talk about marriage

One day passed, two days passed, until the third day, the fourth day...

Not only did the deadlocked relationship not ease, but it became even more frozen, to the point where there was nothing to say.

Maybe I should really leave, and if I stay any longer, I will only be hated more deeply.

On Monday morning, I went to the personnel department to ask about the dormitory, and the answer I got was still that there was no vacancy for the time being.Xu Yun returned disappointed, so he had to work harder and didn't even go down for lunch.

"Have you been working too hard recently? You've lost a lot of weight."

A colleague came over to express his concern and gave him a bag of snacks along the way.

He was embarrassed to ask: "It's just that there are more things to do in the past two days, and it will be fine by the middle of the month. Besides, I need money very much. If you have any work that you don't want to do, you can leave it to me. I don't mind working overtime!"

"It's only 30 yuan for an extra hour. Is it worth it? Besides, you have a very rich fiancé. If you need money, you can ask him to borrow it."

"he……"

Seeing that he was hesitating and unable to speak, the colleague probably understood, but he was not surprised.

"Break up? Hey, sooner or later, Alpha is always like this, play around with this one, play around with that one, I don't think you should be too sad."

The smile on Xu Yun's face was a little stiff, and he didn't know how to answer the conversation when the manager came over.

"Xiao Xu, let me tell you something."

As necessary feedback for receiving benefits, he uploaded several photos of White on his intranet last week.White has been well-fed since he was a child, his hair is shiny and smooth, and he looks majestic. The marketing department immediately fell in love with him and wanted to ask him to help take photos for the company's new dog food products.

"It will probably only take a few hours to shoot, but the reward is very generous. You should consider replying to me as soon as possible."

After the leader left, Xu Yun thought about it for a long time.To be honest, he was a little moved, but not because of the phrase "the pay is good".

White was raised by A Yuan, even if he got paid, he should give it all to A Yuan, and he would not ask for any money.He was just thinking that maybe they could spend a few hours together through this matter, and maybe the relationship would ease.

But when I went home to tell Alpha at night, the other party was furious.

"I'll tell you Xu Yun, don't even think about it."

With the idea of ​​actively asking for peace, Xu Yun stood in Alpha's room and was humiliated loudly by him.

"After using me, I want to use my dog ​​again? Please stop in moderation. Others are poor and have a backbone. Only you are trying to get money from your friends. You are so open to money that you can do anything. Listen well Now, if you let me know your idea of ​​playing with White, I will be rude to you!"

"It's just a suggestion, and besides, I don't take any money." Xu Yun was at a loss, "Even if you don't want to, there's no need to hurt others."

"What else can I do for money, tell you Xu Yun, don't think I'm easy to cheat."

After losing his popularity, Li Yaoyuan sat there with a livid face, unable to say a word for a long time, staring at the ceiling and gasping for breath.

The one who still has fantasies is the fool.

From the beginning to the end, Xu Yun just wanted to use himself. I was the only one who couldn't forget the past and let go of the other party.

I don't want to see him suffer, I want his life to get better slowly, and I think that I can possess him by keeping him by my side. It's really stupid of me to have this idea.

It's time to wake up after being tricked for so long, and if you continue, it will only make yourself more embarrassing. You should find an excuse to send the other party away.

However, no matter how much you cast aside yourself and hate Xu Yun with gritted teeth, you still don't want to part with him at the thought of being separated. You wish you could just pretend to be a fool for the rest of your life, as long as he stays by your side.

No matter how much you talk ruthlessly, once you think about his appearance, poor him, cowardly him, stupid him, kind him, and his injured eyes just now, you can't really harden your heart.

Let it be like this, procrastinate until it can't be procrastinated, until the day when he leaves voluntarily, and on that day, I will never ask him to stay again.

Maybe it's because the sky never ends, Xu Yun actually received a call from his aunt within a few days.

My aunt's son applied for a large scholarship abroad, and she knew that it was difficult for Xu Yun to live alone here, so she decided to return half of the money to him first.

He breathed a sigh of relief.

Finally, I can finally move away from Alpha's house, and I don't have to look at each other's faces anymore, and I don't have to listen to those sarcastic remarks like knives.

But why is it a little sad in the bottom of my heart?

It's really a shaking M.He smiled helplessly and self-deprecatingly, and drove the thought of "staying a little longer" out of his mind.

With the intention of moving out as soon as the salary is paid next month, thinking that I only need to endure another half a month, I feel much more relaxed.No matter how much the other party lost his temper, Xu Yun didn't care about it anymore.

In the blink of an eye, Li Yaoyuan's birthday is approaching.

The age of 28 is neither an integer nor the year of birth, so there is no need to make a lot of ostentation.As in previous years, Wu Yuanlin and the others booked a table outside, the difference is that this time they made a request.

"When the time comes, call Xu Yun over too, Yao Yuan. He lives in your house. It's not inappropriate to call him to celebrate his birthday."

Seeing their ill-intentioned smiles, Li Yaoyuan turned his face away in annoyance: "What do you want him to do? If you don't, we just need to be lively."

"As the old saying goes, an ugly daughter-in-law will see her in-laws sooner or later."

"I've said that he and I are not what you think, and you are still going to finish."

"Look, I'm getting angry from embarrassment!" Wu Yuanlin pointed at him with a smile, "It's really not like that, you just brought him. Let's ask ourselves and listen to what others say. Wait, wait, it can't be that you haven't Get him done?"

The friend's teasing was harmless, but it directly hit Li Yaoyuan's heart.He sat silently for a long time, and when he got home, he walked to the kitchen door.

"Free your Friday night."

Suddenly hearing someone talking, Xu Yun who was concentrating on cooking was startled, and the knife in his hand almost cut himself.

"Yes, is there something wrong?"

"What else can happen, isn't it my birthday." Li Yaoyuan pretended not to care, "I have a dinner appointment with my friends, and they said they would call you."

"what?"

The two of them hadn't spoken for several days, how could they invite themselves to a birthday party... Besides, he had met Alpha's friends when they were in college, and they liked to play tricks on people.

"Forget it, after all..."

Li Yaoyuan turned his face away: "What are you afraid of, they won't eat you if I'm here."

"It's not a question of whether I'm afraid or not. I don't know them well. It would be embarrassing to go. Besides, I have no position to go."

It's a position again, why is it always a position.

"Forget it if you want to go or not." It seemed that inviting him was a mistake, and Li Yaoyuan left with a displeasure on his face.

After Alpha left, Xu Yun was not in the mood to continue cooking, and stayed alone in the kitchen in a daze.

In fact, it wasn't that he didn't want to go at all, but the other party didn't give him a chance to explain.Afraid of embarrassing Alpha, and also afraid of being ridiculed by those people, which made the originally happy atmosphere very awkward.

Because the behavior is always cramped, the atmosphere will get worse wherever he goes, Xu Yun himself is aware of this.This is true in schools as well as in companies.

Imagine that kind of occasion, everyone dresses decently and behaves confidently, but he is the only one who is timid, afraid of making a fool of himself when eating, and afraid of making jokes when talking, and blindly silent will be regarded as a misfit.

He will be labeled as "a poor friend brought by Yaoyuan", and then ridiculed along with Alpha, which is the last thing he wants to see.

On the day of his birthday, Li Yaoyuan went out early, and Xu Yun had to go to work, so he hurried back to make cakes as soon as work was over at night.

The materials were bought in advance and practiced beforehand, but it still took three full hours to finish. After it was brought out of the oven, I was so tired that I couldn’t straighten my waist.

Aunt Qin thought it was very beautiful after seeing it, and praised him for his ingenuity.He didn't even take off his apron, he lowered his head and smiled shyly: "That's all I know, and I can't afford expensive gifts."

"Gifts are expensive because of your intentions. What does it have to do with value? Do you think this is the truth?"

"Ah."

Hearing what Aunt Qin said, Xu Yun also felt a little more at ease, presumably... Presumably Ah Yuan would not be too disgusted.

Then I made a few more side dishes, and waited until very late before the sound of a car entering the gate came.He immediately got up to turn off the lights and light the candles, and was so flustered that he almost knocked over the cup on the table.

Hearing movement in the restaurant, Li Yaoyuan frowned.

Walking over to see, Xu Yun had just lit a candle, and walked towards him clumsily holding the candle.

The candlelight illuminated the lower half of his face, which was warm and sincere, although still so cramped, it was enough to touch an Alpha's heart.

"you……"

"you……"

The two spoke in unison, and then stopped tacitly.

"You go ahead." Li Yaoyuan looked away uncomfortably.

"Oh, good." Xu Yun thought for a while, changed to a more secure posture, and walked in front of him holding the cake, "Happy... happy birthday. I don't have anything to sell, so I will make it for you Got this. The top, the top is mint! Not coriander. But I haven’t tasted it, I don’t know if it’s good, maybe it’s a little weird..."

"idiot."

It's been a long time since he used this word to scold him, Xu Yun's nose was sore, and he felt so baffled.

Li Yaoyuan sat down beside the table: "Bring it here."

The tone seemed arrogant and arrogant, but it didn't mean to be annoying, it just couldn't save face.

Xu Yun groaned, and carefully placed it in front of him.

The candle was blown out by Alpha in one go, very clean and neat.

"Want to make a wish?"

"Xu Xu Xu, don't follow me superstitiously."

"All right……"

I felt a little regretful in my heart, because to be honest, I was looking forward to the way Alpha closed his eyes and made a wish, it must be inexplicably naive but inexplicably real.

"By the way, what did you just say?" Xu Yun remembered.

"Nothing, just something irrelevant."

He would never be so stupid as to say what he almost confessed just now, that would be too embarrassing.

"Is that so?" Xu Yun didn't continue to ask.

The two sat facing each other, and because of the cold war for too many days, the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.

Looking at the man in front of him wearing an apron, Li Yaoyuan felt itchy inexplicably.In fact, every time he sees this outfit, he will be ready to move. He has already imagined countless times doing that in the kitchen, but he didn't mention it because he was afraid of being scolded as a pervert.

Maybe Alpha's nature is like this, not just wearing an apron, any part of the neck, waist, ankles of this person in front of him will make his blood vessels burst, and he can't wait to pounce on it immediately to vent.

After deliberately suppressing this period of time, he has no doubt that he can come here ten times or eight times tonight.

Do you eat the cake first or kiss first?It's hard to decide.Having been in the cold war for so long, it would seem crazy to kiss him suddenly, but I forgive Xu Yun for not daring to object.

Just as I was thinking about that, I suddenly heard a sentence: "By the way, Ah Yuan, my aunt has returned half of the money to me. I should be able to rent a house and move out next month."

As if struck by lightning, Li Yaoyuan's body shook, and he suddenly raised his head to look at him.

Xu Yun seemed a little distressed, but he didn't flinch or dodge, obviously after careful consideration.He arched his back, his thin shoulders were slightly slumped, and his expression was a little dull.

"I'm really sorry to bother you for so long. Before... I promised to help you with housework for half a year. Don't worry, I won't renege on the bill. Just call me when you need it. Just take it as a thank you The shelter during this time. Really, A Yuan, I will never forget your help."

After speaking slowly, he raised his eyes to look at Alpha, his eyes were not without gratitude, but more nervous.

Li Yaoyuan had long thought that this day would come, but he didn't expect it to be today, on such an occasion.

What is this, the last warmth?