Invalid confession
Chapter 41 "I want to kiss him."
However, what shocked Shao Hanye even more happened after returning home.
The psychiatrist called, and Shao Hanye asked Jiang Heng to study in the study first.
He walked to the balcony on the second floor by himself and returned the phone.
The doctor answered quickly, and Shao Hanye was his boss to a certain extent.
After that incident, Lao Shao directly bought the hospital.
"Mr. Shao," the psychiatrist came from the phone in a steady tone, "I was in the hospital just now, so I didn't give you a direct answer, because it involved some personal issues."
Shao Hanye looked at the fountain in the yard, and said "hmm" with tired eyes.
"Now, is it convenient for you to tell me what is the relationship between you and Mr. Jiang?"
"Couples," Shao Hanye said without hesitation, "lovers in development."
The psychiatrist was silent for half a second, and he spoke again, "If this is the case, I advise you to think about it carefully."
"What do you mean by that?" Shao Hanye's tone was suddenly unbearably cold.
"Calm down first," the psychiatrist said, "Please listen carefully to what I'm going to say next, and you must have your own considerations about how to make a decision at that time."
Shao Hanye's eyes were covered with a thick layer of fog. He took a deep breath silently, and then said in a low voice, "Go ahead."
"I found a variety of mental illnesses in Mr. Jiang's body, but none of the symptoms were too serious. In fact, Mr. Jiang's self-healing ability is very strong. He once walked out of the hospital without any external force. depression."
Shao Hanye's breathing was stagnant when he heard it, he didn't expect that Jiang Heng...
"However," the doctor in the heart paused, "This also means that Mr. Jiang is not an ordinary person. He is too rational. If you use a more direct adjective, it can be said to be cold-blooded. At the same time, his emotional perception is not as good as normal. People are sensitive, which leads to a series of complications, such as resistance to physical contact, emotional apathy, reduced sense of shame, and inability to establish deep emotional dependence with others."
Considering Shao Hanye's degree of acceptance, the psychiatrist persuaded again, "Thus, the above, what Mr. Jiang usually shows is probably not what you understand. It is difficult for him to really establish a relationship with you. Emotional connection, and the superficial friendliness, even over-enthusiasm, is likely to be deliberately displayed by him in order to protect himself."
"so--"
"You fucking fart!" Shao Hanye's face was almost ferocious, he couldn't believe his ears, but what he didn't dare to face was the doubts deep in his heart for a long time, but when he really heard these words For a moment, hearing one more word was unbearable for him.
"Mr. Shao," the psychiatrist's tone was still steady, "I know this result is a little hard for you to accept, but you must have thought it through carefully to bring Mr. Jiang, right?"
He knew the meaning behind the words, and it's not that he hadn't imagined this kind of result, but every time he thought of it, he didn't dare to continue thinking about it.
Jiang Heng's stiffness for the first time, Jiang Heng's shyness every time he made physical contact, Jiang Heng, who pays attention to the sense of distance, can tell him love words that make his heart tremble again and again, and there are countless Qing's response...are they all fake?
If all this is his self-movement, self-hypnosis...
"The report has been sent to my mailbox," Shao Hanye said in a low, almost hoarse voice, "As soon as possible."
There is a window in the study room upstairs, and it happens to be able to see Shao Hanye on the terrace below.
His hand holding the phone trembled uncontrollably, and he kept bending down.
The hand beside Jiang Heng also trembled.
What kind of disease is it?Jiang Heng looked down at the hand beside him, with an indifferent expression as if it was not a part of his body.
It shouldn't be too serious, after all, he has survived so many lonely, dark, heart-piercing nights.
Ten years old, he was plagued by depression for a whole year, he was disgusted and rejected by almost everyone in school, and when his parents came home, there was only tiredness on his face.
He is still young and a bit extreme, and he was taught by his parents to have kind thoughts in his heart. All kinds of encounters and ideas are rampant in Xiao Jiang Heng's body day and night, but he can't find an exit. Taught him how to relieve himself.
But there is never a lack of ruthlessness in his life, nothing can knock him down, as long as he has no emotions, he will not feel pain, he will speed up and live a "correct" appearance in the eyes of everyone.
Teachers like well-educated children, parents like well-behaved ones, and classmates like excellent, gentle and helpful children.
As for his appearance, it is said that running can stimulate the secretion of growth hormone and accelerate the development of bones, so at that time, as long as he had time, he would run masochistically.
The reason I told Shao Hanye was just the most insignificant part of it.
And those glasses, which he had to wear all the time as long as he was in school, could not only cover his innocence, but also immediately establish a sense of distance, so he never took them off even when he was sleeping.
What kind of existence is Shao Hanye?Jiang Heng didn't know very well, he just let himself get close to him after he got to know him.
Unknowingly, he let himself go again and walked behind Shao Hanye.
Shao Hanye's condition is very bad, he is such a tall man, his arms are leaning on the railing, his upper body is almost curled up.
His hand pressed against his heart irresistibly, where it danced alive.
His body temperature has always been lower than that of ordinary people, and even his heartbeat is slow.
But at this moment, when he heard Shao Hanye sobbing in a low voice, his heart felt as if a piece had been hollowed out, making him uncomfortable.
Things that can make him angry and uncomfortable, every time it happened before, it was to the extent that Jiang Heng could think carefully.
But during the time he spent with Shao Hanye, there were so many such situations that he didn't want to think about it any more.
"Shao Hanye," his hand stroked Shao Hanye's back, "My heart aches for you like this."
Time seems to stand still, and the people working in the garden are chatting non-stop, only the terrace side brings out inextricable and inexplicable emotions.
Shao Hanye got up slowly, red blood streaked around the eyeballs in the narrow and long eyelids.
"Jiang Heng," Shao Hanye hadn't figured out a solution yet, but the moment he saw Jiang Heng, the feeling of wanting to question broke through his throat, driving him almost crazy, "Can I ask you a question?"
Jiang Heng raised his hand, touched his face, and gently scratched the bottom of his eyes with his thumb, "Don't do this, my heart aches."
Every time Jiang Heng said it, Shao Hanye's heart ached even more. He didn't want to force Jiang Heng, he couldn't bear it, but he really wanted to know the result.
He pressed Jiang Heng's hand, "Are you sincere to me, or is it all acting?"
Jiang Heng's eyelashes trembled slightly, "How is it possible, it's acting."
Shao Hanye let out a heavy breath, and he hugged Jiang Heng into his arms.
"You didn't lie to me, did you?" His tone was almost sad, "As long as you say that what you told me before is not false, I will never mention it again. --"
"I'm really sick," Jiang Heng's voice was so soft that Shao Hanye could intuitively feel his despair, "Really?"
The strength in Shao Hanye's hands increased uncontrollably, as if he wanted to rub Jiang Heng into his body, "Yes, but it's not a serious illness, you just don't understand emotions, and all these can be cured, look, you don't feel sick now. Are you just feeling sorry for me? Did you feel this way before? "
Jiang Heng said truthfully: "No."
"Yes," Shao Hanye seemed to grasp at straws, "No, you only treat me like this. You said that you think I am good and have no shortcomings. You also said that you are very lucky to meet me. You also said , let me not fight, you will worry about me, and today, you said you love me, I remember all these, and you also remember, right? "
Tears flowed out uncontrollably, Jiang Heng never thought that he would have the day when he wanted to cry so much, his lacrimal glands had already been blocked subjectively by him.
But this person in front of him can always make him become himself and not like himself again and again.
"Shao Hanye," Jiang Heng bit his lower lip and said tremblingly, "I really, can it be cured?"
An unprecedented emotion engulfed Jiang Heng. He had never hoped that he could get rid of those things and become what he really wanted.
"Do you believe me?" Shao Hanye asked in a deep voice.
"I believe." Jiang Heng suppressed his crying, he really didn't want his pain to be passed on to Shao Hanye any more.
Shao Hanye gently followed his back, "Then you are obedient, and we will treat you every day according to the doctor's instructions. I promise, you will be fine."
"You are Jiang Heng," Shao Hanye added weight, "You survived such difficult days, and now you will only become stronger. I look forward to seeing a complete you, Jiang Heng, would you Promise me?"
"I am willing." Jiang Heng couldn't help it, and burst into tears.
The Shao family is very big, big enough to accommodate all emotions, even if he is crying hoarsely at the moment, no one will give him an extra look.
The psychiatrist really didn't expect that his phone call not only failed to persuade Shao Hanye to make a rational decision, but made him even more insane.
"Can you add physical therapy, I want to kiss him." Shao Hanye said.
The doctor held his forehead, "He resists physical contact."
"Oh," Shao Hanye touched the tip of his nose, "but now he likes to hug and hold me high."
The doctor dispelled it indifferently, "Then you can just kiss me directly, why let me add it to the therapy."
"Damn, you just say it's okay?" Shao Hanye made a big move, "I ordered a 488 a few days ago, and it happened that Chen Mi went to your house to do business at night, so I asked him to drive it in the garage for you."
"Thank you," the doctor said lightly, "but it still needs to be formulated according to Mr. Jiang's specific diagnosis results. However, I will send the complete plan to your email as soon as possible. If you have any other requirements, You can also collect them into a document and send it to my mailbox before 18:00 tomorrow night."
"You are so fucking caring," Shao Hanye cursed with a smile, "Okay, let's work hard."
"Okay, boss." The doctor hung up the phone.
The author has something to say:
Jiang Heng: "Aqiu~"
Shao Hanye: "Baby! Come to the bowl!"
--
Thanks for comments and favorites!bow!See you tomorrow night~
--
Note:
1. Kiss, hug and hold high, a hot word on the Internet.
2. Come to the bowl, which originated from a milk chocolate bean advertisement.
The psychiatrist called, and Shao Hanye asked Jiang Heng to study in the study first.
He walked to the balcony on the second floor by himself and returned the phone.
The doctor answered quickly, and Shao Hanye was his boss to a certain extent.
After that incident, Lao Shao directly bought the hospital.
"Mr. Shao," the psychiatrist came from the phone in a steady tone, "I was in the hospital just now, so I didn't give you a direct answer, because it involved some personal issues."
Shao Hanye looked at the fountain in the yard, and said "hmm" with tired eyes.
"Now, is it convenient for you to tell me what is the relationship between you and Mr. Jiang?"
"Couples," Shao Hanye said without hesitation, "lovers in development."
The psychiatrist was silent for half a second, and he spoke again, "If this is the case, I advise you to think about it carefully."
"What do you mean by that?" Shao Hanye's tone was suddenly unbearably cold.
"Calm down first," the psychiatrist said, "Please listen carefully to what I'm going to say next, and you must have your own considerations about how to make a decision at that time."
Shao Hanye's eyes were covered with a thick layer of fog. He took a deep breath silently, and then said in a low voice, "Go ahead."
"I found a variety of mental illnesses in Mr. Jiang's body, but none of the symptoms were too serious. In fact, Mr. Jiang's self-healing ability is very strong. He once walked out of the hospital without any external force. depression."
Shao Hanye's breathing was stagnant when he heard it, he didn't expect that Jiang Heng...
"However," the doctor in the heart paused, "This also means that Mr. Jiang is not an ordinary person. He is too rational. If you use a more direct adjective, it can be said to be cold-blooded. At the same time, his emotional perception is not as good as normal. People are sensitive, which leads to a series of complications, such as resistance to physical contact, emotional apathy, reduced sense of shame, and inability to establish deep emotional dependence with others."
Considering Shao Hanye's degree of acceptance, the psychiatrist persuaded again, "Thus, the above, what Mr. Jiang usually shows is probably not what you understand. It is difficult for him to really establish a relationship with you. Emotional connection, and the superficial friendliness, even over-enthusiasm, is likely to be deliberately displayed by him in order to protect himself."
"so--"
"You fucking fart!" Shao Hanye's face was almost ferocious, he couldn't believe his ears, but what he didn't dare to face was the doubts deep in his heart for a long time, but when he really heard these words For a moment, hearing one more word was unbearable for him.
"Mr. Shao," the psychiatrist's tone was still steady, "I know this result is a little hard for you to accept, but you must have thought it through carefully to bring Mr. Jiang, right?"
He knew the meaning behind the words, and it's not that he hadn't imagined this kind of result, but every time he thought of it, he didn't dare to continue thinking about it.
Jiang Heng's stiffness for the first time, Jiang Heng's shyness every time he made physical contact, Jiang Heng, who pays attention to the sense of distance, can tell him love words that make his heart tremble again and again, and there are countless Qing's response...are they all fake?
If all this is his self-movement, self-hypnosis...
"The report has been sent to my mailbox," Shao Hanye said in a low, almost hoarse voice, "As soon as possible."
There is a window in the study room upstairs, and it happens to be able to see Shao Hanye on the terrace below.
His hand holding the phone trembled uncontrollably, and he kept bending down.
The hand beside Jiang Heng also trembled.
What kind of disease is it?Jiang Heng looked down at the hand beside him, with an indifferent expression as if it was not a part of his body.
It shouldn't be too serious, after all, he has survived so many lonely, dark, heart-piercing nights.
Ten years old, he was plagued by depression for a whole year, he was disgusted and rejected by almost everyone in school, and when his parents came home, there was only tiredness on his face.
He is still young and a bit extreme, and he was taught by his parents to have kind thoughts in his heart. All kinds of encounters and ideas are rampant in Xiao Jiang Heng's body day and night, but he can't find an exit. Taught him how to relieve himself.
But there is never a lack of ruthlessness in his life, nothing can knock him down, as long as he has no emotions, he will not feel pain, he will speed up and live a "correct" appearance in the eyes of everyone.
Teachers like well-educated children, parents like well-behaved ones, and classmates like excellent, gentle and helpful children.
As for his appearance, it is said that running can stimulate the secretion of growth hormone and accelerate the development of bones, so at that time, as long as he had time, he would run masochistically.
The reason I told Shao Hanye was just the most insignificant part of it.
And those glasses, which he had to wear all the time as long as he was in school, could not only cover his innocence, but also immediately establish a sense of distance, so he never took them off even when he was sleeping.
What kind of existence is Shao Hanye?Jiang Heng didn't know very well, he just let himself get close to him after he got to know him.
Unknowingly, he let himself go again and walked behind Shao Hanye.
Shao Hanye's condition is very bad, he is such a tall man, his arms are leaning on the railing, his upper body is almost curled up.
His hand pressed against his heart irresistibly, where it danced alive.
His body temperature has always been lower than that of ordinary people, and even his heartbeat is slow.
But at this moment, when he heard Shao Hanye sobbing in a low voice, his heart felt as if a piece had been hollowed out, making him uncomfortable.
Things that can make him angry and uncomfortable, every time it happened before, it was to the extent that Jiang Heng could think carefully.
But during the time he spent with Shao Hanye, there were so many such situations that he didn't want to think about it any more.
"Shao Hanye," his hand stroked Shao Hanye's back, "My heart aches for you like this."
Time seems to stand still, and the people working in the garden are chatting non-stop, only the terrace side brings out inextricable and inexplicable emotions.
Shao Hanye got up slowly, red blood streaked around the eyeballs in the narrow and long eyelids.
"Jiang Heng," Shao Hanye hadn't figured out a solution yet, but the moment he saw Jiang Heng, the feeling of wanting to question broke through his throat, driving him almost crazy, "Can I ask you a question?"
Jiang Heng raised his hand, touched his face, and gently scratched the bottom of his eyes with his thumb, "Don't do this, my heart aches."
Every time Jiang Heng said it, Shao Hanye's heart ached even more. He didn't want to force Jiang Heng, he couldn't bear it, but he really wanted to know the result.
He pressed Jiang Heng's hand, "Are you sincere to me, or is it all acting?"
Jiang Heng's eyelashes trembled slightly, "How is it possible, it's acting."
Shao Hanye let out a heavy breath, and he hugged Jiang Heng into his arms.
"You didn't lie to me, did you?" His tone was almost sad, "As long as you say that what you told me before is not false, I will never mention it again. --"
"I'm really sick," Jiang Heng's voice was so soft that Shao Hanye could intuitively feel his despair, "Really?"
The strength in Shao Hanye's hands increased uncontrollably, as if he wanted to rub Jiang Heng into his body, "Yes, but it's not a serious illness, you just don't understand emotions, and all these can be cured, look, you don't feel sick now. Are you just feeling sorry for me? Did you feel this way before? "
Jiang Heng said truthfully: "No."
"Yes," Shao Hanye seemed to grasp at straws, "No, you only treat me like this. You said that you think I am good and have no shortcomings. You also said that you are very lucky to meet me. You also said , let me not fight, you will worry about me, and today, you said you love me, I remember all these, and you also remember, right? "
Tears flowed out uncontrollably, Jiang Heng never thought that he would have the day when he wanted to cry so much, his lacrimal glands had already been blocked subjectively by him.
But this person in front of him can always make him become himself and not like himself again and again.
"Shao Hanye," Jiang Heng bit his lower lip and said tremblingly, "I really, can it be cured?"
An unprecedented emotion engulfed Jiang Heng. He had never hoped that he could get rid of those things and become what he really wanted.
"Do you believe me?" Shao Hanye asked in a deep voice.
"I believe." Jiang Heng suppressed his crying, he really didn't want his pain to be passed on to Shao Hanye any more.
Shao Hanye gently followed his back, "Then you are obedient, and we will treat you every day according to the doctor's instructions. I promise, you will be fine."
"You are Jiang Heng," Shao Hanye added weight, "You survived such difficult days, and now you will only become stronger. I look forward to seeing a complete you, Jiang Heng, would you Promise me?"
"I am willing." Jiang Heng couldn't help it, and burst into tears.
The Shao family is very big, big enough to accommodate all emotions, even if he is crying hoarsely at the moment, no one will give him an extra look.
The psychiatrist really didn't expect that his phone call not only failed to persuade Shao Hanye to make a rational decision, but made him even more insane.
"Can you add physical therapy, I want to kiss him." Shao Hanye said.
The doctor held his forehead, "He resists physical contact."
"Oh," Shao Hanye touched the tip of his nose, "but now he likes to hug and hold me high."
The doctor dispelled it indifferently, "Then you can just kiss me directly, why let me add it to the therapy."
"Damn, you just say it's okay?" Shao Hanye made a big move, "I ordered a 488 a few days ago, and it happened that Chen Mi went to your house to do business at night, so I asked him to drive it in the garage for you."
"Thank you," the doctor said lightly, "but it still needs to be formulated according to Mr. Jiang's specific diagnosis results. However, I will send the complete plan to your email as soon as possible. If you have any other requirements, You can also collect them into a document and send it to my mailbox before 18:00 tomorrow night."
"You are so fucking caring," Shao Hanye cursed with a smile, "Okay, let's work hard."
"Okay, boss." The doctor hung up the phone.
The author has something to say:
Jiang Heng: "Aqiu~"
Shao Hanye: "Baby! Come to the bowl!"
--
Thanks for comments and favorites!bow!See you tomorrow night~
--
Note:
1. Kiss, hug and hold high, a hot word on the Internet.
2. Come to the bowl, which originated from a milk chocolate bean advertisement.
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