The life of a despised omega

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Tang Yuan turned around in the cave a few times, then picked up the bamboo piece and looked at it, as if he had thought of something, he put his flashlight on the stone, and picked up a small stone on the ground that could write colors.

"Don't write, you can't write, you stop! Stop!"

But he still took the stone and wrote on the bamboo piece.

--I am afraid.

——They are so scary, I don’t know when it will be my turn, I am so scared.

—Will someone save me?

Tired, he squatted beside the stone and fell asleep.

I'm tired too...

At dawn, Tang Yuan left the cave to find the way down the mountain, but it was getting dark and he couldn't find it. He was not familiar with other places, so he returned to the cave the same way.

The flashlight shone slightly, and when the flashlight shone through, the bamboo piece he wrote last night had words written by others on it.And "They are so scary, I don't know when it will be my turn, I'm so scared." Next to it is another piece of bamboo, which reads: "Hide in the quilt in the middle of the night, cover your ears with your hands, so you won't be afraid. "

"I can't hide in the quilt." Tang Yuan muttered, "There are beds and quilts in the big room, but there is nothing now."

The stomach growled non-stop, and Tang Yuan wrote down how hungry he was.

A lot of food was put on the stone the next day.

On the third day, Tang Yuan was arrested again. They held Tang Yuan by the back of the neck and said, "You have been arrested again. Let me tell you, if we don't send you down the mountain, you won't be able to get out for the rest of your life."

Knowing that he couldn't escape, Tang Yuan said listlessly: "I won't run away."

After being injected with two injections of medicine again, Tang Yuan still had no reaction.

After being locked in the small room, Tang Yuan charged the flashlight. There was a narrow gap in the corner of the charging port. Tang Yuan looked at the small opening and said to himself: "There are still people in the cave..."

In the middle of the night, he curled up and slipped out of the small gap. The person guarding the door dozed off against the door, and he left this place easily.

There are new bamboo pieces in the cave, full of all kinds of comforting words.

—Don't be afraid, I'll get out.

- We're all going to be fine.

——Are we friends?

Tang Yuan wrote a reply on each piece of bamboo, and immediately ran through the gap and returned to the room after replying.

They have been connected by bamboo pieces in the cave, and then the two met.Tang Yuan patted his shoulder with a hand behind him while writing the reply.

"Are you my friend?" the man asked.

Tang Yuan turned around, and that person was the kid who had helped him twice.Tang Yuan held the bamboo piece and asked, "Is this you?"

"Yeah." The man nodded.

The two sat and chatted with their new friends.

……

The only person sitting and chatting with little Tang Yuan in front of him was Gong Huanshen.

When he was a child, Gong Huanshen had soft eyebrows and eyes, and his pupils were black and clear. He had a standard Asian appearance, but why did Gong Huanshen become like that when he grew up?

Could it be that they were replaced like the Yun family?

……

Before the two left, Gong Huanshen said: "You have the number nine written on your clothes, and I'm older than you, so can I call you Xiao Jiu?"

Tang Yuan smiled: "Okay, what's your name?"

"My name is Gong Huanshen. My mother said that everyone close to me calls me A Shen. You can call me Shen."

"Okay, Ah... Ah Chen."

……

Everything proves that the two people in front of me are indeed Gong Huanshen and me.

After that, Tang Yuan was forced to take various pills in addition to being injected with medicine every day. He no longer had no reaction to the medicine, and he would completely fall asleep within half an hour after taking the medicine.

Tang Yuan was abandoned when the sleep time got longer and longer and the medicine still failed to meet those people's expectations.

Four or five medicines were injected into his body at the same time, and Tang Yuan fell to the ground almost instantly.My head and I were dizzy, and my soul seemed to be wandering around in my body. When I heard the phrase "drag it out and bury it", all the scenes in front of me disappeared, and the surroundings were dark and dead. I couldn't hear or see, as if I was placed in nothingness.

My face was hurt by the cold water drops, I seemed to be no longer trapped in other people's bodies, and I seemed to be able to touch the real thing.

Curling his fingers, he held a handful of sand.With difficulty opening his eyes, he couldn't see anything around him clearly, only the sound of the constant crashing rain filled his eardrums.

The next moment I got up from the mud, my foot hooked an object blocking the way, and I fell to the ground again.

My body was very uncomfortable, and I didn't feel the strangeness of my body until I stood up with effort.This is Xiao Tang Yuan's body, which is being controlled by me now.

And now at my feet is a cold corpse.

Take two steps to step on one, take two steps to step on one...

All the people who were injected with drugs died and were randomly discarded on the top of the mountain.

I survived by luck...

Someone was approaching here in the distance, and the light of the flashlight became brighter and brighter in the rainy night.

Gotta get out of here.

I groped my way out of this place full of corpses in the dark, trying not to make any noise to avoid being caught back again.

The mountain is very big, I don’t know how long I’ve been walking here, I’ve been drenched by the rain and have a severe headache, I don’t know if it’s a hallucination or reality, I heard the sound of a car horn when the sky was slightly bright.

I saw hope, and dragged my small and tired body towards the source of the sound.

Inadvertently, my foot caught a stone by mistake, and I rolled all the way downhill.

My soul was torn apart, and I was thrown out of my body again.

Tang Yuan, who was unconscious, was carried into a police car by the passing police. After finding out his identity, the police contacted Tang Yi from another city.Tang Yi came late three days later, and the first thing she did when she entered the police station was to slap Tang Yuan across the face.

Tang Yuan's eyes were blank, and he just sat there without saying a word.

I know, he was frightened and stupid.

Tang Yuan, who was taken back, was still unwilling to speak, and did not respond to Tang Yi's beating and scolding. Tang Yuan raised his head when Tang Yi raised his hand again and slapped his face. He asked in a daze, "Where's brother?"

Tang Yi's hands stopped, and she unnaturally ran her hair along her temples, "Your brother...he followed a good man! From now on, you don't have a brother, just follow me well."

Tang Yuan just stared at Tang Yi in a daze, without blinking.

Tang Yi said angrily: "What are you looking at, your brother doesn't want you anymore, what's the use of staring at me!" She stretched out her hand and pushed Tang Yuan's head away, Tang Yuan fell to the corner of the cabinet, and a bag appeared on his forehead instantly.

"what--"

After a loud cry, Tang Yuan went crazy and cried loudly.

"Brother! I want a brother!"

The roar was accompanied by a violent cough, and Tang Yuan fell to the ground with his head in his arms.

"Don't pretend to be dead, stand up quickly." Tang Yi stepped forward and nodded tentatively with her toes.

Tang Yi panicked when Tang Yuan froze and didn't respond, she carried Tang Yuan and ran out, muttering as she ran: "You little brat can't die, I have no reason to go to Jiang Zhuhong when you're dead! "

Outside, Tang Yi hugged Tang Yuan like crazy and ran on the road, but Tang Yuan had already appeared in front of me.

After looking around, he fixed his eyes on me, and his small body that was still sobbing approached me, he held my hand and looked up at me, his eyes were clear, "Thank you for saving me on the mountain. "

"Are you a god who came down from the sky?"

His eyes were full of water, and he was waiting for my answer at this moment.

I squatted down and shook my head to look him at the same level, "I am not a god, I am you, and you are me."

"you are me?"

"Yes." I took his hand, "As long as you need me, I will be there."

"You can trust me unconditionally, I will never harm you."

Tang Yuan asked obediently: "Then can you help me find my brother? My brother is gone."

"You will find him, even if you forget it inadvertently, you will remember it eventually."

"Then I'm going to find my brother, and I'll come to you later."

The Tang Yuan in front of him gradually dissipated, and Tang Yuan, who was lying in the hospital, woke up physically. He looked at everything in front of him in confusion, like a newborn baby.

Tang Yi slapped Tang Yuan on the back, and Tang Yuan looked at her ignorantly, "Are you hitting me?"

Tang Yi: "If you don't hit me, hit someone else."

Tang Yuan opened his big eyes and asked: "Are you my mother? Did I make you angry? Don't be angry. I will be obedient in the future."

Tang Yi looked surprised, and finally found a doctor.

The doctor looked at the information and frowned and said, "His brain should have suffered serious damage a few days ago. The damage doesn't seem to be caused by external force, but it should be caused by drugs. Did your guardians give the child drugs indiscriminately?"

Tang Yi: "I don't have any medicine myself, so why would I give my child random medicine. Doctor, just tell my child what's going on, why don't you remember me?"

"The hippocampus, temporal lobe, and thalamus of the child's brain have all been severely damaged by drugs. This situation is considered mild. The child just lost his memory. Fortunately, his life is not in danger. As parents, you can't care about your child. You see How are your children haggard?"

"I lost my memory..." Tang Yi whispered, "That's just right."

"What did you say?" asked the doctor, frowning.

"It's nothing, thank you doctor, I will treat the child well in the future."

After returning from the hospital, Tang Yi began to treat Tang Yuan in various ways, telling him about the past of their mother and son every day: his Alpha father was called Jiang Zhuhong, but Jiang Zhuhong treated them very badly. At that time, he gave up in order to give birth to him. Career in the entertainment industry, being kicked out by people in the village...

Tang Yi hugged Tang Yuan and said sadly: "I suffered a lot for giving birth to you. We can't stay in the shed all the time, so you have to fight hard. Your father is going to marry someone else soon. Do you miss your father? Mom Let you go back to Dad, okay?"

Tang Yuan wiped away the tears that Tang Yi forced out, hugged Tang Yi and patted her on the back and said, "Yuanyuan will be good, mom, don't cry, I will let mom live a good life."

After a while, Tang Yuan's condition relapsed, Tang Yi approached Jiang Zhuhong and sent Tang Yuan to Jiang's mansion.

Tang Yuan became Jiang Zhuhong's illegitimate son.

……

So... as my biological mother, Tang Yi's kindness to me is all fake, she just wants to enter the Jiang's mansion to live a good life.

Oh, Tang Yuan's life is really disgusting.

"Surgery interrupted" "Madoka" "Surgery interrupted" "Madoka" "Surgery interrupted"...

Two voices rushed into my mind at the same time, and they circulated continuously in my mind.The head keeps expanding and splitting...

"Bam—"

My heavy head finally burst.

"Xiao Jiu, wake up, wake up quickly."

"Little Nine..."

"Little Shuang."

"Little Shuang."

I opened my eyes amidst the uninterrupted calls.

A man with light blue eyes squatted beside me and looked at me. When he saw that I was awake, he leaned forward and asked, "Do you still remember me, Xiaojiu?"

I was puzzled and asked, "Who are you?"

"Ah Shen, I'm Ah Shen."

Tang Yi's voice emerged in her mind: "Your brother offended a rich and powerful man, and now he is going to be arrested. Your brother is hiding, so you can go there instead. Remember, I want your brother To be safe, you can't let others know that you have a twin brother."

I'm here to take the place of Little Round Top and no one else should know.

As long as I say that I don't know or don't know, they will let me go back.

I shook my head: "I don't know you."

"How is it possible that we don't know each other? We are friends, and I'm A Shen. Think about it carefully."

I pushed him away: "Sorry, I don't know you."

A person carrying a plate came forward and put down the plate and said, "Young master, maybe it's because of the medicine that Xiaoshuang didn't recognize you, give him some more time."

"That's right, with so many medicines, your body will be affected." The man called Young Master grabbed my hand, "But Xiao Jiu, don't be afraid, I will make you better."

The person standing next to him took a step forward, pointed at himself excitedly and said, "Xiao Shuang, I'm Bai Ye, your father."

"Father?"

"Yes, father, biological father."

"Little uncle." Ah Shen took my hand and said excitedly, "You are also my little uncle. I never thought we were not only friends but also relatives."

"Don't be afraid, I'm stronger now, I will protect you, and I won't let them hurt you again." He clenched his fists, and the color of his pupils darkened a little.

It's strange that this man's eyes can still change.

Mom said Xiaoyuan offended the family, but they treated me very well.Even so, I still didn't dare to provoke them, and every day I called my father and Ah Shen tremblingly.

I try to be nice so maybe they can let me go back sooner, my brother is still with mom and he cries every day when I'm not around.

Ah Shen said that I was his little uncle, but he treated me like I treated my younger brother, and he was the one who was more like an uncle.

I have lived in this big house for more than half a month, but they are still not ready to let me go back. Although they are not fierce, it is good for me, but I still dare not put forward the idea of ​​going back.

As soon as my aunt helped me to sleep, there was a knock on the door of the bedroom, and Ah Shen asked outside, "Xiao Shuang, are you asleep?"

I sat up, "No, come in."

Ah Chen brought me milk, watched me drink it, and said, "Do you want to go back and see where you used to live?"

"Can you?" I asked him, "Can you really go back?"

He rubbed my head, "Of course, I will accompany you back tomorrow, but will you come back with me after you go back?"

I squeezed the corner of the quilt, "I don't know."

Ah Shen was not angry, he just looked at me gently, "It's okay, this is the second grandpa's house, if you don't want to come back after you go back, I will stay with you in Yandu."

"Thank you."

He watched me fall asleep, "I want to make you happy."

……

The next day Ah Shen took me back to Yandu, but there was no one in the house. I asked the neighbors, and everyone said that the family had mental illness and killed me.

I didn't believe it, so I stayed in the greenhouse and waited for my mother and Madoka.

But they didn't come back for half a year.

A Shen also accompanied me to search for half a year, but finally got the news that my family members really passed away.

Ah Shen wiped away my tears, hugged me into his arms and said, "From now on, I will be your family."

I didn't want to leave Yandu, so Ah Shen took me to my home in Yandu.

The relationship between Ah Shen and his father is very bad, and they quarrel frequently, and even fight when it is serious.

When I grow up, I won't live in Gong's house. A Shen bought me a house outside, and I can do what I like to my heart's content outside.

Later I met Yuuan, who is an Omega like me, although he is not mainstream, but what can we do, we can enjoy happiness behind the back of the whole world.

But Ah Shen confessed to me at this time. When Ah Shen was angry, his eyes would turn dark blue, and his temper would become violent and uncontrollable, but even so I rejected him.

I can't be sorry for Yu Yu.

A Shen suppressed me with pheromones, and even prepared to mark me forcibly.The moment he bit down, Yuan knocked him unconscious from behind.

After this incident, Ah Shen used his tricks on Yu An, but Yu An had all kinds of troubles, so he had to resign and become a freelance photographer in the end.

Yuan said that he would work hard to earn money to take me away from that impersonal home, but that impersonal home was kind to me, even if I was with Yuan, I couldn't let go of it.Hearing these encounters, he would hug me and say, "Since we have kindness, we will not leave. I will try my best to marry you back home, and then I will go back with you occasionally."

We are really happy.

They are all working hard for a better life in the future.

Ah Shen would always dangle in front of my eyes, his temper became more and more strange, and sometimes he became crazy and out of shape at all.He is somewhat dependent on my licorice pheromones, and when he loses his mind, as long as I release some pheromones, it will be much better.

But whenever I release pheromones to him, my body will become very uncomfortable, auditory hallucinations, hallucinations, and nightmares often come to me.Yu An accompanied me to the hospital. The result of the diagnosis was hereditary mental illness, and now it's time for the onset.

I broke up with Yuan, but Yuan disagreed, he took my hand and cried and said he would cure me.But I still resolutely left him.

He is a man with ideals and ambitions, but all I have brought to him is misfortune. Maybe now it is even more difficult to drag a lunatic like me, and the road ahead will be even more difficult.

Yuan, I hope you have a good life and realize your dream of holding countless photography exhibitions for your works to be known to the public.

On the third day after the breakup, I received a video.

Yuan was strangled by someone with a backpack strap, and he was frantically trying to survive. I yelled at the person who hurt him to let him put his hands down.

Maybe the man let go of his hand when he heard my cry, but the moment he let go, he fell into the water.

"Yuan is afraid of water, you save him quickly, save him quickly!"

"Ah—you save him, I beg you to save him!"

The man turned around and stretched out his hand towards Yu An.

"Yes, save him, save him up quickly!"

The next second, the man withdrew his hand, and Yu'an's struggle became smaller and smaller, gradually disappearing on the water.

Encountered Eucalyptus, disappeared...

why?

Why not save him?

"Why didn't you save him!"

The person who hurt me slowly turned to the camera. That person had the same face as mine.

Madoka?

My accident was killed by my younger brother...why...

"why--"

"what----"

Surrounded by blood-stained monsters, they held out their razor blades, "Come on, come with me..."

He took my hand and pressed the blade on my wrist, and with a light stroke, the blood flowed out. I saw Yu'an changed back to his original form, and he smirked at me like before.

The more blood flowed, the closer the Yucao was to me. I picked up the razor blade and slashed violently on the neck. This time, the blood flowed even more. The Yucao was already in front of my eyes. We could hug each other with our hands outstretched.

"Yuan, I love you."

We are completely integrated.

When I woke up, I was admitted to a mental hospital. The people here are very nice. They can see the people around me. They say we are very compatible, a match made in heaven.

Yu An smirked across from me, "Look, many people are blessing us, we don't have to worry about anything."

I snuggled into his arms, "Well, don't worry, we should be together."

But Yuuan always disappears and reappears. The angel in white clothes and mask told me that he said that as long as he walks with him, I can see Yuuan. I followed him to the small black room.

When the electric shock rod inside touched me, eucalyptus appeared...

I would go into the small dark room whenever I was gone, because I would come out from inside, and I would stay by my side for a long, long time after I finished soaking in the ice bucket, being rode, and getting the electric shock...

I lived with Yuan every day, but then a blue-eyed monster came and took me out, and Yuan never appeared again.

I went to soak in cold water by myself every day, and beat myself with a stick, but the eucalyptus still didn't appear.

Later, the blue-eyed monster brought me to the masked angel again. He said that I could see Yuyan after I fell asleep. It became light blue.

But it doesn't matter, I like whatever Yu Eucalyptus looks like.

……

I go to sleep with the angel every day, only there I can meet my lover.

He has light blue eyes, he is very kind to me, he will take nice photos of me, and he will cook me a lot of delicious food.

He has a nice name, Ah Shen.

Woke up from the angel's reclining chair again, and my Ah Shen was waiting for me beside him. He stepped forward and took my hand and said softly, "Xiao Shuang, I am your Ah Shen."

Finally, Ah Shen came out of the dream and was with me...

"Xiaoyuan, wake up, wake up quickly."

"Those are all fake, just wake up."

"You are not Tang Shuang, you are Tang Yuan, you should wake up."

The body swayed suddenly, white light suddenly appeared, and I opened my eyes.

"Madoka, are you awake?"

When I looked over, it was a haggard and weak Xiaoshuang.

I looked at the face that was the same as mine, and all the memories of the past rushed into my mind, Tang Yuan's Tang Shuang's, I remembered everything.

"elder brother?"

"Yes, I'm brother." His big tears fell down his chin to the ground.

——Are you shooting me?

- You are so beautiful.

——I will work hard to earn money and try to marry you back home as soon as possible.

——Okay, I'm waiting for you to marry me, I will only follow you in my life.

……

——I am a freelance photographer. The scene where you were sitting here just now was beautiful, so I took it. Sorry to bother you.

——You look a lot like a friend, maybe you know Bai Shuang?

——The content in the camera is very important to me, and I cannot give it to you.

--help me……

it's me……

I was the one who killed Su Yuan, I was the one who killed my brother's boyfriend, I was the one who made my brother suffer so much...

It's all about me.

"Brother, I'm sorry...I'm sorry for you, I provoked Gong Huanshen, I killed Yu Yu, I caused your disease to flare up, I caused you to live that kind of life...Brother, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I'm sorry……"

"Xiaoyuan, why do you live that kind of life, I thought you left with your mother, how did you live like that?"

I was tied hands and feet and couldn't move, so I could only keep shaking my head, "No, no, I ruined my brother's happiness. I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry, I deserve to die, I shouldn't live."

"Xiaoyuan, don't cry, brother doesn't blame you, really doesn't blame you..."

"Stop being sensational here, do you think I don't exist? I didn't expect that Gong Huanshen's two lovers turned out to be brothers. Hahahaha, this is a good show."

Huang Youde leaned against the wall shaking his legs with a toothpick in his mouth, and Ling Jia stood beside him.

At this time, Tang Shuang and I were hung by ropes in the sky extending from the rooftop.

I looked at Huang Youde, "I offended you, you let him go."

"How can I do that? I heard that your elder brother is Gong Huanshen's sweetheart. How can I let go of such a good bargaining chip?"

After he finished speaking, the door of the roof was kicked open from the outside, and Gong Huanshen rushed in sweating profusely.

"Little Nine!"

"Stop, don't move!" Huang Youde stood up to Tang Shuang's rope with a knife in his hand, "One more step forward, and you two will accidentally fall if you don't get along well."

"Like this, bang—it's a bloody mess." Huang Youde gestured exaggeratedly, and the blade kept slicing across the string.

"What do you want?" Gong Huanshen asked.

Huang Youde laughed out loud, "What do I want, I'm alive now, what do you think I want?"

Gong Huanshen: "If you let them go, I'll give you whatever you want, as long as you let them go."

"Hahahaha, Gong Huanshen, you're afraid too." Huang Youde laughed so hard that he coughed, "Listen to Gong Huanshen, what I want is to make you suffer, you, I'm sure I can't move, but I care about you most I have more than enough of these two Omegas, you said it would be interesting to watch them fall into a puddle of mud in front of you."

"you dare!"

"Why don't I dare." Tang Shuang's rope was scratched by Huang Youde, and a gap appeared in the rope immediately.

"Stop! Don't move!"

"Stop, Huang Youde, I, you cut my rope, cut my rope, I beg you."

Ling Jia's knife was placed on my rope, and he warned: "Be safe."

"Why do you..." I asked Ling Jia.

Ling Jia avoided my gaze, "I'm sorry, but I have no choice."

Huang Youde laughed again, "Seeing how good your relationship is, let's change the game. Gong Huanshen, you choose one of the two above, one dead and the other alive. I'll give you ten seconds."

"Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four..."

"three……"

"two……"

"Have you chosen yet, Gong Huanshen, one!"

Gong Huanshen's pupils were already bottomless blue.

Huang Youde: "I didn't think about it. If I didn't think about it, I'll make the decision for you. The two of you will die together. Ling Jia, cut the rope!"

"Wait." Gong Huanshen looked back and forth between me and Tang Shuang, "I choose..."

"...Xiao Shuang, I want him to live."

Good choice Gong Huanshen, I can forgive you a little bit.

I was still hanging, and Tang Shuang was pulled back to untie the rope. He was controlled by Huang Youde, turned his eyes to me, and gave me a weak smile with the corner of his mouth raised.

I'm going to find Yuuan...

I understand that smile.

"elder brother!"

Before she finished speaking, Tang Shuang broke free and jumped off the rooftop.

Without a trace of nostalgia...

What I owed him will not be cleared in the next life and the next life.