absolutely attracted

Back home, Xia Baiwei didn't even have an appetite for dinner.In order to avoid things he doesn't want to face, he often chooses to paint to pass the time, but tonight, sitting in the studio, he couldn't calm down at all, and the pictures related to Gu Jinxing filled his mind.

The night when he stayed by his side when he was sick, the afternoon when he embraced tightly in Q City after the earthquake, in the Ferris wheel at the amusement park, on the beach at sunrise by the sea, Xia Bai felt a little bit like Gu Jin. Xing still loves him, but he feels that it is his own illusion.Just like five years ago, he believed that Gu Jinxing liked him, but in the end it was just a joke.

It's almost winter, this is the fourth month since he reunited with Gu Jinxing, life has deviated from the track again, every time he meets Gu Jinxing, he can't control himself at all.

Want to know the answer, want to hear the answer from Gu Jinxing himself.The clock in the living room has pointed to twelve o'clock, the gray clouds outside the window cover the moon, and the silent street seems to have entered a dream.Xia Bai hurried out and took a taxi to Gu Jinxing's company. When he got off the car, he looked at his phone. It was already past twelve thirty, but the office building in front of him was still brightly lit.The staff at the front desk dozed off from sleepiness, and were awakened by Xia Baiwei's footsteps, looked up sleepily, and quickly asked, "Are you here to find Mr. Gu, I'll take you up."

Following the front desk into the special elevator, Xia Baiwei felt inexplicably wanting to shrink back. How could he ask Gu Jinxing, and with what identity and qualifications did he ask? He was just the second party of a ridiculous contract. An insignificant supporting role in his youth and ignorance.Loving someone will breed a lot of happiness, bravery and fearlessness, but there will also be many moments of inferiority, cowardice and hesitation.

"Something happened to the company. Mr. Gu has been very fortunate recently and has been working overtime." Xu Shi was a little awkwardly quiet in the elevator, and the front desk chatted with Xia Baiwei.

"How late does he usually work overtime?"

"Well, it's late, sometimes even all night."

--Ding

The elevator arrived, interrupting Xia Baiwei's unspoken question, something happened to Gu Jinxing's company?What happened?

If Gu Jinxing is very busy, will I disturb him by looking for him like this? While worrying, he opened the door of the office carefully, looked over and saw Gu Jinxing lying on the desk, wondering if it was because he was too tired No, I didn't even take off my glasses.

Walking over carefully, he stared at Gu Jinxing's peaceful sleeping face, wondering why he had so many troubles when he grew up, and even frowned when he fell asleep.He wanted to smooth his brows, but he stretched his hand halfway but stayed in the air, afraid that his cold hands would wake Gu Jinxing.Looking around, Xia Baiwei put the thin blanket on the sofa over Gu Jinxing's body, sat in the office for a while, and saw many cigarette butts in the ashtray on the coffee table in front of him.

A few days after signing the contract a few months ago, Gu Jinxing also smoked in front of him.In order to fulfill the requirement of cohabitation in the contract, Gu Jinxing came to Xia Baiwei's apartment to pick him up to his suburban villa. The luggage had already been delivered by someone arranged by Gu Jinxing. Do not smoke in the car.

Annoyed for no reason, immediately rolled down the window after getting in the car, Xia Bai slightly turned his head to one side.Gu Jinxing noticed Xia Baiwei's actions, immediately put out the cigarette butt, and asked, "Don't you like it?"

Xia Baiwei didn't respond, but after that, he almost never saw Gu Jinxing smoking, nor did he smell smoke on him.

It was almost two o'clock when he left, and the front desk saw him coming down and rushed him to the door.Xia Baiwei had only been here once before, and he didn't look like someone with any important status, so he felt a little strange about the enthusiasm and importance of the front desk.After returning home, Xia Bai finally felt sleepy after taking off his clothes that had been slightly cooled by the night wind.

When he was about to fall asleep, he remembered that during the high school winter vacation, he also ran out in the middle of the night to meet Gu Jinxing.Xia Zhiyu used to cut off contact with his family for many years in order to be with Bai Junhua, but in the first year of marriage with Xu Yueying, he brought Xia Baiwei and Xu Yueying who was pregnant back to his hometown in C City.Facing the grandfather and grandmother whom he has hardly met since he was growing up, and relatives who are doing all kinds of superficial things, Xia Baiwei is unhappy every day.On the night of the Spring Festival, the family gathered together for a New Year’s Eve dinner. Although the adults’ intrigues would not involve me too much, I felt irritable just listening to it, so I borrowed the toilet in the middle of the meal. The name sneaked away.

It was snowing lightly outside, the streets were bustling with lights and festoons, and occasionally there were fireworks flickering in the distant sky, a group of children ran past Xia Baiwei chasingly with firecrackers in their hands.Walking on the road a little lonely, when he heard the phone ringing, he put the phone to his ear, and a familiar voice sounded, "Xia Baiwei."

"Hmm, what's the matter?" It was just a phone call, and my heart seemed to find the feeling of landing again, and my depression was swept away.

"Today's New Year's Eve dinner was not very good. The Youdao spicy fish pot is really poor. The meat quality is not tender enough, and the juice is not tasty enough. It is not as good as the restaurant we ate after the monthly exam last time."

"Then let's eat together next time."

"Okay. My cousin almost burned my hair when he finished setting off fireworks outside today. By the way, Xia Baiwei, have you seen blue fireworks? I saw blue fireworks today. They are very beautiful, but they are too fast. It’s gone, I didn’t take a picture, but I secretly hid one and will show it to you when you come back.”

"Okay." Xia Baiwei's voice was a bit muffled, and the wind kept coming in from the gap in the scarf, making Xia Baiwei feel a little cold, and couldn't help sniffing his nose.

"not happy"

"No." subconsciously retorted, and then confessed, "a little bit." A member of the family, but Xia Baiwei felt that he had nowhere to rest and no sense of belonging.

"Did anyone bully you?" Gu Jinxing asked again, the background sound became much quieter than before.

"No."

Then there was a brief silence, and a few more fireworks bloomed in the night sky above his head. Xia Bai looked up slightly, and found that there were red, orange, yellow, and green ones, but there were no blue ones.

"Is it snowing in City C?"

"I miss you."

The two voices sounded almost at the same time, Xia Baiwei started to walk back, ready to go back and pack his things.

Gu Jinxing was stunned for a moment, and immediately asked, "Then I'll go find you and send me the address."

"No, I want to go back to City B."

"When will I pick you up at the station?"

Wanting to escape so much, Xia Baiwei suddenly felt that everything here could be given up, the indifferent blood relationship and all the hypocrisy.I bought the ticket as quickly as possible. Although there are only standing tickets left, city C is not far from city B.

When Xia Baiwei arrived in City B, it was around 40:[-] in the middle of the night, and there were very few people at the station, so Gu Jinxing, who was waiting at the exit of the station, was so conspicuous.He flew all the way towards Gu Jinxing, threw himself into his arms less than one meter away, and was caught firmly.

That night, he saw the most beautiful fireworks in the world, the blue fireworks that Gu Jinxing set off just for him.

Before dawn, Xia Baiwei's sleep has always been very light. He felt the other half of the bed slightly collapsed, and then he was hugged into his arms with both hands. It was a familiar body and smell.

I couldn't tell if I was dreaming, but I just turned over and got closer to that comfortable embrace, muttering unconsciously, "I'm back."

There seemed to be a slight sigh in my ear, and the sound came from nowhere, like a mosquito buzzing, "Why are you looking for me at the company so late?"

"Because, I miss you."

When he was in a daze, Xia Bai replied slightly.