talk about marriage

In the middle of the night, Li Yao was so hot that he woke up and lifted the quilt, and found that Xu Yun was wrapping his hands and feet around him like an octopus, with his mouth slightly open, breathing evenly.

Really, sleep like a pig.

After the slander, she couldn't help but leaned over and kissed his forehead, feeling that his thin and white appearance was particularly painful.But after the kiss, he immediately woke up again, and frowned in disgust.

My own behavior is too bottomless, as if I love him to death, and I must have him.It's really embarrassing to be thrown into the Pacific Ocean, but fortunately Xu Yun slept soundly.

Speaking of today's embarrassment is not the only one.

Originally, he was only angry because of Xu Yun's remarks about moving to a small place, but he was so angry that he couldn't help but go to bed.Forget it, after venting once or twice, not only did I not feel satisfied, but I still wanted it. I hated having to toss people to death regardless, until both of them were exhausted and didn't want to stop.

This is too inexplicable, when did I start to be so addicted to this matter?It's no different from those alphas who are in heat.

But seeing Xu Yun holding back tears in pain will make my heart move, seeing him obedient and not expressing his attitude will make me want to kiss him hard, hearing that he wants to emigrate will make me afraid, and feeling that he is looking at me from under me will make me want to kiss him hard. Can't look at each other.

Too distressed.

I can't suppress the desire to occupy this person at all.

But what would Xu Yun think of me?

I think that I am unreasonable, I have a bad temper, and I can sleep with anyone casually, or I still think that I also have advantages, such as taking care of him, missing him, and caring about everything related to him.

It shouldn't be disgusting.If Xu Yun thinks I'm annoying, why would he want to sleep with me?Is it to solve the physical needs or to get used to obedience, or just feel that it is good to have a friend to rely on.

Li Yaoyuan would never ask this kind of question out loud, it was embarrassing and hypocritical.And no matter whether you get a negative answer or a sympathetic look, they will be inserted into the heart like a knife, piercing all the toughness of the bluff in an instant.

Forget it, let it be like this, just guarding Xu Yun like this is not bad.If you touch his skin, your fingertips will feel numb like an electric shock.Looking at his side face and smelling his faint pheromones, the whole person will come alive from exhaustion.

It's not bad to deceive yourself and others like this.

After silently reflecting for a long time, Li Yaoyuan fell back to sleep and hugged the person in his arms tightly again with both hands.

Xu Yun woke up in the morning with a bit of diarrhea, probably because he did it too hard yesterday and didn't clean it thoroughly enough.After taking a shower and taking medicine, I felt a little hot on my forehead and sweated profusely.

Back in the room, Alpha hadn't woken up yet, so he had to sit by the bed and watch.

With handsome facial features and indifferent eyebrows, A Yuan has always been so stylish and outstanding.Leaving aside the occasional bad temper, this is a very capable and upright Alpha.

Xu Yun turned his head, covered his mouth and coughed softly, then sat alone, silently dazed for a long time.

If Ah Yuan is woken up, I'm afraid he will lose his temper again.

Sometimes he himself wonders why he is so timid and afraid of getting into trouble, without any courage at all.

But ordinary people are probably like this. They know their weaknesses but cannot correct them, just like lazy people cannot overcome their inertia, and greedy people cannot overcome their greed.But he was so submissive that he couldn't hold his head up.

Such a self, not to mention being a lover with A Yuan, even being a friend is hardly qualified.

Let me ask, who would choose a friend who has no merits?

Although he once felt that he was somewhat attractive, but after re-examining himself, Xu Yun always easily returned to the previous state of self-doubt.

But even if he is caught in self-doubt, now he still holds a little hope——

I and A Yuan like each other.

As long as we get along well and slowly repair the previous cracks, we will be together one day without any misunderstanding or resentment.

Li Yaoyuan got up and left, because there were several cars coming to the store today, and he wanted to go over to watch them put into storage.Xu Yun stayed in the living room for a while and decided to make breakfast, but he felt dizzy when he stood up.

It must be hypoglycemia, and it will happen if you don't eat breakfast.I still have to get up and cook something to eat, and I should live a good life on Saturday, not too irregular or lazy.

The roommate snorted: "Your boyfriend left?"

"That's not my boyfriend."

"It's not that you still sleep with others. It's too stupid. At least ask him for some benefits. If you give so stupidly like you, the other party will only think you are cheap, and they will only think of you when they are lonely and boring."

Of course, there was nothing wrong with what the roommate said, but after hearing it, his reaction became very slow, and he could only smile at a loss: "Probably not what you said."

I don't want to argue or argue fiercely, but I just think it's not the case.He walked into the kitchen in a trance, not even having the strength to cut the bread.My head hurts more and more, like an electric drill is hidden inside, and my ears are also buzzing.

Lying down until noon, it still didn't get better, but it seemed to be getting worse and worse.I had no choice but to ask my roommate for help.

Although the other party found it a bit troublesome, they still sent him to the hospital out of humanitarianism, and registered him for him by the way.While waiting for the doctor to come to see him, his roommate sat in the hallway with him, giving advice one after another.

"Okay, okay, don't be troubled by love anymore. In fact, I don't think that Alpha doesn't necessarily dislike you at all. How to say it specifically, for example, last night and this morning, I didn't smell any pheromone. This at least shows that He didn't sleep with you because the pheromones were out of control, but because he simply thought you were a good person, and you were a little sleepy."

Hearing his roommate say the word "sleep" like this, as if that kind of thing happened is very common, Xu Yun's cheeks were burning hot.Then it occurred to him that he was just talking, but he was putting it into action, wouldn't it be much worse and shameless than him.

For two days in a row, I have to come to the clinic for infusion in the morning, which will delay my work time by about an hour.Li Yaoyuan was very busy with business, so he was too embarrassed to tell him when he saw Xu Yun occasionally, it was not a big deal after all.

It was extremely cold on Wednesday, and there was a cold wind blowing at the door of the infusion room.While sitting, Xu Yun couldn't help curling up his legs and dozing off, his body tightly hugged into a ball.

When he was about to lose consciousness, someone shook his shoulder suddenly, and there was a familiar face in front of him.

"My colleague told me that you are here." Tang Li carried the breakfast he bought for him, and after sitting down, stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, "What's the matter, did you catch a cold and have a fever?"

Xu Yun avoided embarrassingly: "It's an old problem, it's not a fever."

"Eat the steamed stuffed bun while it's hot, it's a pity if it gets cold."

"It's so embarrassing. Please come to see me even if you are a little sick."

"Don't say that. You are not familiar with the place here, and your life is so difficult. Of course, I will take care of the places I can take care of."

It sounds like I am pitiful.Xu Yun felt a little inferior, and lowered his head deeply.

"It's not as serious as you said. I can take care of myself."

Tang Li was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly held his hand: "Actually, I am willing to take care of you and be your life and emotional support."

Xu Yun was taken aback, and hurriedly pulled out his hand, but unexpectedly, he was being held tighter and tighter.

"You are the most careful and tempered Beta I have ever seen. You are completely my ideal type. To be honest, I wanted to pursue you in the previous company, but you had a boyfriend at that time, so I will wait until now."

"Ah, so, is this so, I'm sorry, I actually... actually I..."

"actually?"

It was the first time in his life that someone confessed his love, and Xu Yun didn't know how to deal with it properly.I want to express that I have no thoughts on this for the time being, but I am afraid of hurting the other party's face, so I hesitate to speak clearly.

"Or do you want to talk about getting along with each other?"

"N-neither. I already have someone I like, so... I'm sorry!"

After finishing speaking hastily, a thin layer of sweat broke out from the tip of his nose.Tang Li had a bit of surprise on his face, but then there was a "really so" expression, as if he had expected it a long time ago.

"That Alpha named Li?"

With his mind punctured like this, Xu Yun pulled out his hand, his face flushed with embarrassment.But thinking of his liking for A Yuan and not intending to waver, he finally nodded hesitantly.

"I'm sorry I didn't make it clear to you sooner, I just sorted out my thoughts recently, sorry. I'm grateful that you like me, really, no one in this, this life has ever said that to me, but I think I There is no way to respond to you, not temporarily, but in the future... So, in short..."

After confessing indiscriminately like this, my brain seems to be more chaotic, and my nasal congestion is more serious.

After listening to Tang Li, he understood that he should give up completely.Xu Yun repeatedly apologized and thanked, and after sending the other party away, he stayed there for a long time, until the headache became unbearable.

Regarding this attack, the doctor still used the same old saying: Trigeminal neuralgia like his is not life-threatening, but it is more painful when it occurs, and it will also affect normal life.

"Seriously, do you want to go to a big hospital to try? I have a classmate who works there. It is said that the old professor of their hospital will insert nerve sealing needles. Although it can't completely cure it, it can save you from suffering. "

"Is it a big hospital? Will it cost a lot of money?"

"I can ask for you, but it probably won't be an astronomical figure."

I have heard from the doctor a long time ago that if there is an old doctor who knows how to insert a closed needle, one injection can ensure that there is nothing wrong with it for half a year.But the doctor also told about the possible negative results. The facial nerves are very complicated. If the piercing is not done correctly, it may become facial paralysis or blindness.

In the past, Xu Yun took it as a joke, but now he is seriously thinking about it.

On the one hand, it was because I had a little savings recently, so I might be able to afford it if I went to another place to see a doctor, and on the other hand, of course, it was because of the matter with A Yuan.

If you want to be together for a long time, you have to be a normal person no matter what you say, and you can't get headaches, lose your work and ability to live every now and then.

If he is cured by luck, he will talk to A Yuan when he comes back.Whether it's being rejected or humiliated, it's better than regretting it when you're old.

"Can I ask the doctor for help? The professor's visit time. I will go back to pack my luggage and ask for leave from the company."

"It's okay, leave it to me."

After making a decision, Xu Yun wanted to discuss it with Li Yaoyuan, but he was afraid that he would not be able to explain it clearly on the phone, after all, it still involved something that happened six years ago.

How will Ah Yuan react?

Do you feel that you are lying and making excuses for the breakup?At the same time, do you think that your life is too difficult and you want to find someone to rely on, or you simply want to start a family when you are old.

After the injection, I rushed to the company, but because of my poor physical strength, I accidentally fell asleep at the work station.After being seen by the boss, he was severely reprimanded, saying: "The company is not a place for you to sleep, you should go back to sleep, and don't influence the enthusiasm of others here."

When I went to the bathroom, I heard my colleagues chatting and discussing myself: "It wasn't like this when I first came here. I really didn't expect that an honest person like him would be passive and sabotage."

He was so ashamed that his face was flushed, he refused to go to the toilet, and walked back to his work station with his head down.

After finally getting off work, the subway was very crowded.Back at the rental office, I had no strength in my body and no appetite.He lay down in a daze, and he lay down until after ten o'clock in the evening.

The roommate should have gone out to find a boyfriend, and the house has become very quiet.The phone rang several times abruptly before he got up with difficulty and touched the phone beside the bed: "Hello, A Yuan..."

"What are you doing? Why did it take so long to pick up?"

"I slept."

"Sleep so early?"

He hummed, and tried to explain in a relaxed tone: "I have a headache, it's really useless."

"What's going on, I'll come and see you."

"No need! Just, just let me rest by myself, you just do your work."

For some reason, I don't really want to see Alpha tonight.

Li Yaoyuan didn't say anything after listening to his words.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Yun continued to lie down, but in a daze he heard someone knocking on the door, so he had to struggle to get up.

"You want to scare me, don't you! It's been so long since I came here."

"Ah... A Yuan, why are you here?"

Li Yaoyuan appeared at the door in a hurry, the worry on his face was not completely replaced by anger.He picked up Xu Yun and threw him back on the bed, turned on the air conditioner, wrapped the quilt tightly, and stuffed Xu Yun's mouth with a thermometer.

"Give me a good mouth, I'll pour water."

Because the lights were not turned on, Xu Yun couldn't see Alpha's face clearly, and could only hear the sound of his footsteps coming in and out alone.

"Ayuan, I'm actually fine..."

The thermometer also showed that he didn't have a fever, but Li Yaoyuan still had a stern face, and said very unhappily: "In the future, you should tell me earlier about this situation. You have no relatives here, and your roommate is unreliable. What if something happens?"

"It's not that serious."

As soon as he finished speaking, he received a heavy thump on his forehead.

He groaned and covered his forehead weakly.Li Yaoyuan pulled his hand away, rubbed him very roughly a few times, and stuffed him under the quilt angrily, "If I knew it earlier, I would leave you alone and let you fend for yourself."

Xu Yun's forehead still hurt, but he smiled like a fool, his eyes were blurred.Grabbing Alpha's hand, covering it over his heart, he remained motionless, completely unable to think about what the other party would think, but he really wanted to do so at this moment.

Li Yaoyuan seemed to be shocked by his actions, and remained silent for a long time.

"Ayuan, do you think I'm troublesome?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

Xu Yun felt a little sad: "As good as you are, how could you choose to be friends with someone like me? It's really a big loss."

Li Yaoyuan stared at him and snorted, and after sitting on the side of the bed in silence for a moment, he suddenly pulled up the quilt to cover his whole head.

"Know that I'm in a big loss, get well quickly, and continue to be my servant and cook, do you hear me?"

Then start undressing.

Thinking that Alpha wanted it, Xu Yun waited quietly under the quilt.But half a minute later, the naked Alpha fell asleep next to him, and did not act as he imagined.

"Don't do it?" He was a little puzzled, because Alpha would have sex every time he came, and there was no exception.

Li Yaoyuan didn't answer his question directly, but just cursed "idiot", then hugged his waist like a real lover, his palms were dripping with sweat.

Xu Yun froze for a moment, then boldly hugged him back, nestling in his arms like a baby.

Slowly there is a sad and sweet feeling in my heart.

The sad thing is that I seem to start to regard A Yuan as my everything, the warmth that I can't give up.The sweet thing is that A Yuan seems to care a little bit about himself and cherish himself.At least they don't just think about making love, but they can do nothing like this and simply hug each other to keep warm.