you restrain yourself

Ji Shuyan was completely sober.

He was already half-drunk, but when Duan Zhi pressed him down and kissed him, not only did every inch of his senses not become dull, but they became more sensitive.

He could clearly feel the heat on Duan Zhi's body, licking his lips with the tip of his tongue and trembling, his slender and broad hands pressed him firmly, fingers forcefully inserted between his fingers, caressing ambiguously... …

crazy.

Ji Shuyan thought, he never thought that he would be forced to confess by a man 13 years younger than him, and this man was even a friend of his nephew, someone he accepted as a junior.

Although the temperature outside was not low, Ji Shuyan suddenly felt cold and shivered unconsciously.

A moment ago they were sitting together on the sofa, drinking wine and talking about the trivialities of life. The atmosphere could even be called warm, but at this moment, this trace of warmth has disappeared, leaving only a mess on the ground.

There was a dead silence in the air, only the sound of rapid breathing.

Duan Zhi was still looking at him, there was a trace of blood on the corner of his lips, which was bitten by him just now.

Ji Shuyan didn't want to meet Duan Zhi's eyes, his mind was still a little dazed, and he couldn't believe what happened just now.

He's not one to run away.

If it was normal, he would have slapped him in the face long ago, but facing Duan Zhi, for some reason, he even took a chance and wanted to give this young man a step up.

He raised his hand to cover his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "You're drunk, why are you crazy?"

If Duan Zhi went along and sincerely apologized that he was just acting impulsively, he could just pretend it never happened.

But Duan Zhi broke his expectation.

"I'm sober, Uncle Ji, you're drunk, but I'm not drunk, I'm not impulsive," Duan Zhi said calmly, "You may not believe it, but I've liked you since the first time I saw you, you stand In front of me, an umbrella was handed to me, and I have remembered it for many years."

Ji Shuyan's heart sank.

Stubborn.

He slightly moved his hands away from his eyes, and frowned, "The first time I met you, it was obviously in spring, and I didn't give you an umbrella."

Although he knew Duan Zhi earlier, the real meeting between him and Duan Zhi was obviously the time when Ji Yuan brought Duan Zhi back for dinner.

Duan Zhi laughed, "But the first time I saw you was not at your house, but at the exit of the high-speed railway station in Xiangcheng."

It's just that Ji Shuyan didn't remember it for a long time, only he still recalled that first encounter over and over again, the tall and cold older man, who didn't look smokey, but the hand covering his forehead was very soft.

Ji Shuyan didn't ask any more questions. He really didn't remember the high-speed railway station in Xiangcheng, and it was pointless to ask now.

He took a few deep breaths, stretched out his hand and pushed Duan Zhi away, "Get off."

Duan Zhi didn't move, instead he grabbed his hand and looked at him without blinking.

For a moment, Ji Shuyan even felt that Duan Zhi would do something again, his body tensed up uncontrollably, and he made a defensive posture.

But Duan Zhi did nothing.

He just looked at Ji Shuyan, the moonlight was so bright that it fell in his eyes, like fog on the lake, or frozen tears.

He asked softly, "You haven't given me an answer, Uncle Ji, I like you, what's your answer?"

absurd.

Ji Shuyan didn't understand what Duan Zhi was thinking, what answer could there be, how could he agree to Duan Zhi.

But when he was about to blurt out, he met Duan Zhi's eyes.

He noticed that Duan Zhi's eyes were red, he was obviously smiling, his lips were slightly curled up, but his eyes were like foggy windows in a rainy day.

Duan Zhi knew his answer.

He's just waiting for him to say it himself.

Like a convicted prisoner waiting in vain for the verdict to be pronounced.

Ji Shuyan's throat was suddenly choked and he couldn't speak.

He thought of all the details that he had neglected since he met Duan Zhi, the rice balls in the refrigerator, the careful care in the hotel, all the tenderness and consideration for him since the trip...

Duan Zhi really liked him.

These words clearly appeared in his mind.

She wasn't playing tricks on him on a whim, nor was she a hormonal playboy, but she really liked him silently all the time.

If it wasn't for today's drink, if he hadn't rashly decided that Duan Zhi liked Ji Yuan, maybe Duan Zhi would still bury it in his heart and never opened his mouth.

Ji Shuyan's hand loosened and hung down feebly.

"I don't like you," he lowered his eyes, not looking at Duan Zhi, "forgive me for refusing."

This answer has long been expected by Duan Zhi.

There is no miracle in the world, Ji Shuyan will not suddenly change his mind in just a few minutes, his confession has no effect, and can only be rejected coldly and hastily.

He gently opened Ji Shuyan's hand, and his heart seemed to be hit hard with a small hammer, and it was shattered from the tip of his heart.

"Sorry for scaring you just now," he whispered, before standing up to get out of the way.

Ji Shuyan immediately stood up from the sofa.

It was still night in the courtyard, the sweet-scented osmanthus fragrance was as strong as a dream, and the beer cans they drank were still piled on the table, but the previous relaxed atmosphere was gone.

Ji Shuyan straightened his coat, became calm and indifferent again, and walked out of the courtyard as if nothing had happened.

Duan Zhi didn't stop him, but when Ji Shuyan was about to push open the glass door, he softly called out to Ji Shuyan.

"Uncle Ji, thank you for being with me today." He said again, "I'm sorry."

Ji Shuyan's finger on the door stopped, but after standing silently for a few seconds, he pushed the door open and left the courtyard without a word.