you restrain yourself

Ji Shuyan and Duan Zhi stumbled and fell to the floor, and the suitcase he brought fell to the side, and no one bothered to pick it up.

His coat was stripped off when he entered the door, leaving only a thin fleece sweater. Duan Zhi's hand came in from under the sweater, his slightly rough fingers touched his waist, his back, There was a shudder.

Ji Shuyan raised his head, his lips were slightly parted, and his face was flushed.

The lights in the room were so bright that it dazzled people's eyes and made everything invisible.

He was panting, feeling that he was bitten by Duan Zhi, but felt that he could still hurt a little more, Duan Zhi kissed his neck, all the way down, his body rubbed heavily, the heat passed through the fabric, ambiguously contradict.

He heard the sound of the belt buckle hitting the floor, Duan Zhi put his hand on his waist, and kissed his lips again.

It was obvious that the arrow was on the string, but Duan Zhi's hand did not move, it was placed on his waist, it was hot.

"Ji Shuyan, touch it, my heart beats so fast." Duan Zhi said close to his ear, holding him with the other hand, insisting on pressing his hand to his heart.

It does jump fast.

Ji Shuyan touched it, and with a thumping force, he hit his palm heavily through the flesh and breastbone.

"When I saw you, I felt that my heart wasn't mine anymore." Duan Zhi kissed his ear delicately, biting his earring, like a leopard stalking a tiger.

Ji Shuyan's heartbeat was already too chaotic.

He sat on the floor, obviously this layer of wood was still cold, but he felt that he was about to burn, his clothes were hanging on his body in a mess, and he had long since lost the well-dressed appearance when he appeared outside the door just now.

He grabbed Duan Zhixin's clothes and muffled, "Slick tongue."

It's pure love, but whoever saw him hugged him into the door within a few minutes, and whoever held him down and kissed and hugged him, but they just caught him and didn't give him a good time.

What a jerk.

Ji Shuyan's wet eyes glanced at Duan Zhi, and his red lips were also wet. This glance was reproachful, but it was a charming look.

Duan Zhi's blood was on fire.

But Ji Shuyan under the light is really like a work of art, as beautiful as a hibiscus flower carved from white marble, beautiful and cold, hazy and full of temptation, even touching it is profane.

But he insisted on blasphemy.

He approached Ji Shuyan, and gently rubbed Ji Shuyan's lips.

His hand untied Ji Shuyan's button, and it was the first button, and it didn't move again. He asked Ji Shuyan in a low voice, "Can I have sex with you, Mr. Ji?"

He speaks his words in a correct and round manner, which can even be called polite.

Like a gentleman waiting for his lover's approval.

But at this moment when the room is full of ambiguous factors, such politeness is even more embarrassing.

Ji Shuyan's blood rushed to his face.

His toes were curled up, but there was no way to hide, he was completely enveloped in Duan Zhi's arms, obviously he was the elder, but he was surrounded by Duan Zhi like a beautiful puppet, allowing Duan Zhi to fiddle with , Duan Zhi lightly touched him, and he would tremble uncontrollably.

"Can you?" Duan Zhi asked again.

"Yes, yes."

Ji Shuyan held back his shame and said a few words.

As soon as he finished speaking, he was kissed by Duan Zhi again, a lingering deep kiss, lips and teeth intersecting, the kiss was presumptuous and fanatical.

Duan Zhi was waiting for Ji Shuyan's words.

His rose, the moon in his wilderness, is willing to open in his bosom, only for him alone.

He carried Ji Shuyan to the bed, he had been sleeping alone in this cold big bed for the past few days, and now he finally had another person to share the bed with him.

He stared at Ji Shuyan's dazed face, saw Ji Shuyan was forced to shed tears by him, flushed face, wet eyes, looked at him almost pitifully, without the usual cold and calm demeanor at all.

So beautiful, so cold, and so charming, but only he can see it.

Possessiveness and love grow wildly together, like thorny roses in an unmanned garden, blooming to cover the sky.

When Ji Shuyan woke up the next day, he really felt like he was being driven by a wheel, and he was so tired that he couldn't lift a finger.

The light and shadow in the room were dim, the lights were not turned on, the curtains were closed tightly, and a little light came through the gaps dimly.

He snorted softly, turned over on the bed, let out a soft sigh in his throat, and felt that his waist was about to break.

Duan Zhi seemed to have gone crazy yesterday, he didn't care about his body that was sedentary in the office and his age in his thirties, he was tossing him to death.

Little bastard, he couldn't help cursing in his heart.

But he glanced to the side of the bed, only to find that the big soft bed was empty, and Duan Zhi didn't know where he had gone.

Ji Shuyan frowned, wondering if he was in the bathroom, but when he listened intently, there seemed to be no sound in the bathroom, he couldn't help but slowly sat up, and leaned against the head of the bed with his sore waist.

Ji Shuyan leaned on the pillow and thought, the difference between 33 and 20 years old is not a little bit, the little bastard is still alive and kicking, and he doesn't know where he went, but he is fine, trapped on the bed like a half-crippled.

Just as he was thinking, the bedroom door was pushed open.

Duan Zhi appeared behind the door in his out-of-the-way clothes, and was surprised to see him wake up, "Why did you wake up so quickly?"

Ji Shuyan glanced at the head of the bed, it was ten o'clock, how early.

He was putting on his pajamas, Duan Zhi took off his coat, and quickly walked over to help Ji Shuyan.

Duan Zhi was so strong and ruthless last night, but today he is gentle and careless.

He helped Ji Shuyan put on his pajamas, and even buttoned them up. The ambiguous red marks on his skin were hidden under the soft fabric. The skin on the inner thighs was especially tender, and he couldn't help shivering when he touched Ji Shuyan.

Ji Shuyan stepped on Duan Zhi's leg and frowned.

How about a bastard Duan Zhi, his ankles are bruised, his shame is mixed with getting up, he finds Duan Zhi very unpleasant now.

"What were you doing just now?" he asked.

"I went to see my aunt," Duan Zhi told him to lie back on the bed again, "She rushed to the hotel to see me, you were still sleeping, so I didn't wake you up."

aunt?

Ji Shuyan raised his eyebrows slightly, "What is she here for?"

It doesn't sound like letting Duan Zhi go home.

Sure enough, Duan Zhi lowered his eyes and smiled, "Don't do anything, just look at me, she still loves me very much, but she can't make up her mind, she can only come and see if I'm doing well, and she still wants to give me money." Living expenses, I was afraid that I would have a bad life outside, but I didn’t ask for it.” He paused, and then explained to Ji Shuyan, “My aunt is a standard lady, and has always been raised by my grandfather. Ruan, she treats me well, when my parents were away when I was young, she was the one who took care of me."

Although he had never met, Ji Shuyan could probably picture Aunt Duan Zhi in his mind—a gentle and well-educated woman who was docile to elders and juniors alike.

Although he had never met her before, Ji Shuyan's impression of her was much better than that of Duan Zhi's parents who were almost missing.

"Does she know I'm upstairs?" Ji Shuyan asked.

"I know, she still wants to see you, but I didn't let you." Duan Zhi sat on the side of the bed and put his arms around Ji Shuyan, "She said that I am really a little white-eyed wolf. I forget my aunt when I have a wife, and I know how to protect you .”

Ji Shuyan snorted lightly.

But when he heard this, he suddenly thought of another question, "How old is your aunt...?"

Duan Zhi didn't understand why Ji Shuyan asked this for a while, "39."

Ji Shuyan: "..."

Sure enough, it's better not to meet each other.

If we really meet, will he be regarded as a peer or a junior.

Duan Zhi also came to his senses at this time, and burst out laughing.

"Even if she is only seven years older than you, according to your seniority, you can only be called aunt." Duan Zhi said seriously.

Ji Shuyan looked at him coldly, the corners of his lips twitched, as if he was about to commit domestic violence.

"It's a shame to laugh, I'm with you, and my seniority has dropped by not a little bit."

He twisted his grip.

But this memory didn't hurt or itch, Duan Zhi didn't feel any pain, but felt like flirting.

Because Ji Shuyan was tortured too much by Duan Zhi, on the first day he came to Yongshi, neither he nor Duan Zhi went out, and just lay on the bed all afternoon.

Ji Shuyan still had such idleness in his life, the curtains had already been drawn, and the winter sun was warm but not scorching, warming his body.

It was not until evening that they got dressed and went out for a stroll. Ji Shuyan had never been to Yongshi, but most of the cities today are similar, with forests made of steel, high-rise buildings at intersections, and white-collar workers with exquisite makeup coming and going in and out of office buildings. The bakery next to it is lined with young couples on a date.

Duan Zhi himself can't tell what attractions there are in his hometown. Their city is trendy but lacks heritage, and they are used to fast-paced and modern life.

Fortunately, Ji Shuyan didn't care, he just wanted to take a look at the place where Duan Zhi grew up.

Thinking of Duan Zhi's birth here, Duan Zhi's visit to this street corner, and that coffee shop Duan Zhi's past, he felt that this strange city in front of him was much more intimate.

They went to the barbecue restaurant that Duanzhi High School often visited together.

The boss was obviously very familiar with Duan Zhi, and he was so busy that he didn't forget to say hello. When he saw Ji Shuyan, he also greeted him, but he didn't ask anything, thinking that he was Duan Zhi's friend.

When they sat down to eat, the boss would come over from time to time. He regarded Ji Shuyan as Duan Zhi's senior, opened a bottle of beer, and happily exposed Duan Zhi's old background.

What Duan Zhi was blocked by school girls at the door of his shop, and he confessed to him when he was drunk, and what Duan Zhi once had a conflict with someone, and almost smashed his shop, and when he graduated, Duan Zhi didn't give up again. A good drinker was also drunk by a group of people fighting with each other. He sat in a corner and asked everyone if he had seen his first love.

When Ji Shuyan heard this, his eyebrows moved slightly, and he looked at Duan Zhi with a half-smile, "First love?"

"That's right!" The boss slapped his thigh and laughed even more happily, "Xiao Duan is so pure. I saw a beautiful woman at the station and handed him an umbrella. I fell in love with her at first sight. I kept it in my heart for a long time and didn't say anything." , We only know when we utter the truth after drinking."

Ah, it's this first love.

Ji Shuyan was stunned for a moment, then laughed. He turned his head to look at Duan Zhi. Duan Zhi was a little shy, so he threw a ball of paper over and hit the boss on the forehead with one blow, "Shut up, do you still want to do business?" gone."

The boss was still happy when he was smashed, but he didn't stay at Duan Zhi's table for long. After all, he still had to greet the shop. When Ji Shuyan and Duan Zhi went to check out, he handed Ji Shuyan a business card, "Are you Xiao Duan?" Friend, that is my friend, next time you will get a [-]% discount."

Ji Shuyan smiled and accepted it.

He also likes Duan Zhi as a friend, very forthright.

Ji Shuyan and Duan Zhi came out of the store together, and the two of them walked in the alley hand in hand, with festive New Year songs playing in the distance, he recalled the boss's revelation just now, and looked at Duan Zhi teasingly, "You love your first love Are you so obsessed with it?"

As he spoke, the corners of his lips could not help but curl up slightly.

He has been the first love of many people. In high school, he walked through the corridors in his school uniform, and received love letters from girls many times, with beautiful letterheads and beautiful handwriting, but he only felt embarrassed.

Only this time, he only felt his heart beating, and there was a hint of joy in his heart.

He is Duan Zhi's first love, and also Duan Zhi's favorite.

Duan Zhi also recalled that graduation party.

It's not enough to say it's embarrassing, he didn't go crazy with alcohol, he just sat in the corner and asked, but many people who had a crush on him were heartbroken.And for a long time, when he recalled that scene, he only felt heartache, because he really thought that he and Ji Shuyan would never see each other again.

At that time, he hadn't loved Ji Shuyan deeply.

After all, it was just a quick glance at the station, and he didn't even know the person's name.

But that was indeed the first heartbeat in his life.

When he thought of missing the sea of ​​people like this, he always felt lost.

Unexpectedly, God treated him kindly.

After going around and around, the person he was destined for still came by his side.

He lowered his head, and on the night of the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, at the entrance of the alley where the trees were dancing, he lightly kissed Ji Shuyan's side face, as if he had turned back into that innocent high school student again.

"It's not that I never forget my first love, I still love him deeply."