talk about marriage

Seeing that Alpha was completely silent, Xu Yun's expression became more and more disturbed, and he asked anxiously, "Are you not angry?"

What's wrong with you.

Is it because he is grateful, or because he refuses to stay, or because he doesn't care about himself.Such a wishful thinking scene is too ugly, it is so ugly to see Li Yaoyuan feel breathless just thinking about it.

"Why am I angry? You really take yourself seriously. Just leave if you want to, don't tell me." Alpha stood up sullenly.

Xu Yun was stunned, and then stood up.

"Is this going to go up? Even if you don't like the cake, try some of it anyway. It's my heart..."

"What kind of intention is such a shabby cake." Li Yaoyuan didn't even look at him.

"But it's a waste not to eat."

"Think it's a waste? All right, I'll take it to the store as a gift tomorrow morning."

The other party's voice was indifferent, Xu Yun wanted to object, but his lips moved, and he couldn't make a sound for a long time.It wasn't until the cake was pushed away that he came back to his senses and asked, "Even if you think it's shabby, there's no need to give it away, A Yuan, are you... because you hate me?"

"If you don't hate it, do you still like it?" Li Yaoyuan frowned. "To tell you the truth, if it wasn't useful, I would have driven you away. Now you have to leave on your own, and I can only wish for the absence of an eyesore in the family."

Xu Yun's dull eyes widened in astonishment.

"What is 'useful value'?"

A Beta who looks mediocre, has nothing, and will be moved by a little bit of kindness from others, what room can he take advantage of?

Except for that pitiful amount of credit.

Once this thought came up, even the air became cold.

But Alpha didn't seem to care what he thought at all, and said in a more indifferent tone: "Of course it's because of the glands on your neck, otherwise what else could it be?"

Shocked by his calmness and shamelessness, Xu Yun stood there in a daze.

Li Yaoyuan never looked at him again, pushed the table away and walked out.It took several seconds for Xu Yun to react, he almost caught up with him and grabbed him: "Don't go, speak clearly, we, we—"

"What else is there to say, isn't it that I will sleep with you and provide you with room and board in return."

"no!"

Xu Yun was shaking all over, he didn't know whether it was anger or sadness, only his heart was constantly leaking.

"We are friends. You also said that we help each other. It's not what you said at all..."

"What is this and that, please don't be so naive, can you, a big man is sold and counts the money!"

Because of embarrassment, because of anger, vicious words followed one after another.Xu Yun's originally dull facial features were completely wrinkled, and there was no trace of blood on his pale face.

For a moment, Li Yaoyuan almost couldn't control his soft heart, but when he thought that he was determined to leave, no matter what he said, he would just humiliate himself, so he forced himself to harden his heart.

"You go, I never want to see you again."

After throwing this sentence, he clenched his fists and left, fearing that he would knock the table off if he delayed for a second.On the way, I seemed to hear Xu Yun yelling "Ayuan" in a low voice from behind, as if he was confused or pleading, so he quickened his pace without turning his head.

That's it, stop messing around.

It's better to be cool and let him go.

It took a long time to return to the room before his breathing became stable. He took out the remaining half pack of cigarettes, and Li Yaoyuan smoked them all while standing on the balcony.

The sad thing is that at this point, I still can't bear to part with it, and want to know what Xu Yun is doing.

I wish I could go downstairs to see that person and touch that person's face like before.As long as he said something to himself, saying that he didn't care, he would say nothing to make him sad anymore.

Staring at his bloodshot eyes, he just stood on the balcony for most of the night.

The two never saw each other again for several days.

Xu Yun's life was muddled, and he was about to get out of the sea of ​​suffering, but he couldn't feel any relief in his heart.

After get off work, he is no longer in a hurry to go back as before. Instead, he takes the bus to go around the city all day long, looking at houses, looking for small restaurants to eat bowls of noodles, or finding a park to sit in. He sits until ninety o'clock at night. .

And even if he came back so late, he was the only one in the villa.

It is said that Aunt Qin's family has something to go abroad, and Li Yaoyuan's father was caught up in something, so he didn't show up for a long time.As for Li Yaoyuan, he was probably in the shop.

Although Xu Yun is dull, he still has a basic EQ, knowing that Alpha means seeing is seeing.

Now that things are up to now, they can only move away as soon as possible, the sooner the better.

Knowing that it was very hard for him to find a house, Tang Li offered to download him when he was on the way, and recommended several good intermediaries.Xu Yun is very grateful for this, and is also trying his best to repay.

"Let me deliver this document for you!" During the day, he snatched the contract from Tang Li at the company, "It's embarrassing to always take your car for nothing, and you don't accept the payment. Leave it to me, you sit and rest."

Tang Li laughed helplessly: "There is no need to calculate so clearly."

"Yes, of course."

Now he has become more cautious about unprovoked kindness, and he will never be so stupid as to think that sincerity can be exchanged for sincerity.

In the evening, I successfully found a cheap house, and the roommate is also an office worker nearby.On the way back, Tang Li kindly reminded: "Would you like to visit other communities, this house is too old, and the sanitary conditions are not very good."

"Forget it, let's just set it up." Xu Yun shook his head, "I have a limited budget, so I won't be able to find a more suitable one for a long time, and it doesn't matter if it's older, as long as you clean it yourself, it will become clean."

Seeing that he couldn't be persuaded, Tang Li had no choice but to concentrate on driving.

The road at night is more difficult, Xu Yun has been looking for topics intentionally or unintentionally.Tang Li said: "You are so considerate. I drove other colleagues and they all only sleep."

Thinking of the person who once hurt him because of this incident, he endured the pain in his heart, smiled and did not speak again.

"Just stop here."

A pass is required to enter the community, so he only asked Tang Li to deliver it to the door.Tang Li deliberately went around to open the door every time. He refused several times, but the other party still insisted.

As soon as I got off, a black car passed by. The license plate was a string of numbers that I was very familiar with. I just came back from outside.

Xu Yun was stunned for a moment, picked up his bag and said goodbye to Tang Li.

"Thank you for today."

"Don't be so polite, see you tomorrow."

"See you tomorrow."

Entering the community, the black car was parked tens of meters ahead.Xu Yun didn't look there, and walked along the shade of the tree in silence.

The black car seemed to have been humiliated, and suddenly drove away at full speed.

In order not to meet the other party, Xu Yun turned around again before entering the door. Unexpectedly, Li Yaoyuan was sitting in the living room with a bad expression on his face.

In the past, the sofa was where they rested after dinner, and sometimes they would sit and watch movies together, but now he no longer dared to approach it privately.

"He sent you back?"

Seeing that Alpha didn't look in his direction, as if he was asking someone irrelevant, Xu Yun subconsciously gave a "hmm" and walked over slowly: "Do you mean Tang Li? I'm going to see the house, and he dropped by Me for a while."

"So how do you see it?"

"I have found a good set, and I can move this Saturday."

The way he spoke was still so dull, and his eyes were still so dull, as if he didn't realize that it would hurt people's hearts. Alpha smiled coldly: "That's the best."

Just about to ask "Have you eaten?" was blocked by this indifferent tone.Xu Yun took a breath, trying to ignore the sore nose.

"Please rest assured... I will move out on time, and I won't live in it for one more day. As for the rent during this period, I will give you a discount according to the market price, but it may be paid in several installments, but I, I will definitely not If you are a bad debtor, you will be paid back as soon as you get your salary."

No matter how difficult the life will be, he must pay back the money, otherwise it will really become a physical exchange.

Li Yaoyuan sat stiffly, stood up after a long time, and said mockingly: "It doesn't matter if you don't return it, anyway, there are more than one or two things for you."

"Oh, you said those things. I've already sorted them out. Wait, I'll bring them to you."

Xu Yun had carefully ironed and folded the clothes long ago, and wiped the watch spotlessly.He went back to the room and took them out intact, and laid them out one by one in front of Alpha: "I've worn the shoes, so you probably don't want them anymore, just count them together in the amount that should be paid back." .”

Li Yaoyuan's face turned blue, as if he had been immobilized, unable to move his whole body.After a long time, he suddenly rushed out angrily.

Hearing the sound, Xu Yun followed out in a daze. He kicked down the foam boxes in the garden and smashed the Dripping Guanyin hanging in the corner.

In order to prevent White from eating it by mistake, I asked Alpha to fix it with a rope. At that time, he said he was not happy, but it didn't take long to fix it.

"Clean up all your junk if you want to go, I get upset just looking at them."

Xu Yun gritted his teeth and squatted down, the bone in the middle of the spine was so thin that it protruded.

Li Yaoyuan frowned, turned his body away, and cast a deep shadow on the ground, "I won't be here on Saturday, throw away the keys after moving."

"Okay, I'll just leave that Saturday..."

He didn't wipe his face with his sleeve until he heard the sound of the door closing, his throat seemed to be blocked by an iron block, and he felt very dazed.

After tidying up and returning to the room, he just stood still, as if a piece of his heart had been ripped out.

Holding a tattered plastic bag in his hand, the flowerpot inside was falling heavily.

Why is it so uncomfortable?

Just go back to where you came from.Such a spacious residence, a beautiful garden, and a clean kitchen do not belong to me in the first place, and I just return to my original life.

As for the Alpha upstairs, he was too wishful thinking from the beginning to the end.I thought that the other party would be different from others, that he was at least kind to me, that I finally had... a little warmth.

Don't dare to dream about family members, even if they are just friends.

Is this a luxury?

There was a dull pain in the forehead, and I was still out of breath when I sat on the edge of the bed.Thinking of Alpha always flicking his forehead while calling himself an "idiot", I feel sad and nostalgic.

Never again, he fell down wearily.

Tang Li originally offered to help on Saturday, but Xu Yun refused. He really didn't want to owe anyone any more.

One person moved the small amount of luggage to the newly rented apartment, and it took four trips to finally finish the move.Even though it's winter, I'm still sweating profusely and my hands and feet are shaking.

But thinking about starting a new life in the future, I don't think it's hard.

The subway passenger was much more surprising. He was standing at the corner of the last car, holding a pole with one hand and holding the suitcase in the other, with a large bag between his feet.

But still fell asleep.

I vaguely dreamed of Valentine's Day in college, hiding and kissing someone in the auditorium.The glass windows above the head were icy and cold, the deep red velvet curtains were thick and heavy, and the light was dazzling.

"I ask you a question."

"What... A Yuan, you look so serious..."

"Honestly, have you ever thought about being with me forever?"

He bowed his head and smiled when he heard this, feeling so ashamed in his heart.

Because I really thought about it.