you restrain yourself
Chapter 24 "Empathy"
After the fireworks display, the crowd gradually dispersed.
Duan Zhi got up from Ji Shuyan's shoulder. He seemed to have returned to his usual appearance, with a calm expression, and helped Ji Shuyan brush off a piece of debris on his shoulder, which was a fallen leaf from a tree.
It's as if what happened just now was just an illusion.
"Let's go." He said, "Go to Ji Yuan and the others."
Naturally, Ji Shuyan had no objection and stood up, but when he and Duan Zhi walked up the mountain, he couldn't help but look at Duan Zhi.
When Duan Zhi held his hand just now, he actually felt it, but he didn't push it away.
When we arrived at the dessert shop, Ji Yuan and Zhuang Chengjun were already standing at the door. Zhuang Chengjun wanted to go back to his home, so he didn't want to take the bus with them.
But tomorrow he and Ji Shuyan are on the same flight.
"Then we can sit together tomorrow," Ji Yuan said happily, and waved to Zhuang Chengjun, "Senior, be careful on the way back, see you at the airport tomorrow."
Zhuang Chengjun also smiled, waved at Ji Yuan, and politely said goodbye to Ji Shuyan and Duan Zhi.
On the way back, Ji Yuan was already tired and dozed off all the way, Duan Zhi was listening to music with his headphones on, Ji Shuyan had nothing to do, so he just kept looking out the window.
But when he was about to arrive at the resort, Ji Shuyan felt his hand was touched by something.
He looked down and found that it was a small green gift box, held by Duan Zhi.
"What is this?" he asked.
"I made a little thing myself. I made it in the carpentry workshop the day before yesterday," Duan Zhi said. "It's not very valuable. Thank you for inviting me out. I had a great time during the National Day holiday."
Ji Shuyan thought, you are having a good time, but I was taken aback.
He didn't really want to accept it, Duan Zhi said it was worthless, but he couldn't believe Duan Zhi's value standard, "No, I wanted to give you the accommodation fee yesterday, but you didn't agree."
He was originally going to take Ji Yuan and Duan Zhi on a trip together. As a parent, these large expenses would of course be charged to his account, but Duan Zhi paid in advance, which made him really embarrassed.
Duan Zhi smiled, "But I usually go to your house to eat and drink. If you figure it out so clearly with me, will I still have to pay you for the food expenses?"
Ji Shuyan frowned, "That's not much."
Duan Zhi directly threw the box into Ji Shuyan's hands, "It's really not expensive, but if you don't like it, just throw it away."
Ji Shuyan had no choice but to put it away.
The bus wobbled into the resort, Ji Shuyan pushed Ji Yuan awake, and the few of them went back to the villa together. It was almost ten o'clock, and it was time to go to bed after packing up their luggage.
Ji Shuyan put away all his things and double checked that nothing was missing.
Then he sat on the sofa and opened the small box given to him by Duan Zhi. Inside was a small carved wooden ornament in the shape of a small snake with its tail in its mouth. It was a little chubby, not as slender as snakes in reality. It's cold, but kind of cute.
Ji Shuyan took it out and looked at it for a while.
If he remembers correctly, Duan Zhi himself is a snake.
This dim sum machine is really obvious, but in the eyes of a seasoned adult, it is a bit cute. Ji Shuyan laughed, held the ornament in his hand and looked at it for a while, then put it in the suitcase and prepared to take it away with him.
At ten o'clock the next morning, Ji Shuyan and his party, plus Zhuang Chengjun, all landed at the airport in Wucheng.
Today is already the [-]th, and Ji Shuyan will go directly to the hospital, so they won't be sent. It just so happens that the three of them are also looking for a place to have lunch, and they will part at the airport.
Ji Shuyan casually told Ji Yuan a few words, then waved goodbye to the three young men.
"Be careful on the road." He whispered, and then looked at Duan Zhi who had been looking at him.
Duan Zhi didn't say anything, with sunglasses on his face, he couldn't see the expression clearly.
Ji Yuan hurriedly responded, "Uncle, I understand, I will tell you when I get back to school, and you remember to eat lunch yourself."
Ji Shuyan nodded, "OK."
He turned around and went to the underground garage. After returning to the hospital, he kept his promise and sent gifts to every colleague. The department was filled with a happy atmosphere. After all, Ji Shuyan was back, and their pressure would be relieved a lot.
Ji Shuyan returned to his work station. Although it was only a few days ago, he felt that he hadn't been here for a long time. Although the office was clean, he still took a towel and wiped it carefully.
Then he put the wooden sculpture of a small snake that Duan Zhi gave him. In fact, he originally wanted to put it at home, but since he came to the hospital first, he put it here.
The colleague next to him was quite surprised when he saw it. After all, Ji Shuyan's desk was clean. There was nothing but documents and necessary water cups and pens.
She picked up the wood carving and looked at it, "Director Ji, this little ornament of yours is quite cute, did you buy it at the scenic spot?"
"No," Ji Shuyan took a sip of water, "My friend made it for me."
The colleague was surprised, "I made it? There are still people who are willing to make handmade things these days." She quickly put the ornament back, although it didn't look big, it was also a heart, "Your friend is very interested in you. "
Ji Shuyan let out a "hmm" and didn't deny it.
"Okay, don't get together, let's go to work." Ji Shuyan changed into a white coat and was about to go to check the room. He was going to ask himself about the conditions of a few patients, "If you want to order food at noon, order a takeaway for me. I don't want to eat in the cafeteria today."
Several colleagues laughed at Mimi and said yes.
More than half a month passed in a flash.
In order to make up for the previous holidays, Ji Shuyan worked overtime on the two weekends. Until the third Friday, he finally entered the house at seven o'clock.
There were not many things in the refrigerator at home. He went to the supermarket once and brought back two big bags of things. When he entered the door, he saw that Ji Yuan was sitting on the sofa eating snacks.
He was taken aback, "Why did you come back today?"
Ji Yuan clicked on the potato chips and said boldly, "I miss you."
Ji Shuyan smiled and didn't believe him, "I think you want the bed at home." He put the things in his hands back into the kitchen, sorted the fresh food and put them in the refrigerator, and asked in a higher voice, "Have you had dinner yet? "
"No!" Ji Yuanjin walked in pulling on his slippers, "I want to eat grilled steak and baked potatoes."
Ji Shuyan bought both of these, and while he was arranging his things, he asked casually, "What about the obsession, what does he eat?"
Ji Yuan took a Coke and said strangely, "He didn't come back with me."
Ji Shuyan's hand that put things down stopped for a moment, he turned his head and asked Ji Yuan, "He didn't come?"
"That's right, it's not like he's free to come home with me all the time," Ji Yuan said naturally, "He won't always come to bother you. Although I have no objection, he will be embarrassed."
Ji Shuyan took out the steak and potatoes, thinking that he had been diligent enough in the past, and he had never been embarrassed.
But he also knew in his heart that Duan Zhi probably still feared the embarrassment of meeting.
Although he had expected it, he was used to Ji Yuan's tall and burly "tail" following him when he came back, but he was still a little uncomfortable when he disappeared suddenly.
He took an apron, defrosted the steak, and shredded a carrot.
Ji Yuan didn't want to go to the living room to watch TV anymore, he was holding a Coke in his hand, and wandered next to Ji Shuyan, talking about school affairs like a small speaker, saying that their teacher's lectures were too advanced, and one-third of the students I didn’t understand. A senior sister went abroad to get a certificate with her girlfriend after graduation, and she was still showing affection in the circle of friends. Last week, a singer contest was just held, and it turned out that an out-of-tune came up and abducted all the contestants behind... The blah blah didn't stop.
Ji Shuyan put a piece of butter into the pot, listening absentmindedly, but not long after, he was caught off guard by Duan Zhi's name.
"Brother Duan may be welcoming his peach blossoms."
With a thud, the steak slid into the pot, splashing a splash of oil, Ji Shuyan almost burned his hand, and flinched back a bit.
He wiped the table with a rag, frowned and asked Ji Yuan, "What did you say?"
Ji Yuan was taken aback, quickly grabbed his hand and took a look, he breathed a sigh of relief when he was sure he was all right, and then casually replied, "Didn't I tell you that many people chased Duan Zhi but didn't catch up to him? A man named Qin Zhao, who is in the next class, has been chasing Brother Duan for half a year, and I am almost moved. Recently, Brother Duan seems to have finally gotten the hang of it, and went out with him several times. This is not easy, I guess After a few more visits, he should take over." Ji Yuan sighed and shook his head, "But I didn't expect Brother Duan to like men, although there have always been men and women chasing him, but I thought Brother Duan would like women .”
After all, the beautiful and cheerful young lady is so attractive. What's so good about a man, he's tough.
Ji Yuan expressed that he did not understand their aesthetics.
But when he looked up, he found that Ji Shuyan was staring at the front in a daze, and he didn't even know that the steak was going to be burnt.
"Uncle, the steak is going to stick to the pan!" he yelled.
Only then did Ji Shuyan come back to his senses, and frantically turned the steak over.
In the end, this dinner was good except that the steak was slightly burnt.
Ji Yuan wasn't picky at all, anyway, he wasn't the cook, what bike would he need? After dinner, he even went to the refrigerator to get an egg pudding, he felt very happy, it was much better at home than at school.
Ji Shuyan threw the bowl into the dishwasher and went upstairs, telling Ji Yuan, "Go to bed early, don't play too late."
Ji Yuan bit the spoon and nodded humbly.
Ji Shuyan went back to the room, but instead of going to the study, he lay on the bed and watched his mobile phone to relax. After so many days of work, he was really tired, especially yesterday he had a day's surgery, and he felt that his hands were not his own. that's it.
He watched the video for a while, and then checked Moments, mainly to see what his colleagues were doing, but when he looked, he saw Duan Zhi.
Duan Zhi also posted a circle of friends, like a party, a few young people sat at the table and clinked glasses with beer bottles, all of them had youthful faces, but none of them were from Jiyuan's dormitory.
Ji Shuyan couldn't help raising his eyebrows, remembering what Ji Yuan said just now, saying that Duan Zhihongluan's stars are moving, and the peach blossoms are in full bloom.
He glanced at the photo again. Duan Zhi didn't have a copy, he just posted a random picture. His eyes flicked across the faces of several young people, thinking that there might be the Qin that Ji Yuan mentioned. According to.
But these young people are all pretty good-looking, except for Duan Zhi, who is the most outstanding, the others are also considered to be upright and heroic, but Ji Shuyan glanced over and really couldn't tell who was worthy of Duan Zhi.
Duan Zhi's appearance is really nothing to say.
Even if it was the first time they met in the alley, when Duan Zhi looked fierce, Ji Shuyan couldn't help remembering this face that was more beautiful than peach blossoms.
But the matter of feelings is not just based on appearance.
If Duan Zhi really liked it, he probably wouldn't mind the other person's appearance.
Ji Shuyan's fingers stayed on this page for a long time, and he couldn't tell what it felt like.
He really hoped that Duan Zhi would find someone he liked as soon as possible. After all, he and Duan Zhi were really not a good match. A 33-year-old man and Duan Zhi's elder, when they stood together, it looked like he was plotting something wrong.
But he didn't expect Duan to execute his motivation so quickly, and he was affectionate with him when he was on vacation, and he fell in love with others in a blink of an eye.
At this speed, if we don't build a new China, we will lose our talents.
Ji Shuyan let out a low laugh, but it disappeared into the air briefly.
In fact, he has encountered this kind of thing before. Last year, a young nurse came to their hospital. When he saw him, he was shocked and threatened to chase him, but he gave up after being rejected repeatedly. After more than a week , and fell in love with another young doctor in the hospital. The relationship between the two was very good, and they greeted him obediently when they met him. It was not embarrassing, but it was a happy ending.
That's why he didn't take the confessions of these young juniors seriously.
But he didn't expect that Duan Zhi would be able to abandon his past and start a new relationship so quickly.
Ji Shuyan thought, this is a good thing, at least it shows that Duan Zhi has done well.
He put the phone back on the bed to charge, pulled the quilt over to go to bed early, but for some reason, he couldn't sleep that night, staring at the ceiling until three in the morning.
Duan Zhi got up from Ji Shuyan's shoulder. He seemed to have returned to his usual appearance, with a calm expression, and helped Ji Shuyan brush off a piece of debris on his shoulder, which was a fallen leaf from a tree.
It's as if what happened just now was just an illusion.
"Let's go." He said, "Go to Ji Yuan and the others."
Naturally, Ji Shuyan had no objection and stood up, but when he and Duan Zhi walked up the mountain, he couldn't help but look at Duan Zhi.
When Duan Zhi held his hand just now, he actually felt it, but he didn't push it away.
When we arrived at the dessert shop, Ji Yuan and Zhuang Chengjun were already standing at the door. Zhuang Chengjun wanted to go back to his home, so he didn't want to take the bus with them.
But tomorrow he and Ji Shuyan are on the same flight.
"Then we can sit together tomorrow," Ji Yuan said happily, and waved to Zhuang Chengjun, "Senior, be careful on the way back, see you at the airport tomorrow."
Zhuang Chengjun also smiled, waved at Ji Yuan, and politely said goodbye to Ji Shuyan and Duan Zhi.
On the way back, Ji Yuan was already tired and dozed off all the way, Duan Zhi was listening to music with his headphones on, Ji Shuyan had nothing to do, so he just kept looking out the window.
But when he was about to arrive at the resort, Ji Shuyan felt his hand was touched by something.
He looked down and found that it was a small green gift box, held by Duan Zhi.
"What is this?" he asked.
"I made a little thing myself. I made it in the carpentry workshop the day before yesterday," Duan Zhi said. "It's not very valuable. Thank you for inviting me out. I had a great time during the National Day holiday."
Ji Shuyan thought, you are having a good time, but I was taken aback.
He didn't really want to accept it, Duan Zhi said it was worthless, but he couldn't believe Duan Zhi's value standard, "No, I wanted to give you the accommodation fee yesterday, but you didn't agree."
He was originally going to take Ji Yuan and Duan Zhi on a trip together. As a parent, these large expenses would of course be charged to his account, but Duan Zhi paid in advance, which made him really embarrassed.
Duan Zhi smiled, "But I usually go to your house to eat and drink. If you figure it out so clearly with me, will I still have to pay you for the food expenses?"
Ji Shuyan frowned, "That's not much."
Duan Zhi directly threw the box into Ji Shuyan's hands, "It's really not expensive, but if you don't like it, just throw it away."
Ji Shuyan had no choice but to put it away.
The bus wobbled into the resort, Ji Shuyan pushed Ji Yuan awake, and the few of them went back to the villa together. It was almost ten o'clock, and it was time to go to bed after packing up their luggage.
Ji Shuyan put away all his things and double checked that nothing was missing.
Then he sat on the sofa and opened the small box given to him by Duan Zhi. Inside was a small carved wooden ornament in the shape of a small snake with its tail in its mouth. It was a little chubby, not as slender as snakes in reality. It's cold, but kind of cute.
Ji Shuyan took it out and looked at it for a while.
If he remembers correctly, Duan Zhi himself is a snake.
This dim sum machine is really obvious, but in the eyes of a seasoned adult, it is a bit cute. Ji Shuyan laughed, held the ornament in his hand and looked at it for a while, then put it in the suitcase and prepared to take it away with him.
At ten o'clock the next morning, Ji Shuyan and his party, plus Zhuang Chengjun, all landed at the airport in Wucheng.
Today is already the [-]th, and Ji Shuyan will go directly to the hospital, so they won't be sent. It just so happens that the three of them are also looking for a place to have lunch, and they will part at the airport.
Ji Shuyan casually told Ji Yuan a few words, then waved goodbye to the three young men.
"Be careful on the road." He whispered, and then looked at Duan Zhi who had been looking at him.
Duan Zhi didn't say anything, with sunglasses on his face, he couldn't see the expression clearly.
Ji Yuan hurriedly responded, "Uncle, I understand, I will tell you when I get back to school, and you remember to eat lunch yourself."
Ji Shuyan nodded, "OK."
He turned around and went to the underground garage. After returning to the hospital, he kept his promise and sent gifts to every colleague. The department was filled with a happy atmosphere. After all, Ji Shuyan was back, and their pressure would be relieved a lot.
Ji Shuyan returned to his work station. Although it was only a few days ago, he felt that he hadn't been here for a long time. Although the office was clean, he still took a towel and wiped it carefully.
Then he put the wooden sculpture of a small snake that Duan Zhi gave him. In fact, he originally wanted to put it at home, but since he came to the hospital first, he put it here.
The colleague next to him was quite surprised when he saw it. After all, Ji Shuyan's desk was clean. There was nothing but documents and necessary water cups and pens.
She picked up the wood carving and looked at it, "Director Ji, this little ornament of yours is quite cute, did you buy it at the scenic spot?"
"No," Ji Shuyan took a sip of water, "My friend made it for me."
The colleague was surprised, "I made it? There are still people who are willing to make handmade things these days." She quickly put the ornament back, although it didn't look big, it was also a heart, "Your friend is very interested in you. "
Ji Shuyan let out a "hmm" and didn't deny it.
"Okay, don't get together, let's go to work." Ji Shuyan changed into a white coat and was about to go to check the room. He was going to ask himself about the conditions of a few patients, "If you want to order food at noon, order a takeaway for me. I don't want to eat in the cafeteria today."
Several colleagues laughed at Mimi and said yes.
More than half a month passed in a flash.
In order to make up for the previous holidays, Ji Shuyan worked overtime on the two weekends. Until the third Friday, he finally entered the house at seven o'clock.
There were not many things in the refrigerator at home. He went to the supermarket once and brought back two big bags of things. When he entered the door, he saw that Ji Yuan was sitting on the sofa eating snacks.
He was taken aback, "Why did you come back today?"
Ji Yuan clicked on the potato chips and said boldly, "I miss you."
Ji Shuyan smiled and didn't believe him, "I think you want the bed at home." He put the things in his hands back into the kitchen, sorted the fresh food and put them in the refrigerator, and asked in a higher voice, "Have you had dinner yet? "
"No!" Ji Yuanjin walked in pulling on his slippers, "I want to eat grilled steak and baked potatoes."
Ji Shuyan bought both of these, and while he was arranging his things, he asked casually, "What about the obsession, what does he eat?"
Ji Yuan took a Coke and said strangely, "He didn't come back with me."
Ji Shuyan's hand that put things down stopped for a moment, he turned his head and asked Ji Yuan, "He didn't come?"
"That's right, it's not like he's free to come home with me all the time," Ji Yuan said naturally, "He won't always come to bother you. Although I have no objection, he will be embarrassed."
Ji Shuyan took out the steak and potatoes, thinking that he had been diligent enough in the past, and he had never been embarrassed.
But he also knew in his heart that Duan Zhi probably still feared the embarrassment of meeting.
Although he had expected it, he was used to Ji Yuan's tall and burly "tail" following him when he came back, but he was still a little uncomfortable when he disappeared suddenly.
He took an apron, defrosted the steak, and shredded a carrot.
Ji Yuan didn't want to go to the living room to watch TV anymore, he was holding a Coke in his hand, and wandered next to Ji Shuyan, talking about school affairs like a small speaker, saying that their teacher's lectures were too advanced, and one-third of the students I didn’t understand. A senior sister went abroad to get a certificate with her girlfriend after graduation, and she was still showing affection in the circle of friends. Last week, a singer contest was just held, and it turned out that an out-of-tune came up and abducted all the contestants behind... The blah blah didn't stop.
Ji Shuyan put a piece of butter into the pot, listening absentmindedly, but not long after, he was caught off guard by Duan Zhi's name.
"Brother Duan may be welcoming his peach blossoms."
With a thud, the steak slid into the pot, splashing a splash of oil, Ji Shuyan almost burned his hand, and flinched back a bit.
He wiped the table with a rag, frowned and asked Ji Yuan, "What did you say?"
Ji Yuan was taken aback, quickly grabbed his hand and took a look, he breathed a sigh of relief when he was sure he was all right, and then casually replied, "Didn't I tell you that many people chased Duan Zhi but didn't catch up to him? A man named Qin Zhao, who is in the next class, has been chasing Brother Duan for half a year, and I am almost moved. Recently, Brother Duan seems to have finally gotten the hang of it, and went out with him several times. This is not easy, I guess After a few more visits, he should take over." Ji Yuan sighed and shook his head, "But I didn't expect Brother Duan to like men, although there have always been men and women chasing him, but I thought Brother Duan would like women .”
After all, the beautiful and cheerful young lady is so attractive. What's so good about a man, he's tough.
Ji Yuan expressed that he did not understand their aesthetics.
But when he looked up, he found that Ji Shuyan was staring at the front in a daze, and he didn't even know that the steak was going to be burnt.
"Uncle, the steak is going to stick to the pan!" he yelled.
Only then did Ji Shuyan come back to his senses, and frantically turned the steak over.
In the end, this dinner was good except that the steak was slightly burnt.
Ji Yuan wasn't picky at all, anyway, he wasn't the cook, what bike would he need? After dinner, he even went to the refrigerator to get an egg pudding, he felt very happy, it was much better at home than at school.
Ji Shuyan threw the bowl into the dishwasher and went upstairs, telling Ji Yuan, "Go to bed early, don't play too late."
Ji Yuan bit the spoon and nodded humbly.
Ji Shuyan went back to the room, but instead of going to the study, he lay on the bed and watched his mobile phone to relax. After so many days of work, he was really tired, especially yesterday he had a day's surgery, and he felt that his hands were not his own. that's it.
He watched the video for a while, and then checked Moments, mainly to see what his colleagues were doing, but when he looked, he saw Duan Zhi.
Duan Zhi also posted a circle of friends, like a party, a few young people sat at the table and clinked glasses with beer bottles, all of them had youthful faces, but none of them were from Jiyuan's dormitory.
Ji Shuyan couldn't help raising his eyebrows, remembering what Ji Yuan said just now, saying that Duan Zhihongluan's stars are moving, and the peach blossoms are in full bloom.
He glanced at the photo again. Duan Zhi didn't have a copy, he just posted a random picture. His eyes flicked across the faces of several young people, thinking that there might be the Qin that Ji Yuan mentioned. According to.
But these young people are all pretty good-looking, except for Duan Zhi, who is the most outstanding, the others are also considered to be upright and heroic, but Ji Shuyan glanced over and really couldn't tell who was worthy of Duan Zhi.
Duan Zhi's appearance is really nothing to say.
Even if it was the first time they met in the alley, when Duan Zhi looked fierce, Ji Shuyan couldn't help remembering this face that was more beautiful than peach blossoms.
But the matter of feelings is not just based on appearance.
If Duan Zhi really liked it, he probably wouldn't mind the other person's appearance.
Ji Shuyan's fingers stayed on this page for a long time, and he couldn't tell what it felt like.
He really hoped that Duan Zhi would find someone he liked as soon as possible. After all, he and Duan Zhi were really not a good match. A 33-year-old man and Duan Zhi's elder, when they stood together, it looked like he was plotting something wrong.
But he didn't expect Duan to execute his motivation so quickly, and he was affectionate with him when he was on vacation, and he fell in love with others in a blink of an eye.
At this speed, if we don't build a new China, we will lose our talents.
Ji Shuyan let out a low laugh, but it disappeared into the air briefly.
In fact, he has encountered this kind of thing before. Last year, a young nurse came to their hospital. When he saw him, he was shocked and threatened to chase him, but he gave up after being rejected repeatedly. After more than a week , and fell in love with another young doctor in the hospital. The relationship between the two was very good, and they greeted him obediently when they met him. It was not embarrassing, but it was a happy ending.
That's why he didn't take the confessions of these young juniors seriously.
But he didn't expect that Duan Zhi would be able to abandon his past and start a new relationship so quickly.
Ji Shuyan thought, this is a good thing, at least it shows that Duan Zhi has done well.
He put the phone back on the bed to charge, pulled the quilt over to go to bed early, but for some reason, he couldn't sleep that night, staring at the ceiling until three in the morning.
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