Invalid confession

Although he knew that Jiang Heng was joking and Jiang Heng apologized, Shao Hanye still confiscated his pillow at night.

Who cares, it's not easy to find an opportunity anyway.

"It's not that I dislike you," Jiang Heng pressed his pillow on Shao Hanye's shoulder in the posture requested by Shao Hanye. It was a very relaxed posture, but he felt that his neck was extremely stiff. "But you fell asleep, it's strange. Scary, I'm afraid you'll kill me."

Shao Hanye laughed with a "hmph", "I didn't beat you to death when I was the black boss, but now that Jinpen has washed his hands, you are definitely not in danger."

Jiang Heng, who was told about the embarrassing things by Shao Hanye, blushed and didn't look up, "Tomorrow, what time will you see the doctor?"

"It's set for ten o'clock in the morning." Shao Hanye squeezed Jiang Heng's arm, "Don't worry about sleeping, you don't need to get up early."

"Well," Jiang Heng gradually got used to it, "I--"

"You're fine," Shao Hanye said, "The purpose of our trip wasn't to prove that you're fine."

He followed Jiang Heng's back, "Don't worry, I have experienced it all, trust me."

Jiang Heng felt Shao Hanye's steady breathing, and the uneasiness in his heart was gradually filled with warmth.

Shao Hanye is a person who can give people a sense of security, whether it is his actions or words.

"Is there anything you are afraid of?" Jiang Heng wanted to ask.

"I," Shao Hanye smiled, "I'm afraid of death, I'm afraid of my own death, and I'm even more afraid of the death of the person I love."

Jiang Heng only thought that the person he was talking about was his mother. He raised his hand and hugged Shao Hanye's waist in a strange way, and rubbed his side face against his chest, which made Shao Hanye's heart itch. It made his eyes darken.

On the way there, Jiang Heng forced himself to change his goal, and made a study plan for the two of them for the next few days on the tablet.

When he was studying, he put all his heart and soul into it. Jiang Heng was very glad that he had this ability. Although, this must have been achieved by spending a lot of energy and time on training.

But for someone like him who likes to keep everything in his heart, he is very lucky to have such a safe haven.

Shao Hanye was also handling the work beside him, he would not make himself look strange, because he was afraid that Jiang Heng would have a psychological burden, but he did have a heart hanging on him.

Jiang Heng's situation is different from his. He took treatment immediately after realizing the problem, while Jiang Heng delayed for too long.

A person who has been incompatible with the world he lives in all the year round, even if he is not sick, it is difficult to believe that he is normal, and this kind of psychology is likely to evolve into reality over time.

Jiang Heng endured for too long, so long that Shao Hanye was not sure whether he really survived or was forced to accept the subsequent suppression.

But these worries, he couldn't tell Jiang Heng before that he didn't allow himself to bring Jiang Heng to see a psychiatrist, and there were no more variables on the way.

He had already made an appointment with a psychiatrist, and this was the main goal of bringing Jiang Heng to Province A this time.

When did it start?Probably when he discovered for the first time that such an outstanding and dazzling person like Jiang Heng would actually feel inferior to his bones.

Moreover, Jiang Heng was too kind and closed himself off early.

He knew too well how helpless and frustrating the life of interpreting another self was.

So, no matter what, he would bring Jiang Heng back to see his most trusted doctor and give Jiang Heng... the best treatment.

But the best result is that Jiang Heng has no problems, he was just injured and recovered.

Jiang Heng's side face looked quiet and soft, his eyelashes brushed against his well-curved eyes, his nose was straight and straight, and his lips were slightly pursed.

Shao Hanye can't remember clearly how he got out of it back then, probably because he was accompanied by old Shao. Later, he fell in love with e-sports and had a dream.

Hope and companionship are indispensable, and when Jiang Hengsheng's dream of being the No. [-] scholar comes true, Shao Hanye will try to let him find his next dream as soon as possible.

But it would be better to have a career, and it happened that Jiang Heng wanted to study finance.

His Shao family's property is too big, and Lao Shao's body is not as good as before after his mother's death.

If Jiang Heng can take over the company with him, then such a future life, just thinking about it, can make Shao Hanye wake up from his sleep with a smile.

"So happy?" Jiang Heng put the tablet on his lap.

Shao Hanye turned on the screen, saw the neat schedule on it, and put the tablet aside.

He took Jiang Heng's hand, "Want to meet my dad?"

Jiang Heng panicked for a moment, "Didn't you say, uncle--"

"Yes, he didn't come back, he's still abroad," Shao Hanye observed Jiang Heng's reaction, "I just want to ask you, when do you plan to meet him, and give him some time to prepare."

The more Jiang Heng listened, the more flustered he became. What kind of character is Shao Zhentian? Seeing him, he had to prepare in advance. Jiang Heng couldn't sit still.

Shao Hanye smiled and patted the back of his hand, "Don't panic, I'll just ask. If you're not ready, let's talk about it. Anyway, he's been very busy lately."

"I..." Jiang Heng couldn't say "Why do I have to see my uncle..." This kind of words, because he felt that he was too cruel, Shao Hanye treated him so well as a friend, but he refused Seeing his family, and Shao Hanye had already met his family, and got along so well with his parents, Jiang Heng slowly lowered his eyelashes, "I see."

Shao Hanye could clearly see the guilty look on Jiang Heng's face except for the panic. He didn't quite understand whether it was old Shao who made Jiang Heng feel guilty for preparing this matter in advance, or whether Jiang Heng didn't want to see him at all...

"You," Shao Hanye wanted to ask anxiously. Since he wanted to study finance, which company would he like in the future? But when he thought about it again, Jiang Heng would have to see a psychiatrist soon, so he didn't want Jiang Heng to think about it. There are too many, and my own question is not at the right time, "Don't think about it, don't worry, I won't tell Lao Shao before you are ready."

Jiang Heng lowered his eyes, and the guilt in his heart was crazily accumulating, "Sorry, I'm just not used to getting along with elders."

"Well," Shao Hanye subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, "It's okay, you're still young, and after a few years of experience in society, you'll be good at everything."

Shao Hanye's tone made Jiang Heng feel familiar, and he smiled slightly, "You feel like you're getting older again."

"That's right," Shao Hanye told Brother Tao to drive in, "everywhere is big."

After realizing what Shao Hanye was talking about, Jiang Heng pulled out his hand, "Can you stop the daylight--"

"Okay," Shao Hanye raised his chin and hooked his lower lip, "I'll show you when I go back tonight—"

"Shao Hanye!" Jiang Heng opened the car door and rushed down.

The entire consultation lasted more than two hours, during which Shao Hanye was in the room.

Jiang Heng didn't mention it, and the psychiatrist naturally wouldn't let Shao Hanye go out.

"The report will be sent to your mailbox in three days," said the doctor, "remember to check it."

There was a thin layer of sweat on Jiang Heng's forehead, "Okay, thank you doctor."

Shao Hanye pulled a tissue to wipe off the sweat from under his bangs.

"Give me an approximate judgment," Shao Hanye said, "Is there something wrong?"

The doctor glanced at Jiang Heng.

Shao Hanye thought for half a second, "Call me."

The doctor nodded.

Jiang Heng came out with Shao Hanye, the trembling in his heart hadn't stopped. He said all the words that had been hidden in his heart for so many years, and those painful memories that he had forced himself to forget. Thinking of these, Jiang Heng still couldn't calm down for a long time .

He didn't dare to look at the doctor's expression. When Shao Hanye asked the doctor just now, he didn't have the courage to mention it directly.

The despair of knowing that he is abnormal is about to overwhelm Jiang Heng, especially for him who has not allowed himself to make mistakes all the year round, it seems that he can be beaten back to the worthless person who was suspected many years ago in an instant.

Obviously not like this, obviously he is liked by many people now, obviously he is already very good now.

Shao Hanye didn't take him back to the car directly, but went to the garden behind the hospital.

Singing birds and fragrant flowers, quiet and warm.

Shao Hanye pointed to the stone bench, and Jiang Heng sat down.

"Are you afraid?" Shao Hanye asked in a low voice.

Jiang Heng raised the corner of his mouth slightly, "I'm not afraid."

"There are many things that are not so difficult if two people do them together," Shao Hanye said patiently in a low voice, "You can accept to come with me, and you can also accept it. I will listen to you talk about the past all the time. Then, you must It is hope that I will accompany you through this test."

Jiang Heng's fingertips trembled, and he slowly raised his eyes, looking at Shao Hanye with unclear vision.

Shao Hanye was stunned by his pitiful and tough eyes, he stretched out a hand, put it on the stone table, hooked his fingers, "Come."

Jiang Heng slowly put his hand up, and was held tightly by Shao Hanye in the next second, "I'm very happy, really, I didn't expect that I could be so special to you. When I was inside, I was thinking, if it was your parents who accompanied you today, you probably wouldn’t let them listen the whole time.”

Shao Hanye smiled, "We haven't known each other for a long time, and you are a person with a very high wall in your heart. I can understand that I am second only to your parents in your heart now?"

The autumn wind is blowing, not too cold, but it can make tears flow.

Jiang Heng wiped his eyes and smiled calmly, "Yes, that's how it exists."

Shao Hanye couldn't tell how he felt right now. This was different from someone like him who talked nonsense. Every word Jiang Heng said came from the bottom of his heart. Moreover, he must have encouraged It took a lot of courage to speak out.

Such a shy person, being forced by him to talk about love now, on the one hand, Shao Hanye felt that his heart was filled, and on the other hand, the possessiveness of men made him even more unbearable. Such a wife belongs to others.

A feeling that he couldn't help but do something stimulated Shao Hanye to get up and walk over.

He stood in front of Jiang Heng, patted his head, "Give me a hug."

Jiang Heng looked at him in a daze, the mist in his eyes hadn't dissipated.

Shao Hanye pressed the hand beside him forcibly, and said again confidently, "Hey, give me a hug."

Jiang Heng still hesitated a little and didn't move.

"Does my hand feel bad?" Shao Hanye began to speak unrestrainedly, "It doesn't feel comfortable to touch, you tell me, I'll go practice, and I'm sure you'll feel good when you touch it."

"Nonsense again," Jiang Heng slowly put his arms around Shao Hanye's waist, looked up at him with bright eyes.

And just when Shao Hanye was about to raise his arms to hug him back, he heard Jiang Heng's soft voice asking, "I can't leave you anymore, what should I do?"

Hearing what he was asking, Shao Hanye froze on the spot.

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