I want to reunite with you

The red candle was flickering, obviously it was burning presumptuously on the other side of the couch, and my cheeks were also burning hot from the distance of eight or nine feet.

Don't blame it, blame it again.

I still remembered some of the words of the little eunuch in the building, but now they are all messed up.None of the methods of serving people I learned in the scriptures are working now, I can only follow Kou Xinian, and I will do what he does.The soft lips rubbed my chin to my Adam's apple, making it difficult for me to even breathe.

"Hengshi, are you afraid?"

He stroked my face and asked in a low hoarse voice.I nodded subconsciously, and let out a soft "hmm" from my throat.

Although it's not the first time, but last time I was drunk and confused, besides, I thought I was dreaming, and when I woke up there was nothing left but pain, now I'm afraid, it's reasonable.

Kou Xiannian stopped because of my nodding, he let out a deep breath in my ear, and coaxed: "Hengshi, let's do it in a while, okay?"

The knife was already on his neck, and this man said he would not kill if he didn't kill him, which was really annoying.

Let him stir up the fire and say that it will not be extinguished. I am angry and feel a little wronged.He helped me slowly pull up my clothes and prepared to take me to lie down. How happy I was, I was angry, but more of it was grievance, "Kou Xinian, do you not want me!"

In fact, I understand why he treats me so carefully. He is afraid that I will die with a mouthful of blood or if I don't come up with a breath.But at this moment, I didn't catch my breath. Without waiting for his answer, I stepped out of bed with bare feet and opened the door angrily.

If I want to be more ordinary, I will be petty, and I am afraid that I may not even be able to get out of the door in the world of ice and snow.Today my tone is not as soft as usual, I am afraid it has deterred him.

From the moment I stepped out of the room, I regretted it. It was really freezing outside, and I couldn't help shivering.Kou Xinian didn't come out to chase for a long time, and I couldn't bear to go back again, so I had to take a small step back and walk a little slower.In this case, no matter how long his reflex arc is, he should be chased out.

However, no.

Until I moved to the side room, pushed open the door, stepped in, and closed it.I didn't even see a ghost in the pitch-black courtyard, let alone Kou Xiannian who made me angry.

Leaning against the door, I didn't move, the heat on my body had been plundered by the cold wind long ago, I didn't move when it was cold, I stubbornly quarreled with myself, with the cold wind, and with the empty yard.

I don't know when the tears rolled down, and my nose was not sore, but my heart was very stuffy, which was much more uncomfortable than the days when I vomited blood all day long.

I secretly regretted why I didn't lie down in Kou Xinian's warm arms, but stood in this side room where there was no charcoal fire, and why Kou Xinian didn't come to coax me when it was almost half a candle.

necrotic.

The more I thought about it, the more I became unconvinced, and I wanted to sneak a peek to see if he had fallen asleep or was deliberately leaving me alone.With curiosity and grievance, I opened the door of the side room.

Even though I have seen ghosts and monsters, the people standing still at the door scare me a lot.Kou Xinian stood in front of my door like a watchman stone, I was inside to suffer from the cold, and he was outside against the cold wind.

Not only is he bad, he's also stupid.

Before I could react, he took me into his arms and pressed me tightly.

"... Kou Xiannian?"

He hugged me for a while and wiped away my tears, without saying a word, he found a blanket from the side room, wrapped me tightly, and hugged me back.

"Kou Xiannian," I called him with my chin raised, I wanted to say hold him tighter, but the exit turned a corner, "let me go."

Not only did he not let go, but he also tightened his grip. I doubt he can read my mind.Thinking of this, I stopped moving. If he doesn't speak, I won't speak again. I am the son of the world, and now I want to save face.

Back in the bedroom, he put me down and turned around to go out.I sat on the couch and looked at my frozen red feet waiting for someone. After a while, he came back with a basin of hot water in his hand.

He crouched down in front of me and held my feet, realizing what he was going to do and I ducked.How could I ask him to wash it for me? I refused, but he didn't allow me to refuse, and he wouldn't let go.

"Kou Xiannian, what are you talking about..." I felt wronged, my fingers were fighting, "I don't want you to wash..."

"Hengshi, I'm sorry." Kou Xiannian took a handkerchief and wiped my feet dry, said sorry, and kissed the back of my feet, which burned my face to the base of my ears.

I didn't want to pay attention to him, rolled over into the couch and closed my eyes.

I thought he would go out after he cut the wax, or sleep right next to me.As a result, after he lay down, he pulled me into his arms, pressed it against my ear, said sorry, and kept saying it like coaxing a child.

I pretended to be dead, and didn't respond to him a word, until a hand came in, and he asked softly, "If you want, I'll help you, okay?"

"I don't want it." After thinking about it, I always felt that this would not work, so I turned around and faced him, and asked directly: "What are you afraid of, Kou Xinian, it's not that I want you, but I want you."

Wen Yankou paused in the past, he might not want to say it, but he said again for some reason: "I asked you last time, you were sick for a few days, and now you have lost a lot of money, and you can't stand this torture... ..."

He didn't go on, but I knew that he was afraid of my death.

It's all right now, looking at his cautious appearance, the air is gone, and I still feel badly distressed, but I said: "I can toss..."

I rubbed his chin with my nose, leaned over to kiss his Adam's apple, and rubbed my back with one hand through the obscene clothes, then opened it and poked it in.It's itchy, but it's so warm that it makes my heart throb.

I raised my face to look at him, my eyes were full of what I wanted, he obviously struggled for a moment, and then pressed forward: "Hengshi, you can call stop at any time."

I relaxed my body and waited for him. I should have closed my eyes, but I wanted to look at him even though I was crying from pain.

In the blazing heat of the sky, I thought of my previous life, when the Si family was destroyed, and Kou Xiannian hurried towards me.Thinking of this life again, I almost confessed that I was in Los Angeles, and saw a figure rushing towards me in a daze, and that figure gradually overlapped with the person on my body. I heard his heavy breathing, and my heart trembled.

I couldn't help calling him, "Kou Xi Nian."

"Ok?"

"I love you so much."

He sat up with his arms around my waist, looked at me without moving, "Say it a few more times, I want to hear it from you."

I hugged his neck obediently, and told him seriously how much I miss him, how much I love him, and how much I cannot leave him.His enthusiastic response was shattered by the final tone.

This time, I am awake and willing to be possessed by him.

Later, I was too tired to keep my eyes open. Kou Xinian carried me to bathe in the hot water. At the same time as the hot water wrapped my whole body, Kou Xinian also came down. His body... really makes people linger.I squinted at him, and when he came down, I immediately threw myself into his arms and rubbed against his neck. It was he who seduced me first, and it was his fault.

His hands are a little bigger than mine, and his chest is a little wider than mine. Compared with him, I really look like a little boy with no strength to restrain a chicken.

"Brother Nian, you are so pretty."

"Where is it good?" He asked me with a smile.

I leaned on his shoulder and whispered, "everywhere is beautiful."

"How can a man be described as good-looking," Kou Xinian rubbed his chin on my forehead, and said with a gentle smile, "Hengshi, I must have cultivated blessings in my previous life, so I changed you to love me."

I paused and looked up at him.It's not that he cultivated blessings, he got into it all by himself.There are only a few people who can do this for others. In Kou Xinian's heart, what kind of existence am I...

"Kou Xinian, you idiot," I scolded him, unconsciously tightening my hand on his waist, and asked, "Since when did you like me?"

Kou Xinian didn't answer.

I asked again: "Did you take the peach blossom handkerchief I embroidered back then?"

Kou Xinian blushed slightly, but still didn't answer.

"I know it even if you don't tell me, Kou Xinian, you are really courageous. I slept with you on the same bed back then, and I regarded you as my brother, but you actually wanted to sleep with me."

"Hengshi, I..."

He wanted to answer this time, but he searched his brains and didn't think of an excuse. I let his serious expression make my heart feel hot and soft, so I smacked his cheek and cursed with a smile: "Stupid."

I intentionally dawdled him, he reacted, and wanted to say something, I was afraid that if I refused, I kissed him and blocked his mouth.

The turbulent water splashed rhythmically on the face, I couldn't open my eyes, I was groping in the dark, feeling Kou Xinian.

I am more determined than ever, I love him, and I only want Kou Xiannian for the rest of my life.

He will accompany me to the south, drink tea and play chess under the decayed plum tree in the small town where I stayed for ten years. I will leave Xilin there, and then go north with Kou Xinian. Kou went home in the past year.

He gave me peace and wealth, and I will live a long life with him.

The two strings of footprints gradually elongated, and I went all the way north in the midst of heavy snow, and found a man named Kou Xinian.

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two meat

It's over, but the story of Si Xun and Kou in Jian'an City in the past is still going on, they will be happy and safe...

Fanwai drops from time to time, mainly sweet.