please love me again

After Li Yao ran away from Fu Yiping's house, a long time had passed, the sky had already darkened, and Li Yao hadn't come back yet.

Li Yuan started to worry. He was afraid that Li Yao would be overwhelmed, so he got up and went out to find him.

Fu Yiping stopped him, "What are you going out to look for in the middle of the night as a student, I'll look for him."

As soon as the door was opened, Li Yao was standing there, and they looked at each other, feeling a little embarrassed.

"Li Yuan," Li Yao spoke first, "Let's talk alone."

Li Yuan felt that during the college entrance examination, he was not as nervous as facing Li Yao now.

"When did you know that I'm not your brother's?" Li Yao asked straight to the point.

"When my mother was hospitalized, she secretly told me..." Li Yuan replied.

Yes, I knew the truth so early, but I didn't tell Li Yao. I watched Li Yao shouldering his father's debts alone, but I didn't tell him "You don't have to take this responsibility, because you are not from this family at all." .

Li Yuan admits that he has selfish motives.

"Oh, that's it... I knew about it earlier than you."

"What?" What Li Yao said surprised Li Yuan.

"When donating blood in college," Li Yao paused, "How can two parents with type O blood give birth to a child with type AB blood..."

Before Li Yuan got out of the shock, Li Yao continued talking.

"Later, I also found the adoption certificate from home... Do you know what I was thinking at that time?"

"what……"

"I was thinking," Li Yao smiled wryly, "I really am not my own."

"How could it be! Parents are so kind to you..."

"It's because I'm so good!" Li Yao interrupted him, "My parents never beat me, or even scolded me! No matter how hard I try, they will only look at me with pity and tell me not to be so Desperately... Ever since you were born, their attitude has become more obvious, they will beat you and scold you as their own son, but I am still just a child of someone else's family..."

"no……"

"So I hate you very much. I feel like you and your parents are a family of three, and I'm like an outsider."

"No..." Li Yuan felt that any refutation seemed pale.

"But I understand," Li Yao burst into tears, "no matter who I was born to, my parents have treated me with the utmost benevolence, and the only person in my family who doesn't treat me like an outsider is you..."

"Brother..." Li Yuan called out, tears streaming down his face.

"I'm sorry, Li Yuan," Li Yao apologized with red eyes, "I'm not a good brother..."

Li Yuan remembered that day, how Li Yao bowed his head in front of his relatives, but was ridiculed, how angry Li Yao was, and took his hand to leave.

"You are..." Li Yuan hugged Li Yao, "You are a good brother, I am not a good brother... I'm sorry, brother, I said that you are gay, I'm sorry..."

"It's just a fact," Li Yao laughed, "I have nothing to complain about when I say it."

Li Yuan didn't expect that the heavy guilt that he had been weighing on his heart would be taken away by Li Yao's light words.

Li Yuan hugged Li Yao tightly, feeling that his brother was really thin compared to himself.

The two brothers hugged each other for a while before letting go. Neither of them was used to this kind of sensational scene. They both looked embarrassed, with red eyes and cheeks.

"It's great to make up without a fight." Li Yao said suddenly.

Li Yuan also laughed through his tears.

"By the way," Li Yao took out the bank card from his pocket and handed it to Li Yuan, "This is for you."

Li Yuan's expression suddenly changed.

"I will sever ties with him," Li Yao looked at Li Yuan sincerely, "Take this as borrowed money, can you keep it first? I'll pay him back later."

Li Yuan reluctantly took the bank card.

"The password is my birthday," Li Yao paused, "You know my birthday, right?"

"I know." Li Yuan nodded.

"That's good."

Early the next morning, Li Yao went to Dong Chang's house.

This time, Li Yao really wanted to break their relationship.

Dong Chang was a little surprised when he saw Li Yao coming to find him in person, and wanted to hug him, but Li Yao slapped him away.

"Aren't you coming in?" Dong Chang pointed to the inside of the room.

"I'll just say it at the door." Li Yao's expression was so serious that he had never seen it before.

"Wh-what's the matter..." Dong Chang began to be afraid, and the uneasiness in his heart gradually expanded.

"I'm sorry!" Li Yao suddenly bowed and lowered his head forcefully, "Dongchang, let's end it."

Dong Chang was too scared to speak.

"Let's end this relationship, don't have an affair, treat your wife well, I know you will be a good husband..." Li Yao said to himself after thinking for a long time, "I should have knelt down and apologized, but I If you dare not face her, you can compensate her for me..."

"No, wait, Li Yao, stand still first," Dong Chang helped Li Yao up, and hurriedly explained, "I lied to you, I'm not married! Really not! Lan Ling is not my wife either!"

Li Yao smiled.

Seeing him smile, Dong Chang breathed a sigh of relief at first, but what Li Yao said next made his heart rise to his throat again.

"Don't lie to me," Li Yao said, "I know you are a gentle person, but don't be gentle with me anymore, I have already made up my mind."

"I didn't lie to you!" Dong Chang grabbed Li Yao's shoulder and shouted anxiously, he never thought that Li Yao would react like this.

Dong Chang thought that after Li Yao knew the truth, he might be relieved or angry, but he never thought that he would not believe it.

"I really didn't lie to you!" Dong Chang held Li Yao's cold hand, "From the beginning to the end, I only like you!"

Li Yao turned his eyes away, ignoring Dong Chang's enthusiastic confession.

"Fuck! Li Yao!" Dong Chang held Li Yao's face and turned him to face him, "Look at me! Trust me!"

"But what should I do?" Li Yao didn't look directly at him, but said softly, "I don't like you."

With just a light sentence, Dong Chang felt a heavy hammer suddenly pressed down on his heart, making him breathless.

Li Yao could feel that Dong Chang's hands were shaking, because he was telling the worst lie in his life.

But only in this way, Dong Chang will completely give up on himself.

"When we dated six years ago, I never fell in love with you," Li Yao's voice trembled, "I just wanted to use you to satisfy my own vanity..."

"Don't, stop talking..." Dong Chang wanted to cover Li Yao's mouth.

"I have realized that I was wrong, and I apologize to you," Li Yao continued, "I am neither young nor cute, and I have lost the capital to make you like me, if I can go back to the past... no, In short, I'm sorry for many things in the past, I was always too self-willed and hurt you... Now that we have broken off the relationship, we are good to you and me."

"You lied," Dong Chang stared at him with burning eyes, "If you really don't like me, why are you crying?"

Li Yao was stunned for a moment, and wiped his cheeks, only to realize that tears were already flooding.

"I, I should go..." Li Yao turned to leave, but Dong Chang grabbed him.

Li Yao shook him off forcefully.

"Let's stop here, Dongchang, don't chase me, I will never appear in your sight again."

"No, Li Yao," Dong Chang begged, "how can I keep you?"

Li Yao paused for a moment, and then said: "I am a running champion in junior high school and high school sports meet. If I really want to run, you will not be able to catch up with me."

After Li Yao finished speaking, he turned and left.

Dong Chang wanted to chase him, but found that he couldn't move his legs.

With such a sudden blow, Dong Chang was really heartbroken by Li Yao's rejection, and bursts of sad nausea came up, and he still carried a little bit of his past with Li Yao.

Li Yao taught himself to laugh, taught himself to cry; taught himself to taste the sweetness of love, and also taught himself to swallow the pain of losing love.

Dong Chang was so heartbroken that he wanted to cry and vomit, and felt that Li Yao had dealt him a fatal blow, and that he was really going to be devastated.

Dong Chang hid his face, but couldn't suppress the painful emotions.

Then Dongchang saw the ring on his hand, as if laughing at himself.