you restrain yourself

Ji Shuyan decided on the suite on the top floor, as soon as he entered the room, Duan Zhi pressed him and kissed the door as soon as the door closed.

The moment he saw Ji Shuyan in the movie theater, Duan Zhi wanted to kiss him, and it was not easy to endure until now. His knee was against Ji Shuyan's leg, and the kisses dawdled ambiguously, calling Uncle Ji again and again, hoarse and It was so low that anyone could hear the admiration inside.

The scarf that had not been tied for a long time had fallen to the ground, and Ji Shuyan's overcoat was almost taken off, half hanging on the crook of his arm, revealing the cashmere vest and shirt inside.

Ji Shuyan murmured, feeling Duan Zhi's canine teeth rolling on his lips, and suspected that it would swell up tomorrow.

He whispered, "Are you a dog, so you like to bite people?"

Duan Zhi laughed and kissed his chin again.

"It can be." He moved closer to Ji Shuyan, and bit Ji Shuyan's ear again, "Do you want me to call out?"

Not proper.

Ji Shuyan glanced at him, and was about to say something when Duan Zhi picked him up.

He's obviously not too thin, but when held in Duan Zhi's arms, he seemed so light and weightless, and was easily thrown onto the bed.

Ji Shuyan sank into the soft quilt, feeling dizzy, just about to ask you why, when he looked up, he saw Duan Zhi throwing his windbreaker aside.

Now the idiot knows what to do.

I don't know if the temperature in the hotel is too high, Ji Shuyan felt that his face was sweating a little.

He lowered his eyes and whispered, "We haven't had dinner yet."

The voice is not very confident.

"I'll eat later." Duan Zhi said, he was only wearing the thin sweater inside, knelt on the bed, and reached out to take off Ji Shuyan's shirt.

His fingers were nimble and slender, but it seemed that he moved slowly on purpose, so that Ji Shuyan could see clearly how he unbuttoned them.

Ji Shuyan frowned, trying to scold him, but his face turned red.

No matter how close he was with Duan Zhi these days, when he actually got on the bed, he was still ashamed as it was the first time, wishing he could find a crack in the ground to get in.

But he bit his lip and blinked his eyelashes lightly, clearly looking scared, but he never refused Duan Zhi's action, and even raised his hand cooperatively when Duan Zhi took off his shirt.

Duan Zhi smiled lightly, and said in a low voice, "You are so good, Uncle Ji."

Ji Shuyan couldn't help glaring at Duan Zhi.

But he hesitated, and then whispered, "You, be gentle."

Duan Zhi smiled and kissed him, "Okay."

But what the man said on the bed really couldn't be taken seriously.

More than an hour later, Ji Shuyan was lying on the bed, so tired that he couldn't even lift a finger, Duan Zhi was still pressing on him, playing with his hair, full of energy.

He really didn't understand why he was still so tired even though he hadn't made it to the last step.

Duan Zhi was really full of tricks, he said he owed the money if he lost the bet, even though he was still pious in the movie theater, but when he went to the hotel, he immediately cashed in the money.

fraud.

He remembered what nonsense he had just said in order to beg for mercy, and couldn't help covering his face, his ears were burning

When Duan Zhi saw him like this, he knew that he was shy again. It had been so many times, and his face was still so thin, which is good.

He took off Ji Shuyan's arm that was covering his face, and put his phone in front of Ji Shuyan's eyes, "Let's see what we have for dinner first?"

Just did strenuous exercise, really need to add some energy.

Ji Shuyan reluctantly glanced at his phone. There are quite a few restaurants nearby, and the pages are colorful, but at this point, the delivery of takeaways should not be too fast.

He swiped up and down the page, thinking of ordering something that would be delivered faster, and remembering that Duan Zhi likes pizza, he chose a pizza shop with high sales, "This one."

Duan Zhi raised his eyebrows, "Are you sure? Don't you want to order a fried dish? I see that Thai dish you liked last time is nearby."

Ji Shuyan closed his eyes, "No, let's eat pizza."

Duan Zhi didn't say anything else and placed the order.

Sure enough, the pizza was delivered relatively quickly. Half an hour later, the hotel waiter knocked on the door, delivered the takeaway for them, and asked them if they needed other services.

"No need." Duan Zhi brought in the pizza and sat next to Ji Shuyan.

They just went to take a shower, and now they all changed into hotel bathrobes. The pizza was placed on the coffee table, and the two of them didn't sit on the sofa, but sat on the cushions.

There was an old movie on the TV, Casablanca, which was picked by Ji Shuyan. The movie in the theater just now was not good, so they found another one.

Ji Shuyan seldom eats pizza and fried chicken, but after eating two pieces of pizza, he thinks it tastes okay. He holds the pizza in his hand, and has to look up to watch TV, and beware of the crumbs falling on his body.

Duan Zhi laughed and asked him, "Have you never dated like this before?"

Ji Shuyan didn't understand.

Duan Zhi helped him wipe the crumbs off his mouth, "I always feel that your date should be elegant, go to a concert, and then book a high-end restaurant, just like my birthday."

Ji Shuyan understood this time, and he couldn't help laughing, "It's not such an exaggeration."

He looked at the black and white beauties on TV, and said, "Actually, I don't really remember how we dated before, I'm not lying to you, it's been too long.

He recalled, "In the beginning, I was still in college. It seemed that I was in the library, and I went out to eat occasionally. Later, when I was working, it was indeed like you said. I had to make appointments, restaurants and tickets in advance, but we were all too busy. Before I finished eating, I was called back to the hospital by another call."

So they didn't date too many times before they realized that each other was not suitable.Talking about love is like a job match, and I feel tired when I think of dating, so how can I manage a family well.

So the other party broke up with him on Valentine's Day, and he didn't feel sad, and politely wished her to find her love as soon as possible.

In detail, it seems that he did not have any impressive dates, just like him, he has always been calm and indifferent, and it would be boring to say it.

He looked up at Duan Zhi, "Do you think dating me is boring?"

When he was dating Duan Zhi, he would often change the plan temporarily because of the hospital affairs. Although Duan Zhi didn't complain and always let him do the work first, who doesn't want his lover's time to be his own.

He often feels sorry, but he doesn't know how to make it up.

Duan Zhi shook his head, "No."

He hugged Ji Shuyan with his clean hand, and pressed it against his forehead, "It's fine as it is now."

His lips touched Xia Ji Shuyan's forehead, "In a hotel like this, if you wear a nightgown and eat pizza with me, I will feel that you are mine."

Ji Shuyan was startled, then raised his head, Duan Zhi was looking at him, his eyes were extremely gentle, almost shining.

Strange, he thought.

He actually never knew what Duan Zhi liked about him.

It's not that he doesn't have confidence in himself, he knows that he is excellent, his family background and work are excellent, and he looks good, but Duan Zhi clearly doesn't love him for these things.

He laughed unknowingly, and said softly, "You are so strange."

Seeing that Duan Zhi was still looking at him, he suddenly leaned over and kissed Duan Zhi, on the lips.

This time it was Duan Zhi's turn to be startled, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Ji Shuyan stepped back as if nothing had happened, and took a sip of Coke, "I just suddenly thought you were cute."

After dinner, Ji Shuyan and Duan Zhi didn't linger for too long before going to bed. Duan Zhi was like a big dog, and he insisted on sticking to Ji Shuyan.

The next morning, the two of them got up before eight o'clock, packed up and went out, and went to see the artificial intelligence exhibition that Duan Zhi had booked together.

Ji Shuyan didn't know much about artificial intelligence, and he wasn't very interested in it. He packed up and set off the next day, and went to the stadium for a while, listening to Duan Zhi's explanations along the way.

He was a little interested in a company that researched medical robots. He went to observe it for a long time, and even took their brochures.

After flipping through a few pages, he asked Duan Zhi, "What do you want to do after graduation? Go abroad?"

Duan Zhi said, "At present, I still want to engage in software development, but I am also exploring other directions, and I want to try more before graduation."

Ji Shuyan nodded, and didn't worry much about Duan Zhi. Duan Zhi is a person with his own ideas. He is a layman, so there is no need to point fingers.

But he noticed that Duan Zhi didn't answer his question about going abroad, so he glanced at Duan Zhi and didn't ask further.

The two followed the map and visited the venue.

Duan Zhi took it very seriously. In fact, without Ji Shuyan asking, he had been thinking about what he wanted to do after graduation.

He didn't have the sense of urgency that he has now. After all, he is only a sophomore, and there are still many opportunities for trial and error. Whether he is willing to accept it or not, his superior family background, experience and contacts provided by his parents all give him more opportunities for trial and error. Emboldened.

Even if he has severed ties with his family now, the funds and experience he has accumulated before can allow him to start faster than others.

But now he occasionally feels restless, especially when standing next to Ji Shuyan.

He looked down at Ji Shuyan, and subconsciously touched his left wrist, where he was still wearing the watch Ji Shuyan gave him.

But Ji Shuyan was looking at the brochure with his head down, not noticing Duan Zhi's eyes looking at him.

They turned to noon in the exhibition, and they went out to eat after almost shopping.

This time Ji Shuyan remembered to make a reservation in advance, but maybe it was noon, and it was almost two o'clock, and there were not many people in the restaurant. They ate at a Cantonese restaurant. When checking out, Ji Shuyan found that Duan Zhi had already paid in advance .

He was holding the bill, his eyes darkened, this thin piece of paper was weightless in his hand, but it was really disturbing.

He is used to being a gentleman. He used to date women from good families. They are both financially independent. Everyone knows that the other party doesn't care about money, so he doesn't mind if he pays the bill thoughtfully. Give him a well-chosen gift in return.

Only Duan Zhi would settle the bill quietly most of the time. If he hadn't repeatedly emphasized, he might not even be able to pay the hotel room fee.

Ji Shuyan couldn't help frowning.

He didn't want to separate financially with Duan Zhi so clearly, but being taken care of by his lover who is 13 years younger than him is really hard for him to accept calmly.

Leaving aside their personalities and family backgrounds, from an individual point of view, his financial strength is far better than that of Duan Zhi, a student, and he is much older than Duan Zhi. It is natural for him to think that he should give more, but the reality is quite the opposite. .

However, Duan Zhi didn't feel that there was anything wrong at all, and he was so considerate and calm, leaving no room for him to discuss.

Ji Shuyan stuffed the phone back into his pocket, sighed inwardly, and said nothing to Duan Zhi, "Let's go."

Ji Shuyan was on the night shift tonight and had to go back to the hospital at [-] pm, so they didn't go anywhere else and stayed in the shopping mall.

There is a newly built bookstore in this shopping mall, which covers a wide area and occupies an entire floor. The variety of books is so rich that it looks like a library. Ji Shuyan wanted to come here before but had no chance. This time, he happened to pass by with Duan Zhi.

After choosing the book, he went downstairs to buy some desserts and bread, which he planned to bring to his colleagues later.

While waiting for the new croissant to be released, Duan Zhi noticed a black game console next to it, with a lot of small grids in it, put coins in it, and small gifts would roll out randomly.

In Ji Shuyan's perception, these are things that only children like. Even Ji Yuan didn't play with them anymore, and he didn't care after a few glances. But when he took the shopping bag from the clerk, he found that Duan Zhi was scanning code coin.

"You like this?" he asked wonderingly.

"Well," Duan Zhi stuffed the few coins in, "because you don't know what will come out, it's like waiting to unwrap a present."

Ji Shuyan glanced at him, "Then what did you take apart?"

Duan Zhi thought for a while, "Key chain, lighter, bear coin purse, chocolate and chewing gum."

All in all, it's useless stuff.

Ji Shuyan was speechless, standing aside silently, looking at something like a funny egg.

Duan Zhi picked the egg out and unscrewed it along the gap in the middle. After seeing what was inside, his expression became a little strange.

Ji Shuyan also leaned over to take a look.

I saw a cheap plastic ring lying inside the eggshell, which looked like a toy to deceive children.

He glanced at Duan Zhi jokingly, "Do you like it?"

"It's not bad, it's not too bad," Duan Zhi said.

He took the ring out of the eggshell, looked at it on his fingertips for a while, then suddenly grabbed Ji Shuyan's hand and put it on Ji Shuyan's hand.

It's the ring finger.

It's the right size, not too loose or too tight.

The ring is very tacky, with a silver plastic ring and pink fake gemstones, but Ji Shuyan's hands are really slender and beautiful, soft white and delicate under the light, which makes this ring a bit more delicate.

"It's pretty pretty." Duan Zhi said.

Ji Shuyan only felt that Duan Zhi's skin was itching again, "Why don't you wear it if you like it so much?"

He didn't take it seriously either, he took the ring off his hand and stuffed it into his pocket casually.

He looked down at the time, it was already four o'clock, "Let's go, I'm going to be late for work."

Ji Shuyan sent Duan Zhi back to school first, and then went to his own hospital.

On the way, he noticed that Duan Zhi didn't talk much, and thought Duan Zhi was tired, so he turned down the music, "If you're sleepy, sleep for a while, and I'll call you when you get to school."

Duan Zhi shook his head, "I'm not sleepy."

But he couldn't help staring at Ji Shuyan's hands on the steering wheel. Ji Shuyan's hands were always clean, except for the thin calluses on his fingertips, everything else was beautiful and delicate, as moist as suet jade, and finally The jewelry I often wear is an Omega silver watch, and nothing else.

But Ji Shuyan's image of wearing that cheap ring just now always appeared in front of his eyes.

"Uncle Ji." He called out suddenly.

"Ok?"

"If I..." Duan Zhi said a few words, shook his head again, and laughed, "It's nothing."

Ji Shuyan glanced at Duan Zhi inexplicably, but the red light had turned into a green light, and he made a left turn to enter the traffic flow, so he didn't ask any more questions.

Duan Zhi looked at the sycamore trees that kept passing by outside the window. It was winter, and the sycamore trees became bare and desolate, like the gray sky, no longer seeing the sunshine of yesterday.

What he just wanted to ask was, Uncle Ji, if one day I solemnly bought an expensive and beautiful wedding ring, would you wear it for me?

But before he could say anything, he sensed the recklessness and didn't continue.

Ji Shuyan's relationship with him seems to have won the jackpot, so why should he talk to Ji Shuyan about such a long time.