On the day I broke up, I was confessed by my rival

Just when Chi Xia saw the intimate actions between Qin Yu and Lin Xu, his heart suddenly sank...

Although he had made such a guess earlier, he always felt that Lin Xu was not Qin Yu's ideal type, so he did not act for a long time.

But Chi Xia still remembered the purpose of her visit this time, so even though her heart was turbulent, she didn't lose her composure when she spoke out.

It wasn't until Qin Yu showed his undisguised disgust towards him that his expression froze.

But when he saw Lin Xu subconsciously clenched the fried dough stick in his hand, Chi Xia realized that as long as Lin Xu still cared about him, there was still hope for everything.

After a moment of silence, Chi Xia decided to retreat.

He quickly came back to his senses, sighed with a perfect expression and showed no flaws, and said to Lin Xu: "It seems that I came here by accident, so how about it, you two have a good time, I will go back to accompany Grandpa first Get well with grandma."

Saying that, Chi Xia nodded to Lin Xu, turned around and was about to leave.

Chi Xia was going to see his grandparents, how could Lin Xu really stay with Qin Yu, he immediately wanted to catch up.

But Qin Yu frowned and gave him a hand at this moment.

Lin Xu: ...?

In the next second, Qin Yu hooked the corners of his lips, stepped forward, and said to Chi Xia's back: "The visitor is a guest, how can I let you go back alone, let's go, let's go back together."

Chi Xia's back paused slightly, and as expected, he stopped in place.

He said to himself in his heart: There is no need to be angry for Qin Yu, he came here to save Lin Xu, as long as Lin Xu changes his mind, no matter what Qin Yu does, it has nothing to do with him.

In this way, the three of them went back to Lin Xu's home from the market together.

Qin Yu deliberately slowed down, and even whispered to Lin Xuxu, who was preoccupied at first glance.

"Would you like a bite of sesame seed cake?" Qin Yu handed the sesame seed cake to Lin Xu's lips.

Lin Xu glanced at Qin Yu, hesitated to speak, finally shook his head, and whispered, "I won't eat."

Qin Yu persevered: "What about the tofu nao, this one is quite tender."

Chi Xia at the side silently squeezed the strap of the gift box in her palm.

No matter how dull he was, Lin Xu came to his senses at this moment, and glanced at Qin Yu. Sure enough, he happened to see Qin Yu glance at Chi Xia, with a sarcasm on his face.

Lin Xu: ...

For a moment, I couldn't laugh or cry, and I didn't feel bad luck, I just thought why Qin was so naive?

But Lin Xu also knew in his heart that Qin Yu was trying to vent his anger on him in a different way, and he was still grateful, so when Qin Yu recommended sesame seed cakes to him for the third time, he hesitated and pointed to Qin Yu's cup Tofu Nao, who didn't drink, said, "I want to drink that."

After all, Qin Yu has already bitten the biscuits, so it would be strange for him to eat them again.

Qin Yu was very happy to see Lin Xu took over his fault, so he handed over the tofu brain.

Lin Xu took a sip of the tender and sweet tofu nao with Qin Yu's hand, and wanted to take the cup over.

But in the next second, Qin Yu withdrew his hand back.

Lin Xu couldn't hold back any longer, and looked up at Qin Yu in surprise.

As a result, Qin Yu smiled at Lin Xu, picked up the cup, took a sip along the place where he drank, and said after drinking, "I only have one cup. What should I drink after you finish drinking?"

Lin Xu: ...

In the next second, Lin Xu's ears, which were as white as jade, turned slightly red to the naked eye.

This Qin Yu is...

There is no sense of boundaries.

But Lin Xu also knew in his heart that Qin Yu did this for Qi Chixia, and there should be no other meaning.

So he was only instinctively shy for a moment, and then calmed down again.

On the side, Chi Xia, who saw the details of the interaction between the two clearly in his eyes, became more and more gloomy, as if there was a harbinger of a thunderstorm.

But he still didn't do anything after all.

He thought, his chance is not now.

·

Soon, we arrived at Lin Xu's house.

Chi Xia was obviously more familiar with Lin Xu's grandparents, so he greeted them with a smile as soon as he came up.

Seeing this, Qin Yu was annoyed to death, but he couldn't show anything in front of Lin Xu's grandpa and grandma.Only then did I realize that I seemed to have been tricked a bit.

Chi Xia is relying on the elders to handle them.

Lin Xu obviously didn't look too good-looking, but he couldn't show any strangeness in front of his grandparents.

When the grandpa and grandma saw Lin Xu's two classmates coming all of a sudden, they didn't dare to neglect, so they took out all the melon seeds, peanuts, snow date rice cracker candies and other things stored at home, and greeted them.

In front of Qin Yu and Chi Xia, two large plates were placed. Chi Xia thanked him politely and ate a little more politely.

Seeing this, Qin Yu's face darkened, and he reached out to grab something to eat.

As a result, Lin Xu looked at it but grabbed Qin Yu's wrist: "Don't eat this."

Qin Yu:?

Several other people also cast surprised eyes.

Lin Xu blushed for a moment, then said seriously: "Don't eat nuts, it's not good for your stomach."

Lin Xu let go of Qin Yu's hand after speaking, and explained to his grandpa and grandma: "Qin Yu has a bad stomach and got sick two days ago. These are too hard to eat,"

Of course the grandpa and grandma knew about this, and suddenly realized, they quickly apologized that they didn't know, and told Qin Yu not to eat, but to drink some milk.

Grandma also got up on her own initiative, saying that she wanted to get Qin Yu some fried glutinous rice noodles with shredded ginger, saying that this would nourish his stomach.

Qin Yu couldn't laugh or cry again, but felt heartwarming again, and hurriedly got up to stop grandma.

After tugging for a while, everyone sat down.

Now, Chi Xia who was in the limelight was completely forgotten.

Chi Xia: ...

Seeing this, Qin Yu felt a little happy.

But not only because Chi Xia was at a disadvantage, but also because Lin Xu and Lin Xu's grandfather and grandmother took the initiative to care about him.

The kind of sincerity and kindness between people makes Qin Yu feel very warm.

Afterwards, they started chatting again. Grandpa and grandma were very curious about Lin Xu's situation at school, so Qin Yu talked to them slowly, occasionally telling some jokes to amuse the two old people.

It made the two old people very happy.

As for Chi Xia, he had rarely had contact with Lin Xu, so he was naturally not as good as Qin Yu's roommate.

In this way, Qin Yu quickly gained the favor of the two old people in a short period of time.

And just when Qin Yu thought he was going to win a big victory, Chi Xia suddenly turned his head and said quietly to Lin Xu who was beside him: "Xiao Xu, I have something to tell you alone."

Lin Xu's body stiffened slightly.

Before he had time to refute, Chi Xia smiled again, and said to Qin Yu, "I'll trouble you, Qin Yu, to chat with grandpa and grandma for a while."

Qin Yu's expression also froze.

After Chi Xia finished speaking, regardless of the vaguely resisting reactions of the two of them, she just stood up and said to Lin Xu calmly, "Xiao Xu, let's go."

Lin Xu raised his head and frowned at Chi Xia, facing Chi Xia's calm but turbulent gaze, Lin Xu's brows trembled slightly.

Seeing this, Qin Yu's expression sank and he wanted to rescue Lin Xu.

Unexpectedly, the next second, Lin Xu stood up on his own initiative and said, "Well, let's go talk."

Chi Xia was slightly surprised, but soon he smiled and said, "Yes."

After Lin Xu finished speaking, he took a reassuring look at Qin Yu who was about to explode, and nodded at Qin Yu.

Seeing Lin Xu's eyes, Qin Yu was silent for a moment, forcibly suppressed the irritability in her heart, turned her head, and continued to chat with Lin Xu's grandparents.

Lin Xu and Chi Xia went out one after the other.

·

The two walked one after the other, and after walking for a while, Lin Xu stopped beside the vegetable field in his backyard.

Chi Xia paused and turned to look at Lin Xu.

Lin Xu looked at Chi Xia calmly, and said: "This place is empty, no one will eavesdrop, so don't worry, it will look strange if you go too far."

Chi Xia's expression froze slightly, and then he smiled wryly: "Xiao Xu, you're joking again."

Lin Xu said lightly, "I'm not joking."

After a pause, Lin Xu said, "If you have anything to say, do it quickly."

Chi Xia was silent for a long time, then said in a low voice: "Xiao Xu, I know I did a lot of mistakes before, I'm sorry."

Lin Xu didn't say a word, just looked at Chi Xia quietly.

His eyes were too clear and clear, which made Chi Xia flustered.

But thinking about her ultimate purpose of coming here, Chi Xia took a breath, and continued: "Xiao Xu, you know that Qin Yu is gay and hang out with him, is this really okay? Obviously you asked me before keep away--"

"Qin Yu is fine." Lin Xu suddenly interrupted Chi Xia.

At the end, in front of Chi Xia's somewhat stagnant expression after being interrupted, Lin Xu smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "I was blind before and didn't know people clearly."

Chi Xia's heart froze and he was speechless.

After a while, he closed his eyes and said hoarsely, "I'm sorry, Xiao Xu."

Lin Xu was silent for two seconds: "Have you finished speaking?"

Chi Xia took a deep breath and opened his eyes.

Lin Xu originally wanted to leave, but the moment Chi Xia opened his eyes, he was surprised to find that Chi Xia's eye circles were a little red.

Lin Xu bit her lip, feeling a little hesitant.

He didn't want to forgive Chi Xia, but his kind subconscious made him unable to leave such a person cruelly.

After a long while, Lin Xu said: "You apologize to me, why did you make such an expression? I am not bullying you anymore."

Chi Xia was stunned, and smiled wryly: "It's my problem, I just thought about what happened in high school..."

Lin Xu pursed his lips and said nothing.

Seeing that Lin Xu hadn't moved, Chi Xia thought that there was still a chance, so she mustered up her courage and continued: "Xiao Xu, I know that I did do a lot of things wrong, and I regret it now. If you give me a chance, I will Change everything, I will do whatever you want me to do."

"As long as, as long as we can be like we were in high school, okay, Xiao Xu?"

Lin Xu's expression froze suddenly.

Saying that, Chi Xia reached out to grab Lin Xu's wrist.

As a result, Lin Xu took a step back and swung Chi Xia's hand away with a snap.

Chi Xia was completely stunned.

At this time, Lin Xu looked at Chi Xia with a frosty face, as if he was really irritated, and now his chest heaved slightly and said: "When you were back in high school? How did you have the face to say such a thing?"

"Who changed first!"

Lin Xu's low and suppressed roar made Chi Xia's heart tremble violently.

Lin Xu gritted his teeth, glared at Chi Xia fiercely, and continued: "Why didn't you say such things when I changed my major? Did you ever think about my feelings when you were making things difficult for me in the interview at Xuetong News Agency? When you said you wanted to go abroad for exchange, did you really want to go back to high school with me?"

"I don't need to exchange!" Chi Xia blurted out.

At this second, both of them were stunned at the same time.

But Chi Xia quickly came back to his senses, when he saw Lin Xu's unbelievable expression, he didn't feel any regret for the first time.

He took a deep breath and continued: "If you don't want me to exchange, Xiaoxu, I don't have to. You can tell me everything."

Lin Xu was silent for a while: "Really?"

Chi Xia didn't hesitate, and whispered: "If you don't want me to go, I don't have to go."

Lin Xu looked at the fire-like eagerness in Chi Xia's eyes, his eyes moved slightly, and he lowered his eyes and said: "Unfortunately, I don't care about these now, you can go or not."

Chi Xia's breathing was slightly stagnant, and his expression became extremely uncomfortable, but even so, he still wanted to struggle at this second.

Until, Lin Xu raised his head, looked at him quietly, and said, "You've said so much, are you done? I also have something to say."

An ominous premonition vaguely appeared in Chi Xia's heart, but even at this second, he still felt that the situation could still be controlled, so he said with some difficulty: "Say it."

A wisp of wind blew quietly, and the green weeds on the edge of the field swayed gently.

Lin Xu looked at the gentle face in front of him that he liked and loved very much, but his mood was unusually calm.

He felt that it was time for an end.

So he looked relieved, and said lightly: "I like boys, you know?"

Chi Xia froze in place suddenly, his expression was like a bolt from the blue.

Probably did not expect Lin Xu to say such a thing at this time.

After a while, Chi Xia came back to his senses with a pale face, and said with difficulty: "Xiao Xu, I..."

Lin Xudao: "You don't have to feel anything, and I don't feel anything. It's like you can't figure out why I don't get close to you. Actually—it's not because of anything else."

"It's because I like boys, so I don't want to hang out with straight guys."

lie!

Chi Xia roared in his heart.

Looking into Lin Xu's eyes, he knew that Lin Xu was lying.

But at this time, he couldn't say anything to redeem or tear up this layer of paper.

He wasn't ready yet.

It shouldn't be at this time...

This is not right!

Lin Xu probably knows this very well, so he is using this to force him, right?

etc--

In the blink of an eye, Chi Xia seemed to understand something.

He thought: Lin Xu probably cared about him, so he forced him with this kind of thing, right?

In other words, he should still have a chance.

Thinking of this, a glimmer of hope subtly grew in Chi Xia's heart.

As long as Lin Xu cares about him, he still has hope, but... definitely not now, the timing is too bad.

So, he was silent for a long time, and under Lin Xu's calm and clear eyes, he tried to whisper in a calm tone: "Xiao Xu, we are good friends, what does this have to do with it?"

Lin Xu smiled.

It's rare for Chi Xia to see Lin Xu laughing like this, and he panicked again.

In the end, Lin Xu put away his smile and said calmly, "Well, it's okay, but I don't want to go down the same path with you anymore. Do you understand?"

Of course Chi Xia understood.

But, he couldn't explain it.

Lin Xu just looked at Chi Xia silently, his calm eyes seemed to have seen through everything.

This time, with Lin Xu's clear expression, Chi Xia couldn't explain anything, he fled in a hurry, and left the Lin family in such a hurry.

Didn't even eat lunch.

He felt ashamed.

had to go.

When Lin Xu looked at Chi Xia's leaving back, he felt a little panicked in his heart, but then he came to his senses again.

He thought he was right.

You can never wake up a person who is pretending to be asleep.

And don't expect an escapist to apologize for his real mistakes.

·

Qin Yu didn't know what happened between Chi Xia and Lin Xu.

But since Chi Xia left, Lin Xu's overall state has been a little depressed.

Qin Yu tried to figure out what happened, but Lin Xu told him that everything was over, but he still had many years of emotions to digest, and it would take time.

When Lin Xu said this, his expression was very quiet, without any dodge.

Qin Yu relaxed for a while, and decided to spend more time with Lin Xu.

He believed that since Lin Xu figured it out, everything was just a matter of time.

The seven-day holiday passed quickly.

The two returned to school in the afternoon of the last day, but things happened as soon as they returned to school.

First, Kuai Yueyue had found all the English-speaking short-players on Kuai Yueyue's side, and wanted to organize a discussion group, and then the counselor was looking for Qin Yu to discuss matters such as the number of party members and awards for this semester.

I was also told that the students will check the dormitory tonight, remember to pay attention to the dormitory affairs.

Things piled on and off.

Originally, Qin Yu planned to go to a movie with Lin Xu to distract him, but now he has no time at all.

Qin Yu's face was unhappy, and she wished she could get rid of the counselor.

Seeing this, Lin Xu quickly persuaded Qin Yu not to be so capricious, and that it's okay for them to watch movies in the dormitory when they come back.

Qin Yu originally went to the movies just because he wanted to drink, but now that he got Lin Xu's promise, he was satisfied.

So Qin Yu obediently went to Xinchuan College to find a counselor, leaving Lin Xu alone in the dormitory to clean up the housework.

Lin Xu was very good at tidying up the room, and since he and Qin Yu were the only ones left to live in this dormitory, it was not difficult at all to tidy up.

After sweeping and mopping the floor, Lin Xu sprayed a little deodorant on the corner of the bathroom and came out.

Now he was sweating from exhaustion, and he didn't want to take a bath right away, so he sat on the stool and took out his mobile phone, planning to take a rest before going to take a bath.

Turning on the phone habitually, Lin Xu glanced at the notification bar, and saw a multimedia message at a glance, which must have been sent to him by Chi Xia again.

Lin Xu: ...

In fact, Lin Xu was in a bad mood during this time mainly because Chi Xia still sent him messages from time to time.

He had already blocked and deleted WeChat, but Chi Xia was not discouraged at all, and even sent him a text message.

It's impossible to stop it if you change the number.

Lin Xu frowned, and clicked to delete it.

As a result, this time he went in one click, and when Lin Xu saw the photo attached to the MMS, his heart suddenly twitched violently.

It was a photo of a private room for two in an internet cafe, with familiar windows and familiar locations.

It was his and Chi Xia's secret base in high school.

When Chi Xia was in high school, although there was a computer at home, it was strictly controlled, so he often booked the private room by the window, and asked Lin Xu to book the night during the holidays.

The two of them spent a lot of happy time in that small private room. For the former Lin Xu, it was the most precious memory.

And... Lin Xu watched the movie that opened the door to his new world on the computer in the private room of the Internet cafe.

Let him realize that between boys and boys, there can also be true love that is higher than that of friends.

If it was Lin Xu from before, seeing this photo, he would definitely be filled with emotion, and even want to forgive Chi Xia.

But now Lin Xu is different. He has seen too many routines in the forum that Qin Yu gave him, so naturally his way of thinking is no longer so simple.

He stared at the photo quietly for a while, and suddenly realized something.

Then a chill came up to the vest vaguely.

In the next second, Lin Xu opened the search box, and he began to search, will there be calcium tablets on the machine that comes with the Internet cafe?

In fact, the answer was already clear in his heart.

But at this moment, Lin Xu still felt a little unbelievable.

He thought that Chi Xia was an unbearable person, but he never thought about it in such an unbearable direction...

If it's true, if it's true...

Lin Xu's typing hands were trembling slightly.

Soon, the search results came out.

A lot of the content in the front is irrelevant, but there is an answer from an unknown forum in the back, which is very subtle.

Not about men and women, but men and women.

The question is: what if you want to hit home plate with your girlfriend, but you don't have the money to open a hotel?

An anonymous answer said: Then take her to a private theater or an Internet cafe for a night out, and then play some movies. When the mood comes, it will come naturally.

After a while, the person who asked the question replied: Thank you bro.

The second he saw this reply, Lin Xu felt cold all over his body.

He quietly stared at the reply for a long time, and slowly closed the search page with trembling fingers.

Then, in his browsing history, he found the same-sex dating forum found in Qin Yu, and clicked in.

In the post column, Lin Xu began to search keywords one by one——

"Internet cafe", "night package" and "watching movies".

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fifty small red envelopes

Let's try to finish the text on the 25th

Sometimes when I write these days, I can’t control the number of words, so it will be later