you restrain yourself

The weekend passed quickly, and Ji Shuyan returned to work.

In the next week, Duan Zhi still didn't show up, and he didn't even post on Moments, and there were no new records.

Like a drop of water, he suddenly disappeared into this world.

Ji Shuyan also gradually got used to it.

People will always get used to it, just like he was not used to Duan Zhi always appearing in his home at first, wishing he could sweep people out with a broom.Later, he felt that it was normal for Duan Zhi to sit on his sofa.

Now it's just one more time, re-adapting.

It's just that sometimes, when Ji Shuyan raised his head between work and saw the little snake ornament Duan Zhi gave him on the table, he would still be slightly dazed.

In the blink of an eye, it was another Thursday. After the operation, Ji Shuyan collapsed on the office chair, not even wanting to move a finger.

The nurse next to him ordered a supper just now, and also brought him a portion. He took a look and found that it was a portion of soup and two rice balls. He was calling for a small restaurant near the hospital. The taste was not bad. No fault.

He ate the rice balls in two or three bites, and continued to write records. After writing, he checked that there was nothing missing, and lay down on the table for a while, before he managed to cheer up and prepare to go home.

He said hello to his colleagues on the night shift, and went out to the parking lot of the hospital. Now that there were not many cars in the daylight, he easily found his car.

But the house leak happens to rain all night, the more exhausted you want to go home as soon as possible, the easier it is to encounter problems.

His car wouldn't start, wouldn't start.

In the quiet parking lot, he tried several times but couldn't start it. His car was like an old tortoise, lying motionless in the parking space.

Ji Shuyan: "..."

He lay on the steering wheel, and was so frustrated for a second that he wanted to spend the night in the hospital.

But after lying on the ground for a few minutes, he resigned himself to his fate and got out of the car. He was going to call a taxi to go home and let the 4S store come to the hospital to tow his car away tomorrow.

It's just that it's almost twelve o'clock now, and he stood at the gate of the hospital for more than ten minutes, but there was no car to pick up the order. Just as he was frowning and kept adding money, there was a sound of emergency braking in the night wind.

Ji Shuyan raised his eyes subconsciously, and found that there was a motorcycle parked in front of him, which looked familiar, and when he looked up, he met a pair of peach blossom eyes hidden behind the red helmet.

It's Duan Zhi.

Ji Shuyan's heart beat a beat slower.

He didn't expect to meet Duan Zhi under such circumstances.

People who hadn't seen each other for more than half a month suddenly bumped into each other, which made people feel at a loss.

He even couldn't believe his eyes a little, wondering if this was just someone who looked like Duan Zhi.

But soon, the man took off the helmet, and the moon was shining brightly, revealing the familiar face underneath, flamboyant and handsome.

Duan Zhi was even more surprised than him, "Why are you here, you don't get off work at this hour, do you?"

Ji Shuyan nodded, "Well, it's just finished and I'm getting ready to go home."

Duan Zhi looked Ji Shuyan up and down, "You doctors are really working hard. Where's your car, why don't you drive home?"

"It's on," Ji Shuyan felt depressed when talking about this, "but just now the car broke down somewhere and couldn't start, so I had to take a taxi back first, but no one took the order."

As he spoke, he looked down at his phone again. It was fine, but still no one answered the order.

He sighed in his heart, thinking that their hospital is not considered a remote area, so why is it so slow today.

Just as he was worrying, a slender hand stretched out and took the phone from his hand.

"Stop hitting, I'll take you home." Duan Zhi said.

Ji Shuyan held his hand empty, raised his head and looked at Duan Zhi, feeling very entangled in his heart.

If it was before, he must have felt that it was nothing, and Duan Zhi sent him home to help each other.

But now he is hesitating, he remembered what Ji Yuan said, that Duan Zhi was finally getting in touch with his peers, and wanted to start a relationship, so whenever he thinks about Duan Zhinian, he should reduce the contact between the two, so as not to affect Duan Zhi again .

"Or forget it," Ji Shuyan said, "You have to go back to school, so I won't delay you."

He wanted to get the phone back from Duan Zhi's hand, but Duan Zhi stepped back, leaving his hand empty.

"Do you mind if I give it to you?" Duan Zhi twirled Ji Shuyan's cell phone on his fingers, his eyelashes drooping slightly, covering the glare in his eyes, his voice was calm, but calm and cold, " It's already twelve o'clock, you would rather freeze in the street than let me deliver it, am I scarier than the virus?"

Ji Shuyan thought, this is simply a backlash.

But he has always been unable to argue with Duan Zhi, especially when Duan Zhi stared at him unblinkingly, pursing his lips, as if he was disgusted by him and hurt his heart, he felt even more guilty.

That's right, his behavior was somewhat hurtful, maybe Duan Zhi didn't think much about it.

"Then, fine," Ji Shuyan could only take a step back, "if you don't mind the trouble."

"No trouble." Duan Zhi changed his face for a second, put the helmet directly on Ji Shuyan's head, and helped him fasten it with his fingers nimbly, "Come on."

Ji Shuyan stood there for a few seconds before going up.

He really hadn't ridden a motorcycle much before, and he didn't know how to put his hands and feet. His hands rested weakly on Duan Zhi's waist, and he didn't dare to use much force, but he just barely kept himself from falling off.

But Duan Zhi felt the heat in his palm, and he clenched his hand holding the handlebar.

He thought to himself, thanks to him replacing that BMW latte, otherwise Ji Shuyan would not be able to be carried.

"Then drive slowly." Ji Shuyan whispered.

Duan Zhi glanced at Ji Shuyan from the rearview mirror. Ji Shuyan's face seemed to be very small wearing his helmet, and his cheeks were pinkish due to the color of the helmet.

"it is good."

Duan Zhi really wasn't driving fast, and Ji Shuyan was sitting in the back seat, which felt quite novel. He was used to smooth and stable cars, and he didn't expect that one day he would sit on someone else's motorcycle in the middle of the night.

But he frowned again, vaguely remembering that the idol drama his colleagues watched at noon seemed to have this plot too, the heroine sat on the back seat of the hero's motorcycle, and the two went to watch the sea late at night.

He shook his head, shook the thought out, and raised his head to ask Duan Zhi, "Why did you pass by the door of my hospital, such a coincidence?"

But Duan Zhi said, "It's not a coincidence, I often pass by here recently, thinking that in case you get off work, I can pretend to meet you by chance."

In the night wind, Duan Zhi's voice was also blown to pieces.

But Ji Shuyan could hear it clearly.

"Let me meet today." Duan Zhi said with a smile.

Ji Shuyan didn't expect to hear this answer, he tightened his grip on Duan Zhi's clothes, and said after a while, "Why are you..."

Duan Zhi didn't hear clearly, so he asked loudly in front, "What did you say?"

Ji Shuyan also had to raise his voice, "I said you are dating someone, why do you still have to come to the hospital?"

This is stepping on two boats, no, Ji Shuyan thought seriously, although he didn't want to be a boat, but Duan Zhi's idea is very bad and needs to be curbed.

But before he finished thinking, Duan Zhi stopped the car with a squeak.

They happened to pass by a secluded alley, there was no one around, and the sound of Duan Zhi's motorcycle was particularly loud, Ji Shuyan was caught off guard and bumped into Duan Zhi's back, and his head was a little dizzy.

But before he could say anything, Duan Zhi had already turned his head and asked with an unfriendly expression, "Who did you hear that I was dating, and who made rumors about me?"

But he thought about it again, who else could it be, besides Ji Yuan, who else could be around Ji Shuyan.

Ji Shuyan was also confused by Duan Zhi's question.

"Didn't you often go out with a boy?" Ji Shuyan looked at Duan Zhi from behind his helmet, "Ji Yuan said that man has been chasing you for a long time, but you finally let go recently, I don't mean that he must be your boyfriend , I just said that you may be... ambiguous..."

He didn't know how to explain it, the way Duan Zhi looked at him was too fierce, especially when he said the word "ambiguous" at the end, Duan Zhi looked fierce.

Ji Shuyan shut up knowingly, and if he didn't shut up, he always felt that Duan Zhi was going crazy.

And Duan Zhi finally understood.

Who else could be the person who often went out with him recently and still chased him? Isn't it that idiot Qin Zhao.

He pressed the bridge of his nose with a headache, he didn't know what to say, he understood how the rumors came about, he was more wronged than Dou E.

He simply got out of the car, stood opposite Ji Shuyan, and even took off Ji Shuyan's helmet.

He bent down slightly, his gaze was at the same level as Ji Shuyan, "Am I just so philandering in your eyes, so easy to empathize with someone else, and already fell in love with someone else within a few days?"

Ji Shuyan didn't dare to say yes, so he could only shake his head guiltily.

Duan Zhi sneered, not believing it at all.

But he stared at Ji Shuyan for a while, seeing that Ji Shuyan was uncomfortable, he didn't dare to look up at him, and suddenly laughed again.

"Then do you mind, Uncle Ji, if I date someone else?" He asked Ji Shuyan in a low voice.

Ji Shuyan was suffocated by the question.

He was silent for a while, and after a while he said, "Whom you date is your freedom."

Duan Zhi was not very satisfied with the answer, but he knew that there would be no result if he pressed the question again. Ji Shuyan was like a clam shell, with layers of defenses, and a pile of inexplicable sense of responsibility and moral burden.

He stared at Ji Shuyan inscrutably for a few seconds, then suddenly said, "You've been struck by lightning for lying, have you heard Uncle Ji?"

Ji Shuyan turned his face away and ignored him.

Duan Zhi laughed, didn't care, and explained in a low voice, "I haven't dated anyone. My direct senior has set up a studio outside to do some private work. I'm also in that studio. Recently, there are not enough people. , Qin Zhao just happened to bump into him again, so I included him. But I have already explained to him that he is 1, and I am also 1, and our models are wrong, so he gave up chasing me a long time ago.”

To be honest, he didn't expect that Qin Zhao, who was ten centimeters shorter than him, could actually imagine that he was 0. After knowing the truth, he almost gave Qin Zhao a fist to wake him up.

But he looked at Ji Shuyan's expression, and the little flame in his heart was ready to stir, especially wanting to bully Ji Shuyan.

He half leaned on the motorcycle, gently grabbed Ji Shuyan's fingertips, and coaxed in a low voice, "I haven't moved on. I haven't come to see you recently because I'm too busy and I'm afraid you won't say anything , I still feel embarrassed."

No wonder, it's true that he's busy, and it's also true that he wants to chill Ji Shuyan, let him experience life without himself, and worry about gains and losses.

But Duan Zhi would never be able to say these words, he just looked at Ji Shuyan innocently, like a big dog abandoned outside the door, his eyes were clean and hot.

Ji Shuyan's heart skipped a beat when he saw it.

But he quickly frowned strangely and asked Duan Zhi, "What does 1 mean?"

He really doesn't understand, he doesn't read these things much on the Internet, and he doesn't know any weird terms on the Internet.

Duan Zhi was taken aback by the question, but when he realized that Ji Shuyan was really asking the question, he couldn't help laughing again.

"Don't you know?" He laughed uncontrollably, and moved closer to Ji Shuyan, teasing him, "Want to know?"

Ji Shuyan frowned, looking at his expression, he always thought it was not a good thing, but he couldn't hold back the curiosity in his heart, so he nodded cautiously.

Duan Zhi laughed again, he leaned forward slowly, and got very close to Ji Shuyan, his eyes met, even the tips of his noses were close together, and if he got closer, it was almost a kiss.

Just as Ji Shuyan wanted to hide back, Duan Zhi stopped again.

The distance between the two is only a few centimeters.

Duan Zhi blinked, and his eyes fell on Ji Shuyan's lips. He obviously didn't do anything, but he was full of aggression. The faint smell of ebony and roses on his body also entangled like chains, making Ji Shuyan unable to breathe .

Ji Shuyan's breathing became lighter, and he felt that the smell seemed to spread all the way from the tip of his nose to his brain, making him drowsy, as if he was going to be drunk.

Duan Zhi raised his chin, put it close to Ji Shuyan's ear, and said in a low voice, "1 is the one who is the husband."

The hot breath he exhaled hit Ji Shuyan's ears, and the tips of Ji Shuyan's ears turned red visibly, but he still didn't think it was enough, so he said in a low voice, "I said I like you because I want to be your husband."

Ji Shuyan finally couldn't take it anymore and pushed him down.

He suspected that Duan Zhi was playing hooliganism, but he had no evidence.

Duan Zhi was not annoyed at being pushed away suddenly, and stared at Ji Shuyan with a half-smile.

This secluded alley is empty at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, no one will pass by here, only Duan Zhi and Ji Shuyan, two people, a motorcycle, and a sycamore tree at the entrance of the alley, which is as graceful as a cover .

Ji Shuyan somehow didn't dare to look up at Duan Zhi.

But if he was really angry, he wasn't.

He looked down at the small piece of moonlight on the ground, the shadow of the tree swayed, and the piece of moonlight also swayed.

He heard Duan Zhi ask, "Uncle Ji, I haven't bothered you these few days, are you happy?"

Ji Shuyan didn't move or speak, but shook his head slightly in his heart.

He is not happy.

He's not even used to it.

"I'm very uncomfortable. I thought I could last a little longer, but it's only been half a month, but it feels like a century," Duan Zhi said again, "It's really hard."

It's hard.

How many feelings that were too late to say were contained in these three words, it was more than difficult, he used the greatest perseverance to restrain himself from going to the door, not sending text messages to Ji Shuyan, and cruelly pretending that there is no such person as Ji Shuyan in the world, but in the middle of the night Tossing and turning, the name is on the lips and teeth.

Ji Shuyan finally raised his head, he looked at Duan Zhi, speechless.

The shadow of the sycamore tree fell on Duan Zhi. This young man who was 13 years younger than him, a friend of his nephew, stood so tall in front of him, as if he wanted to block even the moonlight.

He could actually fulfill his promise, saying that he welcomes Duan Zhi, but for some reason, he doesn't dare to say it right now.

He seemed to have a faint premonition in his heart, as long as he said hello, he would not be able to decide what happened after that.

But Duan Zhi insisted on asking, "Uncle Ji, you said you wouldn't turn me away, is that still true? Can I still come to you in a few days?"

Ji Shuyan's throat seemed to be blocked by something.

After a while, he nodded slightly and sighed, "Come on."

Duan Zhi got the result he wanted, and looked at Ji Shuyan for a while, then put the helmet on Ji Shuyan again, and got on the motorcycle again, "Let's go, I'll take you home."

It should be obvious after writing here, in fact, they are now double arrows, but Duan Zhi's arrow is very ~thick~ and Uncle Ji's is just a seedling.Uncle Ji felt that he was too stubborn, and he was an elder, so he would have very strange moral burdens, and he was really like a clam shell...