talk about marriage

Before Xu Yun left, he cleaned up the room very well. He also cleaned it inside and out, even re-wiping White's cage.

Qin Zhilan was taken aback when she returned home.

The house was in a mess as if it had been burglarized, there were wine bottles strewn all over the floor, and there were a lot of cigarette butts in the garden.White circled around her feet, whining and whining about the pity that no one had been playing with it, no one was petting it during this time, and the person who was supposed to be taking care of it was nowhere to be found.

There was no one on the second floor, and finally the boy was found on the first floor.

Li Yaoyuan was lying in Xu Yun's room in a daze, with green stubble growing on his face, and his body smelled so bad that he hadn't showered for a few days.

"Why are you acting like a tramp... Where is Xu Yun?"

He turned his head away, and closed it again after being stabbed by the sunlight outside the window, with a decadent look of refusing to communicate.

"Are you fighting again?"

This time, he simply covered his head with the quilt and refused to answer a word.

"Really, what can I tell you." Qin Zhilan sighed, "I'll make you some porridge, and get up and clean myself up."

When the door was closed, Li Yaoyuan let go of the quilt and stared at the white wall motionlessly, his eyes were bloodshot.

He has been here for the past few days, he doesn't want to go to the store, and he has no appetite to eat.

In the past, I always felt that I could do without anyone. Only after Xu Yun left did I understand what it means to be ashamed.All he could think about was that person, wondering where he had gone, where his new address was, whether he was with Tang Li, and whether he had ever thought about himself.

But I also know that Xu Yun may only feel relieved.

He should feel relieved to leave a person with such a bad personality like himself.No one shouted at him anymore, no one lost his temper with him for no reason, no one forced him to do that kind of thing, he should be fine.

It's not that I didn't tell myself that the Beta is not a big deal, just find another one.But Xu Yun is just Xu Yun, no matter how ordinary his appearance is, no matter how cowardly his character is, no matter how dull his mind is, there is only one Xu Yun in this world.

Even after he was gone, those shortcomings became strengths.

The plain facial features in memory have become particularly attractive, the gentle character has become kind, and the clumsy behavior is also equal to cuteness.

It seems that there is no cure, and I am so deeply regretted.

If only Xu Yun was still by my side, every morning I would wait honestly for him to drive him to work, in the afternoon I would worry about what to eat, in the evening I would lock the door in fear, and then I would break into it again.

Everything had been so good before, and every little detail, whether it was a walk with the dog or an argument, became extremely precious and swirled in his head every night.

Struggling to get up, when he went to the garden and saw the empty foam box, Li Yaoyuan felt angry and sad again.

Angry because Xu Yun went so thoroughly, leaving no trace behind.I am sad because I have become so sad that I even start to miss the things I hated before, whether it is food or plants, even shallots can't wait to grow them again like treasures.

"Do you really hate me that much?"

Thinking of the words Xu Yun asked himself before leaving, Li Yaoyuan really wanted to say "no" loudly, not at all!

I obviously like it, I obviously care so much that I can't care more, but I just use some vicious words to hurt the other party.

This is of course my own fault.

Always so duplicity, always unwilling to be honest about the true feelings in the heart.

But you didn't ask me well either.

Of course I was wrong, but you who easily said to break up at the beginning, and now you who resolutely left, never asked me if I liked you.

The sentence "I like you" seems light and easy, but it is more difficult to say it.

After standing for a few minutes, he suddenly rallied and crushed those boxes until he was out of breath and didn't know what he was angry about.

At the same time, Xu Yun is trying her best to start a new life.

During this period of time, money was more abundant, so the newly rented apartment was no longer a dark and damp basement, but a decent two-bedroom apartment.The roommate's name is Omega, and he has no shortcomings except that he likes to bring people back for the night, and his personality is relatively carefree.

In addition, by chance, he found a part-time job.The thing to be responsible for is very simple, that is, to cook a meal for an elderly person living alone in the same community every night, and I don’t feel tired after cooking only one dish and one soup.

With this small extra income every month, a little more is enough to cover the rent, which is really a big surprise for him.

Sure enough, no one will be unlucky for a lifetime, right?

After half a month passed peacefully like this, after the salary was paid, Xu Yun transferred all the extra money to that person: "A total of 5000 yuan, please check."

Li Yaoyuan didn't return.

The transfer was automatically returned two days later, Xu Yun transferred it again, and it was still the same two days later.

Forget it, let’s save it first, and then transfer it after saving enough.

After making up his mind, Xu Yun went to work and live as usual, leaving a lot of free time, Tang Li always asked him out to meet, but he basically refused.

No need to ask for trouble.

But to be honest, I miss White a little bit when I'm free, and I don't know how it goes.

Although he has been dealing with pet supplies, but because he has no money, he has never raised any pets by himself before.As the only personal experience, those days are particularly precious, and it is difficult to express the relationship with White in a few words.

Sometimes when I look through the photos in the album at night, my heart will feel sore and warm, and I really want to touch its soft and soft fur again.

If there is a chance to meet again, I must record a few more videos for White...

One day when he was running his business, he suddenly remembered something——

Yup!

In fact, you don't have to go back to that place to see White, the pet store you often go to is also fine.

Thinking about it this way, he drove there on weekends.Fortunately, the boss still recognized him, and kindly told him that someone called to make an appointment last night, saying that he would bring the dog for a bath tomorrow afternoon.

"If that's the case, I'll come back tomorrow."

The boss didn't say no, he just asked gossipingly, "Did you break up with Papa White?"

"Ahem!" Xu Yun covered his mouth and coughed, hesitated twice and left.

The clear sunshine in winter seems to have been washed, and the whole city is covered with a layer of light blue, which looks a little melancholy.

The next afternoon, he appeared outside the store in a nervous mood.

When I saw White through the glass, he was still so fluffy and naive, with a familiar brown dog leash tied to the shelf, obediently waiting to be scrubbed.

It seemed that at least it was doing well, and I could rest assured.

The weather was too cold, and the tip of my nose turned red from the cold after standing for a long time, and putting my hands in my pockets didn't help.After looking around for a while, he decided to go home first, so as not to embarrass each other by bumping into that person.

Unexpectedly, someone called his name before he went far.

Aunt Qin, who has always been calm and steady, trotted over: "I thought it was you just now, why did you come here to run business?"

"I'm just wandering around... What a coincidence, did you bring White here?"

"Yes." She nodded slightly, "Bring it to take a clean bath, it's been terribly dirty these days, and I'm too busy to take care of it."

It seemed that her burden was heavier after she left.

White was sitting obediently, Xu Yun couldn't help squatting down to pet it, before touching it twice, he leaned his white head over, snuggled up to him and rubbed it.

"I still remember you, look how obedient it is."

He subconsciously gave an "hmm".His eyes retracted reluctantly.

"Where do you live now? I'll ask the driver to take you off." Qin Zhilan pointed not far away, "The car is over there."

Turning around and seeing the familiar big black guy, Xu Yun's heart skipped a beat, "No, no!"

"Don't be nervous, Yaoyuan is not inside, the driver brought me here."

"Oh, this, so..."

For some reason he stuttered again, feeling ashamed, so he lowered his head and looked at the ground.

"Let's go, you can also talk to me."

The two walked slowly towards the side of the road together.

"Are you still used to moving to a new house? Seeing that you look much better, you should be doing well."

"Except for a little headache from squeezing the subway, everything else is pretty good." Xu Yun held White for her, "How about you, your family is doing well abroad, I thought you wouldn't be back until after the Spring Festival."

"I think so, but how can there be such a blessing of leisure. Yao Yuan just finished the operation not long ago, and his father doesn't know how to take care of others at all. Fortunately, I came back in time."

surgery?

Xu Yun was stunned for a moment, and after realizing it, he pursed his lips tightly.

Qin Zhilan had already walked to the front, turned around and asked him, "What's wrong?"

"nothing……"

In such a trance, I suddenly felt very depressed.That person has insulted himself so much, it's right to be a stranger in the future, why worry about whether he is okay or not.

Trying his best to ignore what he said just now, he hitched a ride back with Aunt Qin.When getting off the car, Qin Zhilan deliberately brought fruit from the trunk for him: "Take it home and eat it, Yaoyuan's father brought it back, there are plenty of it at home."

"It's okay. It's convenient for me to buy it myself. It's really okay."

"Oh, it's just a bag of apples, take it!"

Xu Yun couldn't refuse, so he had to accept it after thanking him again and again.

When I got home, I was busy cooking, eating, and cleaning. I didn't have time to sit down until eight or nine o'clock in the evening.I wanted to peel an apple and eat it, but I found a wallet in the bag instead.

"what?"

It should belong to Qin Zhilan, her ID is in the wallet.

Auntie must be very anxious if she lost something, so he hurriedly dialed: "Auntie Qin? You left your wallet with me."

"Really?" Qin Zhilan seemed completely ignorant, "Ah, look at my brain. How about this, if it's convenient for you, send it here for me, and I'll pay the taxi fare."

Hesitant and hesitant, but in the end it was hard to refuse.

"It doesn't matter about the money, I'll go right away."

Of course, it's inconvenient for an old man of this age to go out at night. Besides, Aunt Qin took such good care of her before that it was her duty to send her wallet.

Although it is possible to meet that person at that time, as long as you are careful, it doesn't matter if you think about it, or you can wait at the door for Aunt Qin to come out to get it.

Near the villa, Xu Yun looked at the second floor and stopped far away.

Called Aunt Qin again, but when she got through, she said, "I'm not at home, why don't you just knock on the door, Yaoyuan is at home."

Xu Yun suddenly panicked.

"It's... why don't I wait for you to come back."

"I won't go back tonight. Is it possible that you have to wait outside all night? Hurry up and ring the doorbell."

After hanging up the phone quickly, I vaguely felt something was wrong.How could it be such a coincidence that I just happened to get my wallet, and just happened to be away from home.

Although he is often called stupid, such a thing is still too coincidental.

But they have all come, and there is no reason to be afraid to escape.After all, I don't owe that person anything, so why should I feel guilty?

After making up his mind to put his wallet at the door, he wanted to ring the doorbell, but the door opened suddenly before he could press it.

When the two faced each other unexpectedly, Xu Yun was taken aback.

An unshaven and very decadent Li Yaoyuan stood in front of him, holding a bag of trash in his hand.He probably didn't expect this scene, and he was stunned for several seconds without responding.