The life of a despised omega

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Because of the preparation of the show, I told Jiang Zhuhong that I would live outside this month. It happened that he had a problem with his business in those two days, and he was annoyed when he saw me, so he allowed me to do so.

As he said, Yun Zhan has always been with me, going to and after school together every day, and practicing at home on weekends. There are too many things in Yun Zhan’s meeting. He gave me a lot of advice and integrated his ideas into my program. It works surprisingly well.

This is the happiest time I've had in years.

I wish the days would pass a little slower, and then a little slower, but it still runs fast. After running, the day of the art festival is here.

Yun Zhan arranged my clothes for me and sent me to the taxi, but he didn't come up himself.

"Aren't you going?" I pressed down on the window and asked him.

He touched my head softly, "You go first, I will come right away."

Since the morning, there has always been a faint uneasiness in my heart. This feeling is too strong. I opened the car door and got out of the car. "I'll accompany you, let's go together."

"Be obedient." Yun Zhan blocked the door of the car and refused to let me get out of the car. It may be that I have almost worn out his patience, and his tone became a little stiff, "I have something to deal with, it will be fine soon, you go first Get ready, I'll come find you later."

Before I went out, I saw the passport in the cabinet. It might only be a few days since I left the country. Yun Zhan showed a lot of indifference to me. According to the words, I sat back and asked him through the car window: "You won't Leave me and go quietly?"

He was stunned for a while, then smiled and said, "How could it be, I will tell you before I leave, don't think too much."

The master stepped on the accelerator, and Yun Zhan's figure retreated quickly. After a few meters, I saw Yun Zhan and Fang Tianxiang smiling in the rearview mirror.

Leaving will tell me, will it really?

Can I really leave a trace in Yun Zhan's life during this time?Will I exist in his memory?

"Master, turn back at the intersection ahead."

I always have an answer in my heart, but I don't want to admit it.

But this time I choose not to listen to Yun Zhan, even if the hope is slim, I will try, maybe it will be good to let him remember me as an Omega with a bad reputation.Even if the memories are all bad, it doesn't matter, at least it existed.

The door of the apartment was closed, I opened the door with the key, the living room was quiet, only Yun Zhan's bedroom had the sound of the conversation between the two.

"Is it really decided?" Fang Tianxiang's hesitant question came out.

"This is the most suitable time," Yun Zhan said, "You have got the tools and the hospital certificate, so there is no longer any delay."

I couldn't understand what they were saying, so I could only stand at the door and continue to eavesdrop.

I'm cheap and despicable, but there's nothing I can do, only in this way can I understand Yun Zhan better, and let Yun Zhan remember me a little bit.

Accompanied by the sound of metal clashing, Fang Tianxiang said, "Do you think it is necessary for you to work so hard to escape from Yun's house? It's just trying to die."

"No way, grandpa is too shrewd, so he can only use this method. They will definitely send someone to follow me for a while, so even if we get there, the medicine can't be stopped for the time being. The security check is so strict, so if you want to take this medicine, you can only let it go. Into my body, stop talking nonsense, do it quickly, I have a show later."

"Fuck, are you sure you can still perform after the steel nail goes in?"

Steel nails?Enter Yun Zhan's body?

My breath was stagnant. If Yun Zhan wanted to take contraband abroad, he still had to hurt himself.

The back room was silent for a while, before Yun Zhan continued: "I like acting very much, besides, I promised Tang Yuan that I would accompany him."

Immediately afterwards, there was the sound of a hammer hitting a steel nail. Amid the sharp knocking sound, I heard Fang Tianxiang ask: "Could it be that you like Tang Yuan?"

My heart tightened.

How would Yun Zhan answer?

I didn't hear Yun Zhan's voice for a long time, and just when I was about to give up knowing the answer, he spoke.

"I……"

At this moment, I opened the door and rushed in, Yun Zhan only spoke the beginning, and I was relieved as if I had been pardoned for a capital crime.

I didn't dare to know the answer, so I chose to interrupt.

Yun Zhan and Fang Tianxiang were a little dazed, they stared at me, suppressed the emotions in my heart, and hurriedly explained, "I forgot something, come back and get it."

They were still staring at me, and I gave up struggling, "I heard half of what you said just now, don't worry, I won't say it."

"It's okay, just listen to it." After Yun Zhan finished speaking, he beckoned Fang Tianxiang to continue.

There are more than a dozen metal nails and some messy medicines on the tray on the bed. On the other side is a human body image of the hospital. There are steel nails in various places on it. Next to it is a certificate from the hospital, proving that Cloud Cham's steel nails are normal surgical implants.

Sensing my gaze, Fang Tianxiang said: "This is the safest way. Imitate the position above and implant steel nails, and the chances of being detected will be much less."

He squatted down to find the corresponding position between Yun Zhan and the image, and took the steel nails to knock on Yun Zhan.

"Wait!" I hurriedly stopped.

Fang Tianxiang stopped, Yun Zhan opened his eyes and looked at me suspiciously.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"Don't worry, it won't really be nailed to the bone, it just needs to suffer a little bit of flesh and blood." Fang Tianxiang said and wanted to do it again.

Does such a big steel nail suffer a little when it penetrates into the flesh?I snatched the steel nail from Fang Tianxiang's hand, "Don't nail it into Yun Zhan's body, nail it into mine."

Yun Zhan is perfect and cannot be ruined by these ten steel nails.

The steel nail in his hand is different from the others, it is more hollow than other steel nails, and the medicine Yun Zhan needs is hidden inside. It is crazy enough to take contraband out of the country in this way.

"Tang Yuan, don't mess around." Yun Zhan said, "Return the things to Tianxiang."

Knowing that he doesn't agree to let me do this, it is impossible for me to go abroad with him. I am different from my mother. Although I like Yun Zhan, I will not ignore everything for love like her.

I have to stay to fulfill my mother's last wish.

"I will go abroad with you, and I will come back immediately after completing this matter for you. I won't rely on you, don't worry."

"That's not what I mean. You can go abroad with me, but after I go abroad, I will slowly leave the Yun family. At that time, I have nothing. Do you still want to do that?"

If I had no dreams, if I hadn't been marked, maybe I would have followed him and left this place of cannibalistic bones together.

"No, I can't go. I still have things to do here. I'll go find you when I've dealt with myself." Sitting next to Yun Zhan, I stared at his tangled eyebrows and softly refused, "So just Let me come, I'm much safer than you."

"But……"

"Remember to book a round-trip ticket for me, I don't have any money." I interrupted his next words.

Yun Zhan held mine tightly with his cold hands, he leaned over and planted a warm kiss on my forehead, his deep voice came from his ears, "Thank you."

At that moment, I felt that everything was worth it.

Until many years later, that is still my most unforgettable memory. The cold palms, warm lips and vague words, all of which are firmly engraved in my mind, and I have never forgotten them for a moment.

"Then I'll start." Fang Tianxiang squatted down holding the tools.

Even with the local anesthetic, it still hurts, but with Yun Zhan at the side, it hurts even more.The veins in the hands clutching the quilt were bulging, Yun Zhan hugged me into his arms, and wiped the cold sweat off my forehead for me.

"Bite me if it hurts," Yun Zhan said, "Don't bear it."

I shook my head: "Don't bite, even if it hurts to death."

I leaned on Yun Zhan's shoulder, listened to his heavy breathing, smelled his fragrant pheromone, inexplicably, I really wanted to cry at this moment.

And I did.

The clothes on Yun Zhan's shoulders were completely soaked, and I tightened my grip on his wrist. The dream scene was in front of me, and I couldn't control myself anymore.Yun Zhan sensed my state, and quickly asked Fang Tianxiang to stop. I raised my head from his neck to look at his tightly wrinkled face, and shook my head at him, "I'm fine, let's go on."

The pain continued to spread to the nerves, and I buried my head again. I couldn't suppress the sobs, so I asked him with sobs: "You went... are you coming back..."

can i see you again

He ran down my hair and said after a long time, "I don't know... Maybe I won't come back if I develop well there."

With a choked sound, I bit Yun Zhan's shoulder.

He didn't move and let me bite, I finally let go and asked the sentence I wanted to ask the most.

"Will you remember me?"

Remember that there are people like me who like you so much.

"Yes." Yun Zhan pushed my head back, "I will never forget."

I smiled tearfully and bit his shoulder again.