The life of a despised omega

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"Xiao Shuang!" Gong Huanshen rushed to the edge of the roof.

Huang Youde quickly moved to my side, he pushed Ling Jia away and smiled ferociously, "Is it painful Gong Huanshen, then let's do it again."

As he spoke, he raised the knife in his hand and slashed towards the rope hanging from me, his body swayed for a moment and then fell rapidly.

But when I fell halfway, my body stopped, and I slammed into the wall full of inner edges. Gong Huanshen's voice came from the top of my head. Looking at me, "Tang Yuan, survive!"

I lowered my head and struggled to free the fast-loosing knot at my wrist.

Survive, why do you.

"Yo, you're still holding on." Huang Youde's extremely arrogant words were above, "Then let's see how long you can hold on."

Immediately afterwards, there were various familiar sounds of knives being inserted into the flesh, and crimson blood flowed down the rope and along the edge of the wall.

The unbearable muffled hum was intermittent, and the rope that was hanging me fell down and down.

Kill him, Huang Youde kill Gong Huanshen.

I prayed that Gong Huanshen would die at the hands of Huang Youde, but unfortunately my wish didn't seem to come true.

Gong Huanshen let go of the rope, and flew off the rooftop.

The wind called my name softly with Tang Shuang's voice, I tried to open my eyes wide, Tang Shuang smiled at me tenderly under the blue and white sky, he leaned on Su Yu'an who was beside me with a happy face and turned towards me wave.

They drifted farther and farther along the wind, and their smiles gradually blurred.

I reached out to them, "Take me too."

They didn't respond to me, they smiled at each other and disappeared, replaced by Gong Huanshen's disgusting face, he stretched out his hand towards me and snarled at me.

He is so annoying, he is the most annoying person in this life.

I closed my eyes and let myself fall.

A puff lifted me up, unfortunately, I seemed to be alive again.

Gong Huanshen fell beside me, and his bloody hands touched my face, rubbing it lightly a few times.

I looked over, and besides the two "Xiao Jiu" mouth shapes, I could also see some pain on his face.

This bit of pain successfully pleased me, I smiled and said, "Gong Huanshen, you deserve it."

You deserve to lose the person you love the most, and the person you love deserves not to have you in their hearts.

I deserve it too... The person you saved was me...not him.

He stared at me with blurred eyes, and replied with pursed lips: "Tang Yuan, you will never be able to get rid of me for the rest of your life."

After speaking, his hand slipped from my face, and his eyes passed me and fixed on the bloody corpse on the ground.

He wanted to get up, but fell down again in mid-air.

I couldn't help myself from laughing, and my body kept shaking on the fire-fighting air cushion with the laughter. I couldn't help laughing until I couldn't breathe, and I laughed until I passed out.

The sound of emergency sirens in my ears was mixed with various birdsongs that I couldn't understand, and the noise continued.

It's so noisy, I wish I could be deaf.

But for a moment I really couldn't hear, and I was back in a world of darkness.

Another world where Tang Yuan exists.

I was walking in the dark, I turned around and shouted, "It's time for you to come out, I need you, come out now."

The echo disappeared, and I put my hand on my shoulder. I smiled and turned around, "You are here."

That face just like mine looked at me tenderly, and he called me "Madoka"

The man in front of me is my brother.

That brother who I have forgotten for more than 20 years and who has been ruined by me for a lifetime.

"Brother." I called him.

"Yeah." He took my hand.

That's great, my brother is alive and well.

I hugged him excitedly.

He patted me on the back and whispered in my ear, "I am one with you now, I will not die, we will be together forever and never be apart."

He took me to a warm house, he made the bed and said: "You are very tired, go to sleep first."

"it is good."

I dreamed that I turned into Tang Shuang and woke up in a villa.

Gong Huanshen was watching by the bed, seeing me waking up, said lukewarmly: "Life is pretty big, live well."

I looked at Gong Huanshen and cried, "A Shen, am I getting better?"

Gong Huanshen looked at me warily: "Tang Yuan, what tricks are you playing?"

"Madoka? What's wrong with Madoka?"

Gong Huanshen grabbed my shoulders violently, his eyes turned blue, "Who are you?"

I twisted my body, "What's the matter? A Shen, I'm Xiaoshuang. Didn't you say that I would be fine after the operation? Why don't you recognize me now?"

"Xiao Shuang? Are you really Xiao Shuang?"

"A Shen, it's me." I hugged Gong Huan Shen and wept silently, "I thought I would never see you again."

Gong Huanshen rubbed my head, her voice choked with sobs: "It's all right, everything is fine."

Gong Huanshen took me around the villa and revisited many of our past events. The room on the top floor stored many souvenirs, old shelves, discarded cameras, photo albums all over the wall, and warm and romantic pictures. of portraits.

Everything would be so beautiful, if these were the original protagonists.

It's a pity that that soft and sweet face has been replaced by the face of Gong Huanshen, a disgusting and unappetizing person.

The pictures and pictures taken with Yu An back then have already been destroyed by Gong Huanshen, the devil.

Gong Huanshen, what kind of face does he have!I clenched my fists and tried my best to hold back the fire that was about to burst out of my heart, and I tried my best to pretend to be very happy and deal with every word of the people around me.

"Is it still vivid in your memory?" Gong Huanshen put his arms around my waist from behind.

I suppressed my nausea and covered his hands, snuggling into his arms, "Well, we were really happy back then, and I really want to go back to the past."

Go meet my friend.

Gong Huanshen pecked lightly on the side of my face, and I was about to bounce away almost reflexively, but I finally endured it.

"Fortunately..." he said, "fortunately you are back."

At night, Gong Huanshen hugged me and lay down, his strong arms encircled me, and his steady and powerful breath sprayed on the top of my hair, making people hate and resent like a difficult lice.

Gong Huanshen suffers from insomnia and must take medicine to fall asleep every night, but the licorice pheromone in my body will make him fall asleep.I tried to release a small amount of pheromone, and after his long breath did not answer my words, I took out the scissors hidden under the pillow.

The moonlight shines on the pure white bed through the window, and the white bed is even more perfect if it is stained with Gong Huanshen's blood.

I think I might sleep better in a bed like this.

So Gong Huanshen, please help me.

I want to sleep well.

The tip of the scissors was aimed at Gong Huanshen's neck, and I used all my strength to tie the scissors in my hand.

One centimeter away from the main artery, Gong Huanshen stopped my hand. He opened his eyes, his pupils looked like blue-eyed Persian cats under the moonlight.

"Why don't you keep pretending?" His wrist hurt like dislocated, but Gong Huanshen was still pulling back.

"It would be nice to keep pretending." Gong Huanshen sat up and took out the scissors and smashed them against the corner.

"Damn you!" I looked straight into those eyes, "Gong Huanshen, you should die!"

Gong Huanshen let go of my hand and pinched my neck instead, "Tang Yuan, you have completely angered me." His hands became more forceful, "Since you have decided to pretend, why don't you continue to pretend!"

I struggled to squeeze out my voice, "You... are unworthy! Every second I come into contact with you makes me feel sick!"

"Is it disgusting?" Gong Huanshen continued to exert force on his hands.

With a snap, the light was switched on.

The housekeeper Bai Ye rushed forward and stopped Gong Huanshen from strangling me to death, "Master, calm down, you can't do this!"

After a long time, the suffocation slowly disappeared.

Gong Huanshen was pushed towards the door by the butler, and I stopped him before walking out.

"You are wrong, I am not Tang Yuan, I am Tang Shuang, let me tell you something, the person who experienced those things with you on the mountain was Tang Yuan, not me."

Gong Huanshen paused.

"I've been obsessed with the wrong person for so many years, and the person I like has been tortured to death by my own hands. Don't you think it's funny? Ah... Shen."

"You deserve to have such a father, you deserve to have your mother die in front of your eyes, you deserve to turn into this inhuman and ghostly appearance, and you deserve to admit the wrong person." I half-lyed on the bed and laughed crazily, "Gong Huanshen, you It’s just a monster, so what about a high-quality Alpha? No one loves you. Stepping on the bones of hundreds of Betas and Omega’s became an Alpha, Gong Huanshen, are you afraid that they will come to you for your life when you fall asleep?”

"Stop talking, Xiaoshuang!" Bai Ye reminded from the side.

"Don't say it?" I stood up and approached the two people at the door, "Why don't you say it, how would Xiaoyuan and I become like this without him."

Bai Ye wanted to stretch out his hand to pull me, but I hid, "And you, the person who claims to be my father, do you ask yourself if you are worthy? Except for giving birth and not raising him, and helping your nephew and grandson with your own son. Touch your conscience, are you worthy of being a father!"

I went crazy and smashed them with objects within my reach, "Your family members are fucking disgusting, you will go to hell, and you will never be reborn!"

There was a severe cramping pain in my stomach, and something seemed to disappear.I squatted down with my stomach in my arms, and blood continued to flow from my lower body. I seemed to understand what it was.

At this moment, I didn't care about my dignity, barely supported my body and said: "Save him, there is a child in the stomach, save him!"

This is the child of Madoka and his sweetheart, and he must stay.

Before the consciousness dissipated, Gong Huanshen seemed to hug me, and I grabbed his collar and threatened him: "I must be saved..."

When I woke up and opened my eyes, my brother's eyes full of sadness fell into my eyes. I called him softly, and he regained his senses and smiled at me.I shook his hand, "Brother, I just dreamed that I became you, and you are very sad and angry."

Tang Shuang looked into my eyes and said nothing.

Afraid to see his painful eyes, I put my body up and hugged him, and apologized softly in his ear: "I'm sorry, I made you like this."

His back was gently patted, and the same voice as mine was heard in his ears. He sighed and said, "It's not your fault, thank you for remembering me, because you remember, so I can exist. Now I am you, you are Me, we are inseparable from each other."

He slowly pushed me away, and put his cold hand on my face, "I know your pain, and I will bear it for you if you don't want to face it. But Xiaoyuan, you have a baby, it's you and Yun Zhan Yes. So stop having that kind of thinking, and live on. For the sake of the baby and my existence, you can persevere, and I believe in you."

He knows what's on my mind.

Yes, I don't want to live, not at all.

Tang Shuang pushed me onto the bed, "Go out and have a look, and hide in when you're tired."

In a daze, I heard the conversation between Gong Huanshen and the doctor, and the content of the conversation was mainly about me.

They said that I couldn’t be stimulated when I was pregnant. Gong Huanshen wanted the doctor to abort the child in my stomach, but the doctor refused because there were many problems in the previous abortion operation that caused my body to collapse. Can't save my life.

Later, another doctor said that I had schizophrenia, and many personalities had split, and the main personality was disappearing.

I think they are all sick, and very sick.

I opened my eyes, another Tang Yuan was standing in front of me, he stretched out his hand in front of me, said with a smile, "I'll pull you up."

I was suddenly pulled up by him, Gong Huanshen's face was close at hand, at the moment when I fell down in fright, that Tang Yuan supported my body from behind, and he said: "Don't fall down, don't be afraid of him. "

I sat up straight again.

Gong Huanshen asked, "Who are you?"

I can't be bothered to talk to him.

Someone entered the door and whispered something in his ear, Gong Huanshen glanced at me and left the room.

I was taken to the villa by Gong Huanshen's subordinates, butler Bai was waiting at the door, he was extremely attentive to me and took care of everything about me.

I was locked in the villa.

The difference from before is that I am not allowed to step out of the villa.

I don't know how many years have passed this level.

……

Just one day, Doudou suddenly told me that he was about to celebrate his 17th birthday, and asked me not to talk to those people who didn't exist, but to chat with him more.

Doudou is my son, I don’t remember what he gave birth to, obviously yesterday he could only cry for a bottle, why did he become so big today.

Doudou squatted at my feet, buried his head on my lap, and said: "Dad must spend my birthday with me tomorrow, otherwise I will be really angry. I will not be angry if you and your father have been with me for more than ten years." , because I have a teacher, and this time the teacher went home to celebrate her daughter's birthday, and no one is with me, so this time you will take good care of me, okay?"

I nodded, "Okay, I'll celebrate Doudou's birthday with me."

Tang Shuang and Tang Yuan next to each other nodded with a smile, and I pulled Doudou to look at them, "Let's accompany Doudou together, and Doudou is accompanied by many people."

Doudou shook off my hand, "No one, those people you mentioned don't exist at all, how long are you going crazy!"

"Shh." I whispered to Doudou, "You can't say that, they will get angry if you say that."

"Go crazy, what do I expect from you!" Doudou pushed me away and ran out.

When I was about to fall, Tang Shuang caught me in mid-air.

Tang Shuang sat down and talked to me about Doudou. He said that Doudou will be 17 years old in a blink of an eye, and we have been together for 17 years.

Yeah, we have lived in this villa for 17 years.

During this period, many things happened. I gave birth to Doudou, and Bai Ye who took care of me for seven or eight years fell ill and died. Tang Shuang was by his side when he died.

Later Tang Shuang told me that Bai Ye closed his eyes and apologized to us.

What's the use of apologizing, neither of us would accept it anyway.

Less than a year after Bai Ye's death, Gong Huanshen sent Gong Yinglin to prison with his own hands, and ordered him to be executed.

Gong Huanshen was a Beta at first, and Gong Yinglin manufactured insane drugs for the face of himself and the Gong family, which killed many Betas and Omega, and finally transformed Gong Huanshen into an Alpha.

Only Gong Huanshen knew about the side effects after the transformation.

In order to make money, Gong Yinglin put medicines on the market on a large scale, causing countless people to suffer from the medicines, and countless people became crazy because of the medicines, ruining their lives.

Gong Huanshen, who sent Gong Yinglin in, became a hero known by everyone as a hero who killed relatives righteously. The hero married the daughter of a powerful and powerful family and had a child.

……

For the past 17 years, I have had a good time.

I don't often see Gong Huanshen. Even if Gong Huanshen appears, Tang Shuang and that Tang Yuan will appear for me. I have never met Gong Huanshen in 17 years.

I took the hands of Tang Shuang and Tang Yuan, "Thank you."

They smiled at me softly: "We exist for you."

I said again: "Doudou is angry, which one of you will coax him for me, I don't know how to get along with him very much."

"Go by yourself." They both hid in unison.

I bit the bullet and knocked on Doudou's door, but he didn't open the door in the end.

On Doudou's birthday, Tang Shuang and Tang Yuan said that Doudou didn't like to see them, so they stopped showing up, and let Doudou and I have an unforgettable birthday.

I put the finished cake on the table and put seventeen candles on it.

After twelve o'clock, Doudou ignored me, neither opened the door nor went downstairs.

I put the cake at Doudou's door and sang birthday song to him through the door.

"Happy 17th birthday, Doudou. Dad wishes you to be healthy and happy forever."

Gong Huanshen appeared on the news the next morning, and when Tang Shuang was about to come up to replace me, Gong Huanshen said flatly, "You have been hiding from me for 17 years."

The moment he was about to leave his body, he said again: "If you hide again, you will never see Tang Doudou again."

I reoccupied my body and asked, "What do you mean?"

Gong Huanshen sat down, and the news was played on time.

"Recently, Gong's company Tai Gongli was involved in many illegal trades of Omega, resulting in the death of a large number of Omegas during the trade. It is reported that the death toll has exceeded [-], and many of the leaders' children were among them. This case is highly regarded. Pay attention... Yesterday the Supreme Court held a public hearing on the case, and Gong Li was sentenced to death and executed immediately."

I looked at Gong Huanshen on the sofa, "So, what's the matter with Doudou?"

Gong Huanshen stared at me with those dark blue eyes, "Just to inform you that today is the deadline for you to see your son."

"What do you mean!"

"From the moment he was sentenced to death, Tang Doudou was Gong Lize, my son, Gong Huanshen."

I grabbed Gong Huanshen's clothes and yelled, "Gong Huanshen, speak clearly, where did you get Doudou!"

During the news, Doudou was handcuffed and led to the police car. He lowered his head and tears fell to the ground, while the reporters around him kept pushing forward, and the cameras and microphones almost hit him. face.

Gong Huanshen pulled my hand away, "Want to take one last look?"

Two slaps on Gong Huanshen's face, I broke down and shouted: "How could you do this to him? How could you do this to him!"

Gong Huanshen shrugged his shoulders and said indifferently, "Why not?"

Yes, why not? Is there anything Gong Huanshen can't do?

When I got in the car, I calmed down. Tang Shuang said that I would let him face the rest, but I refused, and I can do the rest by myself.

I asked Gong Huanshen: "Aren't you and Gong Lize grandpa very powerful? Why do you still need Doudou to take the blame, can't you turn your hands into clouds and rain like before?"

Gong Huanshen didn't answer, I chuckled and said to myself: "Yes, if it can be solved, why do you need someone to take the blame? It's just why Doudou."

"Gong Huanshen, why is Doudou not someone else? You have so many lovers and children, why did you choose Doudou?"

Gong Huanshen turned to look at me with contemptuous eyes, "Don't you know whose seed Doudou is?"

It was because of this.

"Gong Li is Beta%2C Doudou is Omega. Gong Huanshen, have you given Doudou medicine?"

He doesn't speak.

"Are you in pain?" I asked him, "When you were reformed by your father, when you were tortured by drugs, when you gave Doudou medicine. Gong Huanshen, have you ever been in pain?"

He finally opened his mouth: "So what about the pain, can we go back to the past and avoid it?"

Yeah, can't go back to the past.

But why should Doudou bear and continue your pain?

"Gong Huanshen." I called him.

He refused.

"Gong Huanshen." I called him again.

He refused.

"Gong Huanshen."

He turned his head.

"I don't like everything in the world for the rest of my life, but I love Doudou."

I hated you all my life, but I still love the child between us.

Everyone thinks that Doudou is Yun Zhan's child, but the fact is that my operation went wrong, and the child that I was about to abort miraculously stayed in my body for several months.

Gong Huanshen, until you die, you never would have imagined that the child who was genetically modified by you and sent to prison is your own flesh and blood.

The car drove to the center of the bridge, looked out of the window, and the calm water greeted me silently.I unbuckled my seat belt and grabbed the steering wheel from Gong Huanshen's hand with all my strength.

The front of the car turned around quickly, broke through the guardrail and went straight to the water.

Everything was submerged, and the past was pouring into my mind with the flow of water, and I closed my breath in the memories.

It is said that hearing is the last thing to disappear after death.

The one that ended up in my ear.

If you heard it right, it should be: I'm sorry, but I don't regret it.

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