talk about marriage

The days after the long holiday seem extraordinarily peaceful.Li Yao went to other places to talk about purchasing channels, and sometimes he didn't have a phone call for two or three days.

Xu Yun tried his best not to think about him, because to be honest, thinking about him would easily cause him to go into a daze.My mind was already dull enough, probably because of distraction. Recently, my work has become even more difficult, and I have been scolded by my boss several times.

I have been busy all day on Friday, and I finally made it to the end of get off work time. After packing up my things, I went downstairs with my colleagues, and my head was still dizzy.

"Hey, your friend is here."

Someone pointed to a black car on the side of the road, and Xu Yun saw Li Yaoyuan.He didn't know when he came back, his hairstyle was a bit messy, and his appearance was a bit dusty, but his appearance was still tall and handsome.

Being watched by more than a dozen pairs of eyes, he didn't care at all, and shouted: "Hey Xu Yun!"

Xu Yun rubbed his nose and walked over boldly.

"Are you blind, I'll be here to watch you for a long time."

"Well……"

"Why are you so embarrassed?"

"It's nothing." Keeping a certain distance from him, Xu Yun whispered in embarrassment, "That's right, A Yuan, you come to me like this, the colleagues will discuss it."

"Discussion? What's there to discuss."

Li Yaoyuan's face was full of displeasure, and his brows were also frowned.

"never mind……"

Presumably the Alpha in front of him doesn't realize how ostentatious his car and looks are, let alone he repaired Tang Li in front of his colleagues before.

"Get in the car and take you somewhere."

"Where?"

"You'll know when it arrives."

After closing the car door, Xu Yun remembered and asked, "A Yuan, when did you come back?"

"Just arrived in the afternoon."

"Why don't you take a rest before going out?"

Li Yaoyuan gave him a hard look, without saying the reason.

Now I finally know how it feels like not seeing each other every day. During the two weeks of business trip, I was always distracted, and I wanted to call Xu Yun every now and then.However, because there are many facts to do, he is still restrained.

Xu Yun kept blowing his nose on the way, Li Yaoyuan said disgustedly: "Why is it so useless, it's been a few days and the cold still hasn't healed."

"I don't really know, maybe it's too cold." He smiled a little embarrassedly, "I've already taken the medicine, and I'm probably on the mend soon."

"The nose is scratched, what does it look like?"

He just bowed his head and said sorry.

The atmosphere suddenly became stiff, and the heater in the car was still blowing, Xu Yun felt a little dizzy, so he leaned back and fell asleep for a while.

After arriving at the destination, Li Yaoyuan shook him up.

Open your eyes, the city at dusk is like an oil painting, some young people in sportswear and holding rackets pass by outside the window.

"This is...is this the original park?"

The impression has been closed, how could it become so lively.Seeing Xu Yun looking around in astonishment, Li Yaoyuan snorted, got out of the car and threw the down jacket to him, "Put it on."

He never expected that Alpha would bring him here today.

"Idiot, come out!"

Li Yaoyuan had already walked to the front, Xu Yun was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly followed.

"Ayuan, are you cold? You can wear your clothes, I'll just wear my own."

"You can wear it if you tell me to, don't give me too much trouble."

Xu Yun had no choice but to shut up.

To be honest, the relationship between the two has always been like this, one is stronger and the other is used to obedience.

They had quarreled countless times during their relationship, and after reunion they had cold wars from time to time.From the nervousness at the beginning, to the helplessness now, more often Xu Yun is thinking about how to ask for peace.

The park had undergone a renovation two years ago, and he never visited after the move.After entering the garden, looking at the green trees everywhere, even the coldness of winter has dissipated a lot.

"Ayuan, how do you know that the door is reopened here?"

Li Yaoyuan said dryly: "Occasionally I will pass by."

"That's it."

"As for you, you probably haven't come back once."

Alpha's tone was not kind, but it was actually just used to cover up his inner frustration.After the breakup, he would come here to walk and sit here from time to time, and at first he would continue to practice skateboarding. Later, a child fell and injured in the board pool, and the park changed the venue into a badminton court, so he did not practice again.

During the renovation the year before last, all the Dripping Guanyin were removed and replaced with more ornamental short shrubs, which made him even more lost for a long time.

But the people around him don't seem to care.

A badminton flew over suddenly, Li Yaoyuan blocked it for Xu Yun, Xu Yun rubbed his hands and said thank you.The tip of his nose was red from the cold, and white air was constantly exhaling from his mouth.

"Still zipping up the zipper." Li Yaoyuan scowled, "Like a fool."

Xu Yun sniffed, and obediently obeyed, but he held up his lowered hand and put it into the pocket of the down jacket, "It's freezing, what the hell is going on."

Alpha's hands were as cold as popsicles, being held by him like this, Xu Yun's heart felt hot.

"Ayuan..."

Inexplicably choked up, I didn't know how to face my own feelings, so I just lowered my head in a daze.

Li Yaoyuan took a look at him: "What's the matter with you recently, you keep calling me and don't speak, are you kidding me?"

Xu Yun paused, then whispered, "I just want to make sure you're still there."

Li Yaoyuan sneered: "Am I still dead if I'm not here?"

"You can't say such unlucky words, bah bah, you will live a long life."

"whispering sound."

Xu Yun's expression was serious and even a little anxious, but Li Yaoyuan was too lazy to deal with such superstitious thoughts, so he went straight to the bench and spread his scarf on it.

"Hey, come and sit."

The sky was getting darker and darker, and some figures playing ball were shaking not far away, and the branches and leaves of the camphor tree were faintly shadowed.

This relatively open place is much colder than in the car. Li Yaoyuan was wearing a sweater, and soon he couldn't bear the cold. He didn't want to lose his self-image, so he took out his cigarette case and lighter to keep out the cold. .

Seeing this, Xu Yun took off the scarf and wrapped it around him, but he resolutely refused to accept it. The two of them pushed back and forth, and finally had to think of a compromise, and put the down jacket open and put it on together.

"This way, at least it can keep out the wind, so don't be stubborn anymore. No matter what, Alpha's body is not made of iron, and I will feel sorry when I get sick. Just be more obedient."

Ignoring his thoughts, Li Yaoyuan lit the cigarette and bit it in his mouth, spitting it out to the other side with each puff, lest someone cough again.

In the quiet and dim park, the street lights shone from a distance, and the shadows of the two melted into one ball.

It seems that it is really not that cold.

"Do you want to smoke?" Li Yaoyuan suddenly asked viciously, just like the bad student who lured his classmates to the Internet cafe when he was studying.

Xu Yun opened his mouth in a daze, and before he could react, the half of the smoke entered between his teeth.He bit down reflexively, his eyes widening instantly.Li Yaoyuan looked at him with a smirk, and said, "What are you afraid of, I'm here. Try exhaling and inhaling, and spit it out if you feel choked."

"Cough, cough, cough—"

The cigarette holder was a little wet, the cold breath of tobacco penetrated straight into the lungs, and the nerves sparked.Xu Yun dealt with the half of the cigarette with great effort and embarrassment, but Li Yaoyuan took out a new one, bit it in his mouth, turned his shoulders, turned his head to face it accurately, and lit it with the sparks from his cigarette.

The smoke was lingering in front of the sight, and Alpha took a few puffs before retreating.

Xu Yun's heart beat fast, and he foolishly forgot to breathe again, until Li Yaoyuan asked him, "Is it not cold?"

"Um……"

Two big men sat side by side like this, smoking secretly, one skilled and the other jerky.

It's like going back to the past.

Hiding in the grass and kissing, touching each other's bodies, doing shameful things, their legs are sore and they are reluctant to leave.

There were beautiful and youthful memories of them here. At that time, they didn't have to think about the future, they didn't have to think about whether they were a good match, and they were together if they really liked it.

Xu Yun had a cigarette in his mouth, and suddenly his throat choked up.

"Ayuan, why did you bring me here today?"

Li Yaoyuan turned his face away: "Come whenever you want, why not?"

Xu Yun smiled bitterly.

He never dared to come here, because he had lost the best moments of those, those mediocre days here.

"Xu Yun, let me ask you." Seeing his dazed and confused look, Li Yaoyuan said impulsively, "What kind of life do you want to live in the future?"

"me."

"It's not you, who else, there are only wild ghosts left here besides us."

Xu Yun smiled and lowered his head deeply: "I don't know."

"Why don't you know, everyone has ideas, don't tell me you haven't thought about it."

"Well, it's probably an ordinary, ordinary life. In a small place, preferably a place with lower prices, so that the pressure of life will be less. It would be better if there are schools, supermarkets, parks, etc. nearby. Yes, but it doesn’t matter if I don’t, I’m in better health, and I can go a little farther to buy groceries every day.”

"Small place? Are you planning to move to another city in the future?"

"It's not impossible." He maintained a restrained smile, "Go to another city to start again, and maybe you will live a better life than now."

"It's really wishful thinking. You have to scrape together the money for renting a house, and you want to move somewhere else to start again? I think you just want to escape the competition of big cities, and you feel that you will be useless here for the rest of your life."

When Alpha said this, Xu Yun also felt that he was wishful thinking.How could Ah Yuan be willing to leave his hometown and start a family with him in a small place?Daydreaming should also be a little bit measured.

Even though he was just chatting casually after being asked, Xu Yun was still too ashamed to lift his head.

When he was still lost, his back was suddenly hugged.

Li Yaoyuan stubbed out both cigarettes, trying to use a deep kiss to overcome the disappointment when he heard that he wanted to leave.Xu Yun was dizzy, and he forgot to dodge in a daze until the hands behind his back were wrapped around him.

"It's a pity that it's winter now." Alpha said bitterly, "I can't do it here."

Xu Yun listened blushingly, didn't raise any opinion, and didn't express any dissatisfaction, but was obediently kissed and touched by Alpha, and even sat on his lap later, and the two of them became fingers clasped. .

I haven't eaten anything for lunch so far, my stomach is flat, but my heart is full.In the cold state, the nose was stuffy, so I had to keep my mouth open all the time, and use my mouth to breathe in and out between kisses.

This kiss made Li Yaoyuan's heart itchy, and he panted slightly after pulling him away.Xu Yun stared at him obsessively, waiting for his next move.

"Do you want to go back?"

The knuckles were clasped tightly together, and the palms were sweating.Li Yaoyuan didn't answer, instead, he kissed at a deeper angle, from the neck to the chin, then to the lips and the tip of the nose, kissing Xu Yun's entire face wet.Xu Yun's neck was slightly tilted back, his brain showed symptoms of hypoxia, and his shame disappeared.

Although I know this is a public place and shouldn't be kissing like this, but I really want to get close to the Alpha in front of me.It's no wonder that others say that liking someone will become crazy, Xu Yun felt that he was also crazy, completely forgetting about shame and the like.

Driving back to the small house he rented, Li Yaoyuan hugged him and vented over and over again. He didn't even care about his illness. Instead, he felt that his body temperature was higher than usual, and it was very comfortable to hug him.

The bed board kept screaming until midnight, and Xu Yun also screamed hoarsely, and his throat was so painful.

After finishing, Alpha fell asleep, Xu Yun couldn't fall asleep like this, so he had to get up with difficulty to take a bath.The skin felt painful when the hot water hit her body, and there were pinch marks all over her body, which proved that she had just experienced too much intense sexual intercourse.

He held onto the tiles and scrubbed himself slowly. While washing, he felt pain in the nerves in his temples, as if someone pulled them out and scraped them a few times with a knife.

Back in the room, I carefully changed into long-sleeved pajamas with long pants, and then lifted the quilt to lie down.It was warm inside, filled with Alpha's body temperature.

Not long after closing his eyes, Alpha turned around in the darkness, skillfully reached into the hem of his pajamas, and then touched a familiar place.

"Do you still want to do it?" Xu Yun asked softly.

The person behind him didn't speak immediately, but just rubbed his chin on his shoulder, and buried his head in it to sniff deeply.

"You smell delicious..." After a long while, he finally muttered this sentence.

Xu Yun was stunned for a while, slowly holding the hands in front of his waist, stroking his joints little by little, reluctant to let go for a long time.

It seems that I never imagined that there will be such a day between myself and A Yuan.In this way, the chest is next to the back, lying quietly together, the arms on the body hug themselves tightly, and the sound of the heartbeat is close at hand, as if closing the eyes will lead a lifetime.