please love me again

Dong Chang couldn't find Li Yao again.

Li Yao didn't answer the phone, didn't reply to the message, and he didn't come to work for two days.

Dong Chang looked for the home address that Li Yao had filled in, but he never expected that Li Yao filled it out blindly, probably because he lived in a friend's house, so it was not easy to write a friend's address.

The last time Dongchang sent Li Yao home, he only met Li Yao's younger brother halfway there, so he didn't know where he lived now.

Dong Chang also called Fu Yiping, but the phone was always busy.

Dong Chang panicked. Isn't this scene exactly the same as six years ago?

But this time, Dongchang will not sit still.

Dong Chang thought for a while, got up and left.

Outside the gate of the high school, a group of parents waited eagerly. This is the last exam, and a few students have already walked out of the exam room.

Li Yuan came out of the examination room earlier than expected. Originally, Li Yao said he would come to pick him up, but he probably hasn't left at this time.

Li Yuan was thinking whether to wait for Li Yao to pick him up or walk back by himself.

Suddenly, Li Yuan saw an abrupt silver high-end car parked not far away.

There are still some parents' cars here, but for some reason, Li Yuan pays special attention to that silver car.

The car door opened, and a tall man came out, looked around, and met Li Yuan's eyes.

Li Yuan just wanted to turn his head and leave, but he didn't expect the man to wave to him, signaling him to go over.

Li Yuan hesitated for a moment, but also remembered that the man was his brother's ex-boyfriend.

Li Yuan is still a vigilant person, he would not easily get into a stranger's car, but then he thought of something, and when he came to his senses, he was already sitting in Dong Chang's car.

"I'll take you back." Dong Chang is obviously the kind of person who would be annoyed to say a word to someone who is not interested.

"My brother asked you to pick me up?" Li Yuan's tone showed no respect for the adults.

Dong Chang thought: This kid is just like Li Yao.

Of course it wasn't Li Yao who asked Dong Chang to come, but Dong Chang thought that there was only this high school nearby. If he could meet Li Yuan, he might be able to find Li Yao.

Dong Chang glanced at Li Yuan out of the corner of his eye, and answered irrelevantly, "You don't look like Li Yao at all."

Li Yuan is tall, with a thin face and a little deserted feeling.

"Hmph," Li Yuan asked straight to the point without even looking at him, "What's your relationship with Li Yao now?"

Dong Chang's hand holding the steering wheel froze, why did this guy call Li Yao directly by his name?

Although he didn't want to admit it, Dong Chang vaguely sensed that Li Yuan was hostile to him, and Dong Chang didn't want to imagine in that bloody direction even if he killed him.

"Li Yao told you about me?"

"Six years ago."

Dong Chang was a little surprised, and also a little inexplicably moved. He didn't expect that Li Yao had told his family about him long ago.

"It's just showing off to me..." Li Yuan whispered, as if thinking of something he didn't want to recall, "This is the first time I've seen someone who made Li Yao so miserable."

"What do you mean? It's me?" Dong Chang almost laughed, "I'm going to fix Li Yao?"

Obviously he was made into a mess by Li Yao, so why did he turn into Li Yao again.

"Don't just promise what you can't do." Li Yuande's tone was a little mocking.

It's really inexplicable that Dongchang burst into an unknown fire. He was actually taught a lesson by a child who is nearly ten years younger than him?

Dong Chang stepped on the brakes, turned to look at Li Yuan, held back his anger, and asked, "How do I get home?"

Li Yuan was taken aback for a moment, and then his mind came to his senses—Dong Chang wasn't called by Li Yao to pick him up!If so, how could he not even know the way home?

Then Li Yuan happened to see the ring on Dong Chang's hand, and a bad association came to mind.

"No need, just send it here, open the door, I want to get off." Li Yuan said calmly.

"I'll take you back..." Dong Chang was a little surprised, not knowing why Li Yuan got out of the car suddenly.

"No need," Li Yuan categorically refused, "open the door."

Dong Chang is not a stalker either, so he had no choice but to open the car door when he left.

"Don't follow me, be careful, I'll call the police." Li Yuan warned Dongchang, then turned and left.

After Li Yuan left, Dong Chang cursed. He didn't expect that his younger brother was so smart that he could see through his purpose at a glance.

Seeing that Dong Chang didn't follow, Li Yuan almost ran home afterwards.

Li Yuan's heart was beating wildly, just now, he saw Dong Chang's ring, then—then what is Li Yao doing?

As soon as Li Yuan came home, he ran into Fu Yiping who was about to go out, so he didn't care to talk to him, and called Li Yao's name loudly.

Li Yuan was so anxious that he even forgot to call "brother".

Li Yao came out of the house and looked at him, a little surprised, "You came back so early? I was going to pick you up just now. How was the exam?"

"The exam must be fine..." Li Yuan was not modest, "No, I have something to ask you!"

"What's the matter?" Li Yao slightly opened his eyes wide, feeling a bad premonition.

"Your ex-boyfriend—what father-in-law?" Li Yuan said bluntly, "married?"

Li Yao was startled, seeing Fu Yiping's face changing, he suddenly panicked.

"You..." Li Yao wanted to hide it, but he is not a liar, so he could only ask in the end, "How do you know..."

"I saw he was wearing a ring," Li Yuan asked forcefully, "Li Yao, you told me last time that you are rich, where did you get the money? Did he give it to you?"

Li Yao looked away and said lame lies, "I, I borrowed it from him..."

"Is he willing to lend it to you unconditionally?" Li Yuan said aggressively, "Li Yao, don't lie to me, you won't lie!"

"I didn't lie to you..." Li Yao was dying.

Li Yuan saw him right away, and asked mercilessly, "Last time, was the hickey on your body a condition?"

Li Yao froze and didn't dare to speak.

Fu Yiping on the side was also dumbfounded, remembering that he seemed to have vaguely seen the hickey on Li Yao's body.

Li Yao didn't know what to say, so he clenched his hands nervously.

"Li Yao, answer me!" Li Yuan yelled suddenly, in a tone that didn't sound like he was talking to his brother.

Li Yao was so frightened that his whole body trembled suddenly.

"Li Yuan, are you talking too much to your brother..." Fu Yiping who was on the side saw Li Yuan's sudden temper, so he couldn't help going up to persuade him.

"Brother..." Li Yuan was furious, "Then brother, tell me! Didn't you used to be very arrogant and daring! Why don't you talk now!?"

The person who knows Li Yao best, besides Dong Chang, is Li Yuan.

Li Yuan knew that if he said that, Li Yao would definitely talk back.

"Yes... that's what I did!" Li Yao was indeed angry, and shouted back at Li Yuan, "You brat dare to yell at me!?"

Li Yuan couldn't believe it for a moment, and then his face was full of anger, "Li Yao, do you know what you are doing? Messing around with a married man? Let a married man take care of you?"

Li Yuan's words stabbed the wound in Li Yao's heart fiercely, "Sir, what's wrong with your child!"

"I'm a child...I'm a child and I know what you're doing is wrong!" Li Yuan raised his head slightly, trying to suppress the tears in his eyes. He was already taller than Li Yao, and he seemed to be commanding Li Yao condescendingly, "Li Yao You go and sever ties with that bastard, just like six years ago, then you are still my brother."

"I don't!" Li Yao's eyes were stubborn, and he blurted out without thinking.

To sever ties with Dongchang? --don't want!

Li Yao didn't know what he was thinking, he only knew that he answered this subconsciously.

"Li Yao, are you crazy?" Li Yuan didn't expect him to answer like this, he lost his usual calm expression, and looked at him in horror.

"I, we need money..." Li Yao tried his best to find excuses for his choice, "If you have money, you can pay off your debts, so you don't have to run around like this..."

"Repay the money with your body!?" Li Yuan still looked angry, but couldn't hold back his tears, "Who begged you to do such a thing? What do you think of yourself!"

Li Yao's face became hot, and his eyes became moist.

Fu Yiping finally couldn't stand anymore, and tugged at Li Yao, "Li Yao, your brother is right, you should go and break the relationship, after all, he is a married man, you do this..."

"I don't." Li Yao repeated these two words like a stubborn child.

However, these two words seemed to add fuel to Li Yuan's fire.

"You go!" Li Yuan finally said what he never planned to say in his life, "You don't need to pay back my family's debt!"

Hearing these words, Fu Yiping felt strange, but saw Li Yao's face suddenly turned pale.

"I know, I knew from the beginning..." Li Yuan continued.

Li Yao was startled, his lips were trembling, "Don't say it, don't say it..."

"You are not my own brother at all! There is no blood relationship between us at all!"

After Li Yuan finished speaking, Li Yao felt that the world was quiet.

It's over, completely gone.

My home is completely gone.

The so-called elder brother (2)

"Your brother is gay!"

The children in the same class sat on the desks and laughed loudly at Li Yuan.

The classroom fell silent for a moment.

Li Yuan glared at him, and continued to lower his head to write his homework.

Li Yuan didn't know how the story of Li Yao spread, but he felt a little scared in his heart, afraid that he was the one who started it.

After all, he did deliberately hint to Fu Yiping about Li Yao's sexual orientation.

Afterwards, Li Yuan could clearly feel that he and Li Yao were in a state of ebb and flow.

Li Yao started a rebellious period, fighting and making trouble, and even contradicted his parents, while Li Yuan became more and more calm, and his academic performance was always among the best.

Relatives didn't praise Li Yao as much as before, but he himself became the object of frequent praise.

Sometimes when Li Yuan sees Li Yao lose his temper in a fit of rage, he can't help but be complacent. In the end, he won this brotherly war.

Although Li Yuan is young, he thinks much more than his peers, because the hostile brother in the family is always forcing himself to grow up.

After that, Li Yao went to school in other places, and the two rarely saw each other. When Li Yao went home to live during the holidays, he always ran outside.

Li Yuan can't forget that day, Li Yao came home late, and the family had finished dinner, Li Yao lied that he ate outside and was going to take a bath.

But the mother gave Li Yuan a push, "Both of you brothers, go take a shower together, it's getting late, go to bed early after you take a shower."

The brothers rejected the proposal with one voice.

"Don't be like this," the mother smiled, "You two brothers have a better relationship, Li Yuan, you don't know, when you were young, your brother changed your diapers..."

Li Yuan had an expression of "There is absolutely no such thing, and he will not admit it", Li Yao walked over, grabbed Li Yuan's hair vigorously, and his tone was full of reluctance, "I know, just wash it together. "

Li Yao only regarded Li Yuan as a child and didn't think much about anything, but Li Yuan saw something he shouldn't have seen.

Li Yao rubbed the skin on his body vigorously. In the brightly lit place, Li Yuan could see clearly that Li Yao looked a little embarrassed, and there were still some red marks on his body.

"Fuck! It's disgusting..." Li Yao cursed in a low voice while wiping his body, "That man is disgusting..."

"What are you looking at, wash yours!" Li Yao glared at Li Yuan, then turned his back to him.

Li Yuan also glared at him, but found that Li Yao's back was trembling slightly.

After living at home for a few days, Li Yao rushed back to school. Li Yuan noticed that he was very depressed, and he didn't even have the energy to argue with him.

During the period when Li Yao went to school, Li Yuan's body began to grow crazily. Perhaps because of the lack of oppression from his brother, Li Yuan grew [-] centimeters in two months, so that Li Yao, who came home from vacation again, looked When I got to him, I was shocked.

The younger brother noticed that his elder brother seemed to have gotten rid of the negative emotions before, and even announced his coming out to the family.

What makes Li Yuan difficult to understand is that the parents who have always spoiled his brother did not show much sadness about this matter, they just acquiesced to Li Yao's behavior. opened.

Li Yao often made phone calls with a man named "Eunuch", even laughing and cursing, without hiding it.

Li Yuan could vaguely guess who it was, and every time he just looked at Li Yao coldly.

Li Yuan thought: He did it on purpose to show me, to show off to me on purpose. I stole his limelight, so he wants to show me how happy he is now...

Li Yuan is very clear-headed and understands the motives of Li Yao's childish behavior, but Li Yuan ignores the fact that he is still a child, and he is still too young to control his emotions.

Li Yuan was easily irritated by Li Yao.

Li Yao deliberately took the house key that Dong Chang gave him, dangled it in front of Li Yuan, and said in a smug tone, "I'm going to have a new home, and I won't have to go back here after graduation..."

Li Yuan was very angry. Angry, why did Li Yao not know what to do? Even though his parents loved him so much, he still wanted to leave the house?

Parents always said to Li Yao, "Don't work too hard, take a break", but to themselves, they always said, "You have to work harder to catch up with your brother."

At that moment, Li Yuan felt for the first time that his emotions were out of control.

"Anyone who can take a fancy to you is definitely not a good person." Li Yuan said what he thought was the worst slander.

Li Yao was so angry that he couldn't even speak, so he hit Li Yuan.

Li Yuan didn't take the beating obediently either, and got into a scuffle with Li Yao after two or three blows.

Li Yuan thought that Li Yao was tall when he was a child, but only after fighting today did he realize that he was almost taller than Li Yao.

"You Tema said who is not a good person! You have never seen him, what the hell do you know!" Li Yao mercilessly grabbed his brother's collar.

Li Yuan was not to be outdone, and punched Li Yao several times, "Who is serious? You are just playing around, you won't get far anyway!"

"Fuck! Who said we can't go far!" Li Yao was furious, and grabbed Li Yuan's hair vigorously.

Li Yuan pushed Li Yao to the ground with all his strength.

Both of them were taken aback. In the past when they fought, Li Yuan was the one who was pushed to the ground.

"You bastard..." Li Yao couldn't bear the insult of being defeated by his younger brother, but couldn't resist, so he could only grit his teeth.

"Anyway..." Li Yuan didn't forget to make up the knife, "You must be pretending to be good in front of that person. I know you, and I like to pretend. If he knows your nature of being so aggressive, knowing that you are a wayward and childish ghost , he will abandon you immediately!"

"No way!" Li Yao just wanted to retort, and shouted without thinking, "No matter how capricious I am, he will tolerate me!"

Li Yuan was taken aback, let go of the hand that was holding Li Yao, and said "disgusting" to him coldly, and before he had time to see Li Yao's expression, he went back to the house and locked his door.

Li Yuan's heart was beating wildly, although he had indeed hurt Li Yao, aside from some guilt, he did feel refreshed, because it was the first time he had gained the upper hand after confronting the hateful Li Yao for so long.

But later, Li Yuan felt that Li Yao was a little pitiful.

Because of his father's affairs, his family went bankrupt overnight.

Li Yuan called Li Yao, but it took only ten minutes for Li Yao to run home.

Li Yuan always felt that Li Yao wanted to leave the house, but he never expected that Li Yao would come back so quickly in times of crisis.

During the saddest period, my father was hospitalized and the family house was in debt. The brothers and their mother lived in a small house, and the brothers could only squeeze into a small bed.

I don't know how the debt collectors found the mobile phone numbers of Li Yao and his mother. They called over and over again, threatening and harassing. Li Yao was so angry that he changed his mobile phone number and all his contact methods.

Li Yuan found out that Li Yao had changed, he no longer showed his sharpness to him, let alone quarreled with him.

But during that time, Li Yuan was woken up by Li Yao every night. Li Yao seemed to be haunted by a nightmare, crying and making noises, muttering something incessantly, but he couldn't wake up no matter what.

Li Yuan could only hear a few words in sleep, saying "you don't want me", and he was always calling someone's name.

Li Yuan could guess who he was calling, and also guess what happened, and suddenly felt a little guilty in his heart, fearing that his words would come true and ruin Li Yao's happiness.

Li Yao's nightmare lasted for about half a month, and the situation hadn't improved, so Li Yuan asked him this question.

Li Yao was taken aback when he heard his younger brother say that he was talking in his sleep at night, obviously he had no memory of it.

From that day on, Li Yao stayed up at night, typing on the computer to translate manuscripts, and told Li Yuan that he wanted to work to make money.

Li Yuan fell asleep watching Li Yao at work every night, but unexpectedly slept soundly. In order not to wake Li Yuan up by talking in his sleep, Li Yao stayed up until two or three o'clock every night before going to bed.

Li Yao was young and in good health, but Li Yao's mother couldn't take it anymore. When the news of his father's suicide came, his mother fainted and was sent to the hospital.

There is not even time to be sad, Li Yao is so busy that he can't keep his feet on the ground every day, running around for his father's lawsuit.

Li Yuan took care of his mother in the hospital, but her mother's physical condition became worse and worse.

"Son, come here, mom will whisper to you." The mother took Li Yuan's hand and said softly.

Li Yuan held his mother's thin hand, and heard her slowly say: "Don't let your brother bear the debt owed by your father alone. His temper, so strong, will never turn back until the south wall, although it is hard. You, but if necessary, let him go."

Li Yuan looked at his mother with a puzzled face, what does it mean to let him go?I never restrained him.

The mother smiled slightly, and said something that Li Yuan would never forget in his life.

"In the past, you often asked me why you didn't look like your brother."