On the day I broke up, I was confessed by my rival

Following the keyword search results, Lin Xu endured the chill in his heart and looked down one by one.

Eventually, he found an anonymous thread called "Intimate Memories."

The title of the post was unremarkable, but the moment Lin Xu saw that post, Lin Xu felt that this was Chi Xia's style.

So Lin Xu's fingertips trembled, and he clicked into this post with the mouse.

Sure enough, the first line of the main post allowed Lin Xu to basically confirm Chi Xia's identity.

It was Chi Xia's favorite sentence.

—No one person can fully grasp the truth.

Lin Xu originally thought that Chi Xia liked this sentence because Chi Xia knew the imperfection of truth and had an open attitude and views on everything.

But now it seems that he was wrong.

It turns out that Chi Xia regarded herself as the truth...

In the first few pages, Chi Xia used a very simple text to record how he found out that he likes boys.Looking at the time, it was when they were freshmen in high school. At that time, the two of them were not familiar with each other.

Lin Xu pursed his lips unconsciously.

That is to say, since they first became friends, did Chi Xia already like boys?

Lin Xu's eyes were slightly colder, he bit his lip, and continued to turn the page.

And on the third page, a person's name appeared.

"Kitten"

When Lin Xu saw this word, the tip of Lin Xu's heart trembled fiercely, and the hand holding the mouse couldn't help but clenched tightly.

Of course he knew who this "little meow" was.

In high school, because Chi Xia knew his nickname, she always liked to call him Xiaomiao, Xiaomiaomiao.

Calling and calling, the taste changes.

The cursor continued to slide down, and Lin Xu looked down a little bit.

Every line in Chi Xia's words reveals her love for Xiao Miao. If she had seen these words earlier, Lin Xu felt that she might have fallen.

But now he just wants to know, did Chi Xia really plan on him, was it premeditated?

Lin Xu's palm holding the mouse was already covered with a thin layer of sweat. He clearly knew that the truth would be revealed soon, but he still couldn't bear it.

What he couldn't bear was not Chi Xia, but himself.

It is not a crime for Lin Xu to conceal the fact that he is gay, but if... Chi Xia's thoughts are not pure enough at the beginning, then everything can only be regarded as one person acting, and the other person is acting without knowing it. In a state of confusion, he became the clown in the play.

That would be so sad.

Lin Xu really didn't want to see all the good memories of his youth turned into false and ugly bubbles, he would rather those good memories just gradually fade away and disappear.

No hope, it's all fake.

And in the next second, Lin Xu's hand holding the mouse stopped completely, and his pupils suddenly turned red.

Because, he finally saw the yellow words in the web search.

"Internet cafes" and "night packages"

Embedded in such a passage, these two words are extraordinarily dazzling, extraordinarily... piercing.

I went to the Internet cafe with Xiaomiao to spend the night, and I secretly logged on and off his phone, hoping that he would not feel sick.

He seems to feel disgusted, I'm so lost...

But why is Xiaomiao getting closer to me?She blushes when she looks at me.

I guess, he should only like me.I am so happy.

When he saw the last sentence, Lin Xu, who had been forcibly enduring, finally couldn't hold back the nausea in his heart, and his extreme disgust that made him tremble burst out at this moment.

Standing up suddenly, Lin Xu threw the mouse at the computer!

Bang!

The thin and frivolous mouse didn't smash the computer screen, but bounced out suddenly, fell to the ground, broke into several pieces, and the battery fell out.

Lin Xu was panting slightly, his eyes were flushed, he was staring at the passage on the computer screen, his stomach was overwhelmed, and he almost twitched.

In his opinion, there is a limit to people's nausea.

But he didn't expect that there was no limit to Chi Xia's dirty tricks.

When he read those words, he felt disgusted again, and then the cycle deepened repeatedly.

But he still read it over and over again like masochistic, as if telling himself, never make the same mistakes in the future.

I don't know how long it took, but Lin Xu was drenched in cold sweat. He gasped on the spot for a while, and finally regained his composure. He rubbed his red and sore eye sockets, and slowly sat back in his seat.

Then he raised his hand again, and continued to turn down the page with the touch screen that comes with the notebook.

At this moment, it is meaningless for him to hate.

But he had to know how much Chi Xia had lied to him.

What else is he kept in his bones?

Page by page, keep going.

But later on, Chi Xia seldom recorded, only three pages left.

Lin Xu didn't find anything too explosive.

Until, the last page, the last sentence.

Thanks to the forum, let me meet the right man, and I sealed it.

These words made Lin Xu's pupils shrink suddenly, and thunder struck him again.

This...will it be what he thinks?

Then Lin Xu pursed his dry lips with great difficulty, and lowered his head to see the time of the last post.

Sure enough, it was the night of the last day of military training.

That is, the night when Chi Xia was beaten by Qin Yu.

Staring blankly at the time of posting, Lin Xu's heart sank to the bottom.

If it is said that Chi Xia's previous incidents just made him feel extremely disgusted, then the last sentence completely made Lin Xu feel that he was a clown played by Chi Xia and applauded.

And Qin Yu...

Obviously the two had a private relationship, why didn't Qin Yu mention it?

Although Lin Xu vaguely knew in his heart that there might be some misunderstanding in this, but at this moment, he was on the edge of a dead end.

He felt as if he had been deceived by the whole world.

Why are you hiding it from him?

why? !

Lin Xu put his fist on the table, clenched it again and again, raised it up several times, and put it down again.

In the end, the last sliver of sanity kept him from smashing the computer.

But at this time, Lin Xu himself is having a hard time, and he doesn't want to make some people feel better.

Taking a deep breath, her throat moved slightly, Lin Xuhong took out her phone with eyes open, took a photo of the forum page, and then sent it to the phone number that Chi Xia sent him the last MMS.

Lin Xu: Congratulations, you have won.

After sending, Lin Xula hacked Chi Xia's mobile phone number, turned off the phone, then slowly pressed on the computer, closed the door, and walked out of the bedroom.

·

When Chi Xia received Lin Xu's reply, he was attending a dinner party in the editorial department of Xuetong News Agency.

Everyone was laughing and having fun.

Although Chi Xia is in a bad mood, he always wears his perfect mask to the outside world, especially since the current editorial director has already got through with him, and he plans to tell everyone that the next director is him at this dinner party, so that everyone Vote together.

Chi Xia would never miss such an opportunity no matter what. The president may not be able to compete with Qin Yu, but the minister must be in his pocket.

After drinking beer for three rounds, seeing that everyone was almost done, the head of the editorial department smiled at this moment, glanced at Chi Xia, and signaled.

Chi Xia understood, he brewed a smile, and was about to speak, at this moment, his mobile phone beeped, indicating that there was a new message.

Chi Xia frowned, glanced at it nonchalantly, and wanted to turn off the screen, but after seeing the sender's name, his breathing suddenly became a little short.

In the next second, Chi Xia immediately grabbed the phone and unlocked the screen.

Today, he thought, might really be a good day.

Not only was he about to take over as the head of the editorial department, Lin Xu also contacted him.

However, after clicking on the details of that text message, seeing the photo on the forum, and Lin Xu's cold sentence "Congratulations, you have won", Chi Xia could no longer maintain his good expression control , out of control and suddenly stood up from the position!

There was a bang, and there was a burst of exclamation.

It turned out that Chi Xia moved too much when she got up, knocking over several bottles of beer.

The current editorial director who was going to announce that Chi Xia would take over as the next editorial director didn't know what happened, so he frowned and glanced at Chi Xia.

At this moment, Chi Xia tremblingly clenched the phone in his hand, the muscles on his face twisted several times, finally he raised his head with difficulty, and said to everyone: "Sorry everyone, I suddenly have something urgent, I have to deal with it, excuse me. "

After finishing speaking, Chi Xia didn't care what the editorial director's face was like, so she just took her mobile phone and came out of the crowd.

When everyone saw this, they couldn't help talking, and the face of the head of the editorial department changed again and again, but they were all people who had seen the world anyway. Soon, the head of the editorial department greeted everyone: "Maybe Chi Xia is real. I have something to do at home, don't worry about it, let's eat first."

At this time, everyone slowly regained their senses from the surprise and discussion.

Chi Xia left without looking back.

For the first time, he lost his composure in front of everyone.

But he knew that if he didn't redeem it this time.

Then really, it's all over.

·

When Chi Xia found Lin Xu's bedroom, the door was locked.

Chi Xia was so anxious that she immediately ran downstairs and looked around.

And Lin Xu was sitting by the side of the football field at the artificial lake in the southern area at the moment, with reddish eyes, staring blankly at a group of boys playing on the field.

The shadow of the big tree fell on him, completely covering him, and he was slumped in the shadow, as if he was a non-existent person.

And when Chi Xia ran past the football field several times, he didn't find Lin Xu.

Hot sweat dripped down Chi Xia's body, but her heart was cold and extremely restless.

For the first time, he was so worried.

He was even worried that Lin Xu would be overwhelmed...

And when Chi Xia found Lin Xu's dormitory for the second time, he ran into Qin Yu who had come back.

The two met at the door of the dormitory building.

Looking at each other, Qin Yu frowned, and said coldly, "What are you doing here?"

Facing Qin Yu's provocation, Chi Xia didn't feel upset for the first time, and even seemed to have found a savior.

The next second, Chi Xia said hoarsely: "Xiao Xu is gone."

Qin Yu's expression changed suddenly, and regardless of the fact that he was at the door of the dormitory building, he rushed up and grabbed Chi Xia by the collar, and said angrily, "What did you do to him again?!"

Chi Xia shook her head, her eyes were red, and she didn't speak.

Passers-by looked sideways.

Seeing the expressions of passers-by, Qin Yu turned cold, then he let go of Chi Xia's collar and said in a low voice, "Come out and say it."

At this time, how could Chi Xia care so much?

And seeing Qin Yu's expression, Chi Xia felt even more frightened.

He originally thought that the post on that forum was sent by Qin Yu to Lin Xu, but at the critical moment, he didn't want to worry about it so much.

But... If Qin Yu really did it, how could he not know anything now?

If Qin Yu really didn't know anything, where would he go to find Lin Xu?

Could it be... Do you want to call the police?

Qin Yu didn't know what happened. He took two steps and felt something was wrong. When he looked back, he found Chi Xia standing there with a pale face and lost his mind.

Qin Yu: ...

Taking a deep breath, Qin Yu finally dragged and dragged Chi Xia under a big tree on the side of the dormitory building.

"What's going on? Tell me clearly."

Listening to Qin Yu's questioning, Chi Xia finally recovered a little bit.

After a while, he silently raised his head, showing a wry smile that was uglier than crying, and said in a hoarse voice: "Xiao Xu found out about my post on the forum. Then...the other person disappeared, not in the dormitory, not anywhere."

Qin Yu's expression froze suddenly.

The next second, Qin Yu punched Chi Xia hard on the face, knocking Chi Xia to the ground.

Then Qin Yu yelled at Chi Xia, who was covering his face and struggling to stand up, while everyone was staring at him: "Then what the hell are you still doing here?! Let me find it!"

The crowd gradually gathered, and the voices of vague discussions grew louder.

Chi Xia stood up reluctantly, under the inquiring and strange gazes of so many people, he felt embarrassed and dizzy, a little unsteady, and the place where Qin Yu had beaten him was even more painful.

But Qin Yu didn't care. He glanced coldly at the crowd and said, "If you don't want to be beaten, get out of here."

Crowd: ...

Qin Yu glanced again at Chi Xia, who was leaning against the tree with a pale face. He gave Chi Xia his middle finger vigorously, and he didn't miss it anymore. Under the eyes of everyone speculating and discussing, he turned his head and left.

No matter Chi Xia reported him, made a demerit or something, it didn't matter to him at this time.

He has to find Lin Xu.

Find Lin Xu quickly.

While Chi Xia stayed there alone for a while, a classmate came over and asked him indignantly if he wanted to tell the teacher.

Chi Xia shook his head. After a long while, he looked at the sky, facing the wound on his face that had begun to bruise, and smiled wryly in silence.

"This punch is what I deserve."

At that second, he actually felt a little relieved.

He did realize, too, that he was wrong, very wrong indeed.

Everyone: ...

In the weird and strange eyes of everyone, Chi Xia stood up quietly, glanced at the direction Qin Yu left, then turned her head and staggered towards another direction.

No matter what, he also wanted to find Lin Xu.

He can't, make the same mistake again.

·

Lin Xu's cell phone was turned off, and he had no other contact information. At this time, there was no definite evidence to prove that Lin Xu's life was in danger, and the missing time was short, so calling the police was useless.

As for the counselor, both Qin Yu and Chi Xia tacitly didn't contact her.

After all, the role that college counselors can play is not too different from them, and Lin Xu should not do stupid things.

But even though he knew this in his heart, as long as Qin Yu thought about where Lin Xu might be alone and crying silently, he felt as if he had been burned by fire.

Qin Yu walked and ran all the way, searching almost half of the campus, during which he met Chi Xia twice, but he couldn't find any trace of Lin Xu.

Several times, meeting Chi Xia's eyes, looking at Chi Xia's face, he even thought of killing Chi Xia to relieve Lin Xu.

But when he calmed down, he realized that it was meaningless.

Most importantly, where is Lin Xu?

no idea.

During the period, the students who checked the dormitory called Qin Yu several times, but Qin Yu hung up.

But for the last time, Qin Yu realized something, calmed down, and answered the phone silently.

Then Qin Yu explained it to the minister who checked the bedroom in a rare and nice manner, saying that he would invite him to dinner another day, so that he must not deduct points.

It doesn't matter if he deducts points, but if Lin Xu is deducted points, it is very likely that scholarships and awards will be difficult.

The minister who checked the bed also wanted to sell Qin Yu a favor, and now that the favor was sold, he naturally agreed.

Qin Yu hung up the phone and stood there, the sweat on his forehead slid down his cheeks one by one, hitting the ground, his long eyelashes were soaked, and he was exhausted, but his heart was still as uncomfortable as frying oil, and he couldn't stay still. down.

Qin Yu gasped for two seconds, then ran out again.

And when he ran around almost half of the campus again but couldn't find Lin Xu, and was about to collapse on the ground from exhaustion, his cell phone rang.

Qin Yu frowned, feeling extremely irritable, but thinking that it might be news about Lin Xu, he took out his phone.

As a result, the mobile phone was held in front of Qin Yu, and Qin Yu glanced at it, and his eyes suddenly focused on the screen.

Because at this moment, two extremely familiar words danced lightly on the screen.

Lin Xu.

Qin Yu's eyes became hot, his fingers trembled, and he almost threw the phone out.

Immediately afterwards, he cautiously swiped the answer button and put it to his ear.

After a while, Lin Xu gave a low "Hello".

Hearing that clear and pleasant voice, Qin Yu's nose felt sour, and he couldn't help but press the bridge of his nose. Finally, he endured it, restrained his emotions as much as possible, and said in a hoarse voice, "Where are you?"

Lin Xu was silent for a while, did not answer, only asked: "Has the person who checked the bedroom come?"

Qin Yu was stunned for a second when he heard the words, and then involuntarily curled his lips, feeling both sad and warm for no reason.

Then he replied: "Come on, no points deducted, don't worry."

Lin Xu: "Yes."

Qin Yu asked again: "Where are you?"

Lin Xu was silent for a while, then said in a low voice: "I want to be alone for a while, and I will come back before bedtime."

Qin Yu: "I'm looking for you, do you know that?"

There was a brief moment of silence on the other side, and Lin Xu said in a muffled voice, "Don't come, I'm going to hang up."

Qin Yu suddenly became short of breath: "Don't hang up!"

Lin Xu hesitated for a moment.

Qin Yu gritted his teeth and said, "I'm going to find you now, just wait for me! Don't run around!"

After finishing speaking, Qin Yu hung up the phone ruthlessly before Lin Xu.

The moment Lin Xu was hung up, he silently looked at the hung up screen in front of him, a little stunned.

At this moment, his thoughts couldn't help but start to get confused - didn't he tell Qin Yu where he was?

How did Qin Yu find him?

But sometimes, some very mysterious things happen in the world, and you don't even know what the principle is.

Just like Qin Yu who couldn't find Lin Xu just now, after hanging up the phone, for some reason, he rushed out again.

Ten minutes later, Qin Yu stopped quietly at the gate of the football field. He looked at the thin figure hugging his knees and leaning against the big pagoda tree from a distance, panting, took out his mobile phone, and made a call.

In three seconds, the call is connected.

Qin Yu curled the corners of his lips silently, staring at the figure who raised his head to answer the phone, his breathing was a little short but with an indescribable tenderness.

"I found you."

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