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Chapter 6 Shame and Anger

The bathroom was quiet for a while, only the sound of the shower spraying water.

Probably because there was no response, Ji Shuyan murmured in dissatisfaction, put his hands on Duan Zhi's shoulders, and wanted to push him down.

Duan Zhi restrained him with one hand, and firmly grasped Ji Shuyan's shoulder, so hard that Ji Shuyan even cried out in pain.

"Don't move around." He warned in a hoarse voice, even sounding a little cold.

His shallow pupils are fixed on Ji Shuyan. Under the cold white light, he even looks a bit like a poisonous snake about to attack. He is cold and focused, but his handsome and deep facial features make him extremely sexy, and his lips are wet. Bead, hair is half-wet messy, with a wildness that is different from usual.

Duan Zhi was a little annoyed, it was hard enough for him not to touch Ji Shuyan, but Ji Shuyan came to tease him desperately, did he really think he was some kind of saint?

But Ji Shuyan was drunk, and he couldn't reason with drunk people.

And he is awake.

Duan Zhi took a deep breath, there was a faint smell of freesia in the air, it was the aromatherapy by the sink, it had evaporated to the end, the strong and inferior fragrance was gone, leaving only a soft scent I tune.

Ji Shuyan also had the smell of freesia perfume on his body, it was very light, much more elegant and low-key than the one in the air now.

He closed his eyes, and slowly let go of Ji Shuyan's hand, the aggressiveness in his eyes gradually faded, and he returned to his usual cynical look, like a beast with its sharp claws retracted, pretending to be harmless.

He lightly tapped Xia Ji Shuyan's forehead, and warned, "Be quiet, or you will cry tomorrow."

I don't know if his warning had worked, or if Ji Shuyan's medicine had eased. After that, Ji Shuyan really didn't move any more, lying in the bathtub, leaning against the edge half asleep and half awake.

Ten minutes later, he carried Ji Shuyan out of the bathtub, wiped his body clean, changed into a bathrobe and stuffed it under the quilt.

Duan Zhi himself couldn't be idle, he tidied up his and Ji Shuyan's wet clothes, ventilated the room, and asked the takeaway to deliver cold medicine and antipyretics just in case.

He didn't lie down on the sofa until everything was done.

It was too chaotic when he opened the room just now, and he didn't bother to choose the room type. The lady at the front desk saw him holding Ji Shuyan and thought about it for a second, so she directly opened a double bed room for couples.

As a result, he now has no bed to sleep in.

Duan Zhi was lying on the sofa wrapped in a blanket, not too sleepy. He turned his head to look at Ji Shuyan, who was sleeping peacefully, and thought that when he woke up tomorrow, Ji Shuyan's face would be wonderful, which was really exciting.

Duan Zhi guessed right.

After one night, Ji Shuyan woke up, but he stayed under the blanket for a long time and refused to see anyone, extremely ashamed and indignant.

The white quilt was used as armor by him, and he covered himself completely, only showing a hand holding the quilt, with long and slender fingers, as white as jade, but with a light powder on the knuckles.

Duan persuaded him for a long time to no avail, he could only lie on the bedside and coax him, just like a shit-shoveling officer who tricked a cat out of its nest.

He said earnestly, "Uncle Ji, if you think about it, you are already an adult, and you have never seen such a big storm. This is the only time to be ashamed, God knows you know me, I won't even tell Ji Yuan."

Ji Shuyan's head was buzzing, and he just wanted to shut him up.

He had never seen such a big storm.

He didn't feel ashamed because he was drugged and asked Duan Zhi to save him, but because he couldn't face his behavior last night.

When he just woke up in the morning, he didn't quite remember what happened yesterday, but when he remembered more details, he felt as if he had been struck by lightning.

He clearly remembered that he was entwined around Duan Zhi in a daze, Duan Zhi kindly helped him take a cold bath, but he raised his head to go to his relatives' house, Duan Zhi backed away, but he chased after him relentlessly, forcing Duan Zhi Stick to sinking with him.

In that small bathroom, Duan Zhi's dark and frighteningly gloomy eyes, the scorching temperature of his palm, and the strength that fell on him, all are still vivid in his memory.

……

All in all, he underestimated Duan Zhi, and there are all witnesses and material evidence.

Ji Shuyan covered his face in pain.

What is the difference between his behavior and sexual harassment, and what if he took medicine? Is this an excuse to be a beast?Just as shameless.

If he knew this was the final result, he wouldn't call Duan Zhi if he was killed.

However, Duan Zhi had a particularly good temper, and he was still persuading him outside the quilt at this time, showing no sign of anger at all.

"Come out and have breakfast first, you have to add some strength after a night of tossing, don't you?" Duan Zhi said, "I bought porridge and omelets, and I won't be angry after eating."

Ji Shuyan: "..."

He really couldn't understand the young people nowadays, why didn't Duan Zhi care about it at all, as if he was the victim?

After escaping under the blanket for a long time, Ji Shuyan finally got out of it, and it was not an option to hide all the time.

His face was pale, and he sat upright on the bed, even his hands were placed flat on the quilt, his thin body was wrapped in a bathrobe, so fragile that it would break if folded.

He half-bowed towards Duan Zhi.

"I'm really sorry last night." Ji Shuyan's eyelashes trembled slightly. His voice was a little hoarse and lower than usual, "I only thought that you were the closest to me, so I called, but I didn't To think I would have done those things. I'm really sorry."

He settled down and said again, "I don't know how to compensate you, but as long as you mention it, I can try my best to do it."

Now it was Duan Zhi's turn to be stunned.

It took him a while to realize that in Ji Shuyan's eyes, what happened yesterday was because he took advantage of him?

Duan Zhi raised his eyebrows subtly, not knowing how to comment for a while.

Not to mention that he took the initiative to do those things yesterday, even if he half-pushed, nothing really happened between them, and it was not worth Ji Shuyan's panic at all.

But whoever changed a person would never beg for forgiveness in such a serious manner.

Just like Ji Shuyan, it's a miracle that he hasn't been wiped out by anyone since he lived to be in his thirties and was still too naive, with clear eyes.

Duan Zhi didn't speak, just sat quietly like this, making Ji Shuyan even more disturbed.

He tried his best to look at Duan Zhi gently and calmly, "Don't be embarrassed to mention it, and don't worry about Ji Yuan's difficulty in speaking. This is my problem, and I should be responsible to you."

Hearing the word "responsible", Duan Zhi finally couldn't hold back, and burst out laughing.

Ji Shuyan was puzzled by his smile.

Duan Zhi asked amusedly, "How are you going to be responsible?"

This question also stumped Ji Shuyan, and it was the first time he encountered such a thing.

"As long as you mention it," he considered, "whether it's money, an apology, or any other kind of compensation, I'll do it."

Duan Zhi laughed even harder.

He shook his head, seeing Ji Shuyan's sky is falling, he almost couldn't bear to bully him anymore.

He picked up the beef porridge he bought from the side and stuffed it into Ji Shuyan's hands, "Don't be so nervous, Uncle Ji, let's eat first."

Ji Shuyan was dumbfounded.

Duan Zhi helped Ji Shuyan stir the porridge, added a little chopped green onion to it, and said casually, "I'm 20 years old, not 12. You were drunk yesterday, but I didn't. If I don't want to bother you, I can Throw you into the bathtub and leave. So what happened yesterday to me is at best a friendly help, it’s not a big deal, and you don’t have to be trembling.”

It would be impossible to say that he never thought of taking advantage of the fire.

Especially when Ji Shuyan said seriously that he could ask for anything, but he really wanted to tease Ji Shuyan, saying that you are so guilty, why not be my boyfriend.

But it was precisely because Ji Shuyan was so serious, old-fashioned and cute, staring at him anxiously, that his heart softened.

He's so obedient, his conscience will ache if he takes advantage of the fire.

He doesn't consider himself a good person in the true sense, but his conscience always comes at such an inopportune time.

Ji Shuyan was confused by Duan Zhi's attitude.

He listened to Duan Zhi's words and took a mouthful of porridge first. The porridge was still very hot, and the beef was stewed soft and fragrant. With some pepper powder and green onion floating in it, it tasted even more fresh.

After taking a few sips, he looked at Duan Zhi inexplicably: "Aren't you angry?"

This question hits the point.

Duan Zhi raised his eyelids, and his smile faded, "Angry, why not. But I'm not angry with you and my mess. Do you want to explain to me what happened yesterday?"

Even now, when he thinks of Ji Shuyan in the car yesterday, his heart will suddenly be empty.

Ji Shuyan looked at him through the window helplessly, frowning in pain, curled up on the co-pilot like a helpless bird.

He didn't dare to think at all, if there was no one around Ji Shuyan yesterday, if Ji Shuyan hadn't had time to hide in the car at all, where would Ji Shuyan be today.

Yesterday he was reluctant to teach Ji Shuyan a lesson, and besides, he could teach a drunkard nothing, but today Ji Shuyan is safe, and he has been suppressing his anger.

His voice couldn't help being colder, it was completely different from his usual amiable expression, his brows and eyes were sunken, and he had an aura beyond his age.

"Uncle Ji, you're 33, right? What about your basic vigilance? You say I hang out in bars and think I'm frivolous and playful. It's you who don't like to play, and you almost put yourself in it when you come out once in a while. You know if I didn't Arrive in time, will you have any consequences? You will be picked up, bullied, and thrown in a cheap small hotel. Today you are not sitting opposite me, but are checking your body in the hospital."

The more Duan Zhi talked, the more he felt angry, but he was afraid for a while.

They had such little physical contact yesterday that Ji Shuyan looked as if he wanted to apologize with death. If something happened, he couldn't imagine how Ji Shuyan would collapse.

Ji Shuyan was silent for a while, knowing that he was wrong, and said in a low voice, "You are right, this is my negligence."

He seldom had such a low eyebrow and a pleasing eye.

He became the director of the hospital at a young age, and he was the only one who educated the novice doctors who made mistakes every day. Now it's a good reincarnation, and it's his turn to be educated by a boy who is 13 years younger.

But he couldn't refute yet, it really suffocated him.

Ji Shuyan bit his lower lip subconsciously, and when the room quieted down and Duan Zhi was no longer going to scold him, he said, "Yesterday was really an accident."

Duan Zhi crossed his arms and sneered, "What an accident, let's hear it."

Ji Shuyan himself was also brooding over what happened yesterday.

He whispered, "I went with my friends yesterday, and I went to the bar of an acquaintance, so I relaxed my vigilance. Later, my friend and the owner of the bar left first, and I was going to go home, but I happened to have news to return, so I was delayed on the bar for a while. When I stood up again and walked out of the bar door, I felt something was wrong."

He glanced at Duan Zhi, "I know it was my negligence, but if I hadn't locked myself in the car in time, I would have called the police and asked someone nearby for help. Later, I also saw the person following me. She is not tall, has small eyes, wears a patterned shirt, and looks like she is in her twenties."

Hearing this, Duan Zhi didn't understand anything.

Ji Shuyan must have lowered his head to reply to the message, someone drugged the wine glass, but he was so busy looking at his phone that he didn't notice it.

He pressed the bridge of his nose, not knowing what to say.

"Are you stupid?" Duan Zhi's face was terribly dark, "Unless the wine in the bar is freshly taken from the bar and you stare at it, otherwise you are not allowed to drink it. How do you know whether the person standing next to you is a good person or a bad person? .”

He thought for a while, and said grumpily, "No, you'd better not go. This is still an acquaintance's bar. If you go to a stranger's bar, you don't know if the bartender is okay."

Ji Shuyan didn't refute a word, just quietly lowered his head and drank the porridge.

He glanced at Duan Zhi lightly, actually quite surprised in his heart, he called Duan Zhi yesterday only because he considered that Duan Zhi was the closest to him and came the fastest.

But he felt in his heart that Duan Zhi was not related to him, and it would be the best of humanity to save him. He never thought that Duan Zhi would take good care of him for another night, far more mature and reliable than he thought.

When he thought of this, his heart seemed to be poked, sore and soft, and a little embarrassed.

But he couldn't say anything soft, he could only nod his head slightly, and said, "I see. I haven't said thank you for what happened last night."

Duan Zhi paused, touched Ji Shuyan's wet eyes, and was speechless again.

Although nothing happened last night, Ji Shuyan was still out of spirits today. He sat on the bed in a plain bathrobe, revealing his thin white neck and collarbone, and his belt was tied together randomly. He looked rare, quiet and gentle, weak and pale.

Duan Zhi couldn't say anything serious.

He hesitated again and again, stretched out his hand and gently rubbed next Ji Shuyan's hair, "Forget it, pay attention next time."

It was rare for Ji Shuyan to be touched on the head like this, and his back went stiff.

If it was before, if Duan Zhi dared to reach out his hand, his paw would be chopped off by him.

But today... Ji Shuyan pursed his lips and endured it.

"Ah."

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