end of marriage

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That was the first time Zhou Luoyan met Ji Qing. He was nine years old, and Ji Qing was six years older than him.

Although they were neighbors, Zhou Luoyan had just moved here not long ago, and he seldom left the house, so Ji Qing didn't pay much attention to him.

Until a month later, Zhou Luoyan sneaked out of school and avoided the group spring outing.

He walked up the gravel road he used to go home, and accidentally saw a small garden full of jacarandas.

Because it is spring, the flowers are in bud.

Zhou Luoyan was attracted by the cluster of flowers somehow, and couldn't help walking in.

At that time, Ji Qing was humming a little tune with a watering can, watering the flowers seriously.

When Zhou Luoyan accidentally fell, she realized that someone had entered her garden.

She looked at the indifferent and stubborn child with a beautiful face but eyes that were not suitable for her age. She became curious and did not blame him for breaking into her garden.

But Zhou Luoyan ran away unceremoniously.

At night, Ji Qing asked her parents, only to find out that there was a new neighbor in the alley.

After a few more days like this, when Ji Qing passed by the door of Zhou Luoyan's house, she heard a burst of noise inside and the sound of heavy objects falling to the ground.

A few minutes later, Zhou Luoyan opened the door and walked out.

There was a long scar on his face, trickling blood, and he limped a little when he walked.

Ji Qing was shocked immediately.

Zhou Luoyan just glanced at her indifferently and left.

The injuries on his body were left by his mentally ill mother.

Ever since they were kicked out of Zhou's house by Zhou Cheng's original spouse, his mother's illness has become more and more serious.

Before, Zhou Cheng had a bit of a conscience, and he found them all high-end neighborhoods.

But that woman was too much trouble when she became crazy. After being complained by the neighbors several times, Zhou Cheng got annoyed and let them do nothing.

After the rent was due, Zhou Luoyan and his mother had to move into a cramped alley with poor security.

After this, the woman became even crazier.When she was crazy, she would hit Zhou Luoyan and hurt herself.

So, in order to prevent her from hurting herself, Zhou Luoyan intensified all kinds of torture.

At first the woman just scratched him and bit him, then just grabbed whatever was within her reach and threw it at him.

Sometimes it was a water glass, sometimes a vase, an ashtray, a stool, and slowly, when she became more crazy, she used a knife to draw wounds of different depths on his skin.

And when the old scars haven't healed, he can always add new ones.

Zhou Luoyan never escaped once, because if he wasn't in pain, that crazy woman would be in pain.

He was less than ten years old at the time, so how could he not be afraid, but after shrinking into the cold wall again and again, and bandaging his own scars, he gradually got used to it.

He got used to it, even if he saw the bone's incision, he would ignore it and let the blood flow dry and scars formed.

And his heart, which was considered a little flesh and blood, also became harder and harder.

With such injuries, he lived in the cramped and dirty alley for another half a year.

When he dreamed back at midnight, he would break into that crazy woman's bedroom with a knife, trying to stab her to death.He has done it before, but when the knife touches a woman's abdomen, he will leave with trembling hands.

He wanted someone to be with him.

His psychopathic mother also had moments of sobriety, and at that time, she would become just like any mother in the world, gentle and kind.

She would cook Zhou Luoyan a table of his favorite dishes, greet him with care, or say sorry to him with tears, saying that she loves her son.

She picked up vegetables for Zhou Luoyan, served soup, and wiped the wound. She could remember what she did when she was crazy, so she spared no effort to treat him soberly.

"Ayan, mom loves you. Mom wants you to remember that we shouldn't live like this. One day, I will take you back to Zhou's house."

"Mom loves you. Although... Mom will do wrong things, but Mom always cares about you."

So, Zhou Luoyan thought that love hurts.

Then, possession.

Her mother didn't possess Zhou Cheng's favor, that's why she ended up like this.

Either way, in short, Zhou Luoyan's emotions began to become incomplete and obstructed.

Life also got harder.

Zhou's original spouse took over Zhou Cheng's private accounts, and Zhou Luoyan's mother and son's living expenses gradually disappeared.Sometimes a month, sometimes two or three months before receiving a sporadic amount of money on the card.

The daily expenses immediately became embarrassing, and he couldn't count on that crazy woman.Children under the age of ten began to look for various part-time jobs, but they only did small tasks such as washing dishes and serving dishes.

He is too young, and the boss does not accept child labor, so he can only get a job by doing several days of work for free with the cheek.

Even so, basic food and clothing are ignored.

Many times, when he couldn't bear the hunger, in order to survive, he would rummage through the trash cans in the alleys and grab a piece of dirty bread from wild dogs.

He hated and was stubborn, and he couldn't live any longer, and he didn't open his mouth to ask Zhou Cheng for forgiveness.

The original partner of the Zhou family didn't want them to starve to death, so when they really couldn't live on, they still called for living expenses, and he just tortured them.

People's hearts are always more sinister than you think, and they are also kinder than you think.

But even such a day, he did not live for too long.

Finally one day, that woman went completely crazy.

A long time passed day after day, and her waiting seemed to have no end.Gradually, he no longer expected Zhou Cheng to pick her up.

One day, after Zhou Luoyan came home from evening study, the woman was wearing a beautiful skirt, put on delicate makeup, and let down her long hair.

It has to be said that when she tidied herself up, she looked extremely beautiful and gorgeous.

Zhou Luoyan also followed her.

She cooked a table of food, told Zhou Luoyan to sit down, and smiled at him tenderly and beautifully.

She said, "Ayan, are you tired?"

"Mom is tired too."

"I'm sorry for you, you didn't have a good life when you were with me, but..."

"But you are my child born in October... How could I not love you, how could I?!"

"But I can't help it, Ah Yan, Mom can't bear you, so you can accompany Mom one more time."

Zhou Luoyan looked at her expressionlessly, the woman cried when he saw her, her delicate makeup was all in tears.

Ugly.

Then, after dinner that day, Zhou Luoyan went back to his room and fell asleep.

The woman got up in the middle of the night, found the dagger hidden in the pillow, and quietly came to Zhou Luoyan's room.

She didn't knock on the door, just walked in.

Zhou Luoyan has the habit of opening the window when he sleeps. He hates the dark very much. It's good to have a few gleams of moonlight spilling into the night.

Later, every night like this when he didn't get An Mo, he felt that An Mo was actually the few gleams of moonlight in his ten-year-old life.

Can't get it, so cold, still desperate for it.

The woman looked carefully at her son's face under the faint moonlight, he was very handsome and handsome.

Or, when he grows up, he will have his own high-quality Omega who loves him wholeheartedly.

Unfortunately, he didn't have this chance.

After all, no one can predict the future. Who knows if this beautiful child will inherit her mental illness?

Instead of suffering for a long time in the future, let's get rid of it together now.

So, she took out the knife in her pocket, covered Zhou Luoyan's mouth, and slashed hard at his throat.

"Uuuuuuu..."

Zhou Luoyan's broken and hoarse voice was blocked at the mouth of his throat, as he grabbed the empty air with both hands, hot and sticky blood gushed out of his throat one after another.

Soaked his white T-shirt.

He grabbed the woman's arm and struggled desperately.

But the harder I tried, the more my throat hurt, and the blood flowed more and more.

Zhou Luoyan could clearly feel that his vitality was being lost bit by bit.

I don't know how long it took, maybe it was just a few minutes, he was just in too much pain.

When people are in pain, every second will be as long as a lifetime.

The woman finally let go of him, but Zhou Luoyan didn't have the strength to struggle anymore.

Then, he watched helplessly as the woman raised the knife and cut his wrist.

Into the eyes, a piece of blood red.

The woman lay beside him, turned her head to him, and smiled, seemingly relieved and relieved.

It's not really possible to be happy.

She said, Ah Yan, I still can't let you go, you can hate me, but I—

I can't let you live in pain like me.

You know, I used to be lucky. I saw my mother go crazy. I thought I was different from her. I had enough perseverance to get rid of it and control my own destiny.

But I was wrong.

So, you come with me.

I won't let you suffer like I did.