Mr. Chi, I'm going to farm in a donkey cart.

"The due date is just a few days away, so pay more attention." The doctor carefully instructed after a routine examination.

Mrs. Zhang responded again and again: "I know, I know, please trouble the doctor."

The doctor smiled and said nothing more, and took the doctors and nurses to other wards.

"You must be careful these few days, but you still have to go downstairs for a walk every day, and it will also be beneficial to labor at that time. This woman is going to the gate of hell when she gives birth, let alone you, but I feel distressed when I see these two children people……"

Mrs. Zhang was rambling on, but Yu Sheng didn't listen to a word. He looked out of the window with an indescribable emptiness and sadness.

A while ago, a pregnant woman lived in the ward. She gave birth quickly and was discharged from the hospital quickly. She left quickly after only a few days.

A while ago...

Yu Sheng thought in a daze that such a time point should be used to describe it, because he hadn't seen Chi Yan for a while, and since he said something serious that day, he never appeared in front of him again.

Those words were not pleasant, and even Zhang Yang told him what happened that day when he left. It was unpleasant for others to hear, and it was even more uncomfortable for the person concerned.

Yu Sheng knew it, because he was also suffering.

"Sister-in-law Zhang, I want to go downstairs." He didn't want to stay in this ward, he didn't even want to be in the hospital. He felt that there were monsters eating people here, and they were eating at his nerves.

"It's still hot outside, why don't you go out later?" Mrs. Zhang was a little uncertain, but she always felt that Yu Sheng's state was not right.

"Now, I don't want to go out in a while."

It was very hot outside, and as soon as he stepped out of the gate of the inpatient department, a heat wave hit his face, but his back broke out in sweat in an instant.

Yu Sheng stood under the scorching sun, invisible to others, only he could see—every inch of skin on his body seemed to be moldy, and the green-glowing fluff was gradually eroding his skin, inch by inch.

Only sunlight can stop these filthy things from rotting in the shade.

The sun is so nice.

"Shengsheng, are you okay?" Mrs. Zhang gently held his arm, "We should go back, the weather is too hot."

"Sister-in-law Zhang, have you seen it? I'm moldy, smelly, and rotten. Only the sun can dry it out." Yu Sheng leaned against the back of the wooden chair, looked up at the sun with slightly squinted eyes.

He is so dirty.

Mrs. Zhang was taken aback, and comforted, "There's no such thing as mold, we should go back."

"I forgot...you can't see it." Yu Sheng suddenly covered his face with his hand, no one else could see it, only he knew it.

He is so dirty, he has affected the people around him.

Chi Yan was the one most affected by him, he was really bad!

Mrs. Zhang was frightened by his appearance, and got up in a panic: "I'll call the doctor, please don't run around, okay?"

"Uh... ah,"

Before Mrs. Zhang had time to leave, she saw Yu Sheng clutching his belly, glaring red oozing from his lower body.

"child……"

"Shengsheng, Shengsheng is fine, the child is fine, don't be afraid." Chi Yan pushed the operating bed to comfort him.

Yu Sheng just looked at him and turned his head impatiently, tears couldn't stop flowing out, I'm sorry.

He suddenly turned his head like a needle stabbing Chi Yan hard, and even slowed down the speed of following the bed, and then watched Yu Sheng being pushed into the operating room.

"What's going on?" He asked Mrs. Zhang in a hoarse voice, "What happened at that time?"

"When I was in the ward, he suddenly said that he was going to bask in the sun, but I didn't stop him. When he was in the sun, he suddenly said that he was moldy and wanted to dry it off. I felt something was wrong and I had to go to the doctor. As soon as he was about to leave, he had a seizure. gone."

Mrs. Zhang was also frightened, she didn't expect it to be so sudden.

"Moldy is a manifestation of self-disgust. Subconsciously, he feels that he is dirty and unbearable. He even thinks that this appearance is contagious, so he is very resistant to having close people. Not sure if it was due to production."

Liao Chengzi didn't have a further psychological evaluation of Yu Sheng, and he can only observe it from his words and deeds, so everything has yet to be verified.

Resist people in intimate relationships.

Chi Yan was awakened by these words, which is why Yu Sheng suddenly resisted him so much!

"You arrange it, I'm going into the operating room!"

Because it was a caesarean section, only half anesthesia was given. The doctors performed the operation very carefully, and there was someone beside him who kept talking to Yu Sheng, taking care of his emotions.

Yu Sheng could only see his mouth opening and closing, but couldn't hear anything.

"Sound."

Suddenly, he heard a familiar voice.

Yu Sheng turned his head to look, and saw Chi Yan squatting beside him wearing anti-bacterial clothing, and the tears in his eyes could no longer be kept in an instant.

"get out."

"I won't go out, so I'll stay here with you." Chi Yan took his hand and kissed him through the mask, "Good boy, don't be afraid if I'm by your side."

Yu Sheng looked at him, tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes: "I am very dirty, I am moldy, Ayan, I will infect you."

"It's okay. I'm not afraid of these things. I'm strong. When the time comes, we'll bask in the sun together and see a doctor. Everything will be fine." Chi Yan held his hand tightly.

Chi Yan has long legs and long arms, and the anti-bacterial suit on his body seems to be a bit unfit, and the cuffs shrink back after a little movement, and Yu Sheng stares at his wrist with wrong eyes.

There were circle marks on it which startled him. Before he could ask Chi Yan, he noticed Chi Yan's gaze, and quietly covered his wrist.

It didn't take long to hear the sound of the baby crying, probably because it was born before the due date, and because Yu Sheng was emotionally unstable during pregnancy, the baby's cry was also weak and pitiful.

"It's okay. If you're tired, sleep for a while. I'll be with you." Chi Yan comforted in a low voice.

Yu Sheng hummed softly from his nose, then slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.

The two children were not particularly healthy. Yu Sheng's condition still affected the children. The doctor said he would sleep in an incubator for a few months before taking them home. Naturally, Chi Yan had no problem. His heart and eyes were full of sleeping people.

It's just that he was thinking about something in his heart, Yu Sheng only slept for a while and then woke up slowly. When he opened his eyes, he saw Chi Yan guarding the bedside. Energetic, he thought of what happened in the operating room, and felt a little embarrassed for some reason.

"Baby, would you like some water?" Chi Yan didn't shake the bed board, but carefully lifted Yu Sheng to lean against him, and gave him water.

Yu Sheng looked down at the water glass handed to his mouth. Chi Yan's shirt was unrolled, which was abnormal in the midsummer season.

He gently held the other's wrist, and opened the sleeve, which was completely covered with traces of restraint, bites and cuts.

"My Ayan."