Mr. Chi, I'm going to farm in a donkey cart.

A soft whisper pierced into the hearts of the two of them, and Chi Yan froze and didn't dare to move, fearing that the brief tenderness at this moment was just his hallucination, maybe he should increase the dose of medicine to control his dreaminess.

Yu Sheng felt sore in his heart. He knew that Chi Yan's illness was very serious. He could torture one person like two people. He was either mentally ill or mentally ill. But it's fine to torture him. Why should he be so cruel to himself.

Chi Yan is so proud. He was born in a famous family and was born to be the proud son of heaven. He has all the money and power in his hands. The Chi family in Kyoto has reached unprecedented heights because of his leadership.

What do you want for a bed partner? The lover didn't have it, so it just fell into his hands.

Because he had seen Chi Yan's domineering appearance, this man lowered his voice a little, nodded and bowed, as if he was stabbing Yu Sheng's heart with a knife.

"You shouldn't have come, your illness is still not cured." Yu Sheng tried hard to keep his voice normal, but held his wrist carefully against his chest.

In the end, I still couldn't bear the sadness in my heart, and couldn't cry.

Chi Yan hugged him tightly from behind, kissed his ears gently, and comforted him softly: "It's okay, we will be fine, the mold on your body will disappear, and so will my irritability, as long as the two of us are together Together, nothing is a problem."

"There's a problem. I'm a monster. I don't have a high education or a prominent family background. I'm just an ordinary person among the crowd. I don't want to climb high and sell my ass. Life is hard. I just want someone to walk with me It's been a long time, but I'm tired."

He was tired, but he didn't know what he was tired of, or he was tired of everything.

He was too tired to walk, whether it was alone or two, he just wanted to live the rest of his life in peace, and he couldn't stand the toss.

"I have troubled you. I apologize to you. I don't ask you to forgive me. Maybe you can't push me away?" Chi Yan hugged his shoulders tightly, but he didn't dare to use too much force, for fear of involving Yu Sheng's wound, " I will give you a school status, let you take the college entrance examination, and let you go to college, okay? I will accompany you wherever you want to go, and there are children, our family will be together forever, okay?"

OK.

Yu Sheng shook his head lightly: "Did the child get a name?"

"Not yet, do you have any ideas?" Even though it was his cub, it was Yu Sheng who conceived it hard. He didn't dare to make up his own mind easily, and he didn't even dare to tell Ms. Liao about Yu Sheng's premature birth.

"Jing Chen and Ning Zhi."

Chi Yan felt a pain in his heart, and he whispered: "Looking forward to Huaiyi, come here to offer Qichen. There are Jiao Qixin and Hu Kao Zhining. Naturally, what you take is good."[1]

They are all good names that symbolize parents' love for health and well-being. How could Chi Yan choose them badly? Besides, his voice has read so many books in order to choose a good name for his child.

"When they come out of the incubator, you can take them away and keep them."

The light voice hit Chi Yan's heart with great momentum, and he couldn't be sure of the meaning of these words for a moment.

But Yu Sheng didn't seem to care about him or the children at all, and continued: "I can't give them a good life, and following me is just suffering. You don't have to worry about it when you take it with you. It's just that you are looking for people later. You can't treat them badly." good."

"Why do you keep saying these things to irritate me? Is the child just mine? You want to ignore it like this, aren't you afraid that the child will resent you when they become sensible?" Chi Yan didn't understand, the atmosphere just now was obviously good.

"They will only be grateful to me. They can come out of any woman's belly, but not me!" Yu Sheng suddenly broke down. How could he tolerate that in the future, someone would point to his son and say that they were A monster that came out of a man's stomach!

Seeing that he was agitated, Chi Yan quickly slowed down his voice to comfort him: "Don't get excited, calm down, okay? Take a deep breath, no one will talk about you and me, and no one will talk about the baby. At worst, they will say that they bought healthy ones in the cold storage." The egg was used as a test-tube baby, and the left and right are our children."

After learning that he likes men, Chi Yan no longer has expectations for his offspring. Even if he is really afraid that no one will take care of him in the future, but he has money, is he afraid that no one will take care of him when he gets old?

But after he knew that Yu Sheng was pregnant, he was already thinking about how to give the child a reasonable identity, so that Yu Sheng's existence would not be embarrassing and everyone would accept it. It is appropriate to say that cold storage borrows eggs.

At the same time, two high-quality eggs were found to be combined with the sperm of the two of them, and the test tubes were made at the same time, which was already the only legitimate and unmistakable argument.

"I remember everything you didn't want before."

It is impossible for Yu Sheng to forget what Chi Yan said after learning that he was pregnant, and even shared it with his two sons many years later, but it still hurts to think about it now.

"This is our child. Of course I want it. Back then, I was just afraid that your health would be too much for me to say that kind of bastard. Don't worry about it anymore."

Chi Yan never hated Yu Sheng's good memory at this moment. He remembered that they had too many quarrels and quarrels, but he was also thankful that he had a good memory, because all these memories were related to him.

But Yu Sheng shook his head and broke away from his embrace, and sighed softly: "I can't forget it, I became what I am today, and you are what you are today, all because of something, I can't forget it, you are sick There were some things I didn’t say when I was reading, but now I can’t hold back.”

Before he could say what he really wanted to say, the tip of his nose was sore.

He choked with sobs: "You are sick, it doesn't matter if you beat me or scold me, but your attitude towards Chu Sheng is so good, this is something I have never been able to let go of, you are normal to everyone, but when it comes to me, I can't beat or scold you." , I didn't understand the reason at the time, and I don't want to understand it now, I really...don't like you, I hate you. "

They said they hated him, but in fact they were mostly resentful. It would be fine if Chi Yan treated him equally, but he had a bad attitude towards him, with hurtful words and distrust.

No one can live without it, no matter how strong the love is, it will be worn down.

Chi Yan was so flustered that when he heard Yu Sheng say he didn't like him, his heart beat violently, and cold sweat broke out in his flustered hands. For a long time, he also knew that he just liked him because of Yu Sheng.

"I'm wrong, I'm sick, I'm stupid, don't you don't like me, I really know I'm wrong, don't you plan to play nice with this crazy person, okay? Say I love you, I really love you !"

He was too scared, whenever he thought that Yu Sheng would not like him, he would panic like a splitting headache, feel nauseous, a severe pain in his heart, and his nasal cavity was also affected.

His nose was sore from the pain.