The life of a despised omega

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Knowing that I was preparing for the art festival, Yun Zhan rented an apartment for me near the school. I don't need it. It's not bad to practice every day at noon.

But he said that he would come to live occasionally, and for that 'occasionally' I shamelessly accepted.

I regard this place as the home of Yun Zhan and I, and bought a lot of daily necessities for both of us. I bought all his things. I know his preferences and learned about them through various channels.

He came last night, and the door of the room was still closed, so he probably hasn't woken up yet.

Wish he could have stayed for breakfast this time.

Fortunately, I got up early today. If he left quietly like before, I would know clearly.

The slippers made a noise when I walked on the floor, so I took off my slippers and went into the kitchen barefoot.

When my cooking skills were still in the greenhouse to support myself, I had no problem eating, but how could I let Yun Zhan eat such unpalatable food.

I don't want to go out to buy, what should I do?

During the dilemma, Yun Zhan called me out.

"Tang Yuan—"

"Tang Yuan, where have you been?"

Not daring to keep him waiting, I threw away the pot in my hand and rushed into his room.

The bed in the room was unkempt and there was no one on it.

"Tang Yuan! Where the hell have you gone!"

There was no response, and Yun Zhan became manic and irritable. His shout was like a note of death, which made me dare not take another step.

The voice came from the guest room in the corner, Yun Zhan was in my room.

"I'm here!" I hurried to my room.

As soon as I opened the door, Yun Zhan jumped on me.

He was hot all over, and his body was shaking violently.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked him softly.

Yun Zhan pinched my shoulders and imprisoned my body. He seemed to be holding back the pain and squeezed out a voice from his throat, "I...an addict..."

He told me that it was extremely painful when he was an addict.

He stepped softly on my shoulder, and the sound of breathing lingered in my ears. The sound of his heavy breathing made the tips of my ears feel hot, and my heartbeat seemed to jump out of my chest, connecting with Yun Zhan. Yes, they are lingering on each other.

Slowly, I also panted heavily.

Yun Zhan is both an antidote and a poison, whether good or bad, I am willing to indulge in it.

The cloth on the shoulder was soaked, and Yun Zhan's sweat crawled towards my heart like a poisonous snake, getting closer and closer, and finally hovered and stopped, enveloping my frenzied heartbeat.

The left half of my clothes is completely wet, and his sweat sticks to my skin, giving me a feeling of merging with him. If I can, I want to stop at this moment forever.

Unfortunately, impossible.

Yun Zhan's sandalwood sweat was still oozing out, and the sweat dripping from his chin fell on the back of my feet, and I was sober in an instant.

I asked, "Then what should I do?"

He raised his head from my shoulder and looked at me, his eyes were full of mist, and his eyes were in a daze, as if he was recognizing who the person in front of him was. I told him first, "I am Tang Yuan."

"I know you," he pulled out a smile, "you like me, right?"

I nodded, "Yeah."

"That's easy."

After he finished speaking, he bit my shoulder, and after a while, the sweat-soaked T-shirt turned red little by little, from the initial red spots to a bright red flower.

He is the poppy, the nerve-numbing poison.

And I have been poisoned to the bone marrow.

Instead of the painful feeling of the past, it was replaced by a tingling sensation that made me excited.

I reached out to hold Yun Zhan's head, and called him urgently, "Yun Zhan, bite deeper."

"Bite deeper, I like you, can you tear me apart?"

"As you wish..." Encouraged, Yun Zhan took off my clothes, and every time the white T-shirt I specially changed to meet him was broken into two pieces, it showed its true value.

Yun Zhan needed me, he pushed me against the door behind him, biting me wantonly.My hands lingered all over my body, and where they passed, there was blood dripping.

"I can't control it...that's my problem..."

"No matter how uncomfortable you are, you have to endure it!"

"It's not uncomfortable," I cupped his face, looked him in the eyes, and said with a smile, "It doesn't hurt at all, you can treat me whatever you want."

His eyes were bloodshot, "Are you sure?"

"Ah."

My body is ugly, with all kinds of scars on my body. Yun Zhan seems to dislike those scars. The marks he left on me are all on my intact skin.

Bloodstains oozed leisurely from it.

When the blood stopped coming out, Yun Zhan would lower his head and use his mouth to clean it up little by little. "Licorice smells sweet." He said after swallowing my blood, "It's a pity that the smell of blood is too strong."

His teeth will be finely ground on the wound, and when it makes my heart itchy, he will bite down from the beginning to the end.

It's like suturing a long thin wound.

"Let's release some pheromones," he said.

My pheromone is contaminated with the smell of other alphas, Yun Zhan probably doesn't like it.

Seeing that I was not moving, he took a few steps back and fell on the big pure white bed, exhaled a long breath, seemed to relax a lot, and continued: "I know you have alpha, release it, it's fine."

"Okay." I put the torn cloth on my body, and slowly released the pheromone according to his request.

The smell of licorice filled the whole room. The only flaw was that there was a smell of blood mixed in the smell of licorice, which destroyed the original smell. This smell of blood was as annoying and disgusting as Gong Huanshen.

But what was surprising was that Yun Zhan seemed to like it a lot. He sniffed my smell in the air and smiled faintly, "I like your smell very much." He closed his eyes and sighed.

"It's fine if you like it." I opened the door and walked out.

With a click, the doorknob was pushed open by me, and Yun Zhan sat up in a blink of an eye, staring straight at me, looking at his hunter-like eyes, I felt a little terrified, as if I was his prey.

The prey will always be eaten by the hunter.

"Where are you going?" His expression was a little ferocious, and his tone was much more fierce than usual.

"I'm not leaving," I smiled, "I just want to make you something to eat."

I was afraid that he would not believe me, so I continued, "I will not close the door, nor will I take the pheromone. I see that you are very tired. You should take a good rest. I will call you when the meal is ready."

Yun Zhan looked a little hesitant, he looked me up and down, and nodded after a long time.

"I'm sorry you don't dare to run," he said.

How can I run, I am content to stay with you, just like now, just the two of us.

Just the two of us.

As I got far away, I was afraid that Yunzhan would feel uncomfortable, so I released more pheromones. The smell of licorice in the room became stronger and stronger, and my mood also became better and better.After the observation just now, I found that Yun Zhan needs my pheromone very much, and my pheromone can easily appease him. This discovery almost made me go crazy with joy.

Yun Zhan needs me, and I can help Yun Zhan!

While cooking the porridge, I was humming the song of the game. It was very strange. I was in such a good mood that even listening to sad music had a joyful taste.

Suddenly there is an idea in my mind, maybe I can interpret this sad music with another emotion.

"Let Yun Zhan listen to it after breakfast, his suggestion must be good."

Just as the porridge was boiling, there was a knock on the door outside.Feeling uneasy for a while, I have a good time alone and don't want to be disturbed.

But the people outside still tended to knock more and more violently, so they had no choice but to open the door.

I turned the fire down and went out of the kitchen. I didn’t rush to open the door. I looked at the cat’s eye. It was Yun Zhan’s friend outside, who was talking to Yun Zhan in the alley.

"Look at the door!" shouted outside.

"Could something have happened?" There was a girl next to her, "Why don't you just kick her away?"

"Then get out of the way, and I'll try to see if I can kick it away."

Before they kicked the door open, I opened the door, and a figure rushed towards me. I moved to the side and let the figure rush forward for several meters. I went forward and grabbed his back collar to stabilize his figure.

"Thank you." He stood up straight and turned his head. When he saw me, he was surprised and said, "Why is it you! Ah Zhan."

I covered his mouth, "Shh, he's sleeping."

"sleep?"

"Well, so don't disturb him."

He looked at my face for a long time, his eyes were full of disbelief, "Did you really fall asleep?"

I let go of him: "Is there a problem?"

He muttered: "I remember it right." After speaking, he looked at the girl who was watching all this quietly at the door, "It's right today."

The girl's gaze was on me all the time, I smiled back at her, and stretched out a hand, "Hi, classmate Lu, I'm Tang Yuan."

Lu Yan, Yun Zhan's girlfriend.

The anger in Lu Yan's eyes went straight to the sky, and she didn't give me a good look. She went straight into the hall and poured herself a glass of water, drank it all in one gulp, and then stared at me and asked, "Why are you here?"

I sat down opposite her, "Yun Zhan and I are living together."

Lu Yan snorted lightly: "Just you?"

"just me."

The water glass hit the coffee table with a bang, and the water spilled on the coffee table. Lu Yan got up and walked towards the bedroom.

"Where is Yun Zhan, where is he, let him come out for me!"

There was no one in my bedroom. Seeing that he was about to go to Yun Zhan's room, I hurried forward to stop him, but my foot accidentally hit the corner of the door, and my nails seemed to be knocked over.

"He's sleeping, please don't disturb him. It's the same if you tell me something. I'll tell you when he wakes up."

Lu Yan laughed angrily, "A mistress wants to be the main wife, who gave you face? Please make it clear that I am his girlfriend, get out of here!"

I know you are his girlfriend, so I can't let him see you.

Now that I see my girlfriend, is there any need for me to exist in Yunzhan?

I can't take that risk.

With a sudden push with both hands, I pushed Lu Yan to the ground, and I took the opportunity to grab her arms and drag her away from the bedroom door.

Lu Yan is a weak female omega, I dragged her effortlessly, and she was dragged to the door by me in a short while.

"Let's go." I opened the door.

Lu Yan's body was trembling, she stood up and raised her hand to slap me, I stood still and closed my eyes.

Let's fight, if Yun Zhan is mine, then beat me to death.

The slap didn't hit my face for a long time. I opened my eyes and saw that Yun Zhan was standing in front of me, clamping that thin white wrist.

The man in the living room watching the excitement with arms folded smiled innocently, raised his eyebrows in a very funny way, and said, "Ah Zhan, this drama of ethics is pretty good."

Yun Zhan glanced at him, frowned and said, "Shut up! What did you bring her here for?"

The man was about to speak, but he closed his mouth after glancing at me, and then said with a smile: "I'm not worried about you, it just so happened that she found me, so she brought me here by the way."

He smiled meanly: "I didn't know you had such a freshman hidden in your house."

Yun Zhan gave the man a look, turned around and said to Lu Yan, "I don't need you anymore, from now on we have nothing to do with each other."

Lu Yan shed two lines of tears in an instant, and said pitifully: "Why is it okay, we are boyfriend and girlfriend, and I have found a way to make you more comfortable, so you can't leave me."

"I don't need any method, you can go." Yun Zhan turned around and stopped giving her a look. Seeing that I didn't move, he said in a bad tone, "What are you doing in a daze, close the door."

After speaking, he went to the living room.

Lu Yan wiped away her tears at the door, looked at me and said with a sneer, "Throw it away when you're done using it, you won't end up better than me, I'm completely relieved, then I wish you good luck."

"I'm exhausted from acting." She patted the ashes that didn't exist on her body, and strode away with her bag on her shoulders. She didn't look like she had just broken up, and she seemed much happier than before she came here.

is a strange person.

Yun Zhan was talking with that man, when he passed the living room, the man stood up and stood in front of me, and stretched out his hand to me, "Hello, my name is Fang Tianxiang, and I'm Ah Zhan's good brother."

"I'm Tang Yuan." I stretched out my hand and shook it back, "You guys chat first, I'll go to the kitchen to have a look."

I couldn't do anything well, so I simply cooked a pot of porridge. When I brought out the porridge, Fang Tianxiang was no longer there.Yun Zhan waved to me, "Come here."

I put the porridge on the coffee table, walked towards him, and sat on the sofa next to him.He seemed dissatisfied, he frowned and said, "Come closer."

I moved towards him again.

Yun Zhan was still dissatisfied, so he stretched out his hand and pulled me over, and I hugged him tightly.

"Do you mind?" he said.

"what?"

"The existence of Lu Yan."

"I don't mind." I boldly grabbed the corner of his shirt, "Everyone has several relationships, it's okay, and there is no special relationship between us."

"So I still mind." Yun Zhan seemed to laugh, and then gently scratched my nose with his index finger, "Little vinegar bag."

The intimate address made me blush and heartbeat, but Yun Zhan didn't intend to let me go, he rubbed my head and leaned down next to my ear and whispered: "What is the special relationship, between me and you Doesn't that count?"

I was almost driven crazy by him, my thoughts were in a mess, and I could only let him lead me away, "It doesn't count, the relationship between couples is."

My mouth was several steps ahead of my head, and when I came back to my senses, Yun Zhan had already let go of me and picked up the bowl of porridge on the coffee table, anticipating that Yun Zhan might be angry, I quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to Yes, I shouldn't have no self-knowledge to say such things to disgust you, just pretend you didn't hear it."

He cooled the porridge in the spoon and brought it to my mouth, "Ah, open your mouth."

I don't know what he was thinking, and he didn't dare to move.

He added: "I've been hungry all morning, eat a little first, and I'll tell you after I'm done."

After removing most of the porridge from the bowl, Yun Zhan said slowly, "Lu Yan and I are not in a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship, we just take what we need."

I didn't answer, let him continue talking.

"I have a problem with myself. Since I started smoking that thing, I can't control myself more and more. The violence is getting worse and worse. Sometimes I need to see blood to make me feel better." He glanced at me, " Just like that."

"The medicinal properties of that thing are too strong, and it can't be suppressed without blood. At that time, Lu Yan came to me when she encountered a problem. I helped her solve the problem and gave her everything she wanted. The condition was that she left it for me to suppress her drug addiction."

"But now Lu Yan's blood is of little use to me, that's why I came to you. Your blood and pheromone can perfectly neutralize the medicinal effect, so..." Yun Zhan's whole body became heavy, his head drooping Then, the words became smaller and smaller, "Don't you dislike me like this or be afraid?"

People's greed is really endless. At the beginning, I just wanted to watch from afar, and after getting in touch with him, I wanted to go deeper. In the end, I even wanted to be a couple with him. Tang Yuan, you are really despicable to the extreme.

"After becoming a couple, my demands will be even more excessive. If you can't accept it, I'll just ask someone to help me. You don't have to force yourself." Yun Zhan's tone became even more desolate.

Finding someone else is the most unacceptable thing for me. I quickly denied it: "No, I can accept it, and it's not uncomfortable, and it's not forced at all."

Yun Zhan seemed to be watching my expression. After a long time, he smiled and touched my head and said, "Then you will be my Omega from now on."

When the moment came, I refused.

The back of the neck is aching, it is trying its best to repel Yun Zhan's approach, Gong Huanshen's pheromone has been left in my body, I am not a clean omega.

It's getting farther and farther away from the original intention. How can a person like me be worthy of being Yun Zhan's partner? This whimsical idea is simply ridiculous.

"I'm very happy if you can choose to let me help you. It was a joke just now, so just pretend you didn't hear it."

To be with Yun Zhan, at least he had to clean himself up first, dragging his current crippled body, it's better to be quiet.

Yun Zhan fed me porridge again, "Don't worry, I will be with you during this time, you can just prepare for the art festival with peace of mind, and when my problem is cured, I will pursue you very seriously, and then you will come back again." Consider whether to promise me."

How could I not agree to Yun Zhan's pursuit, I just hope that there will be a day, I smiled and replied: "Okay."