please love me again

Li Yao couldn't remember how many times he had escaped.

Run away in front of Dong Chang, run away in front of Dong Chang's wife, and now run away in front of Li Yuan.

Li Yao didn't know how long he had been running away, but he just felt that the world was so big, but he didn't have a home for himself, and there was no one with whom he was bound.

So lonely, really lonely.

Now Li Yao really wanted to go back to the past, to the teacher's small office, or to the room that he shared with Dong Chang.

Still wanting to hear the teacher's affirmation of his words, or Dong Chang's helpless words of pampering himself, Li Yao suddenly felt that he did not cherish everything in the past, and now, his existence would not bring happiness to anyone.

in case……

Suddenly my father's face flashed in my mind.

When Li Yao came back to his senses, he stood at the door of the bank.

This place is the place I pass by every day when I get off work.

Li Yao stood in front of the cash machine, ready to enter the password for the last time.

Li Yao looked at the notes he made, the dates in July and August, only the last one was left untried.

Li Yao was sure it was the password.

Li Yao entered the password, thinking about how many times he and Dong Chang had done it together, thinking about how much money should be in it, and planning how to use it.

Li Yao has already made up his mind. Giving all the money to Li Yuan should be able to pay for his college education. As for the debt repayment...

A prompt pops up when the password is entered incorrectly.

Li Yao was startled, thinking that he had entered the wrong key just now, and clicked the password again, but did not dare to press the OK button.

Already wrong once, there are two chances.

Li Yao became anxious, the money in the card was his last hope.

Is Dongchang playing tricks on himself?The password setting is not his birthday?

Li Yao shook his head, but had no idea.

"Damn it, birthday..." Li Yao held his head, trying to get rid of his memories.

After all, the memory of six years ago is too far away. Li Yao recalled all kinds of things after reuniting with Dong Chang, trying to find clues.

Then—the black mug suddenly broke into Li Yao's mind.

……

"Wow, what are you doing grabbing my cup? I brought it back from Disney."

"Give it to me as a present." Dong Chang said sullenly.

"Didn't I bring you something else?" Li Yao snatched back the cup, "I won't give you this cup, I like it, I want to use it!"

Not to be outdone, Dong Chang said, "I want your cup, and I want to snatch your life for the rest of my life!"

Li Yao was stunned for a long time before reacting, and suddenly laughed loudly, "You are so stupid!"

"You are so talented," Dong Chang snatched Li Yao's cup, "Anyway, I want this cup as my gift, if you want to use it, at worst, two people can use it together."

……

Li Yao held his head and murmured to himself in a low voice, "What gift..."

Li Yao suddenly opened his eyes wide and remembered something—it was a birthday present!

Li Yao remembered that during that holiday, he went to Disney with his friends without telling Dong Chang, and when he came back after having a crazy time, Dong Chang asked him where he went with a displeased face.

It wasn't until Li Yao said that he had brought him a gift that the haze on Dong Chang's face gradually disappeared.

But Li Yao didn't know at that time that the day he went out to play happened to be Dong Chang's birthday.

It was only in the later conversation that the two of them talked about this matter, and Li Yao said in surprise, "It's your birthday that day", and then forgot about it.

Li Yao came back to his senses and was suddenly startled.

The day I went to Disney by myself was Dong Chang's birthday!

Li Yao remembered that he took a photo that day, and immediately dug out the photo in his phone to check the date it was taken.

"..." Li Yao frowned. He had already tried this date, so could it be that he made a mistake before?

But Li Yao was sure that this date must be Dong Chang's birthday.

Li Yao entered the password carefully, for fear of making a mistake again.

Now Li Yao felt that he would never forget Dong Chang's birthday.

Li Yao used to always think that celebrating big and small anniversaries and birthdays was a hypocritical expression, but he didn't know that feelings and life sometimes required a sense of ritual.

--wrong password.

When the reminder popped up, Li Yao froze, choked up a sob, and slowly squatted down, crying and laughing.

"Dongchang, please forgive me, I really..."

Li Yao felt that he was burdened with endless frustration. He clearly felt that he had reached out and caught Dong Chang, but in the end it was just a phantom.

There is one last chance to enter the password, and Li Yao doesn't want to try again.

Between myself and Dongchang, let's stop at this password.

Li Yao packed up his mood and was just about to leave when he saw a couple approaching the cash machine beside them. The two were tired and yelling "husband" and "wife" non-stop, which was particularly eye-catching.

Li Yao didn't like this kind of people who showed affection in public, but unconsciously looked at them twice, and something flashed through his mind.

Li Yao immediately turned around, returned to the cash machine, and quickly entered the password.

"No, it won't be..." Li Yao's heart started beating wildly when he saw that there was no prompt showing an incorrect password.

What Li Yao entered was his own birthday.

Li Yao remembered that during the time when he and Dong Chang were dating, Dong Chang was still a little smug, and even joked with Li Yao, saying in the tone of a rich second generation—"From now on, you will be my wife, and I will only spoil you. The bank card passwords are all set to your birthday, I will give you whatever you want..."

At that time, Li Yao wanted to dig a hole in the ground when he heard it.

When you are passionately in love with someone, the love will always be revealed unconsciously, and you can say anything sweet and greasy.

Li Yao suddenly realized that Dong Chang was actually a cunning and gentle person. He thought that he would never remember his birthday, so he set his own birthday, but Li Yao was stubborn, so many opportunities, just He stubbornly tried to guess Dong Chang's birthday, but never entered his own birthday.

However, there was something even more shocking to Li Yao—there was a total of 500 million deposits in it!

Li Yao took a step back in fright, put his eyes on the screen again, and repeatedly counted the 5 after the 0 more than a dozen times, and it was indeed 500 million.

"Damn..." Li Yao's voice was trembling, "Dong Chang, you madman..."

Before he knew it, Li Yao's tears flowed out, but he kept cursing.

In the end, Li Yao wiped away his tears, as if he had made up his mind.

How can the current self be worth Dongchang's 500 million?Where is it worthy of Dongchang's deep love?

Li Yao firmly believes that his own existence will not bring happiness to anyone.

If he disappears, Dongchang's family will be happy, and his younger brother has no obligation to pay off the debt.

Li Yao didn't realize that he was going to extremes. He just felt that he could understand his father's choice to commit suicide.

Li Yao thought, there are still some things to deal with now, about his younger brother, and about Dong Chang.

Thinking about the decision I will have to make later, facing them doesn't seem so scary, because this may be the last time I will see them again.