end of marriage

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I like this kind of thing, once it is engraved into the blood, every time I quit, it will hurt.

An Mo didn't blame himself for being soft-hearted, but after that, he couldn't be more sober because he was cowardly and incompetent.

He decided to quit Zhou Luoyan from now on.

This is the first day.

An Mo said goodbye to Cui Shu and went to the library.

He quietly picked up the anatomy book from back then, and sat in the seat where he and Zhou Luoyan had sat six years ago.

The sunlight projected from the window onto the title page of the book, and An Mo rubbed the words on it with his fingertips.

Not a love letter.

The love words spoken by that gorgeous young man back then were also like a dream of flying flowers.

Now, the dream is shattered, and it's time for him to wake up.

It wasn't until evening that An Mo went out from the library, had dinner, and returned to the faculty dormitory.

When he took a shower, the back of his neck tingled, because it was not obvious, and An Mo didn't pay much attention to it.

At the same time, the recuperation was in chaos.

At noon yesterday, when Zhou Luoyan was following Xiao Yuxi's car, he suddenly received a call from the nursing home, saying that Ji Qing had suddenly lost her breath.

This month, she has experienced apnea and shock for the third time.

But for some reason, Zhou Luoyan was more disturbed than usual after receiving this call.

He eventually rushed over.

At first, he wanted to wait for Ji Qing to stabilize before going to An Mo immediately.

He misses An Mo very much.Even if An Mo didn't want to see him, he still wanted to see An Mo. He didn't do anything, just look at him and listen to him even scolding him.

But Ji Qing's situation this time was terrible.

When Zhou Luoyan arrived, she had already collapsed from the fever and was out of breath, so she was immediately pushed into the operating room.

Over the past three years, she has experienced such a dangerous situation countless times, but survived it again.

Zhou Luoyan did not know how many experts and doctors from home and abroad were invited, and how many methods were used, but Ji Qing was not able to wake up.

Even recently, in order to cure Ji Qing, a group of elites in the medical field were recruited from country Z and other places under coercion and lure to study Ji Qing's condition, and launched a set of targeted treatment plans. .

All are invalid.

As far as Zhou Luoyan is concerned at this moment, if Ji Qing gets better, he will really have no grudges in his heart, and he can pamper An Mo with all his heart.

Make it up to him, be nice to him.

Naturally, Ji Qing is not good, he is still reluctant to hurt An Mo any more.However, he knew that there would always be a gap between him and An Mo that would never disappear.

Everything backfired.

Ji Qing was pushed into the operating room for a day and a night, and the doctors didn't come out for a long time.

Zhou Luoyan's hands and feet were cold, except for ordering Cui Shu to check on An Mo's situation, he stayed outside the operating room.

Time seemed to freeze at this moment.

Zhou Luoyan's five senses were about to disappear, and after knowing that An Mo was stable, he calmed down for a while.

He suddenly wanted Cui Shu to bring An Mo here, he was afraid that An Mo would disappear.

It was Ji Qing who was clearly lying on the hospital bed, but he wondered whether An Mo would leave him too.

Annoyed and confused, he finally stopped his absurd thoughts and stared straight at the door of the operating room.

Time passed little by little.

Zhou Luoyan stood hopelessly at the door of the operating room.

The three large red characters "under operation" stuck in his eyes.

In this way, I don't know how long it has passed, the night outside the window is getting thicker, and it looks like a wild beast with its teeth and claws.

With a "squeak", the door of the operating room was pushed open from the inside.

Red light off, green light on.

The operation is over.

Zhou Luoyan raised his head sharply, his eyes were scarlet, watching the doctor walking towards him step by step.

The rationality that was not sober in the first place slowly collapsed.

The doctor has a solemn expression: "Mr. Zhou..."

"Sorry, we, we did our best."

The switch knife hanging around his neck finally fell.

Zhou Luoyan was stunned for a moment, then staggered and pushed the doctor away and walked into the operating room.

When everyone saw him, they backed away.

Zhou Luoyan saw the weak, beautiful, and quiet Omega on the hospital bed at a glance.

She was on a ventilator, her face was pale, and her hands were down, as if asleep.

But Zhou Luoyan knew that she would never wake up again.

At this time, someone mechanically repeated: "The heart rate value is 64, 63, 62.5..."

"End-stage blood pressure, lower than 90% of 2F60 normal value"

"Oxygen saturation 70%."

Zhou Luoyan's whole body was stiff, and his eyes were fixed on Ji Qing.

"Complete heart stop."

"Ineffective Ventricular Pacing"

The line on the ECG monitor gradually flattened, and there was a "beep".

Everything ends.

Zhou Luoyan rushed to Ji Qing's side like crazy, held her hand tightly, her voice choked up: "Sister...sister..."

"elder sister……"

"Don't you want Ah Yan?"

"Don't you want Ah Yan too?"

"Sister, you all have to leave me..."

"You all leave me!!!"

With a "crash", Zhou Luoyan pushed down the monitor lying in front of him, grabbed an Alpha doctor by the collar, and shouted angrily, "Save her, go and save her!"

"Give me a fucking life to save her!!"

Doctor Alpha was trembling with fright, and replied falteringly: "Zhou, Mr. Zhou, it's not easy for Ms. Ji to survive until now...We, we really can't do anything..."

"Glands, yes, glands." Zhou Luoyan was in a panic, as if he suddenly thought of something, "What if I change her back to the same glands as before?"

"Will she wake up, will she, will she?!"

The doctor backed away again and again: "Mr. Zhou, I'm sorry, we really have nothing to do... You, please forgive me."

Zhou Luoyan pushed him away violently, and glanced at the group of doctors, fearing that someone who could not be cured would kill them with a single shot.After a long time, he walked back to Ji Qing's side, lowered his eyes, looked at him with a painful expression: "I'm sorry, sister, I...I..."

me what?

Zhou Luo was speechless.

"It's my fault, I hurt you, it's my fault, sister, you blame me, you blame me, okay?"

"But why did you leave me..."

He seemed to hate him so much, but he had nothing to hate, so he just murmured over and over again: "I'm sorry, sister..."

"Miss Ji Qing..."

Why, every time, let me watch you leave?

Why, can't one person choose me?

why why why? !

In this world, the people who treated me well have left again...

The expression on Zhou Luoyan's face became distorted, like crying, like laughing, he looked at Ji Qing and said, "Sister, Ah Yan doesn't want to be alone..."

I……

I don't want to be alone anymore.

A long time ago, I didn't want to.

It's been a long time since he was under ten years old, when he first met Ji Qing.

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"Hey, little guy, are you all right?"

In the late summer afternoon, a beautiful little boy suddenly fell down on the blue stones in the garden, bleeding from his knees.

Standing in front of him was a girl about sixteen or seventeen years old, staring back at him.

The little boy shook his head indifferently.

Female O was worried and wanted to go over to see him.

As a result, the boy turned and left silently.

The female O asked behind him: "Are you the kid next door? I heard that your class is going on a spring outing today. Why didn't you go?"

The boy turned back: "I don't want to go."

"They ignored me, and I didn't want to talk to them. It's nice to be alone."

Yes, he actually lied at that time, he said, how good it is to be alone.