you restrain yourself

At ten o'clock in the evening, the dinner party at Duan Zhi's side finally came to an end. Except for two couples who were going to watch a movie, everyone else was going back to school.

"Duan Zhi, what about you, where are you going?" someone asked.

Duan Zhi said, "I went to the nearby Electric Appliance Street to buy a keyboard, but I broke my keyboard."

The others stopped caring about him, picked up their bags one after another, and went back to their respective homes.

Duan Zhi drank, so naturally he couldn't ride his motorcycle back. He stood outside the izakaya and prepared to take a taxi, but before he could click on the taxi app, a call popped up on his mobile phone——Ji Shuyan.

He was startled, not understanding what Ji Shuyan was looking for him for, so he immediately picked it up.

"Hello, Uncle Ji?"

His mind was spinning wildly, Ji Shuyan would never have noticed something tricky from his phone call just now, let's interrogate him now.

But when Ji Shuyan opened his mouth, he froze.

"Duan Zhi," Ji Shuyan's voice was panting, with a rare depression, "Are you still in the izakaya?"

"exist."

"Come and pick me up," Ji Shuyan endured and endured, and managed to say the last part of the sentence, "I'm in the parking lot of the Ice Lake Bar, in the middle on the left, and the Ice Lake Bar is...next to you."

But he hummed again uncontrollably, the tone was completely different from the usual coldness, like a soaked willow branch, softly brushing over the tip of his heart.

Duan Zhi realized something was wrong, as soon as he heard the voice, something went wrong.

"I'll be right over, don't hang up!"

He ran as fast as he could, and arrived at the parking lot in 5 minutes. According to Ji Shuyan's instructions, he looked over one by one, and finally saw the silver-gray Mercedes that Ji Shuyan often drove.

He rushed over and saw Ji Shuyan sitting in the car, leaning on the passenger seat, his thin shoulders slumped weakly, and his face was flushed abnormally.

He should have locked himself in the car by himself.

Duan Zhi almost went crazy, even though the call was fine just now, something happened in just two hours.

He slapped the car door hard, and blurted out, "Ji Shuyan!"

Ji Shuyan looked up at him feebly, moved his fingers, and pressed the button next to him.

The car door opened, and fresh air rushed in immediately. He couldn't help but took a few deep breaths, but his body felt even more uncomfortable, and he couldn't find an exit from the heat.

Duan Zhi bent down and immediately carried Ji Shuyan out.

"Ji Shuyan, how are you doing now?" Holding Ji Shuyan's shoulder, he quickly touched Ji Shuyan's heart, feeling his heartbeat.

Ji Shuyan looked at Duan Zhi without blinking for a long time, as if he finally recognized who it was, he felt relieved, and put his hand weakly on Duan Zhi's shoulder.He didn't think he was important at first, but in just a few minutes in the car, the situation took a turn for the worse.

His cheeks were flushed, his lips seemed to be dripping blood, he was biting him tightly, his eyes were also wet, and he could barely maintain consciousness.

Duan Zhi felt empty for a moment.

As a person who often hangs out in bars, he immediately saw what was going on with Ji Shuyan. He was not drunk at all, but drugged.

Fortunately, Ji Shuyan's heartbeat wasn't too fast, so it shouldn't be particularly serious.

He asked again, "Can you still speak clearly, how do you feel, do you want to vomit?"

"Hot," Ji Shuyan replied intermittently, "I don't feel anything else."

After finishing speaking, he snorted again in pain under Duan Zhi's hands, his usually cold tone was as attractive as a cat's at this moment, soft as water, and the hot air breathed directly on Duan Zhi's neck.

"Uncomfortable." Ji Shuyan whispered again, not sure if he was speaking to Duan Zhi or talking to himself.

Duan Zhi cursed in a low voice.

He knew that Ji Shuyan seldom drank alcohol, so even a small amount of aphrodisiac would easily cause a reaction. It's best not to let him catch the drugged grandson, otherwise he would beat him until his mother didn't know him.

Duan Zhi quickly made a judgment, and said to Ji Shuyan, "It's too late to go home, I'll take you to the hotel first."

Ji Shuyan let out a weak "hmm".

He picked up Ji Shuyan and ran away.

There are hotels everywhere around here, he picked one at random and opened a room.

In the process of going to the room, occasionally one or two people passed by, and they all looked at them strangely. Thinking about it, a tall and handsome young man was holding another man in his arms. The place was still a hotel. People are delusional.

But Duan Zhi didn't have the heart to give it to other things at all.

Opening the door, he hurriedly put Ji Shuyan on the bed, and quickly turned around to put cold water in the bathroom.

In the process of putting the cold water on, he calmed down a little, and looked up at himself in the glasses, his eyes were frighteningly gloomy.

He wiped his face, and waited until the water was almost full before going out to hug Ji Shuyan in.

But when he saw Ji Shuyan on the bed, he froze.

Ji Shuyan's body was arched like a shrimp, his short black hair was wet with sweat, curled up against his face, his black trousers had already been unbuttoned by himself, but because of his lack of strength, they hung on the bend of his legs, revealing his fair and thin body. Legs and pink knees.

But he didn't move any more, just lying on the white quilt, his skin had a jade-like luster, his face was pressed against the quilt, rubbing vaguely.

For someone who was drunk and drugged, it was unbelievably well-behaved.

Duan Zhi stood there for several seconds.

A young man with a strong body, it is not normal for his sweetheart to lie in front of him without any reaction.

But he knew very well that there was nothing he could do.

Not only because Ji Shuyan is someone he cherishes, but also because his own moral code doesn't allow it.

He gritted his teeth, and after a brief adjustment, he still suppressed the restlessness in his heart, stepped forward, gently hugged Ji Shuyan, and entered the bathroom.

He put Ji Shuyan into the bathtub with a layer of warm water underneath, and then sprinkled cold water on Ji Shuyan with the shower head to reduce the heat on his body as much as possible.

After hesitating again and again, he still unbuttoned Ji Shuyan's shirt.

The white shirt, which became transparent and heavy after being soaked in water, stuck to Ji Shuyan's body wetly, revealing the looming collarbone and porcelain-white skin. When it was thrown on the ground, it wrinkled wetly, lying on the gray floor tiles. Turned into a gloomy and dull color.

After Duan Zhi took off Ji Shuyan's shirt, he didn't continue to move, sitting by the bathtub and guarding Ji Shuyan.

But Ji Shuyan was still uncomfortable, he was dishonest when he got into the bathtub, he kept humming in a low voice, he didn't know if he took Duan Zhi for some beautiful girl, put the back of his hand on Duan Zhi's face, and lightly touched him back and forth.

The wet fingers, the pink fingertips, slid from the corners of Duan Zhi's eyes to the tip of his brows, and finally landed on the crevice of his lips, vaguely seductive, seemingly intentional or unintentional.

Ji Shuyan's eyes were also moist, like the sea under the night, with no end in sight, he stared straight at Duan Zhi.

The fire that Duan Zhi had finally suppressed was ignited again, even hotter than before, and became a prairie fire.

He looked down at the bathtub, the water was transparent, and he could clearly see the situation below——Ji Shuyan didn't get relief immediately, and was still moving around in pain.

The white light from the bathroom shone down on Ji Shuyan, his skin was white, the tiles in the bathroom were white, everything was white, as clean as spotless.

Only Ji Shuyan's lips were red.

Like blood, the corner of his mouth was bitten by himself, pitifully swollen, like a ripe fruit, tempting people to kiss.

Duan Zhi closed his eyes.

Ji Shuyan, who stood in front of him in the camel coat at the station two years ago, was as cold as snow, and looked at him with black eyes without emotion in his mind.

But soon that Ji Shuyan dissipated like a mist.

He opened his eyes again, it was still the same bathroom, Ji Shuyan was still lying in front of him like a seductive goblin, and was still trying to get up from the bathtub.

He held Ji Shuyan down, and his eyes met. Ji Shuyan stared at him blankly, with foggy eyes and flushed corners, quite aggrieved.

Duan Zhi stared at him for a long time, and finally lost.

He put his hand into the water and groped. He looked at Ji Shuyan's face, not daring to think about how Ji Shuyan would explode when he woke up tomorrow.

He gently supported Ji Shuyan's face with his free hand, looking down at him.

"Ji Shuyan, do you want me to help you?" He said softly, "Nod if you want."

Although there are too many words to say at the moment, he is still greedy and selfish, and wants Ji Shuyan to respond.

He wanted to hear Ji Shuyan say "yes."

But Ji Shuyan was already having a hard time thinking normally, he looked up at Duan Zhi, vaguely felt that this person was familiar, and there was a feeling of reassurance about him.

He doesn't drink often, let alone get drunk. Apart from not liking alcohol, it's also because he can drink really badly, and he's especially easy to cheat when he's drunk.

So no matter what Duan Zhi asked, he nodded obediently.

"need."

As for what he wants, he actually doesn't know.

Duan Zhi's eyes darkened.

The water on the surface of the bathtub rippled layer by layer, like stones being thrown into a calm lake, spreading ripples.

Ji Shuyan straightened his toes, and his neck was like a dying swan, leaning back. He hung on Duan Zhi's body, feeling like a rootless duckweed, floating to and fro with the current, without direction.

In the dizzy sight, he turned his face away, staring at Duan Zhi with moist eyes.

He still couldn't remember who the person in front of him was, but he vaguely felt that this person was very good-looking and gentle, so he raised his head instinctively.

Duan Zhi was frowning, trying not to look at Ji Shuyan, but his lips were caught off guard.

He lowered his head and met Ji Shuyan's gaze. His noble and cold eyes like a Persian cat were reflecting his shadow at this moment.

Ji Shuyan kissed him.

Like a butterfly kissing a flower, the spring breeze blows over the willow branches, which are incredibly soft.

The cold water in the bathtub overflowed and wet Duan Zhi's clothes, but he didn't notice it, and sat there stiffly.

The tingling feeling like electricity goes all the way from the tailbone to the heart.

The shower head in his hand fell to the floor with a crisp bang, and the water splashed in all directions, landing on the porcelain white wall tiles, as well as on Duan Zhi's browbones and eyelashes.

Duan Zhi froze for a while, and then wiped away the splashed water on his face with the back of his hand.

The water is cold.

This kiss is also cold, and it is easy to leave.

But it was his first kiss.

Gifted by his sweetheart, in this cheap, white bathroom.