediately, I regained my spirits and bit her face with a bite.

"Beast!" Hong Xiaodou came out from nowhere, "You are a disaster for such a small child!"

I gave her a blank look, "Am I a flower that cares about the future of the motherland?"

"Then why don't you care about me?" After doing it for a long time, I got jealous.It doesn't matter, I patted my purse, "Come on, my sister invites you to McDonald's!"

"I want to eat Pizza Hut!" Hong Xiaodou protested.The appeal was dismissed unconditionally.

I ordered a lot of French fries, chicken wings and egg tarts, and the two little guys ate them happily.Mai Mai smiled sweetly and said, "Sister Xiaomi, I love you so much! Buy me so many delicious food!"

"Hey! Brat, what is love?" I asked on a whim.

"Uh, love, it's because mom and dad treat me well and buy me delicious and fun things!" Mai Mai said innocently, and it turns out that the child's world is the cleanest and simplest. "Also, there is the brother Dashan next door who raises his head every day, helps me with my homework, and makes soy sauce for me." Nani, I seem to smell something abnormal, and I must let my second aunt pay attention to this kid when I go back.

"Love means liking her very much. I want to be with her all the time. I am happy when she smiles, and the whole world goes dark when she cries." Emma Doubi is also so cultured.

Hong Xiaodou looked at me looking through Qiushui, and suddenly said triumphantly: "Su Xiaomi, I see through you!"

"Oh?" I looked at her puzzled.

"I know why you come here to eat McDonald's, but you're just looking forward to meeting someone!"

"What are you talking about!"

"Hmph! Isn't that building across from Qiushui's sister's house?" Wow, it's only been a few days since I saw you, how many six walnuts have you drank!

The familiar room was dim, and Ye Qiushui seemed to have not returned yet.Looking at her watch, it was almost nine o'clock. She rarely returned so late, so she was a little anxious.I threw some change to Hong Xiaodou and asked her to take Maimai to take a taxi home. Hong Xiaodou flat-mouthed that it was not enough, but I added another hundred, and the two left happily.

The room was silent, empty like a black hole, constantly devouring my heart, as if I could float up at any time.The chilly wind blowing from the aisle made the room feel cold, the heart was empty, and the limbs were cold.Sobbing and sobbing, I don't know where it came from and where it went.Inexplicably panicked, he hastily turned on the light and closed the window.

It was obvious that he left in a hurry, and there was still unfinished dinner on the table.Two delicate side dishes, two small bowls of rice.I ate half of a bowl, and the bowl where I usually sit has not been moved, and the chopsticks are neatly placed beside the bowl.Going home alone, cooking alone, and eating alone, thinking of that lonely and arrogant figure like a swan, I feel slightly sad.

I sat down and finished the bowl of cold rice, it was extra sweet.Thinking about not having eaten well in the past few days, all kinds of thoughts are tumbling and intertwined in my heart, like a fierce battle between heaven and man.I let them struggle, anticipating and predicting the result, anxiously and happily waiting for the final verdict.

Clean up the dishes and turn on the lights in each room. It seems that this will make me feel more secure.There are many cardboard boxes neatly stacked in the small grocery room, with various labels on them.I dug it out one by one, and I must not let myself be empty, otherwise some kind of thought will kill me.

Those familiar things, the things I once owned and gave up, the things that Hong Xiaodou worked so hard to send back, Ye Qiushui actually kept them well, CDs, books, dolls, toys.I picked up Mosuo, and the past flooded in like a tide, so sweet and beautiful that I couldn't breathe.

At the bottom of the box, I found an old notebook, with two small characters written in beautiful handwriting on the cover - rice grains.I've never seen this before, so I picked it up and looked through it out of curiosity.

Today Xiaomi forgot to bring homework (or maybe he didn't do it), and was punished by the teacher to stand.Standing on the podium and making faces at me mischievously, I almost laughed out loud.

Xiaomi fought again and beat Wang Xiaohu until his head was broken.The teacher grabbed his ears and insisted that he deserved it.In fact, I was also to blame, Wang Xiaohu flipped my skirt as a prank, his eyes were swollen from crying, am I too useless?

Xiaomi is on duty today, and I go home with Xiaolan next door.Xiaomi knew about it and ignored me for a long time, so he should stay away from Xiaolan in the future.

The idiot forgot to bring breakfast again. I said I was not hungry and gave her the eggs.She also complained that I made her gain extra fat, but in fact she was very skinny and couldn't eat well.

For the first time, Xiaomi praised me for being good-looking, saying that I looked like a flower. I asked her what kind of flower it was, and she mysteriously said it was a dog's tail flower.Then her face swelled up.

It's Xiaomi's birthday today, she's allergic to some wine after drinking some wine.It seems that I saw something I shouldn't see, said something I shouldn't say, what should I do?

It feels so warm and secure to be hugged by someone.I am afraid that I will sink down and cannot extricate myself.

Xiaomi is in love! (The handwriting on this page is a little fuzzy, and there are some yellow spots on the page.)

Am I doing this right or wrong?

sorry!sorry!sorry!The last page was covered with sorry in all kinds of messy handwriting, and the deep handwriting marks were engraved in my heart one by one, which was painful.It turned out that in that messy love story, I was not the only one who was hurt.

The notepad stopped abruptly here, as if it stopped at the day when she snatched Mu Yunyang away.I have mixed feelings in my heart, and I can't tell what I feel for a while.

Looking back on the past, I looked back at the past bit by bit, only to find that that person has long been engraved in his heart.All of a sudden, my heart was at ease, my heart was settled, all the wars stopped in an instant, my emotions stepped on my reason, and I proudly declared the final victory to me!A certain kind of emotion surged into my heart like a tide, and I felt like I couldn’t vomit, and I was floating all over, every cell was dancing, eager to release the joy of that moment.

But Ye Qiushui didn't return.Ten o'clock, eleven o'clock, twelve o'clock, one o'clock, my excitement gradually cooled down, and Ye Qiushui still didn't return.I played with the phone repeatedly, but still didn't press the dial button. She has her own life trajectory, which should be controlled by herself, and I can't impose my will at will.

Lying on the bed, smelling the familiar smell, solid and warm.What I want is nothing more than that.No matter how many years have passed, holding her hand and listening to her voice, my heart will still beat unusually.It's been too long since I've had a solid sleep, the battle between heaven and man is going on every day, until today the dust settles, my heart is so relaxed, I fell asleep without knowing it.

When I woke up again, the sun was shining in my eyes, and my surroundings were still empty, and I was extremely lost in an instant.There was a slight movement in the kitchen, I got up quickly, and saw the elegant figure behind the glass door.Ye Qiushui was wearing a small apron with ruffled leaves, and was frying poached eggs seriously.I walked over lightly and hugged her from behind. The familiar smell and gentleness made my nose sour, and something overflowed.She leaned back, rubbing her head against my face.

"Go wash it up, breakfast will be ready soon~~"

I shook my head, still holding her tightly, as if she would fly away if I let go.Thousands of emotions surged, and I called Qiushui in a low voice, "Huh?" She replied casually.

When the words I wanted to say reached my lips, I swallowed them again, and I couldn't help but secretly scolded myself for being a coward.Obviously I forgot one thing, I was only ready for myself, but I don't know if Ye Qiushui is ready.

After being silent for a while, Ye Qiushui turned around suddenly and said to me solemnly, "Xiaomi, I forgot to tell you, Zhendong and I are getting engaged!"

I stared into her eyes, there was no emotion in the quiet eyes.I said calmly, "Really, congratulations! I'm going to brush my teeth first!" Turning my back, tears fell down.Turning on the faucet, with the sound of running water, my eyes began to sweat desperately, surging like a torrential rain, and as natural as spring water.I tried my best not to cry, so I let the tears flow, and I began to suspect that all the water in my body would be drained.It was as if a knife was being cut out in my heart, and the pain was unbearable for me.Squat down and hug yourself desperately, it seems like this will give you more support and warmth.

Yes, you are right, I love her.From a long time ago, I loved her deeply and deeply.

But now, it seems that there is no chance to say this sentence again.

The author has something to say: I have finally come here, I hope the big turning point will not seem abrupt.When I go downstairs, I will tell about the past. Xiaomi's hesitation and hesitation for so long are not without reason.

In fact, in each of the previous chapters, the host has buried a lot of stalks, most of which can be found by Conan Jun, just like a game of hide-and-seek, very interesting!The biggest gain for the host here is to get to know all of you witty and caring friends. Your comments and support are also the biggest motivation for me to update, and the greatest pleasure for me to write!

On this special day, I want to say thank you!I love you all!I hope everyone who has a lover will eventually get married, and those who don’t have a lover will get married as soon as possible!

Of course, the favorite is still you, you know!

There will probably not be an update tomorrow, please be early on Monday~~~